i feel horribly fucked up.

there's tons of work to be done, and im not thru with it yet. and im slacking. fuck. (not thru with it yet means i've started on one, but not done yet, so i still have the rest and i havent studied.)

b div on monday.

ok, even though mr ng and coach are like telling us that it's just for exposure and that scores doesnt matter, im still stressed.

i really dont wanna let the coaches or the teachers down. after all, im the bloody most senior in bowling in the TA team. unlike last yr where i could just fuck up my scores like crazy and no one really gave a shit because it was the A divs after all and i was only supposed to play in B. and i was 2nd youngest (:

now im the oldest. great. (anyway, on a side note, i wonder if the coaches will be there on the days im playing.)



so i wanna dsa out. big deal.

OK FINE, it's a very big deal.

but seriously, 2 more yrs in TJ and i'll go mad. not like im not mad alr, but still. im dying here.

so i have 2 options.

1) get into dsa, prefarably vj or rj (who aims lower?) and good for me!

2) if i dont get into dsa.. well.. stay in tj for 2 more yrs and suffer and mug for As.

not much of a choice, do i?

on a lighter note, im probably playing with cat high on monday.. ohwait. cat high doesnt have any special meaning to it. hmm. erhh.. rephrase that then. im happy that im playing with cat high on monday because I WANNA SEE IF I CAN TRASH THEM.

BWAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.

that was evil. (:

ok lets aim on what i wanna get from b divs! yay.

in my squad (A, i think.), i wanna emerge 1st. (pls la, my squad only got 3 girls team, can one la.)

for overall girls, I WANNA BE IN 1ST PAGE. =)

im not aiming high, am i?

ok lets change the overall girls thing then.

for overall girls, I WANNA GET INTO MASTERS.

MUCH BETTER (((((((((:

anws, my thumb is horribly mutilated. maybe not that horrible, but it's painful alright. please let the skin of the blister grow back before monday. =(

the new timetable sucks. period.

p/s. the dsa thing is for real, and im not going for it just because i wanna be in the same sch as you. even though that could be included. (: