/you begin to wonder why

/you begin to wonder why

what else's new?
it's as if i dont mean anything to you, at all.
i dont, i never did, have i?
i'd be suprised if you said yes.
forget it.
forget all you used to do for me.
forget the way you'd tell me everything that i wanted to hear at the time
forget the way you'd kiss my cheek when you felt like it
forget everything
because you gave up on me, or did you even think i was worth it, wasting your time on me. go use your precious time on the other 2, im sure they'd be better.

and they dont know that the *censored* wants to meet them tml.
i cant tell them now, can i?

bleeding it out doesnt really help now. it used to. it just got numb.