never thought that i would let down my guard just like that. never thought that i would feel like this. never knew that i could be like this.

im scaring myself.

and i know smth u dun noe. meaning. u've been like this 4 nothing. smth which will reveal later.

woots. someone's gonna foot the bill. =) and it's not gonna be me=) ahh. thats the fun part. laadeedumm.

this time when i said i love u, i really mean it. really.