i've painted on the walls

ok so, i gave up on integration ytd aftnn.
brrrr stupid thing.

was reading thru my archives. was it worth doing that to myself just because of you?
(:
took time, i guess.

no, im not emo. it's just.. strange that someone so obsessed would do all that, and all emotions centred around just one singular being, regardless of gender. someone who would cause the person to lose all common sense and do really strange things.

rrrrrrrr.
no, im not like that anymore, because i can't.

is that good?