i'll never tell you that I love you again.

i'll never tell you that I love you again.

yesterday was just fucking retarded la. haha.
was happily watching the scenes of lucas darling in hsm1 (again), then i realised that my dad was alr at the door. so i just closed the lid of my com and went to sleep. and woke up at 6.45pm. note, pm. my dad woke up me up, saying it was damn late alr, so i thought i was and intended to pon school, because the kuku me thought it was thursday morning so i got up and started kicking my brother's bed to wake him up.

anyway, lls is talking about us and gong/si han and the compo which we have to complete within 2 hours, and he sounds as if he's trying to convince himself that we can actually finish it. haha.

and yes, i finally got back the veronicas and the song 4ever. oh god it brings back so many memories. haha. no im not telling, god it's so embarrassing, yet so goooood. :D good good good. :D maybe i'll have the dose of that next year, but then again, i wouldnt have the company that i used to have at that period of time. haha. oh god... *tears the pages out* but at least it didnt hurt one bit. (((: to the extent of being giddy and maddddddddd. HAHA. ohmygod.. :P

i dont want to go for obm. hint.


(:

so i guess thats the stuff that needs to come out for now, hopefully i wont be back til the 3rd of october. or the afternoon of 2nd october. (:

makes it sound like sexual tension doesnt it?



yes i love you darling, but you'll never know if it's you anymore. beg me, sweetie. (:

oh and, remind me to never turn off safe search when im searching for images. bah. *washes eyes*