/Desde El Dia Que Te Fuiste

/Desde El Dia Que Te Fuiste

hello!
i realised that these few days my blogposts have been pretty bright and happy.
but actually ah, im damn emo lor!
just because i dont show it, doesnt mean im not ok!
i've been resisting the urge to go kick the wall or throw something around!
i've been resisting telling people the truth which really hurts like,"yo i dont like you ok."!
i've been resisting doing things i would have done!

my god!
everything in my life needs improvement!
my life sucks, i suck, my mentality sucks, my bowling sucks, my hair sucks, my studies suck, my love life sucks, my interaction with people sucks, GOD, EVERYTHING ABOUT ME SUCKS!

i need self discipline!
alot alot alot of self discipline!
i need to stop being a bitch!
i need to stop lying to people!

i need to study! alot! you know, i havent exactly MUGGED, ever since i came in here! omg! this is scary! i need to mug! MUST! i have like 2 years worth of work to cover! my god!

and i've been putting off running for various reasons that i could convince myself with. now no more ok. after a divs. on SATURDAY.

speaking about a divs, OMG! my bowling sucks so much its comparable to the black hole! i shouldnt even be let out on those lanes!

i need to focus! my attn span is shorter than me! thats like damn short la zz.

and my mind is sot sot one ok. its like, when people emo cry cry cry cry cry right, i cry cry laugh laugh laugh cry cry laugh laugh cry laugh and laugh somemore. scary leh.

i think i know why these few days even more sot. because of CAFF and COMP. bad mix.

ok actually, i think my emo post doesnt sound emo now.

hmm.

OK IM GOING TO SLASH MY ARMPITS AND BLEED TO DEATH BECAUSE I HATEZ THE WORLD AND THE WORLD HATEZ ME TOO.

is it better?

actually. i wont slash my armpits.

ok lets choose another approach.

OK IM GOING TO SLASH EVERYONE'S ARMPITS AND LET THEM BLEED TO DEATH BECAUSE I HATEZ THE WORLD AND I WANNA KILL Y'ALL!

sounds better. haha. (:

/who's gonna take your place; there ain't nobody else

/who's gonna take your place; there ain't nobody else

HAPPY 900TH POST BLOGGIE! I LOVE YOU LOADS!

omg im pmsing. ahh. sorry to everyone im pmsing on right now. i.e. goh jing kai. lol. paiseh ah.

bowling wasnt good today. horrigible ok. mamade. pea cocked up on me, but it started working fine on the last game when the lanes were cock. but apart from that i used beast for pin 10 haha.

but anyway i saw my eyecandy and my exeyecandies. haha. well, i think his girlfriend grew prettier but he grew uglier. haha. then the other one. same same la. still fugly. haha.
and my new eyecandy has a v nice figure! v v v nicer arms zomg. but damn short, lol.

ok yes. now im like super tired and shit, i couldnt even think or talk straight in the afternoon la.

and now i feel pissed!

-im pmsing!
-my eyes feel swollen
-i feel hot and sticky
-my hair is fucking urrghh.
-my thumb hurts like #$%^&*
-my mum thinks i went out to PLAY today. like fuck la competition play what shit. tired cannot ah.
-busy explaining to gohjingkai why we dont like being lampposts

ok the last point is the worst la. haha. jkjk.

and certain other stuff, alright?

i need new specs.

Pretty girls > Pretty boys.
but pretty boys pwn too. (:

I FUCKING NEED ALCOHOL NOW.because it makes me forget. everything. every. single. fucking. thing. that. concerns. you.

/panic!

/panic!

YAY. HAHA!

omg! tomorrow is a divs! i feel so unprepared! dont even need to think about bowling, i havent even settled how im going to go there tomorrow!

anywya i've been telling people that im going to sleep before a certain time but i still havent sleep la. but super tired hahahaa.

today was relatively fun. caff high!

samuel thought i was mad la lol.

then geog was even worse i just kept going heeheeheeheehee XD then dunno why so thick skin somemore ask some weird qns -_-

OK YES GOODNIGHT. I GO WASH LENSES 1ST HAHAHAHHAHAA BYEEEEEE WISH ME LUCK! ;D

/overdue love

/overdue love

i dont care if im 17 they're like HAWWWWWWWWWT!!!

dammit now you know why i think they're hot. haha. (even though i prefer kai to be the dominant one, the very good artists at photobucket dont. damn.)

from jerome: mr ng, you know what to do ^^ (the 5 dollar bet for a clean game) LOL!

HAHA. cool right! (its up here for mr ng to see XD) sam's one super wasted. it was 1-2-8-10. then the 10 didnt go down. ):

sorry, yesterday too tired/emo. haha.

and my bloody green shirt isnt here yet. ):

its either i take s, or i exhange with atiqah, which is like impossible because atiqah cant wear m either. SO, heres my plan!

-i take s

-i borrow a TA1's shirt who is at least wearing m for a divs

-i become aneroxic and diet until s can't even fit me so i have to wear xxxxxxs

sounds good? sounds good! yay!

wonderful. 3 more days!

/loveless suprise

/loveless suprise

HELLO!
the now-feeling-hungry insane blogger has struck back!

yeah im blogging again. it's like my 3rd or 4th post eh. 4th. right? one this morning, 2 in the evening.. i lazy to check la. haha.

but anyway, say hello to PEA, BEAST, GLASS SLIPPERS and PUMPKIN!

:D

beast - shockshock
pea - china ball
glass slippers - shoes
pumpkin - big red bag


LOL.


at 1st the china ball was supposed to be called CHINA APPLE.

but of course, PEA sounds better! :D you can say it as "p", but it cac be thought to be spelt as "pee"! so there're 3 ways to spell the same pronounciation! or pii! ok now 4!

omg i cant wait for training tomorrow :D

PEA's gonna lose it's virginity!
(lol.)

my balls shall be male ok. because i say so.
(ok maybe because samuel drew the KING PEA on my phys tut last tuesday and king = male. nvm. no link.)

so.. PEA's gonna lose HIS virginity! HAHA!

but anyway, the point is I FEEL HUNGRY!

and..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QIANYING AND DARYL GOH JING KAI!
(: much loves and enjoy your special day!

ok goodnight i think i wanna sleep. it's been a long day.

(可是我拿不起，放不下.)

/not like we're gonna get married

/can't believe

hello!

im a happy girl today!

sort of, at least. :D

wanna know why?

because i've got good news and bad news.

good news is..

.

.

.

SAY HELLO TO WHITE DOT EMERALD ICE! ;D

you can't really see, but it says MADE IN CHINA -_-ll
wtf china ball LOL.

yay my new spare ball :D

me and bro reflection in ball. haha. so funny and shiny la!

and the bad news..

I GOT A NEW BAG, WHICH IS THE EXACT SAME ONE AS DARYL ZOMG AHHH NOOOO!!!!

nevermind mine will pwn yours :D as always hehehehehe :D

because uncle james only sold 2 types which was either this or pet's/elaine's bag, my dad was like, this one better. and because i eliminated black blue and grey, leaving yellow, red and green and i didnt want green because tj uni is already green. i wanted yellow ok!

mum: take red la! nicer! plus yellow easily dirty!

me: dowan la! same as my friend's!

mum: which friend?

me: daryl

mum: *refer to the previous post on her reaction when she saw daryl* orh ok nevermind la. just buy.

yeah it was damn funny.

omg i cant believe i actually convinced my parents to buy the spare ball too XD

pics from thurs lunch where i didnt catch the one where bird was sitting on the curb, but in this one she stood up already T_T

the pic of samuel and guorong.

i think they look like twins leh!

oh yes! and the previous post, i said something about a promised post?

here it is!

choose your fav daryl scandal!

is it..

daryl and elaine! (taken in occ shuttle bus after training)

or is it..

daryl and pet! (taken when we went out to shop for clothes)

or is it..

daryl and val! (taken during BK dinner last night)

or is it..

daryl and alicia! courtesy of mine and zq's hands hahaha! (taken at invitationals)

D: why you take pic of my butt!

and this is my personal favourite!

daryl and sean HAHAHAHA

ha-ha. XD i know you all love my cam phone :D

byebye! time for PI!

/a little bit of this, a little bit of that

/a little bit of this, a little bit of that

heats have been postponed to friday 330pm.
which is the day im like so not free la zomg. retarded.

but the rain was cool. (:

wrote the stupid econs essay today. omg i dont know how to write like 3 pages on EXPLAIN something which is so straightforward. which reminds me of history. which tells me that i need to learn how to be longwinded. haha.

today is the 1st geog lesson where i didnt fall asleep in! and i got free geog notes like YAY :D *happy* thanks joeltan!

lunch with shermaine was epic, as usual. in the end bird, sam, sulin and sherm were late for chinese class by 10 freaking minutes HAHA!

libraries are fun. as usual. and did you know that subway was created by a 17yr old dude?

received a call from a alarmed sounding daryl while audiing saying that training's at occ tml and quite a few peoples' balls are at safra. so i rushed down to get my balls coz i wanted to come home and sleep hahaha.

my mum's reaction was quite funny. ask me about it. i'll tell you (:

sch at 0725 tml for bowlers. so early! there goes my sleep in wednesday. aiyah. but impt sia. haha.

food for thought!

things cant be forced.
when you try to do things your favour, it just doesnt work.
when you do something totally random, it just happens.
(:

works perfectly fine with me. :D
(glad you know how i feel now. &you're wonderful :D)

AIYOH! AHKUA! (private joke.)

its really just the truth

/its really just the truth

HELLO!

im very very much happier.
i love revenge, or whatever it was.
ok not exactly revenge, in my context.
it's pretty complicated.

OK FINE IT'S NOT REVENGE HAHAHA
its just not revenge la hor ok. haha.
but i feel good all the same :D

ok yes im very happy now, thankew thankew. :D

and i made a new friend! haha but i dont know his name, so too bad LOL LOL.

anyway, school was pretty emo and depressing plus the stupid PI. meh.
but at the end i decided to go and buy a contact lens case so i can bring to school and wear it. AND THE AUNTY GAVE IT TO ME FOR FREE! YAY!
so i decided to go to watsons/the other shop to buy a pretty small yet big container (haha yeah i know wtf) for my lens case, but i ended up buying 2 SUPER CHIO CORRECTION TAPES FROM WATSON!

there're like 2 in each pack, and i got 2 because it was on discount for the 2nd one. so chio, just buy la!

no really, its DISNEY minnie mouse, the 1st one is pink and clear with a line of hearts, so you can see all the gears and stuff inside. the 2nd one is white and pink with a line of hearts too! SUPER CHIO LA OMG!

GOOD BUY GOOD BUY :D

the bus ride back was fun. haha.

OK YES BYEBYE GOT TUTORIAL TOMORROW IM GOING TO DO IT HAHAHAHA ;D
(and maybe i dont hate guys that much anymore :D)

REPLY TAGS TIME!
i lazy to tag on my board, haha.
ONE BY ONE.
from like, what, feb? haha.

elaine: haha he's the teacher afterall.
Jkor: yay you miss us! haha should be the other way round, why you nv stay in tj with us! :D
elis: woohoo! YA! is it who im thinking it is? :D
shrompy: actually i forgot what lime green thing. haha. yeah man!
elaine: someone who's from vj. haha.
sonia: ok yeah i cleared this with you alr ok!
elaine: haha coz i lent him my com!
PRETTYBOY: HAVE! you left before i arrived lor ): ): ): haha
MINER: LINKED!
JEN: got photos liao!
jer: HAHA ya but cannot find pics to express (:
MINER: YA!
shrompy: much much happier. (: thanks for asking!
LIWEI: ok set!
sonia: HAHA I ALWS DO, DONT I? :D
LIWEI: woohoohoo~
sam: NOOOOO! its nice!
elaine: HAHA actually i can't remember! and now no more archives and im replying here!
sam: YEAH! at least we thought about you! haha
sonia: HAHA yeah apparently XD and you hugged me too anyway HAHHA
Stalker without a chatbox: you still dont have one!
len: eh. i added one more. (:
bird: YEAH IT DOES!
len: taken off!
huimin: HAHAHA it looks ok la! YA LOR so idiot la hahaha
Dracomalfoy and Severussnape: HELLO SEXIES! <33333>
shrompy: changed font!
sonia: im not in it right now! :D omg why luna lovegood!
Love: i love you too muacks muacks <3>
sonia: but abit dull leh! haha my leg isnt ok yet ):
bird: YEAH MAN IM FINE NOW! i think. maybe. LOL. yeah and thanks for asking! :D
yixuan: isnt it cool? (:
elis: hello pin!
shrompy: YOU KNOW! i told you liao! haha
kev: FALALALLAA~

OK YES IM DONE :D

we've changed.

/we've changed

now that i feel a whole lot better than i could have for the entire previous week, i think i can blog normally! now, that is.

monday and tuesdays are depressing days. very very depressing. its not just monday blues, but monday's the worst. right sonia and shrompy?

thankgod for wednesdays and fridays. ok, more of wednesdays. because its a slack day and i can wear contacts to school now! yay :D *happy* i can't wear them on monday and tues because there are absolutely boring lessons. and i'll fall asleep. and that isnt a good thing. WAIT AH I GO CHECK TIMETABLE.

ok i'll wear my contacts before training only on friday. haha.

OR MAYBE I'LL WEAR THEM EVERYDAY SO I WONT BE TEMPTED TO SLEEP!

omg im so smart hahaha. right.

ok i shall wear contacts to school nxt wed. which is the team allocation thing.
as of tomorrow, competition starts 2 weeks later.
which is bad pretty bad thing.
because I'M SO FUCKING NOT PREPARED ZOMG GAHH KILL ME NOW

YAY yunhui IM GOING TO BE YOUR DOUBLES PARTNER LETS GO FIND 5 FINGER BALLS NOW :D

ok i realised i've been hating too much.

THE SUN ROSE FROM THE WEST TODAY!

WX ISNT INTERESTED IN SHUAIGES ANYMORE!

even though a couple can make her day much much brighter. (:

jasmine . a journey walked together says (12:50 AM):
are you like possessed or something
jasmine . a journey walked together says (12:50 AM):
the day that you're not interested in guys, i think the sun wouldnt rise at all.

walau why you all doubt me.

i see eyecandies until sian alr lor. see until dont wanna see.

yes you all lived to read this on my blog and NO IM NOT POSSESSED and NO I DIDNT FALL AND HIT MY HEAD and NO I WASNT FORCED TO WRITE THIS AT GUN POINT.

daryl goh's ego is zzz wtf.

me: *sees a dude with well defined features* that guy quite cute
daryl: no me cuter

wtf lol

i think i can go and be some magazine editor on the section on which dude is hot. im so picky. haha.

oh yeah. my sprained ankle came from kicking the wall/pillar in the canteen on thurs aftnn coz i was rather pissed off. then later on while walking downstairs my block i was on the phone with sonia and i got pissed off again so i kicked the wall with the other foot so now both my ankles are bad.

friday's bowling was relatively ok, 164 av, not too bad for someone who had a a horrigible ankle and 98 on the 8th frame for the 2nd game. (: it was a close one. haha. the 3rd game was uncompleted but rather good! (:

mr ng: i know you all are stressed.. etc etc.. but please dont go and kick the dustbin or the wall and get yourself injured etc etc etc

damn sure refer to me one lor. lol.

went out for dinner and because elis didnt want to flip coins or spin bottles or whatever we did the previous week she just walked straight to the foodcourt. HAHA. and then ah! after that! the guys were like, LETS GO MACS after DINNER, like last week and all the time lol. but this time they went to ORDER SET MEALS AFTER DINNER ZOMGWTFBBQ zzz. we kidnapped daryl's nuggets and told him that it was in the Isetan bag of the woman beside us, then magically appeared them 1 by 1. HAHA.

zoned out in the bus until angus snapped his fingers and told me that i went pale for a moment. lol.

and ytd was butt's and qh's last free friday before HAVING A FREE HAIRCUT and using CAMERA-LESS PHONES and yeah. last training before going into army la! HAHA. aww dont be too sad its just 3 wks before you see us again (: hope to see you guys at a div!

today's friendlies were pretty ok, i mean, the score was bad but the guys bowling with us were nice. they were like, more enthu about our score than theirs. haha. and one of them looked like a certain TA2 dude whom i dont know the name of. haha.

took a scandal pic which im too lazy to post now. maybe later. (:

pw was quite fun. (: so many people were there doing work! and there was a birthday party thing hahaha so funny like wth birthday party at macs I WANT MINE AT RAFFLES HOTEL *hint hint* or something. LOL.

shrompy came over for awhile.
shrompy: what topic you all doing?
me: games and modernisation
shrompy: wah so boyish!
me: OF COURSE LA my group all guys what! then do modernisation of makeup meh!

haha i found it super funny ok. not funny meh!

ok i've got a bad cold now and theres this mountain of tissues beside me. haha.

OK I GO BATHE LIAO ITS 0117 BTW HAHA BYE! :D wah this post damn long. haha.

feng

HELLO HONIES (:

not very happy, yes again, but much much better. binomial isnt as bad as i thought.. i think. :D

im sorry but i feel happy everytime i finish a math qn by myself. (: got a problem with that? :D

ok so, sch was fine i suppose. but there was a part which i couldnt take very well. fucking liar.

apart from that, theres the usual heartbreak *pingpiang* and whining with the uhahhhh. hehe.

and all my sentences are abt the same length for the above, did you realise that? including this. (:

and i ponned training to study for math test had some family matters so i skipped training. omg wx you SLUT A DIV IN LESS THAN 1 MONTH YOU STILL PON TRAINING?! you lousy, undedicated pok!

but its just 1 trg.. and sometimes i just cant take the pressure of training anymore. uber tempted to pon another one if not for my conscience screaming at me. and my right arm's going crazy, like, omg save me.

AND BECAUSE NOW EVERY TRAINING LEAVES ME FEELING DEPRESSED AND LOUSY.

OK YES BYE. MATH TIME.

and happy belated april fools day. didnt prank anyone this year, dammit.

i don't care what they say; i'm in love with you

sigh.

i'll be going to school tomorrow anyway. but i'll leave at 0725, hawhawhaw.

did a lil bag switching today.

sexy sia.

anyway we went to bk for lunch and the usual laugh about shermaine the super cute/lag.

cute sia!

but anyway she wore the bk crown from bk all the way back to school and into school. -_-ll

huimin face cramps very funny. HAHA.

actually, its like 0215 already. yes, like now, and i have photo taking at 0650.
i feel a little crabby now.

and omg i cant stand it ok, you think they are cool? honestly i swear you're either blind, deaf of senseless. AAF, i'd rather you hang around with some mugging losers than them. AAX, i really dont get why you're like that it's so fucking irritating ok. now i wish you were anywhere else but here. forget it you're not my one and only anyway. go be bff with them i dont give a fuck anymore. byebye.

and it's draining all of me

oh they'll find it hard to believe

i'll be wearing these scars

for everyone to see

class outing tomorrow and i can't go. ): nevermind i have more important things to do anyway. there's alws another time for that, but no more for this.

i know i've been a real bad girl

i realised that my life's been far too interesting to blog about.

in brief. (haha boxers.)

thurs:
len crashing, us being retarded.
us nearly got caught for ponning math lecture
finally got yearbook! :D
switchfoot and me losing my voice
realised new eyecandies
made new friend
made date to crash
mr lim storming into chem class to shout at (ms/mrs/mdm) rita wong.
mass convo at night

fri:
received birthday prez from sonia and xiu.
had civics cum math. haha cum. haha.
stuck YELLOW SMILEY STICKERS around each other! (class identity)
boring repeated phys lecture with someone's cute guy sitting somewhere beside me. smsed to make her jealous.
physics in lab. learnt about measurement and how many YELLOW SMILEY STICKERS you can stick on calum's butt until he finds out and screams bitch.
1206, losing green ID, metal balls.
broken testtube + bouncing metal ball.
CNY carnival with rain!
gayed/bitched with sean and calum.
found out that 14/08 had a stall.
heard that f tong was going to get dunked while in the middle of the busy canteen.
people ran like mad to get good view.
in the end f tong got dunked with son, child abuse, dammit.
HEARTBREAK. ):
went to stall to slack and be a flowerpot.
some crazy person bought 9 bucks worth of nachos.

NACHOS CHEAP ANOT!
CHEAP!
NACHOS CHEAP ANOT!
CHEAP!
NACHOS CHEAT ANNOORT!!
1.50 SIA!

moonwalked on whipped cream.
went popeyes for dinner.
gayed with daryl and marcus.

which country is not fake?
israel.

daryl: i dont have enough upper body mass.
me: you want boobs? 1 or 2?
daryl: *exclaims loudly* i want 2 boobs!

chris: daryl which part of the chicken you want?
daryl: I LIKE BREASTS!

bought green/white hairband
found perfect V day chocs
daryl chasing after plane.
planned to go tokyo on ANA plane.
camwhored on the escalators and mrt
style! = cheeko face
got home at 11
mass convo

sat:
got my butt out of bed in time to reach tamp inter at 8 plus
saw liwei
saw azlyna while talking to liwei
finally went to training
no need to do pushups (YES!)
qh walking into the girls toilet
lousy av of 144.
i am like super consistent.
i hit the same spot 3 times.
left the same pins.
hit the same spares.
opened all 3. -_-
lunch at delifrance. bleaugh.
zuoqi says it's microwaved food. haha.
went to TOMATO TOWN!
JERSEYS! :D
me and elis sitting on huge dick. haha. sounds wrong, but the bench did look like a huge dick.
took wrong bus home, ended up stranded outside rj.
reunion dinner with uncle at our house
mass convo

today:
got my butt out of bed
played bartender
went out with daryl and pet
got off at wrong bustop.
got lost at orchard with daryl before pet arrived
hungry daryl = scary daryl.
went to food repub. seat/table got stolen by someone else -_-
went to macs. saw gangster wannabe guy. looked funny.
pet's button popped off.
daryl carries safety pins in his wallet.
went to heeren
saw manhunt.
one of the contestants looked like mr marcus tan.
me and pet ogled at the dudes.
daryl ogles at guys.
went to far east.
found no nice clothes.
found a few nice ones, but the front was fucking tight and bleaugh.
or it didnt fit my shoulders.
or it didnt fit my arms.
even daryl bought his jeans la dammit.
the dudes in underwear ads stuff tissue.
there was one who had droopy balls.
pet got a new dress. :D
shop name: Valerie. hehehehehe!
im a bad shopping partner.
met hanhan in a shop. thought she looked familiar.
went home earlier coz parents were scolding.
sat the cool bus 5.
with colourful seats and etc.
except that the colourful seats were tilted the wrong way and werent very comfortable to sleep in.
made phone calls.
pissed off coz parents told me to go home earlier coz they wanted to go out for dinner, but left me alone at home after i chionged home and left daryl and pet behind.
talked cock on the phone.
sonia's jealous coz the bowlers are stealing me away from her. XD

yup. in brief.

btw briefs no slit ah.

where to buy 1 banana in the morning btw. hmm.

and i should never ever take buses. bleh.

havent touched my tutorials this weekend, dammit. (but since when do i, anyway. (: )

short week! yes yes yes! :D

lonely fishbowl

today i went out shopping, bought stuff, celebrated my birthday.. sounds fun doesnt it.

suprisingly, i feel sad.

dont ask why, i just do.

anyway, went out with pet yx and daryl (ah boy) to look at bowling shirt stuff and other random things. the montagut shirts look ok, actually.

ah boy and his slim cut jeans. haha. (look at yx's blog on his thing on jeans.)

looks good, no?

in marky's at raffles city. the whole set cost 200+. (yes, just the black shirt and jeans.) mehmeh. nice leh.

we made ah boy try on white skinnies in this shop in queensway. bad choice.

looking at the earrings i got this aftnn at queensway makes me happy. :D

i got abit lost at queensway.

had meatball spag at ikea for lunch. thanks pet for the chicken wings. haha. lunch was gay la. cow drinking.

my shit smells of the meatballs now. -_- go eat the meatballs and smell your shit manzxzsz.

anyway bought the cake and celebrated my birthday. sort of.

halfway thru the song i just stared at the cake and thought, omg im 17?!

this cant be happening right? im not so damn old ok. or maybe this 5 years have been nonexistant because i so long for the time when we were still running around bwp and letting the blood rush to our heads and risk concussion from falling.

13 seemed nonexistant. so was 15. 16 is now, but i dont remember anything that happened in the year.

did those 2 years even came by?

this song's stuck in my head. listen to the lyrics.

(pretty boy - m2m)

i miss you, and please stop sticking around with that bitch ):

happy happy

TGIF!

no i didnt have a particularly strenous week, but friday = training and today's training = good!

wah the sound of the ball crashing into the pins was just so so so shiok can. omg. addicted. i love you shockshock. love love you.

`lubb euu darr darr muackxzs muackxzsz

haha. private joke.

but wah, today my release was just.. natural! whoo! :D yay a div must really hit 170 alr :D

today was trials and a pathetic number of 7 turned up -_-

ahh but who cares ahh bowling rocks so so so much! :D

library was gayshyte.

and you're just so adorable la admit it :D

over, over

bodynits does not sell bodies. private joke. (:

bought a damn gay keychain. i mean, phone chain. haha. but too bad 6288 doesnt have the place to hang it T_T ahh so sad ok!

ok, so, the brother found his charger. in my cupboard. like wtf. hello, if i kept it there, i would charge my phone 1st right? and it's just retarded la. so the bitch kept accusing me, which i know, all evidence point to me guilty, but who's that dumb to hide the charger and have her own phone flat? (he) raised a storm, etc etc, big fight, etc etc, (oh god that stingy bastard. im sorry i even lent him my stuff.) so in the end the mother threw it down the rubbish chute. :D

and im suprisingly happy about that. :D apart from the fact that that bitch hit my arm. its ok! i drink milk! (in other words, i have strong bones. haha.)

ANYWAY, back to today! went w sonia to the bodynits sale. yeah, bodynits sold the swimsuit i bought for 69.55 at the price of 20. AHHHHHHH. T_T same design and material somemore. AHHHH. i feel cheated. boo.

then walked over to expo to the john little sale and tried to look for shoes and bags. and the nail art stickers. none, duh. the money still in my wallet ok. haha. then then then! omg lol. we were looking for the mrt when sonia put her arm around me, and this guy walking in the opposite direction (i.e. walking towards us), gave us that LOOK. HAHA omg la. then later on pass alr, when he was somewhere behind me, i turned to see if he would look back. HE DID LEH. HAHA. omg funny funny. :D his omg-lesbians-on-the-loose look was SO FUNNY OK. HAHAHAHAHA!

tired. i shall go audi. byebye (:

"oops i touched that kid's lollipop!"

For lips are the only things that touch.

headache. no idea why. must be from the 4 hr sleep and rude awakening. hahaha.

sulked the entire journey to breakfast (because it was obvious that i was going to be late for training, and they had to PURPOSELY put the damned appointment this morning. and like its open in the afternoon too. and it's not even a prebooked appointment. you just go there and register and have the appointment there and then. retarded.) so basically, was being a total AP bitch and god, was i depressed. haha. see, thats why you should never wake me up. unless you're my alarm clock. (or phone.) lol.

took the TB injection. no idea why, they said it was just a skin test, then they injected me w sth -_- im so sure thats like skin man. haha.

training was ok, i guess. apart from butt's flying ball. heh.

went to tm to get gen's prez and went to watch 'Enchanted' w LW! WHOOOO YEAHHH!

oh man i love this song so so much! (((((((:



i shant spoil it for you, but this scene was so romantic. haha.

HAHA and lw bought this ULTRA PINK wallet for me. HAHAHA. which reminds me, her prez is still rotting in my cupboard. wont say whats inside til it's w her. haha. but i must say, it was pretty embarrassing to buy it. haha. :D

today damn unlucky can! my bro's charger DISAPPEARED like LITERALLY (oh fuck) so my phone is totally flat now, and house keys pulled the disappearing act. AGAIN. gahh. T_T

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye

excuses, excuses

today wasnt much. and my feet hurt.

HAAAA.

so i forgot to turn off my alarm clock, and woke up at an unearthly hour of 8am. not very unearthly, but you get it, dont you. rotted all the way til midday and went to the library, but not before going window shopping. originally it was shopping for eyeliners, but i didnt buy anything so it became window shopping.

the library was fun. really. found tons of spots where it's really quiet and no one goes there except for nosey people. perfect dating spots man. haha. then saw darl cheating on me with nad T_T wahh man. so sad man. totally. so i just sat there reading random rubbish while they studied bio. (ok now it sounds wrong. haha.)

what am i talking about anyway. lol.

walked all the way from the library to the beach near the hawker centre, (yes, on foot with heels) and i didnt die! HAHA. of course i didnt. took them off and walked on the sand. really fun, just that the part where i had to walk on the grass and mud, then on the stone ground to the toilet to wash my feet wasnt. and then getting back on my heels. thank god trish's dad sent me to the bustop. thankew! :D i'd have died walking out on the SLOPE. oh man just kill me. haha. see how vanity kills?



i like my footprint. (: the rest got washed away T_T

anyway liwei's birthday's coming up and i've got the perfect present for her. (esp since i wont be around during her birthday. 16th somemore. haha.)

just another thought. why do women nag so much after they become mothers? and they dont talk properly either. Is that the effect of a certain hormone released during pregnancy that causes them to be professionals in getting on kids' nerves? whoa thats like instant pro can. to be pro you need training, but for that you just have sex and give birth! WOW. HAHA.

disgusting bitch. read the signs. seriously. they are IM-POR-TANT. (im not refering to my mother or anyone in my family in this case.)

dont you just love this song?
(took it off.)

because i do. and i heart justin. :D

Its crazy how we lost ourselves tonight;

Its crazy how we lost ourselves tonight;

HELLO!
life's been a pretty good bitch lately, since it's a bitch and a bitch can't change itself, it's been a real good bitch! :D
its a compliment.

today was a good good day. apart from certain people, it was really good. :D like the *censored* and the guy whom i suspect went for liposuction.

early this morning, i woke up late, went out of the house late and CYCLED TO SCHOOL AGAIN BWAHAHA SO FUN OK! im faster than the bus. HAHA.

then, kimberley darling was giving away 5 bucks to everyone in class! (class fund la, you think christmas gift ah?) so heng la, my mother this morning nv give me pocket money. whee!

AND THEN AND THEN AND THEN
something or someONE really WHEEEEE appeared right in front of me and i went like WHEEEEEEE and everyone went like WHEEEEEEE and we were all like WHEEEEEEEEE because he's like so WHEEEEE HAHAHAHHA oops.

haha. sorry. life in school's been getting too boring for me and a little appearance of someone just a quarter notch above the norm is really really exciting. WOOTS! (because the person who broke the limit of interesting(ness) will not appear. anymore, that is) haha. makes life fun what. :D

anyway, shrompy's stalker probably installed some microchip in her to tell him where she is all the time. HAHAHA.
(and mine's just freaky.)

after school, cycled to amah house to put the bike down (and something really fun happened there too) then went to sonia's house to WATCH PHANTOM OF THE OPERAAAAAAA!!!!! because there are like, ABSOLUTELY NO MOVIES WORTH WATCHING. either that or they are M18 or R21. blah. anywayes, THE PHANTOM IS SUPER HOT ZOMG WHOOO! but he looked like a disgusting mad man after his wig and mask were off. haha. i swear, he should just keep it on. haha.

sonia's house is a super long way in ok! i wonder how she runs for the bus when she's late. haha. anyway we (me sam sadia denise) were like singing the part of the song before the super high note from her house to bedok interchange (which is super long, you know.) and the lobster chicken thing. HAHA. talking random rubbish is so fun ok. :D

AND SADIA'S GOING TO CANADA T_T zomg im depressed. this is not the good part ok.

SERIOUSLY. can life now get any better? (ok yes, it could, like when hmt Os are gone, dead, over and i have loads of extra cash with me. and if sadia's not leaving. and if my interesting people arent leaving either.)

i tell you ah, libraries are super fun. this is the new extreme. :D quality eyecandy man. :D (aka interesting person. not people. haha.)

zomg thank god its the last day of school. so nxt year i'll be both relieved and feeling like "oh damn". because of certain reasons in which i might tell you if i like you enough. haha. :D

ps. i just broke up. you cheated on me so balantly!! still dare say infrnt of me somemore. dont even think of patching up ok. HAHA. :D

(i just realised that i havent been talking about guys in my posts for quite awhile, but then again, WHO CARES :DDDDD)

Buon giorno principessa (:

Buon giorno principessa (:

so, life's been getting boring and elis and I have agreed that the school's been really empty w no one interesting to look at. the only thing to look forward to school is the ponning lesson part and attendance takings. haha.

which reminds me. today's my last LA lesson, ever. and chem lesson too. LA was fun, but but but but but WHY DID GUIDO HAVE TO DIE T_T *sniff* god he was such a cute and funny person T_T




ohgreat now i feel like crying.
haha. kidding. SO CUTE OK! aaiiieeee!! hahaa :D

*snaps* oops back (from staring at the picture above for a minute.)
yesyes, literally.

ok so, where was i.. oh yeah. thats the end of LA. it was fun ok. :D GP sounds boring. haha. really really boring. how do people keep awake in those lectures man.. crashed one and couldnt sit still. haha. booooooringshitzzzzzz.

oh yeah. last chem lesson (i'll ever have too) and... i didnt go. -_- so, i titrated for the last time in my life YESTERDAY. HAHA. everytime i touch the chemicals my hands get dry and itchy. and it doesnt help that i have long nails and my hands ache horribly nearly all the time after washing for too long. not like they dont ache when i dont wash them for too long either anyway. haha.

itchy and achy hands arent exactly what i like, you know.

i cant sleep on the purple library chairs placed in the centre of nowhere around the tables for nuts. no comfortable position. because i can't sleep straight. bah.

and yes! the cutest teacher ever!

(yes mr chee, i took it during the part where you went through the waves qn for the 3rd time. cant blame me for being bored; it was the 3rd time.:D)

ahhh why'd you have to leave :'( isnt tj good enough for you? T_T
i'll miss having you as CT. blah. ):

yesterday, before training, before the house functions, during the attachment talk which i didnt go for and now i need to explain my absence..

ROLLERCHAIRS ARE FUN ;DDDDD elis and i tried to use another chair infrnt as a steering wheel, but of course, it didnt work. dang.

hehhhhhhehhhh.

anyway, something really happy is happening soon. and it's all happening after hmt Os. :D
MY MOTHER SAID: eh tell me when you free we go buy your that ball.
ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!
AHHHH BALLL BALL BALLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3 w NEW BAG WOOOTS
now i dont have to spoil my bag. whee. (i've been trying to spoil that bag for 3 years and it's still going strong. -_-) great. now i need advice. haha. :D
still! :DDDDDD muah muah muacksssss!

and now, something really cute to share.
presenting:



haha so cute. right. X)

smile of the year/

smile of the time/

*giggles*
yes, im starting my giggles again. :D
HEY, thats good ok! HAHAHHA
because:

1) debbie's got the jay chou scores (like the entire book) and she's helping me photocopying! :DDD omg i love you muacks muackszxsxz
2) piano! jz/sonia's friend! omg lol yay duet! :DDDDD (though i forgot your name) THANKS SO MUCH MAN! :D
3) way back into love!
4) 17cm!
5) I PASSED! :D!
6) a possible cycling date!
7) *something really funny* like serious humor.
8) sonia! (and her bodybuilder)
9) CGC!
10) chlorine water lol lol lol

good luck man, the person with the same surname as me. haha, you know why. :D

im feeling really high now la. like really really high. so i shall psycho myself into thinking that OBM is gonna be fun.

obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.

ok YES IM CONVINCED HAHHAHAHA!

whee~!

and please, moderate the physics marks DOWN. so i can pass. :D!