you know, right now, i feel like ripping out my guts, hurl myself down 50 storeys, then go lie in a bed of sharp nails with a 1000000000 kg weight pinning me down.

and just when i really feel like crying, my lil bro comes in and gives me a hug and smth made in sch for me with a hug.

im not worth it. i dont deserve anything you guys give me.

to someone: in the end, it wasnt them who broke my heart. it was you.