Yes i know im super random and i blog at very random times, but hey! its me! and i love my short posts. no mood for super long and high posts. ohwells.

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im losing my mind. im going around highing that myran and clarence are hot (and i really dont mean it, sorry.), even worse, 'catfighting' with sonia over myran. (eew. kill me now.)

im lying to myself, real big time.

maybe you're just another lie.

lying and telling the truth are nothing but words, but it's the truth that sets you free.

how i wish, i'll stop deceiving myself with my little lies and highing. im not guy crazy, im not some smart kid, im not some bimbo. im not some rebellious kid who loves to go against her parents, im not some girl with a super dirty mind.

maybe the real times you see me is when im depressed. or when im laughing like some mad woman. you know, i'll do anything to ride on the high tide.

and my new yr resolution will probably be: stop lying to myself.

then again, i am the lie.