aint feeling as chirpy and bouncy as usual. infact, i feel like shit.

basically, i have officially quitted music. ok, but my mum's asking my tchr if i can just take theory til this paper ends. yeah. something like that. but yeah. the end of the practical part.

there goes the 10yr legacy thing. from... 4? ok, 11 then. been playing the piano until now.

why?

partly, more stress. partly, more social life. partly, msn XD. and mostly, my parents.

try having someone nag or shout at you "go play the piano!" (add in the fireworks) when you're in the middle of a bio report. or ss thing. or geog essay thing. or whatever.

wont it make you resent it? HUH? HUH? HUH?

aniwae, my mum says i can retake after my As. but i dont think i'll be doing so. she'll prob nag abt why i quitted in the 1st place and yadayada, which i am try very hard to avoid. trying very hard indeed.

gosh. im laughing and crying at the same time. AHHHH.

ok nevverminnnd.

my dad's being an ass, as usual. ohwells.

林俊杰
会有那么一天

1943世界大战，
阿麽年轻的时候，
爷爷爱她那么多，
他们感情很深，
但是爷爷，
身负重任，
就在离乡的那一夜，
给了阿麽一个吻，
轻声说道

我要离去，
别再哭泣不要伤心，
请你相信我，
要等待我的爱
陪你永不离开，
因为会有那么一天，
我们牵着手在草原，
听鸟儿歌唱的声音，
听我说声我爱你．

夕阳西下，
鸟儿回家，
阿麽躺在病床上，
呼吸有一点散漫，
眼神却很温柔．
看着爷爷湿透的眼
握着他粗糙的手，
阿麽泪水开始流，
轻声说道

我要离去，
别再哭泣不要伤心，
请你相信我，
要等待我的爱陪你永不离开，
因为会有那么一天，
我们牵着手在草原，
听鸟儿歌唱的声音，
听我说声我爱你．

我爱你，真心地爱你

the song just sounded really nice. really. but maybe, i do mean something.

am feeling rather weird. crying and laughing at the same time is no mean feat. =)

aniwae, there's a furniture company by the name of WEIXIN. HAHHA. just realised that ytd. lol, maybe it's built for me! XD

going out with eve lipin and yixuan tml. =) wheee so happy. lalala.

this is weird. im starting with a sad post and ending with a high one. =)

maybe if i saw you again..