~Ladidum~

haha. i got geog test tml. BUT I DUN CARE!!! Y SHLD I CARE? actually, i do care. dis is the final geog test i'll eva take in tkg already. n i plan to ace it. fine. i feel super crabby. but still? aniwaes. pissing sally ang off every morning IS a personal thrill. haha. sori sally. but u noe dat misery lurves company. haha.

saw simone/symone or wadeva dis morning. not someone i c every morning u noe. haha. i tink she saw me too. i dun exactly noe her n she's not exactly my direct senior but... haha. i lyk her hair. so nicce... ahaha. duhh. lyk lion's mane lidat. muahahahaha. lion king rawks.

toking abt hair... orhh!! my hair is super super nicce coz i lyk it the way it is. i dun wanna rebond it or anything. dun ill-treat my hair. hmmph. LW threathened 2 cut off ALL my hair if i told her smth abt it again. evil gurl. see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil. but they never said anything abt typing evil. muahahahaha. my hair looks rebonded. but itz not. i've never tried using chemicals to deteoriate my hair b4, n i dun tink i'll eva will. listen to the ego talk.

matthew was lyk," lol... dun get too agitated...=) u noe 3 people got charged in court for bad things they said abt other people go their blog?" actually itz racist comments but... oh well. IM NOT A RACIST!!! n i dun tink i eva will. i lurve pavi, irah, yanty n arj 2 much 2 b one. *hugs them, gives arj a big pat on the back* im straight. i can hug gurls n not b lesb. haha. wadeva. n datz juz 4 me. i tink. shld b lahh.

im gonna stop blogging until 11 oct. so this post shld b extra loonnggg...

orh. haha. i go super high whenever i eat my antibiotics. yeah i noe itz drugs... but itz antibiotics wadd?! was even laughing when toking 2 mr yap. oh no. dis is goin 2 far. hmm. muz stop dis. but i lyk the temporary insanity thing. i go carzy 4 a while then i go normal again. aniwaes. my new address is woodbridge hospital, block 1, ward #01-02. yah.. duhh itz in s'pore, so no fight arh?

peanutt butterr... the latest thing im obsessed with. mayb i'll go 2 my frenster n edit the profile. gonna take out the sonic x thing 2 replace with dis. matthew was asking y he wasnt in the top 10 things i was obsessed with. -_-" i have no obligation 2 answer dat qns.

aniwae, 2e6 has the janice fan club. the name's janice fan, then got fan club... so.... yahh. joanna started it, i suppose. haha. now janice is afraid of the class. haha. she was lyk," they r not gonna do anything weird 2 me again ryte? haha. the seaweed thing is one of the trademarks of the club, which is freaking lame. but itz fun=) haha. grace n alicia were food fighting in teh canteen 2dae=) which was so friggin cool!! haha. grace threw an ikan billis at alicia. yayness. then l8r grace threw some nasi lemak at her, which landed all over her lap. n i was sitting nxt 2 alicia. i feel rice raining all over miii... itz raining rice... hallelujah itz raining baby... raining nasi lemak... man... dat was so friggin lame. don't they eva ea normally? then divya ran away frm them, coz she wanted 2 'eat in peace'. hahaha... then sofia was lyk,'u got chilli in ur hair'. oops.

joanna n naina r officially a couple. grace is the third party, trying 2 steal joanna away. haha. then they were dancing in class during recess, aft the food fight thing. they kept changing partners, naina to joanna, grace to joanna... then joanna got dizzy. hahahaha. 'jealousy' along the way... hahaha.

stress. the root of all evil. it can lead to depression, which can lead to clinical depression, then to suicide. *check the prev posts 4 the meaning*. haha. actually, im a little nervous abt goin back 2 a co-ed sch nxt yr. i guez... im not ready 2 give up my ah lian sitting habits. sigh. aniwae. 32 more days of being in an all gurls sch. yayness. hey. im not desperate or anything hor. haha.

shall say bye bye 2 my blog 4 a while. will go n study. lyk now. for geog. the final geog test i'll eva have.

I LURVE GEOG!!!

Intelligence of women

There was a man who had worked all of his life and had saved all of his money and was a real miser when it came to his money.

He loved money more than just about anything.

Just before he died, he said to his wife, "Now listen. When I die, I want you to take all my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my money to the afterlife with me.

He made her promise with all her heart that when he died, she would put all of the money in the casket with him.

Well, he died. He was stretched out in the casket, his wife was sitting there in black, and her friend was sitting next to her.

When they finished the ceremony, just before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the wife said, "Wait just a minute!' She had a box with her, she came over with the box and put it in the casket.

Then the undertakers locked the casket down, and they rolled it away. So her friend said, "Girl, I know you weren't fool enough to put all that money in there with your husband!"

She said, "Listen, I'm a Christian. I can't go back on my word. I promised him that I was gonna put that money in that casket with him."

"You mean to tell me you really put that money in the casket with him!!!!?

"I sure did," said the wife. "I wrote him a check."

Never Underestimate The Intelligence of a Woman

constipation:
is a condition in which bowel motions occur infrequently or in which the faeces (stools) are hard or small. Being more physically active, drinking more water and increasing the amount of fibre in the diet will help to increase the frequency of bowel movements and make the faeces softer and easier to pass.

stress:
feeling tense or under strain which, if too severe, can make it difficult to cope or function properly.

short term memory:
the part of a person's memory dealing with things that have happened recently.

serious mental illness:
an illness that affects the way you think, see or talk. People with this may not know the difference between what is real and what is imaginary.

pornographic:
this means very rude or sexual pictures or writing that is meant to make people feel turned on.

paranoia:
a mental health problem where a person strongly believes something is true even when evidence and reason show that it is not.

laxatives:
something that is taken especially to bring on the emptying of the bowels or to help the body pass a softer stool.


intensity:
describes how hard an activity feels to the person taking part in it (low, moderate or high intensity).


independence:
being capable of looking after yourself, not relying on other people for support.

hangover:
feeling ill, usually in the morning, after drinking a lot of alcohol the night before.

hallucination:
when a person believes they can see something that is not actually there, or sees things in a distorted way.

fluorescent:
a substance which can give out a vividly colourful, glowing light when other lights shine on it, and is most effective during the day ie it will look brighter than other items around it.

flexibility:
the range of movement around a joint. Can be improved with stretching.

drugs:
a narcotic, hallucinogen or stimulant medical substance.

drug addict:
a person whose body has become so used to a drug that they often suffer a bad reaction if they stop taking it regularly.

discrimination:
treating people unfairly because of their sex, sexuality, race, religion etc.

depression:
people often use this word to describe feeling down or unhappy.

counselling:
help and advice given to someone who needs emotional support and/or is in distress.

correcting fluid:
a usually white liquid used to cover typing or written mistakes which can contain solvents.

convulsions:
when muscles in the body contract very strongly, out of the person's control.

confidential:
information that is secret or private.

confidence:
believing in your own abilities.

competitive:
when two or more people or teams are involved in a game or activity where there is a winner such as sports like football.

clinical depression;
this is when you feel most of the following for two weeks or more: feel down or unhappy, very miserable, worthless, guilty, or lose interest in yourself or things around you. Other symptoms include sleep problems, eating more or less than you are use to, finding it hard to concentrate, andthoughts of death or suicide.

carbon monoxide:
a colourless gas with no smell, which is very poisonous. May cause brain damage. It is produced by faulty gas heaters, burning coal and cigarette smoking, where combustion is not complete.

cannabis:
a class C drug, often called marijuana, that can be smoked or eaten in food.

bullying:
picking on, threatening, teasing or hurting another person.

altitude:
the vertical height of an object or position above sea level.

alcohol:
colourless, intoxicant liquid present in wine, beer, whisky etc.

aggression:
to attack or start a quarrel with someone.

aerosol:
a substance stored in a plastic or metal container under pressure, released as very small particles by pressing a button.

abuse:
to mistreat someone including psychologically, emotionally, physically or sexually.

haha. so sian... shall do another post. but im not gonna do the dictionary thing ever again. My fingers hurt:/

Heyy!! Wow. I had dis nice little dream last night, of rather, morning. I was at my little bro’s sch n his teacher wanted 2 c my mum. I was there as well. Then there were 3 compartments: the red 4 extremely quiet students, green 4 totally hyper students n blue 4 those in trouble. Hehe. My bro’s in the trouble section. Aniwae. I strayed in2 the green section n saw dis totally amazing playground. It was in the form of a castle. SO FReaKIN COOL!!! Im childlike, rmb? Aniwae, itz 2 storeys, the walls r grey n the tops r green. N a lot of ang moh kids. Hmm. Then I explored in2 the red section. It was A BOWLING ALLEY!!! Nvm wad dreammoods said abt bowling alleys. Wheeeeeee~! Wasn’t bowling though…

Aniiwaes…

To anon:
So wad if im fat? If u dun appreciate me 4 being me, then juz buzz off, kae? N I think I noe who u r. 2 bad. I wont say. Coz I reli respect the guy whom I suspect 2 b u, coz of the spamming. He’s a reli nice guy. Seriously, IF u told me dat u’re dat guy, I dun think I’ll believe u. I honestly dun think he’ll stoop so low as 2 do this. Itz totally below his standards. N the pple whom I noe do not fall short of those standards. The only one guy who scores the lowest, scoring 6/10, is LCC, who is the drippy saliva gay, but so? He’s a reli gr8 guy, apart frm drippy saliva n gay tendancies. Pple lyk us have fun, but u dun. Ur only enjoyment is 2 put others down. Or breed mozzies. Wadeva. Sadist. NO. IM the sadist. U’re the plebeian. (nice word, yea?) so juz get lost, okae? U dun lyk the word ‘fuck’, so? Itz my choice of words. Y do u care so much abt wad I blog? Y do u even read through wad I actually blog? Y do u care so much? How do u even noe my blog? Y r u here? Shldn’t u b studying? Y do u have so much time 2 check out other’s blog? Why?




Artist: Matchbox 20
Song: Unwell
Album: More Than You Think You Are


All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

(chorus)

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

(chorus)

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

(chorus)

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell

Heyy anon. will u stop being so irritating? i noe dat u lurve being mysterious but NO ONE CALLS MY FRENS DUMB!!!

let me go...

Artist: 3 doors down
Song: Let Me Go
Album:

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me


You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me


You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

and you me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know who I am
and you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know me




im sori.

i love me. n LW. n len. n irah. n jas. n xiaowen. n yanty. n *mumble*. n the rest of the * mumble*

Oh well… being alone at home. Again. I enjoy being alone at home though. Can blog. Itz Tuesday!!! Whee~! Watching some weird show of some cartoon dinosaurs with pple there trying 2 run away. They got some asshole on their team who ran away w/o them. Haha.

Orh!! Aniwae, I wanna talk abt my 2 dreams last nite. So… errm… weird. My little cuz was alive!!! Yay!! She looked… blur. But she didn’t say anything. Orh!! N she looked pretty tanned as well. Juz her arms n legs. Her face was still fair, as I rmb. Sniffle. I miss her. N the 2nd dream was the weird one. Shall attribute it 2 the next paragraph.

Aniwae, I was there with *mumble* then suddenly we *some text missing* then I was *some text missing* n I freaked out. Not dat he didn’t freak out as well. Aniwae. Juz let ur imagination run wild. Yah. U got it. Smth lidat. U gotta ask me urself 2 noe. Muahaha. So public here.

Aniwae, u noe ytd at wedding, the bride looked so old!!! Shez 21, but looked 35. mayb itz the lighting prob. Then at the dinner, there was this weird waiter who couldn’t wait 2 keep all the plates. She looked pretty pissed when we told her dat we haven finished the food yet. I mean, the dish had juz come 5min ago n she wans 2 keep it already. Then at the tea ceremony, the couple had 2 serve tea 2 ALL the elders. Lucky them, they only got 4 aunts n uncles. I HAVE 10 AUNTS N UNCLES!!!! Plus my parents, grandparents, greatgrandparents, grandaunts n grand uncles, my darling’s side, plus, plus. Shld b arnd over 30 pple. OH NO!!!!!

But still. They kissed in frnt of all 220+ guests. I’d die if I did dat.

I was wearing high heels 4 the tea thingy n e dinner. My poor feet. But it was a miracle dat the shoes didn’t break. They used 2 break aft half an hr’s usage.

Buh bye.

