/we'll be close alright, but we'll never be closer.

/we'll be close alright, but we'll never be closer.

ok, so a div is over.
i screwed it up.

BIG DEAL (:

WE GOT 4TH! BOTH GUYS AND GIRLS ARE SEEDED ONCE AGAIN YEAH! ;D

*the below post has been written when the writer was in a really foul mood. anyone offended by any part of the post should fuck off and quit complaining because it's my blog afterall.*

school has been a bitch, thanks to 2 certain someones. stupid duck. and that stupid ass of a teacher. fuckkkkkk.

GP essay test today, and i was so tired i just stoned ok. wrote only 2 freaking pages. i think im stoning again, lol.

went for mega house function. stoned.

it sucked. no lies, honey. honestly? cold food, strangely tasting undercooked chicken wings, overly sweet stuff accompanied with overly sweet drinks, absolutely no clubbing atmosphere, dizzy spotlighting which can't stay in a position so that people can see properly for long, a certain waiter who didnt wait for sulin to take the food before leaving (lol it was quite funny actually), the allocated space was far too small to even feel cozy, it smelt bad, the songs played when it was moshing time were just cut into half and they just repeated low over and over again because the other songs sucked so bad everyone was chanting change song change song.

i never said the above paragraph was about mega house func ok. unless you yourself are guilty of thinking that the mega house func sucked.

lying is just like pringles.
once you pop, you can't stop popping!

anyway last night was pretty funny. was on the phone w jas, when i realised that, i really dont wanna take my geog test at 7am. panicked and asked huimin for suggestions, when she said, ask if anyone got her number. since clara didnt have it, i decided to ask the class muggers haha. msged joel, and he said no, so i asked him to ask felix. the nxt msg came back and it was the most random shit ever ok.

"ok relax, i ask"

wth what kind of reply is that lol. but anyway i relaxed too much that i fell asleep from 10.30 til 7. haha. yeah good advice lol.

ok im going to sleep. bye.

TC <3

/love? what's that?

/love? what's that?

omg! today's the last day!
its like, final quartet zomg.

wish me loads of luck.

anyway, my life is like a singaporean drama ok i tell you.
its like, stuff keep happening at the same time.
korean ones are about staring at each other for 5 minutes while playing a touching song so you'll bawl your eyes out.
taiwan ones are about businessmen and calling their lawyers.

jap ones are mostly anime, or godzilla i suppose. but my life aint no godzilla ):

then the singapore ones are the luan qi ba zao everything happen at the same time so people dont get bored one. but i get bored anyway so too bad haha.

YES. YESTERDAY. i was supposed to go to val's house at 7 right? guess what time i woke up!

7!

so i called her to tell her that i wont be tongpanging, and got my mummy to send me.
had a rather confusing directory on how to go there from yixuan's dad, because, 1stly, I DONT KNOW THE EXPRESSWAY NAMES >.< god im such a noob. haha. yx was like, BKE, SLE, TPE, dunno dunno what, and i was like *lost*, so i just copied them down on my PHYSICS NOTES like zz lol in hope that my mum would understand it anyway. haha.

i think any normal person would understand the directory, everyone but me la. haha.

drive halfway on the EXPRESSWAY ABOVE IKEA (haha thts how i remember roads -_-), spotted 969! yay! so just follow 969.
then got traffic jam.
then even better, the car tire punchek -_-
IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE.
laomade. it was 8am alr lor. haha.

walked to yiochukang -_- (i.e. seletar airport)

zuoqi said i'd probably looked like a traffic police going on holiday.
(lime green shirt and bowling bag?)
it was a freaking traffic jam i was walking past ok. everyone was looking out of their windows -_-
contacted mr ng and everything, blahblahblah, took a cab.
then there was a freaking traffic jam in the middle of nowhere as well -_-
haha the cab inside also another drama.
coz there was a traffic jam, then the yiochukang road sibeh long, then mr ng was like, where're you now, like on the phone, so i was like, YCK. then he was like, how come so long! the cab driver go correct way anot? and i repeated that out loud ok. the taxi driver decided to get all pissed and complain that it was my fault that we're still on YCK and whatnot, like hello i dont give a fuck i just wondered that out loud, i dont care if you've been driving a bloody cab for 385729385723 years. aiyah whatever la. if not for the fact that i needed a cab i'd have gotten off alr.

so my 1st 3 frames were a bloody 0.
mamade.
played like shit overall too.
but got a guy very cute!
super cute la ahh!
yay i got new eyecandy im so happy :D
yesterday was such a miracle ok. i played so freaking badly and i still wasnt emo. literally badly la. my average dropped by 20 and i need at least 520 pinfalls today just to maintain the average.
aiyah ok la. 2 200 games and a 150 nia cover up liao lor. (haha i make it sound very easy hor lol)

went back to school in mr tan's car. guess how many people took it? 6! inc mr tan haha.
so eran choped the front seat and let the 4 girls squeeze behind. but then again eran squeezing behind with the other girls also quite wrong la. haha.
omg and we managed to fit 4 bowling bags into mr tan's boot! because the last time we could only fit 3, this time we put 4 like YAY :D
zuoqi: this is just a puzzle! we're going to solve it!

then we pretended rachel was the clothes hanger so it wouldnt be considered as extra passenger. haha!

went back to sch and crashed PW. like walk in, in the middle of the lesson. lol. then had PI consultation.
apparently im not that screwed for PI! yay! :D
watched the cheerleading vids while waiting for my turn.
me: BJ dances like jellyman
sam: wtf jellyman -_-

went for the econs makeup lecture because i cant make it for today's. haha. im so guai lor please.
ended so freaking late ok. like 6.30. haha.

reached home and fell asleep. cool sia.
then in the end i woke up at 4am to bathe and clean my lenses. now i can only wear it at 10.50, dammit.

anyway yesterday proved to me that you're really such a slut. like hello? whatthefuck did you think you were doing anyway. he might be flirting with you, but dont take it too seriously. you'd just end up being all emo crying suicidal and why? because he doesnt like you. and i thought the previous encounter was already hilarious enough. this is even better. haha. (:

but this show isnt worth watching. too many heartbreaks. ^^

(i want kev's purple contacts)

byebye time for school. its like 8.11am now. haha.
(im going to school for 1 lesson, then im going to yishun. haha.)

/i couldn't fathom that i'd ever be without your love

/i couldn't fathom that i'd ever be without your love

hello!
today was a not very good day like lol suprise suprise. i mean, it's a friday! what could go wrong!

well 1st, i have a pmsy math teacher. pmsy bitch teacher + pmsy bitch/slut/whore student = disaster. nothing much, she screamed at me. haha. aiyah seriously, who cares if you dont stand at your class during morning assembly! its not like i ran off to have sex/smoke/have a party in the middle of the assembly ground right. lol.

then for PE, the bowlers were supposed to run 4 rounds and strength training, but WTH is strength training?! carry each other and run? lol! so in the end we just ran and did a couple of pull ups. haha.

phys lecture, i heart heart sherm. i dont think id have survived this far without her. (:

pw, zomg we got screamed at by the teacher again. apparently our PIs are like screwed la. haha.

then we saw the result sheet and i nearly died ):

training was quite good today, striking was so freaking easy. omg! why cant i play like that at occ!

(anyway since pea isnt very easy to use, my strategy is to strike EVERYTHING so that i dont have to spare :D HAHA. right. funny. ha-ha.)


went to swensens to stone because i was like craving for something sour while everyone was eating the super sweet icecream. zz.

omg. im pmsing damn badly la zzz.
kill me before i kill someone.
yeah i know im unwanted, but who the fuck cares (;

and im like stressed zz.
-econs
-geog
-phys
-PI
-a divs

save me.

to LIWEI: YEAH SS is hot, but DM IS THE SEXXX =P

/panic!

/panic!

YAY. HAHA!

omg! tomorrow is a divs! i feel so unprepared! dont even need to think about bowling, i havent even settled how im going to go there tomorrow!

anywya i've been telling people that im going to sleep before a certain time but i still havent sleep la. but super tired hahahaa.

today was relatively fun. caff high!

samuel thought i was mad la lol.

then geog was even worse i just kept going heeheeheeheehee XD then dunno why so thick skin somemore ask some weird qns -_-

OK YES GOODNIGHT. I GO WASH LENSES 1ST HAHAHAHHAHAA BYEEEEEE WISH ME LUCK! ;D

/7 lonely days

/7 lonely days

no honey, i aint emo.
but things are going too fast for my liking.

i want a break.
and just to remind myself
how to breathe.
remember to breathe.
remember how to breathe.
remember to not forget how to breathe.

plan for today.
4.15-5.30 --> overdue homework
5.30 - 7 --> go downstairs
7 - 7.30 --> long bath
7.30 - 8.15 --> econs planning
8.30 - 10.30 --> PI
10.30 - 11 --> figure out how to do physics
11 --> try not to zonk out while trying to finish anything excess.

i haven't had the "go downstairs" part in a super long time. like, since last year alr. lol. its like, april 20th today.

a divs on tuesday, i'm so unprepared and i think coach gave up on me too.

god i only have like 2 more days.

lets see how many lessons i'll be missing.

