damn the mad race to the top.

so students nowadays can be considered as race horses, eh? when the winning horse of your pride fails, it gets killed off. hmm. so you think im proud of my results eh? whatever. thats what you think, but dont use that on me.

funny, how results of a child, has been evolving from just getting good results to secure a good job, to being a kind of winning tile for the parents to stick their face into in the society? it is understandable to be kiasu, but at the child's expense? you ought to know, it's a different century altogether.

yeah. aniwae, im on some friendster craze, adding all sorts of people whom i know, partially know, and probably dont know. O.o

yesh. aniwae, tues was a rather fun day.
of coz it was fun, i saw him. the last time i'll ever see him.
went to sch at 8 sharp (woohoo) and waited for the principal's talk thing. sat outside the audi under LT2, got shocked at the amt of maths hw we had over the hols, whined about my painful jaw, and realised that every single piece of paper that passes thru my hands get crumpled. lol.
someone tell me why he was staring. =)
and smth else that made me get all jumbled up again.
someone tell me why he walked over.
and lotsa people had their haircuts too!! whee~ im not the only one there with weird hair done by retarded hairdressers!
someone tell me why he was there.
got back our results. it sucks, duh. then went with the bosengers and a couple of not bosengers for a boseng outing. LOL. basically, we were supposed to go watch a movie at marina square. but we went to macs and bowled instd. 133, with a house ball. seh. LOL.
that weird empty feeling i had when the bus pulled off, away from sch.
then went off with shrompy to go window shopping and tried on clothes. LOL. i think the shop owners were rather pissed with us. haha. too bad. saw this incredibly hot suit (yesh, it has a tie. LOL.)
imagine how good he would look in it.
then went to pp mac to read our lib books. a lil birdie told us where us where someone's someone was, lalala. not mine, of coz. saw cass there (my senior). saw her there the day b4 too! lol! mac campers -.-
why did he look into my eyes?
went home, got a helluva thrashing frm my parents. bah. no one shld think that i am proud of this disgusting results i have and think that i brag abt it. please. wtf.

wed was stupidly boring. apart from receiving a call frm mr see that i hadda go see missy loke the nxt day. fuck.

thurs. dental appointment in the morning, dentist said, nothing much to do with the molars, so, TAADAA. no braces. =) stupid dentist who referred me twice there. HAHA. then went to see missy loke. well, it was shit, duh. but thanks to the tissue box in her office. not that i used a lot of tissues (just one, really), but, just the bright yellow box that stopped me frm crying due to some printed stuff on it. ask me and you'll know why. =) and his name was apparently echoing in my head throughout the whole thing, mebbe coz it was the only thing that stopped me frm letting those damned tears flow.
passed by the place where he looked at me. my eyes.
music was great. really. although there wasnt wind 2dae and it's rather weird coz it's like the sea's view and 20 storeys high, no wind is weird. hmm.
why did he do that?
rawr. thats how i feel right now.

was talking lotsa rubbish to rod, jas and trish at abt 7 plus. and like, i think i really need to get a grip on myself. a serious one. gahhhh it's difficult with him swimming in your head, you know.

it's only been 2 days, and im missing you like mad.