P.S. anon, if u really need an outlet 2 express ur anger, u’re welcome 2 use my tagboard. I dun mind. But please show some creativity in ur words. I dun reli lyk bland pple, u noe. n please use ur name nxt time. dun b so mysterious, coz camelia lyks mysetrious guys. or gals. we're not v sure, so, yah. dun b mysterious. n pay attn n eng classes. n pls read the following, written by my darling best fren liwei:

Whoever that person is who tagged on we xin's blog without a name. you're just a blasted freaking coward. if you have the guts to type bad things about xin, you should have enough courage to use your real name. i hate these people. you're just so fucking irritating. for gods sake. if you dont dare to use your name, theres no point in wanting to scold others. jst kindly fuck off into your own world where everything loves you. and maybe you have an imaginary boyfriend/girlfriend who cannot wait to fuck you. or maybe thats so impossible that you have to resort to fucking yourself while screaming the name of the one you like. kindly take a reality check, look at yourself in the mirror.maybe you do look gorgeous. but who the heck cares if you can stoop so low as to do such things. looks arent everything. you may think that xin is "fugling ugly". but at least she's one of the nicest n most beautiful people i know. she has more honour in her little finger than you have in your entire fucking body. so. now. if you're too dumb to understand the above sentences. i'll say this one more time.

JUST FREAKING FUCK OFF AND LEAVE WEI XIN ALONE YOU STUPID ASSHOLE!!!

heard dat?

whee~! anyway... suprised dat im blogging on a sunday? haha. once in a blue moon, or rather... once in a completed homework:)) yay!! i finished my homework!!! gd thing too, i got a lot 2 blog. lyk diarrhoea lidat, at 1st the shit wan 2 come out, but dun have toilet, l8r got toilet then 'kaboom!!'.

letz start frm tuesday. saw AHS bowling. some sports enrichment thing. heard dat it was their 3rd lesson. but it looked as if it was their 1st lesson. joel n junhan were there. whoa. i c them throw the ball i wan 2 luff already. then dunno wad joel did, then the ball rolled from the foul line straight in2 the gutter. MWAHAHAHAHA. orbigood. then i was luffing away lyk siao. u dun c dat everydae ryte? aniwae, trg was as usual, with me watching AHS bowl as a form of amusement. i lyk the way rick throws the ball... then rev... wah lau... muz train. HARDER. then when i was at home, abt 8+, matthew called. my mum picked up the phone. OH NO!! she asked him 4 his name, age, sch. poor matthew. he's 14, but his voice haven break. the my mum said he sounded lyk an 8 yr old. oops. then l8r she asked how we noe each other. umm... we dun actually noe each other. alicia was reading his no. out loud in the bus, so i copied it down 2 blackmail her. dat was 4 her being evil 2 me. then i was lyk screaming 'we met at last yr's friendlies!!!' when neither he nor i was there. my mum believed. hah. never tell ur mum wad u actually do. use auto filter. lyk me. it pays 2 conceal some facts. haha.

WEDNESDAE :D see dat big smiley face? sch was supposed 2 end at 11am, then they drag until 11.20am. but it was fun luhh. sit until my butt pain. then daphne was doing the dance entitled 'the escape'. but they do the hair lyk a scary movie lidat. nonetheless, it was damn cool. i wanted 2 learn how 2 dance when i was young, then my mummy say cannot. she say mmusic enuff oreadi. hmmph. oi. im damn flexible lorr. hehe. body contortist. mwahaha. ANIWAE. back 2 stori. went 2 bwps l8r. was flirting with the thought of taking a taxi, but decided against it. 1stly, waste $$$, when i can spend it on a pair of new earrings. (im always losing my earrings.) 2ndly, L8R THE TAXI DRIVER RAPE ME HOW?! mwahahahaha. dat idea was damn siao. still, waste money. at 1st, bus 33 was there. then it was too packed, the driver closed the door in my face. not his fault though, there was a lot of pple there. spent the rest of the tyme crapping with jia ying. lalala. the bus driver for bus 66 actually waited 4 me lorr. i was quite sure dat the aunty would drive off without me, then she actually waited 4 me lehh!! THANKEW AUNTY!!! then there were 3 vs guys frm damai (i juz noe it, saw them alighting lahh). loud. hadda turn up my radio volume 2 listen 2 it properly. haha. aniwae, len couldnt find any1 there, but every1 was at the fitness park. haha. the big, shady tree sheltering the fitmess corner was chopped down(NNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO) but ... wait... lemme c if i can rmb who was there... kae! joel, kev, junhan, zhanyi, huiyi, cerlyn where standing there, in the hot sun. so toot. dunno how long they have been standing there. joel asked me how come i noe sarah-ann. so toot. she's my senior wad?! duh i noe her ryte?! aniwae, we went off 2 c ms toh. crapped with her outside the teacher's room. took a pic of nearly every1. joel went sumwhere else 2 let me take the pic. then aft dat when my back was facing him, he stood behind me. probably 2 show dat he's 1+ head taller than me. still. wah lau, dat day was teachers' day celebration nm they still got meeting. muz complain. aft dat, while we were in the canteen crapping, joel, being so guai, left early. give him a pat on the head n say gd boy. the rest of us when 2 crap at a void deck aft dat. then we 'migrate' frm void deck 2 void deck. whee~! i learnt how 2 play taitee:) FINALLY!! thnx 2 LW, kev, len, junhan n cerlyn. lurve u all. went 2 davin's house l8r. his mum was lyk telling us 2 go downstairs 2 play, then she kept talking 2 us, holding us back. davin looked v constipated. reli. he was holding the bball with the same expression until we went out. it was... errr... 15 min. if my mum did dat i'll die. l8r he told us dat last tyme his mum got his frens 2 sit down n talk. I'LL DIE IF MY MUMMY DID DAT!!! we went 2 the bbal court. played bball aft we chased away those playing soccer in the court we wanted 2 play. then there was dis guy with damn gruff voice n his bro (i think) who played with us. LW saw her grandma, so we went 2 hide. mwahaha. dat same guy with the gruff voice n another guy were asking me whether i wanted 2 play with them, 1 at a tyme. but i hadda go home. dragged kev n LW with me as well. hehe. the guys looked sad when i hadda go home. (cheeky brat) told LW 2 take care n 'dun get raped'. kev damn copycat. he said dat too when he crossed the road 2 his house. NO ORIGINALITY!!!

spent the whole of thursday studying, dreaming.

Finally. friday. last day of sch. damn shiok. we told wang yue (hmt teacher) dat we dun wanna study. then she made us write compo. ass. the thai gurl frm the STEP programme had 2 go back 2 thailand. satrisishiriothai. i think datz how u spell the sch's name. the name itself is a tougue-twister. fun. the gurl's name was book. yah. cute name yea? weixin is a nicer name, coz it rocks 2 the core. whee~! trg l8r. the game sucked. n i found out dat sarah-ann does noe joel.

SATURDAY!!! went 4 SBF dat morning. reached at 9.50am. was in the same lift was zachary mano. nazzy's guy. but he dun even noe her. they haven even interacted. haha. he was being nice 2 open the door 4 me, so l8r when we came out, i was being nice 2 open the door 4 him lorr. his bag nearly kena wedged by the lift door. oops. bowled a 93, 189 n a 155. 11 PINFALLS 2 A 2090 GAME!!!!! NNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOO.... coz i missed a spare in the last frmae. pin 7. I WILL TRAIN HARDER. I WILL NOT REST IN PEACE UNTIL I'VE GOT MY 200 GAME!!!! hmmph. still, wei xiang was watching the 2nd game. the 189 game. yes, i saw him staring. haha. he's so fair... tow hway. hahaha. itz milo power. i cant work w/o milo. i drank milo during the 2nd game. 5 strikes. 2 spares. 1 spilt. a pin5 n pin7 spilt. 2 open frames frm last frame, pin7 n the 5th frame, the split. seems lyk i got a feud with pin7. the rest of the day is not worth mentioning. xcept 4 the clarence part. caught him looking at me.

joel's hair sucks. clarence's hair rocks. melvin's hair makes him look lyk he's been electroucuted. wei xiang dun even need 2 style his hair coz itz 2 short. all the guys, esp matthew n joel r obsessed with their hair. ann too. even though she's not a guy.

i shall go out l8r, coz i've finished all my hmwk, with my mum. she dun even noe wad is eyeliner. i dun use cosmetics but i noe. so toot. waste of tyme. i dun c y i cant go out with my frens without being grilled by her 4 24 hrs. n im supposed 2 go out with matthew some day. dunno when. most prob dis yr during the hols. 2 meet. hehe. then l8r she nag nag nag. a disadvantage of being in an all gurls sch. ur mum suspects smth when a guy calls up. being in bowling helps. with a gd excuse dat we played together. then got each other's no. as frens. other ccas no excuse. haha. gtg. buh bye.