1 econs L
1 pw lesson
2 phys pracs
2 math L
3 math tut
3 phys tut
3 GP
4 geog tut + L
4 econs tut

and actually right! the only thing i wont miss at all, is phys lecture! woohoo! (PE not counted la.)

HAHA. not funny. i need to bu3 back all these lessons ok. gah. save me.

can't we just bowl and skip lessons without having to bu3 back?

god i just wanna bowl professionally without studying alr. (but i cmi sia. haha.)

SO. JUST STUDY LA.

BYEBYE.

/fallen glass

/fallen glass

i was supposed to blog this last night but i decided to go sleep coz i was so damn tired i just zonked out. haha.

birthday boy and his cake! (which he finished 75% of the cake. as in, just the cake. the jelly was koped HAHA) its ok, real men eat alot. LOL! (and like, the ones celebrating for him were only GIRLS. HAHA.)

sch was terribly fun. but GP was a torture because WE DIDNT GET TO WATCH THE MOVIE ): ahh. ):

then i went to get another contact lens box so that i wouldnt die on my way to OCC (: the aunty gave me another free one! YAY :D

went for lunch ouside w alicia, talk cock la, then what. HAHA. then on the way back we bought this!

THE TISSUE PAPER COVER SUPER CUTE RIGHT! OMG!

and it was like 1 buck for a row of 10 each! ahh!

doubles tissue paper HAHAHA :D

went back to school and slept until the bus to occ came, and slept somemore. i woke up halfway and realised that everyone else in the bus was sleeping too. HAHA.

omg have i already said that, the bus was the BWPS bus? like omg! in BWP i've never taken the school bus, until like yesterday! omg!

training was bad. pea lost it's virginity, but that was a good thing. but pea made my hand painful. its like bloody aching now. uncle alvin told me to go back to uncle soh to drill, but like.. where got time! omg! but uncle jimmy said it was alright.. hmm. but anyway ytd i was super pissed with uncle jimmy coz like, the finger holes was bloody giving me problems and he blamed it on/nagged at me for being a spinner for the past 2 trainings.

eran told me on tues night that he wanted to take val's car, so me being nice, decided to say ok and take the long bus home. because the car pax is 5, and it's val, her dad, sean and jerome. so eran lor. then in the end sean and jerome also didnt take the car because we had pizza aft training as a celebration at occ for daryl. HAHA. fun sia.

and alicia took jerome's bag home! HAHA. jerome's bag has been brought home by 2 different people liaozzzzz. LOL.

bus ride home = fun teeeeeeheeeeee. and YAY birthday boy decided to spend 1/2 or 1 hr more on the time spent going home by going to tamp with us! woohoo :D

and i so so so can't lug my bag around la. damn. esp the stairs. half died there.

today was a super sleepy day. god. so sleepy.

i shall finish my work and sleep alr. bye!

/chocolate kisses in the rain

/chocolate kisses in the rain

omg! you know the previous post was the 888th post!
fa fa fa! huat ah!
money money lai lai into my wallet to spenddddddddd :D
YAY!

anyway most of my stress for this week is gone because RIGHT NOW IS TUESDAY NIGHT! WOOHOOO!
my 2 shitty days of the week are OVER! :D

YES! tomorrow's wednesday and i can try out my CHINA BALL at OCC! wonderful!
lets see how straight it'll go ok (:

so i have 2 balls, and their names are shockshock and china ball. HAHA.
i think shockshock needs a translator so that it can talk to china ball. but then again this is singapore THEY SHOULD BE BILLINGUAL!
wonderful! the hua yu Cool! and the english week are doing their job!

shockshock and china ball are both green and purple (: except shockshock is black, green and purple, while china ball is white, green and purple. (:
both are sparkly!

YAY :D

now they're happily sleeping in my bag and CHINA BALL is waiting for its virgin throw!
fabulous!
i cant wait!

eh. what else. i handed in PI, did econs, ok, now to do geog. haha.
(:
no stress!

except for the fact that on week 7 in school:
PI final is due
geog test
econs test
physics test

and it's quartet!
i think it's gonna be a v emo week.

anyway it was discus today and i think i made alex loh angry again ): meh. but anyway im in finals when it started pouring like cats dogs cows chickens so they postponed it to friday, which is like training day -_- noooooo! ): not fair! i want my pdp! aiyah nvm just ask mr TAN JUN XIANG (haha) to send me teeheehee :D

wish me luck babies! (: loves loves!

