it's not his curses; im gonna work to getting that grade that i want. and im gonna show it to him, smack it into his fucking face. then he'll come up with some lame excuse.

but it really hurts when the person you once trusted most, the person you've looked upon for love and security, decides to lose faith in you.

i dont even think they'll mind if i decided to kill myself right here right now. they'll probably go like," that stupid girl, mess up her room again."