bye.

zomg i cant stand it i have no idea why i even bother about you right now; it's not like im obliged to, i just am. maybe it's pent up stress from this, or else i dont know what to call it. honestly, why can't you keep your word? i know, you didnt expect this to happen, but it wouldnt have if you just did. seriously.

anyway it's not for me to tell you what to do, what to say, what to think, but please, spare a thought for me. you did, we all knew it. but that is like the exact opposite of what you're doing right now.

god im so confused now i can't even play my sudoku. bye.

it feels like im in love with someone i can't have all over again. and that is very wrong. because that's not supposed to happen. esp not in this. not this case, not this time.but i guess i can put all the blame on you. or not.
or maybe we could just talk.
and you have no idea how many times i threw you into the CBC.