/mutual knowledge

/mutual knowledge

today was a bad day.

lets not elaborate much, just the points.
-woke up sick
-nearly late for school
-felt super sick
-didnt go for pe
-missed econs test coz i feel like shit
-missed phototaking because it was suddenly moved to 1445 instead of 1500, so when i reached there at 1500 it was over.
-made me rush for nothing and wear the stupid uniform so i have to wash it again because i want to.
-*something here that sonia knows. ok la, daryl and nat know too. haha.*
-training was bad, my fingers hurt.
-i cant spin anymore.
-team lineup wasnt announced.
-i got geog essay to write.
-i got PI to do.
-I got econs to study
-and im sick.

on the other hand, IM GOING TO BUY NEW (bowling) BAG TOMORROW!

what colour should i buy? green? or just the cheapest available because im probably not going to bowl after nxt yr?

ok, cheapest available. haha.

and hopefully a spare ball!

but anyway, i went to use scotch brite on my ball and i washed it with body foam like HAHAHA OMG LOL ok dont do that coz apparently it hurts the ball, according to daryl, who told me after i washed it because i told him about it. lol. ok. lol. haha.

aiyah who cares la. haha. not like the ball damn new anyway :D

the ball was damn dirty la. now its clean! yay!

dinner tonight was fun!
we took less time to decide on going where to eat!
and something about the girls wanting to smack a fly with the receipt but because they took too long i just went over and smacked it, thinking pet wouldnt pull the receipt away, BUT SHE DID! i had bug juice on my hand la -_- im sorry bug ): (but it was damn funny when all the girls screamed when i smacked it. HAHA.)

then we started talking about random things like staring, hot guys, bras, pw, THIRD and some dude who jumped on the bed naked.

and at tamp saf we had like what, arm wrestling where daryl eran and sean were showing off arm strength, then me and val with 2 hands each against sean = we both gg. -_-ll then we gang up, ALSO GG. WTH!

daryl: ok la sean we wrestle left hand
sean: *loses the match*
daryl: RARR! IM STRONG!
jerome who is a leftie: *eyebrows* so you think YOUR left arm is good eh!

then we hid daryl's bags :D i was happily dragging his bag away when sean was like, gimme the bag! *grabs bag and runs downstairs* we took the lift and picked him up at 2nd level, then hid it behind a car. HAHA.
then we hid his bottle IN HIS OWN BAG.
and he was busy suspecting the people who were holding his bottle (i.e pet, rach, val) but actually it was in his own bag HAHAHA!

Daryl is another brandon, i swear. bus seat looks dirty = NO I WONT SIT ON IT. -_-ll i think im more manly than you lor! hahaha. X)

sonia says that WE need to talk. but i dont want to! how am i supposed to start it! and you wont start it either! and we dont have the TIME to TALK about this! right now, at least. and no opportunities to too. HOW?

ok la im damn tired. maybe tomorrow i'll blog something that will spoil daryl's reputation just because i have the pictures to. byebye!
and a random picture of samuel and guorong too. haha.

(:

/when are you coming back for me?

/when are you coming back for me

hello!
today's post is going to be about..

20 REASONS WHY I AM A SLUT/BITCH!

1) because i was called BITCH#1
2) because i am a 2 faced bitch (pretty honest about it too haha)
3) because you know, when guys say, this is my bitch.. thats why im a slut.
4) because i've slept around.. math lecture theatre.
5) because i've slept around.. physics lecture theatre
6) because i've slept around.. GP classrooms
7) because i've slept around.. PW lecture theatre
8) because i've slept around countless of times.. in econs lecture theatre
9) because i've slept around.. the library, almost everywhere haha
10) because i've touched places i'm not supposed to be touching in school.. like the guys' toilet sinks.
11) because im stating on my blog that im a bitch/slut
12) because i think i am.
13) because guys generally like bitches, whether they know it or not.
14) because maybe guys will like me more if i refer myself to a bitch because of number (13) above this.
15) because i just bhbedly said number (14) like a bitch.
16) because i think pink is a nice colour and i got 9824719384 things in pink.
17) because i dont need to do group pe for now
18) because i love bitching
19) because i coloured my white tj polo tee PURPLE during econs by accident
20) BECAUSE I'VE GOT AN ECONS TEST TOMORROW AND I DONT UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING ABOUT ECONS AND IM WASTING MY TIME BLOGGING ABOUT THIS INSTEAD OF STUDYING.



kthxbye i shall TRY to study dont blame me i dont like econs OMG WHY THE HELL DID I TAKE IT ):

/we were letting go of something special

/we were letting go of something special

yes, the library is sexy. went to lib to do gpp again today because we're cool like that, and omg! i miss dwelling in the library til 6pm everyday!

went to school at 725 on a wednesday for the team thing. aiyah i be reserve lah. haha.

training wasnt spectecularly well today, but it was an eye opener. literally. my eyes were dry, and now my left eye hurts. sian. but anw i couldnt throw properly, my thumb expanded, my thumb, 3rd, 4th fingers, area between the thumb and index finger and the stretch of muscle in the forearm were painful so i just gave up using my ball and started using val's ball. and i realised that i can spin the ball!

omg spinning is so fun ok. the strikes are like SUPER LOUD la! and its so easy to spare and hit everything without needing to calculate how much your ball will hook BECAUSE IT JUST DOESNT HOOK (:

(8:34 PM) watashi wa LYX d:
but no lah stick to being a hooker
(8:34 PM) watashi wa LYX d:
hookers rock

i know, it sounds wrong. (:

im confused! should i be a spinner or a hooker now!

anw before me and alicia went for training we went to buy apples from shop and save after lunch, and alicia was like, buy condoms la. like for what HAHA, but anw since while i had nothing to do when she was paying i picked up the tube of lube which said, tingling sensation. and this lao ahpek was just giving me the O_o look while i was examining it la. haha.

but anw just for your info, normal lube is like 4 bucks plus and it's gelly. the tingling one is 10 bucks plus and it's liquidy. hmm.

ok byebye.

/a little bit of this, a little bit of that

/a little bit of this, a little bit of that

heats have been postponed to friday 330pm.
which is the day im like so not free la zomg. retarded.

but the rain was cool. (:

wrote the stupid econs essay today. omg i dont know how to write like 3 pages on EXPLAIN something which is so straightforward. which reminds me of history. which tells me that i need to learn how to be longwinded. haha.

today is the 1st geog lesson where i didnt fall asleep in! and i got free geog notes like YAY :D *happy* thanks joeltan!

lunch with shermaine was epic, as usual. in the end bird, sam, sulin and sherm were late for chinese class by 10 freaking minutes HAHA!

libraries are fun. as usual. and did you know that subway was created by a 17yr old dude?

received a call from a alarmed sounding daryl while audiing saying that training's at occ tml and quite a few peoples' balls are at safra. so i rushed down to get my balls coz i wanted to come home and sleep hahaha.

my mum's reaction was quite funny. ask me about it. i'll tell you (:

sch at 0725 tml for bowlers. so early! there goes my sleep in wednesday. aiyah. but impt sia. haha.

food for thought!

things cant be forced.
when you try to do things your favour, it just doesnt work.
when you do something totally random, it just happens.
(:

works perfectly fine with me. :D
(glad you know how i feel now. &you're wonderful :D)

AIYOH! AHKUA! (private joke.)

its really just the truth

/its really just the truth

HELLO!

im very very much happier.
i love revenge, or whatever it was.
ok not exactly revenge, in my context.
it's pretty complicated.

OK FINE IT'S NOT REVENGE HAHAHA
its just not revenge la hor ok. haha.
but i feel good all the same :D

ok yes im very happy now, thankew thankew. :D

and i made a new friend! haha but i dont know his name, so too bad LOL LOL.

anyway, school was pretty emo and depressing plus the stupid PI. meh.
but at the end i decided to go and buy a contact lens case so i can bring to school and wear it. AND THE AUNTY GAVE IT TO ME FOR FREE! YAY!
so i decided to go to watsons/the other shop to buy a pretty small yet big container (haha yeah i know wtf) for my lens case, but i ended up buying 2 SUPER CHIO CORRECTION TAPES FROM WATSON!

there're like 2 in each pack, and i got 2 because it was on discount for the 2nd one. so chio, just buy la!

no really, its DISNEY minnie mouse, the 1st one is pink and clear with a line of hearts, so you can see all the gears and stuff inside. the 2nd one is white and pink with a line of hearts too! SUPER CHIO LA OMG!

GOOD BUY GOOD BUY :D

the bus ride back was fun. haha.

OK YES BYEBYE GOT TUTORIAL TOMORROW IM GOING TO DO IT HAHAHAHA ;D
(and maybe i dont hate guys that much anymore :D)

REPLY TAGS TIME!
i lazy to tag on my board, haha.
ONE BY ONE.
from like, what, feb? haha.

elaine: haha he's the teacher afterall.
Jkor: yay you miss us! haha should be the other way round, why you nv stay in tj with us! :D
elis: woohoo! YA! is it who im thinking it is? :D
shrompy: actually i forgot what lime green thing. haha. yeah man!
elaine: someone who's from vj. haha.
sonia: ok yeah i cleared this with you alr ok!
elaine: haha coz i lent him my com!
PRETTYBOY: HAVE! you left before i arrived lor ): ): ): haha
MINER: LINKED!
JEN: got photos liao!
jer: HAHA ya but cannot find pics to express (:
MINER: YA!
shrompy: much much happier. (: thanks for asking!
LIWEI: ok set!
sonia: HAHA I ALWS DO, DONT I? :D
LIWEI: woohoohoo~
sam: NOOOOO! its nice!
elaine: HAHA actually i can't remember! and now no more archives and im replying here!
sam: YEAH! at least we thought about you! haha
sonia: HAHA yeah apparently XD and you hugged me too anyway HAHHA
Stalker without a chatbox: you still dont have one!
len: eh. i added one more. (:
bird: YEAH IT DOES!
len: taken off!
huimin: HAHAHA it looks ok la! YA LOR so idiot la hahaha
Dracomalfoy and Severussnape: HELLO SEXIES! <33333>
shrompy: changed font!
sonia: im not in it right now! :D omg why luna lovegood!
Love: i love you too muacks muacks <3>
sonia: but abit dull leh! haha my leg isnt ok yet ):
bird: YEAH MAN IM FINE NOW! i think. maybe. LOL. yeah and thanks for asking! :D
yixuan: isnt it cool? (:
elis: hello pin!
shrompy: YOU KNOW! i told you liao! haha
kev: FALALALLAA~

OK YES IM DONE :D

a little heartspill

/a little heartspill

hello.

i feel sianned out.
thanks to a certain someone who isnt a guy so i cant use the phrase "IHATEGUYS" this time.
whatever la.
i pity your kids. and their ears. and their lives.
ok i sound like some ungrateful brat here.

but anyway i did filing! my notes are now classified under MATH ECONS PHYSICS GP AND GEOG. better than previously, it was just called, THE 4 DIFFERENT FILES OF EVERYTHING.
and i found my TA2 work in it ok. LOL. and my ss essay last year was almost the exact same topic of the 1st econs essay we wrote this year. like the content, the qn rephrased ok. wth. damn my standard of eng was better last year. DANIEL CHUNG FASTER COME BACK AND TEACH US GP I DONT WANNA DIEEEEEEEEE~

MUST STOP TALKING IN CHINESE OR HOKKIEN. shit.

i need to catch up with people i havent been talking to much.
and stop being so close to some.
i wish i could.

im confused. i dont know what im feeling now.
rachS says its love, but after the whole story she couldnt classify either. lol.
but its not love.
BECAUSE I KNOW IT LA DUMBDUMB.
lol.

ah who cares. as long as im happy.

right.

and my bowling really sucks. i swear. my ball's just spinning, not even spooking la.
and how am i supposed to improve in 2 fucken weeks man.
and i think im buying spare ball soon. like on sat, hopefully?
need to tell mummy. dang.

BUT ANYWAY, THAT MEANS I'LL HAVE A NEW BAG AND A BALLIE BALL BALL ;D
YES. :D

i want a PURPLE bowling bag i dont care. if they dont have then i want RED. should have red la. red so common. haha. i dont want black or blue. so YUCKY I DONT LIKE!

i dont know if i want this week to fly by or go slowly. go slowly i suppose. =/

bye. theres geog tomorrow. damn.

we've changed.

/we've changed

now that i feel a whole lot better than i could have for the entire previous week, i think i can blog normally! now, that is.

monday and tuesdays are depressing days. very very depressing. its not just monday blues, but monday's the worst. right sonia and shrompy?

thankgod for wednesdays and fridays. ok, more of wednesdays. because its a slack day and i can wear contacts to school now! yay :D *happy* i can't wear them on monday and tues because there are absolutely boring lessons. and i'll fall asleep. and that isnt a good thing. WAIT AH I GO CHECK TIMETABLE.

ok i'll wear my contacts before training only on friday. haha.

OR MAYBE I'LL WEAR THEM EVERYDAY SO I WONT BE TEMPTED TO SLEEP!

omg im so smart hahaha. right.

ok i shall wear contacts to school nxt wed. which is the team allocation thing.
as of tomorrow, competition starts 2 weeks later.
which is bad pretty bad thing.
because I'M SO FUCKING NOT PREPARED ZOMG GAHH KILL ME NOW

YAY yunhui IM GOING TO BE YOUR DOUBLES PARTNER LETS GO FIND 5 FINGER BALLS NOW :D

ok i realised i've been hating too much.

THE SUN ROSE FROM THE WEST TODAY!

WX ISNT INTERESTED IN SHUAIGES ANYMORE!

even though a couple can make her day much much brighter. (:

jasmine . a journey walked together says (12:50 AM):
are you like possessed or something
jasmine . a journey walked together says (12:50 AM):
the day that you're not interested in guys, i think the sun wouldnt rise at all.

walau why you all doubt me.

i see eyecandies until sian alr lor. see until dont wanna see.

yes you all lived to read this on my blog and NO IM NOT POSSESSED and NO I DIDNT FALL AND HIT MY HEAD and NO I WASNT FORCED TO WRITE THIS AT GUN POINT.

daryl goh's ego is zzz wtf.

me: *sees a dude with well defined features* that guy quite cute
daryl: no me cuter

wtf lol

i think i can go and be some magazine editor on the section on which dude is hot. im so picky. haha.

oh yeah. my sprained ankle came from kicking the wall/pillar in the canteen on thurs aftnn coz i was rather pissed off. then later on while walking downstairs my block i was on the phone with sonia and i got pissed off again so i kicked the wall with the other foot so now both my ankles are bad.

friday's bowling was relatively ok, 164 av, not too bad for someone who had a a horrigible ankle and 98 on the 8th frame for the 2nd game. (: it was a close one. haha. the 3rd game was uncompleted but rather good! (:

mr ng: i know you all are stressed.. etc etc.. but please dont go and kick the dustbin or the wall and get yourself injured etc etc etc

damn sure refer to me one lor. lol.

went out for dinner and because elis didnt want to flip coins or spin bottles or whatever we did the previous week she just walked straight to the foodcourt. HAHA. and then ah! after that! the guys were like, LETS GO MACS after DINNER, like last week and all the time lol. but this time they went to ORDER SET MEALS AFTER DINNER ZOMGWTFBBQ zzz. we kidnapped daryl's nuggets and told him that it was in the Isetan bag of the woman beside us, then magically appeared them 1 by 1. HAHA.

zoned out in the bus until angus snapped his fingers and told me that i went pale for a moment. lol.

and ytd was butt's and qh's last free friday before HAVING A FREE HAIRCUT and using CAMERA-LESS PHONES and yeah. last training before going into army la! HAHA. aww dont be too sad its just 3 wks before you see us again (: hope to see you guys at a div!

today's friendlies were pretty ok, i mean, the score was bad but the guys bowling with us were nice. they were like, more enthu about our score than theirs. haha. and one of them looked like a certain TA2 dude whom i dont know the name of. haha.

took a scandal pic which im too lazy to post now. maybe later. (:

pw was quite fun. (: so many people were there doing work! and there was a birthday party thing hahaha so funny like wth birthday party at macs I WANT MINE AT RAFFLES HOTEL *hint hint* or something. LOL.

shrompy came over for awhile.
shrompy: what topic you all doing?
me: games and modernisation
shrompy: wah so boyish!
me: OF COURSE LA my group all guys what! then do modernisation of makeup meh!

haha i found it super funny ok. not funny meh!

ok i've got a bad cold now and theres this mountain of tissues beside me. haha.

OK I GO BATHE LIAO ITS 0117 BTW HAHA BYE! :D wah this post damn long. haha.

feng

HELLO HONIES (:

not very happy, yes again, but much much better. binomial isnt as bad as i thought.. i think. :D

im sorry but i feel happy everytime i finish a math qn by myself. (: got a problem with that? :D

ok so, sch was fine i suppose. but there was a part which i couldnt take very well. fucking liar.

apart from that, theres the usual heartbreak *pingpiang* and whining with the uhahhhh. hehe.

and all my sentences are abt the same length for the above, did you realise that? including this. (:

and i ponned training to study for math test had some family matters so i skipped training. omg wx you SLUT A DIV IN LESS THAN 1 MONTH YOU STILL PON TRAINING?! you lousy, undedicated pok!

but its just 1 trg.. and sometimes i just cant take the pressure of training anymore. uber tempted to pon another one if not for my conscience screaming at me. and my right arm's going crazy, like, omg save me.

AND BECAUSE NOW EVERY TRAINING LEAVES ME FEELING DEPRESSED AND LOUSY.

OK YES BYE. MATH TIME.

and happy belated april fools day. didnt prank anyone this year, dammit.

faces on parade

school today. horrible day.

phys lecture. CL. PW lecture which started the irritatedness.
SKIT!
it was good, big bird cried at the touching scene, except it was crying from laughter.
and mr tong was the judge along with the #$%^& who refused to give my class the pw groups ms faye tan like zomgwtfbbq. ROAR.

left the school before the SC nominees thing. went to support b div.

training at occ today like zomgwtfbbq ON A WEDNESDAY?!

had this game that was NEARLY clean, until the fucking pin 10 on the last frame. it was open, fuckit la.

so damn irritated ok.

the previous game was a fucking 120 ok. nabeh. what kind of fuckass score was that? brought the average down like siao ok.

not to mention i only have 1 month to get those fucking spares right.

im just gonna fuck up A div and im not going to get into the comm and the entire school's gonna hate me because im such a fake bitch.

yeah.

fucking tired, and the mum had to nag. thanks ah.

and it's not only that im fucking tired now, the bro's button came off and my mum kp him ask him to sew the fucking button by himself then if he do wrong she nag at him and IM SO FUCKING IRRITATED BY IT OK. NABEH KEEP YOUR COMMENTS TO YOURSELF CAN. YOU WANT HIM TO DO THINGS STILL PICK? (wait isnt that what pw is about too.)

im so irritated ok. fuck sia.

im so fucking irritated w myself ok.

(damn la today throw face again. zz)

work it

omg today is a bad bad day. ):
because:
-i was late for school and omg something dumb happened.
-today it was announced that we're gonna have a math test on the topics which i dont know.
-because i sat on the floor and only realised there were fucking lot of ants there when i stood up like 15 minutes later
-because you were being irritating the sun was too hot
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OMFG?
IT'S BEEN PUSHED FORWARD BY A MONTH?!
I AM SO UNPREPARED.
TO THINK THAT ON THE PREVIOUS POST I WAS JUST TALKING ABOUT HOW UNPREPARED I WAS FOR THE PREVIOUSLY SET DATE OF 21 MAY.
ohmygod ok no more ponning of trainings and im going to bowl well. yes. serious attitude during training too. yes.

(keeps straight face.)

haha.

ok on to happier/dumber stuff, about the late thing, this has something to do wtih mr hasim, zomg lol. ok maybe i shant say it here, but it was fucking scary ok. ok sonia stop laughing at this. bleaugh.

yeah.

ok anw we rehearsed the skit today, and.. well. cool pics of hm acting cute. haha.



haha.



so loving lor. (:

(mamade, geog nxt nxt wk must write essay. tmd.)

all over again

SCHOOL ENDED AT 1140 TODAY, 1050 FOR ME!
yay(:

ok actually im feeling abit insecure right now about a div. like omg im losing confidence in my bowling. when i step up on the lanes, or even better, taking my ball out of the bag i feel like i cant bowl and all i want to do is to throw the ball down and go home and hide under my blanket or something.

actually i still remember what uncle michael said last year. which is actually why i even bothered to continue bowling anyway.

harh 130+ av? wah i thought you were a 170+ bowler leh. *looks disappointed*

):

back to happier topics, it was a happy school day today!
because it was a freaking half day!
because it started with physics tutorial!
because it was the dumb math lecture we had and we were laughing at the guy in frnt of us who was sleeping upright!
because after that was break!
because after that was geog and OMFG I GOT GEOG HOMEWORK SHIT SHIT SHIT

ok i diverted.

but anyway yeah that lameass joel tan was telling me stuff about me in pri school which I DON'T EVEN KNOW. and lw doesnt even know wahahhahahahahaa. ok dumb. ha-ha. ps he called me a mugger.

BUT ANW ZOMGWTFBBQ I HAVE GEOG HOMEWORK?!
i never had geog homework!
O_O!

skit practice was a disaster but fun.

LJS was even better, sherm queued up for KETCHUP. then we played taitee. then i screamed OMG WHY ARE YOU HERE and the whole of LJS heard it.

ok byebye.

and sometimes i think i hear you call

some whiny bitchy post. dont read it.

dodgeball semifinals (i think) on thurs, and it was a complete flop coz some kpkb bitch from 2107 was being a sore loser. no honestly, i hope you read this.

but its ok, because we know who the real winner is. 1408 <33

fine la j2 bully j1.

then there was pe today.
psst i think mr ng knows how to do ballet!
haha kidding.
some stupid balancing T shaped thing. look like ballet. haha.

then there was the stupid math tutorial of MAAMAATEEKAL INDUCKTION. haha. and OMG sherm is faster than me? haha jkjk.

phys spa lecture was plain boring and thankfully we were left off early so i could go and play my prettyboy. haha.
(ok that sounded wrong.)

pw = eng fair shit = .. uh actually i dont know leh. haha. skit!

econs lecture which i promptly fell asleep in. and pulled nini's thread out and put it on his head instead. and i dont know what else.

A LEVEL RESULTS WERE OUT!
omg im so going to mug, so my name's gonna be on the 7 distinctions list.

training = half dead. i think i used too much energy on the above. but i swear, i dont dont dont like bowling at hougang.

dinner = 3/4 dead. sean said that daryl cannot leave them to find the bustop themselves because now got MAS SELAMAT. lol.

reached home = gg *falls asleep*

been having real bad tempers these few days, im sorry if im ignoring you guys.

loser.

bzz

omg?

bad day bad day.

phys test was a flop
bitched/gossiped alot
bowling shit
something else

but you made me happy (: