i can't help it!

i miss you!

oh help me, please.

it's been a pretty fun rainy day. please, let it rain heavier, complete with thunder, lightning and flying trees.

turn it into the same gloomy scene when i 1st felt so happy and truly in love again.

the 1st time i was actually in love.
the rest were pretty much lust and money, i admit, sorry.
and the original 1st one was just one plain retarded thing.

but thats alright. im alright now, i think. think. guess. suppose. perhaps.

ps. i still think you're damn hot!

(: