i think im gonna cry. the comp deleted my fucking post.

hey hey pple! i juz gave my TJC accpetance form lyk... 1hr 15mins ago. n got this sinking feeling 1 min aft dat. hmmm. if VJC suddenly gives me a letter of acceptance, i'll cry. totally. LW's blaming me for not reminding her 2 go for IP. izzit my fault dat she 4got?

oh, aniwae. 2dae's straits times is.... errrm...(thought of a v abusive word 2 use, but decided against the idea.) okae. wadeva. im thinking of suing them. in the IN section, there's this article on the VS not wanting gals in their sch. dat's fine wif me. but then, l8r there's dis line at the bottom reading "the guys dun wan the gals in their sch, but the gals r in 4 the idea." WAD CRAP IS THIS????

haha. other than dat... ohhh. i woke up at 6.30 am 2dae. freaking late man... hadda ask peiqi's dad 2 send me 2 sch. again. im waking up later n later by the dae. n was still feeling groggy when i reached sch. 1st peroid was lit. wah lau... impt subject n i fell asleep. then was wide awake 4 the rest of the dae. 1st time!!! even during maths, science n hmt. yah. suprising, yea?

hadda write teachers' dae cards 4 mrs yeo n yap (note how i arrange the placing of their names). yap sucks. urgh. then i used the idea frm one of the radio station's ad: censoring. u noe... the fat kid who was trying 2 play tennis n the coach saying "(smth smth smth. i 4got wad he said)look at the way ur son holds the racket. he will never make it in2 the national team." then the father heard it as "(smth smth smth)look at the way ur son hold the racket. he will ----- make it in2 the national team." kae lahrz... it was smth lidat. cant rmb all the details coz half of my brain cells have died-ed due 2 hitting the wall. whee~! so i was lyk "thnx 4 being my maths teacher n fm n teaching me how 2 aim 4 the goals in my life." When i meant:
"TOTALLY NO thnx 4 being my maths teacher WHERE I COULD HAVE LEARNT MORE ON MY OWN n BEING MY BUSYBODY fm WHO TOLD MY MUM DAT IM ANTI-SOCIAL. FUCK U. N YOUR METHOD OF teaching me how 2 aim 4 my goals WAS SUCH A STRESSFUL EVENT COZ I WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER OFF LISTENING 2 MYSELF WITHOUT UR FUCKING NAGGING ABT MORAL VALUES in my life. I GOT SO MUCH MORE 'DAMN U' STUFF 2 TELL U THAN MY 'THANK U' STUFF COZ THE 'THANK U' BOX IS TOTALLY EMPTY N THE 'DAMN U' BOX IS OVERFLOWING. DAMN U BLOODY ASSED FUCKER.

PS. U SPOILT MY MOVIE!!!

wasnt dat spunky? of coz i couldnt write dat. but i reli lyked dat. haha. whee~!!

I guess i attract the wrong type of attention

heyy heyy!!! haha. feeling super hyper 2dae... wheeeeeee...

haha. ytd's zany parade was a total blast man!!! we won!!! 2e6 won!!! haha. kk lahrx... 2e6 n 2e5 won. so when they announced the winners both classes stood up together. wahahahaha. aniwae, I led the TK philosophy. whee hee hee. n we started singing loudly during the parade. walk frm the carpark E2 to bedok jetty, singing lyk a bunch of siao char bos. yeah, with the blonde raffia string wigs n weird retro stuff... we look weird. hmm. haha. the parade was aft the race walking event. lame lahrx. run n u're disqualified. weirdos. haha. wahidah made our 2e6 changing room, coz we r not supposed 2 go off the field. whee. The parade rocks man... sofia was kinda bossy... 4 a gd cause. we were kinda disorganised. haha. we were singing in frnt of mdm khoo. she was looking at us weirdly. haha.

aft dat, i was kinda grumpy. no idea why. but still went 2 bedok mac with alicia. haha. no one 2 go with her. on the way, she used my hp 2 call matthew. then aft 1 min of her bugging matthew who the counsel or wadeva it was, i took the phone frm her n screamed into the phone. haha. "will u juz tell her who the blardi counsel is? itz my phone n my phone bill okae?!" aniwae... i suppose i wasnt being fair 2 matthew. coz i didnt even noe who she was calling. haha. sori matthew!! aniwae he called me l8r dat night. was still v grumpy.

ohhhhhhhh... u noe dat i went 2 mac with alica ryte? on the way there, we bumped in2 2 guys on a bike. the pillion ryder stuck his legs out, which we had 2 move onto the grass 2 avoid getting hit. i screamed at them. they screamed back. guys whom we dun even noe. haha. dat was so fun. then at mac, we met 4 guys, whom we didnt even noe again. (boring details coming out too) we put our bags down 2 chope the seat n 2 go to the toilet. (u dun enter the toilet with ur bags when u can put them down ryte?) kae. so. when we came back we found out dat they were sitting ryte beside us. wah lau... when we were eating, they started staring at us. wah lau.. i was trying 2 eat lorr. then alicia went 2 the toilet n then the guy in black lyed down the seat. n he was opposite me. im wearing a skirt. u noe wad he can c frm his point of view?! URGH!!! pervert. then l8r when i went 2 the toilet 2 wash my hands frm the sweet n sour sauce n barbeque sauce, all 4 stared at me. URGH!! i attract the wrong type of attention. y can't WX, C or J (haha. i tink u noe oreadi) stare at me the same way? we left soon aft dat. lol... i left out some of the details... dun wanna write 2 much here. so public.

matthew's sick. in his mind. n he's the 1st guy who can actually outtalk me.

stuff... stuff... stuff...

heyo!! lol. i got so many things to say... haha. aniwae... i failed my grade 7 practical. wad the fuck. haha.

Aniwae, u noe the omnimax thingy abt the nile river which i went 4 n missed my swensens treat by zaini, dat was so damn cool lorr. it was from the view of a helicopter so we felt lyk we were moving. wahahaha. Some unknowned JC was there too. They called us lesbians. LW suggested hugging each other to complete the lesb effect. haha. didnt do dat. aniwae, yap said i was anti-social. to my mum. ont he IAP dae. hahaha. juz coz i didnt wanna join the crazy Bing dynasty dat my class came up with. Am i anti-social if i dun wan 2 join smth not of school curriculum dat the whole class, even yap, is joining? haha. If dat is anti-social, im enjoying it. Lots. haha. Then aft the movie, we had a lecture. it was with ahs. AHS!!!! haha. at 1st, i only saw jun han. then when the lecture was over, i spotted joel walking out.(boing boing boing) haha. a bit hyper. i think he's abt 1+ head taller than me now. aft dat my loss of appetite was gone. haha. the miracle cure to everything. Alicia agreed dat he was cute. ^_^. haha. so happy. did u noe dat Hapi was the name of an egyptian god? aniwae, the lecture taught us dat mummies were actually made by smth lyk preserving stuff. u noe, salt was stuffed in it. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. they removed the internal organs of the dead pharohs n stuffed salt into them. lyk salted fish. the heart was left untouched. they believed dat the heart was where we think n feel. hmmm. mayb we shldnt think with our heart. i mean, would u give up the guy u lyk or ur interest which u lurve with passion? if u think with the heart, itz the guy. if with the brain, itz ur interest. smth lidat lahh.

Met dis woman, the same old bloody ass who succeded in making me buy a pen knife last tyme in bedok lib. met her on the way 2 mrs gan's house. she tried the same old guilt tactic. i suppose im getting too... errrrr... unfeeling. in the past she used dat 'u dun wan 2 help the poor old lady arh?' i bot the stuff. Now arh, i stared straight into her eyes... gave dis freaking bitchy smile(i practiced it 4 the effect^_^) n gave a 'NO'. dat was sho nice man... haha. a bit too... unmoved, i suppose. i think with my brain. feelings seperated. Is dat a gd thing or a bad thing?




you, doing that thing you do
breaking my heart into a million pieces
like you always do
and you don't mean to be cruel
you never even knew about the heartache
i've been goin' through
well, i try and try to forget you girl
but it's just so hard to do
everytime you do that thing you do



wahahahahahahahaha... we're gonna do dat song 4 tml's zany parade. oh shit. i haven do the raffia string hair yet. haha. shall go n buy the xtra large earrings tml at PP. mayb i will, aniwae, not confirmed yet. i may decide 2 stay in sch n use the com. have some stupid racewalking thing as well. can't find any retro shirt 4 tml aniwae.

haha. still feel super hyper. too much adrenlin in the blood. haha. shall pop myself down 2 superbowl marina south on the 27th. i tot with my heart in the past, so i let dianne go. now, i will never b lyk dat. i juz lurve the new me. wahahahaha. aniwae, i will prob b there wif my darling star earrings n my darling skirt. lurve them man. mayb datz juz coz i haven bot a new cupboard 4 my new size. im losing lots of weight. im not anexoric.

mrs ho taught us abt homosexuality 2dae. boring lesson. i prefer e one on sexually aroused thingy. haha. had joanna laughing though dat one. mayb the whole class was laughing. speaking abt dat, jasmine n xiaowen were terribly horribly vegetably evil 2 me on the bus back 2 sch aft the nile thing:)ytd. They kept asking me whether i had any signs of being sexually aroused. EVIL RYTE?! juz bcoz of *some text missing*(dat was the reason) then they keep asking. wad the fuck?!

haha. i juz lurve the new me. Fall in lurve wif the new me as well.

my name. u believe meh?

OH FUCK THE COM. was typing a damn nice passage fit for 'o' level papers then the bloody thing had 2 go n say cannot find the fucking blog. shall retype. n swear some more.


C-Charming
H-Hardworking
U-Unforgettable
E-Edgy
W-Weird
E-Easy
I-Intense
X-XXX
I-Insane
N-Neglected

datz my name. u believe meh?

aniwae, on sat at safra yishun SBF, Nigel Sia threw my first ball on the floor. n left his spare ball on the rack. fuck him. aniwae, i screamed the shit outta him, n slammed my ball on the rack when he was there. haha. revenge is sweet. aniwae... the ACSI bowlers were staring at my ball roll(or was it the freakin nice back swing??) haha. when the rest of the team were bowling they were damn noisy. then when i bowl they were damn quiet. Wahahahahaha. i upgraded my nice nice backswing to a freakin nice backswing, which is a 60 degree increase. cool yeah? n my ball is starting 2 spin in a vertical circle, not a horizontal one. haha. the hook oso damn nice luhh. N of coz, wei xiang was there was well. caught him staring at my ball roll n back swing. so fun. haha.

whee. IAP tml. DAMN. im supposed 2 take care of my bro n cuz. n im dressing up as patrick. Pink. urgh. gross. im allergic 2 pink. Wad a v feminine colour. Black rocks, yeah? Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... but i get 2 blow bubbles. yay. have 2 buy the bubble solution l8r. then im oso in charge of twisting the balloons... coz im the onli 1 in my class who doesnt scream when a balloon bursts. lame. wadz their prob lorr... itz juz a balloon, ryte?

Haha. ehhh... i cannot blog on wednesdae... have 2 go 2 the science centre 2 c the river nile thingy at the omnimax theatre. sad. will try 2 blog on tuesday. haha.

:/. datz all i feel 2dae. man... so depressed lorr. then l8r got yap's lesson. BUEY TAHAN ARH!!! my daddy let me use me hp again:)) so hapi. but datz the onli hapi part. so damn bloody FUCK ALL THE TEACHERS OUT THERE!!! hmmph. i wan a punching bag n the person who didnt accept me(eg. the vjc pple) shall b the try out bean bag. the wall is getting 2 soft 4 my liking. yahh. i still hit the wall. n my mum still says dat the neighbours will complain. nvm. to heck wif them.

tok abt hapi things now. yay!! tml im gonna play wif ACSI:)). i dun think jeryl's gonna play. all the better. he can stay at home n anti-socialise wif justin. wahaahaa. last mth justin caused a large boom in my sms bill. over a span of 3 days, i used over 100 msgs toking 2 him. solely. wad the fuck?! aniwae, not my fault dat he's rich wadd... landed property mahh... aniwae, im hapi the way i m. xpect 4 the fact dat i nid 2 lose weight. i m losing weight:D

on a happier note, there's trg 2dae. n zaini is letting me keep the tk jacket:))

Mmmm ..... Mmmmm.... Yeah....Mmmmm....Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Mmmm...Yeah....Mmmm..... Yeah, Yeah

lol. dat was th 1st part of mario's 'u shld let me luv u'. damn. my left leg is numb.

~Kelsey and Hotaru~ hmmm. my names. shld i include Rose?

Fuck. 2 all the teachers out there. i noe dat u r v satisfied dat i failed my recent vocab tests. tell ya wad. IM NOT GONNA GIVE UP!!! until i get wad i wan. hmmph. to u bloody fuckish assholes out there. yarr yarr. go tell the whole universe how weixin had failed her vocab over ur tea or coffee break. n make a joke out of it. u pple wont accept my ans coz 'it is not v close 2 e ans'. i checked the dictionary. it is 99.9% close 2 the ans lorr. n i mean it. i shall xpand my vocab usage. even wider than the current person whom i tot was cheem. hah.

Kelsey
Colour - Gold
Element - Earth
Emotion - Victory
Stone - Diamond
Weather - Lightning
Animal - Panther

'Hotaru'
which means "firefly".
You're like a firefly, full of energy and always moving. You can't sit at home for a long time, you just have to DO something! You're very active and passionate.

hmm... quizzes give me the most spectecular names n results. 1 of them even said my inner name was rose. 'Rose is your inner name because you are elegant and passionate. You are also beautiful and you are very independent'. those stuff can get v accurate. all 3 names have the sort of the same meanings. n i reli can't sit still.

Joshua n i agreed dat those pple who actually wrote out the quiz have v bad spelling foundation. BUT he's totally overreacting. he went lyk 'oh my gdness'. n i tot wad major thing had happened. in the end it was the juz an error in the spelling of epitome. the author wrote 'epitomy'. wadeva lahh.

hah.. better go off 4 my music lessons. I haven do my theory yet. shit.

Artist:Gwen stefani
Song:Hollaback Girl
Album:Love, Angel, Music, Baby

Uh huh, this is my shit
All the girls stomp your feet like this

A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl

Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit

I heard that you were talking shit
And you didn't think that I would hear it
People hear you talking like that, getting everybody fired up
So I'm ready to attack, gonna lead the pack
That's right, put your pom-poms downs, getting everybody fired up

A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl

Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit

So that's right dude, meet me at the bleachers
No principals,no student-teachers
All the boys want to be the winner, but there can only be one
So I'm gonna fight, gonna give it my all
Gonna make you fall, gonna sock it to you
That's right I'm the last one standing, another one bites the dust

A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl

Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit
Let me hear you say this shit is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S
This shit is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S

A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl

Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit

Oh YEAHH!!! rockin arnd in the lib. hmm. sounds weird. shall proceed down 2 the canteen 2 eat lunch. or shld i eat lunch? hmmm.

hah. mr yap is gonna get his retribution. frm me. muahahaha. u noe wad? he tot dat i forged my mummy's signature?!?!?! WTF?!?!?! aniwae, sch was kinda slack 2dae. had lit, maths, art, n hmt. then horr, mdm haryati didnt come. lit lesson gone. i didnt pay any attn during maths n hmt, as usual. n art was IAP. sian. i shall go home n draw out all e cartoon characters. they insulted my drawing ability by saying whether 'we' can actually draw them out accurately. hah. ryte. i shall show them.

nuthin much 2 blog abt though, still in sch. dun wanna go home YET coz my bro has his PSLE oral tml. dun wanna affect his results.


buh bye.

eerrrr... okaae... juz finished reading joshua's blog. wad can i say abt it? cheem. lyk he's writing 4 'o's lidat. relax lahh... itz juz a blog , ryte? he can compare a bowling ball 2 life. yah... n i noe dat defying gravity is against the school. but W, ryte? itz kinda international truth dat s'pore's schs r damn rigid abt dat lahh. then some cheem cheem stuff abt gays. is his blog a sterss relieving place or some where he holds debates or smth?! prob juz his hobby 2 confuse pple.

lol. dream moods said dat if u snore, u dun dream. does it mean i snore quite often??? coz i dun reli get dreamfilled nites. lol. but no sound lehh... taped once. no sound. yupp. confirmed. sometimes i get a dream n i 4get abt it early in the morning. lol. so weird.

lol. had trg juz now. realised dat im the onli 1 leaving 4 IP nxt yr. bandy's parents dun wan her 2 go 2 njc. too far, they say. aniwae, my daddy emailed vjc 2 ask y i never go in vj. lyk so desperate lidat. hah. aniwae, im on waiting list. n they will announce at the end of the mth. by then, i hav 2 reply 2 tjc liaoz. n tjc's is 2 b dedicated 2 tjc onli. it goes lyk not 2 apply 2 any institute aft i confirm dat im goin. haiz. im being torn in2 2 again.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... my maths got A2?!?!?!?!?! i NEVER GOT SO LITTLE B4!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn. my subjects r damn slacking. shld not blog so much. buh bye then. shall go n study. n mug arnd. will blog tml... n go online too:))

Rmb my dream a few days ago? abt the wei xiang n the kiss? n the marriage proposal? i went 2 interpretate my dream n here's wad i got:

Kiss

To dream of a kiss, denotes love, affection, tranquility, harmony, and contentment. To see others kissing in your dream, suggests that you are too involved in their personal lives and relationship. You need to give them some space. If the dream ends just about you are about to kiss someone, indicates that you are unsure of how he or she really feels about you. You are looking for some sort of relationship with this person but you are not sure about how to go about achieving it. If you are heterosexual and you dream that you are kissing someone of the same sex, then it represents self-acceptance. You are acknowledging the feminine or masculine side.

To dream that you are kissing someone's hand, signifies respect.

To dream that you are kissing someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend, indicates your wish to be a relationship and to experience the energy of love. You may be sexually acting out. You may also need to awaken your passion. Alternatively, it indicates a lack of integrity on your part. If you are kissing a close friend, then it represents your respect and adoration for your friend. It may or may not signify a romantic interest for him or her.

To dream of kissing an enemy, signifies betrayal, hostility, or reconciliation with an angry friend. Consider also the saying "this kiss of death". If you are kissed by a stranger, then your dream is one of self-discovery. You need to get more acquainted with some aspect of yourself

Wad they mean by dat lorr.

Proposal

To dream that you are being proposed to, indicates that you are merging a previously unknown aspect of yourself?More directly, the dream suggests?you are thinking about?marriage or some serious long-term commitment/project/situation. Your reaction to the proposal indicates your true feelings about marriage or commitment.

WTF?!?!?!

neva felt dis disappointed b4...

AAAAARRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT 72 point smth 4 MY SCIENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how can... science has always been my best subject... i never got an A2 4 it b4... NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO.... im gonna cry... i think. hope not. i have always believed dat crying is a sign of weakness, n datz ur most vulnerable moment, where ur enemy can attack u wif the utmost impact. conceal all feelings. hdie it under ur mask. 忍.

aniwae, the wonderful candice choo of 1e1 2005 has given up her place on the 20th 2 let me play. with ACSI. not with SSS. candice i lurve u man...

supposed 2 do my DnT file now... but damn slacking. muz pass up tml!!! stress arh...

bet i flunked my maths 2dae. qns 2 dunno how 2 do. depression takes over once again as the dark lord rises. lol. lyk real. itz juz a passing mark.

finished reading harry potter n e half blood prince in class 2dae. ow. malfoy stamped on harry's face n broke his nose. so damn bloody WTF!!! how could he stamp on some 1's face??!!

was hyper enthu 2dae. even danced in NEF 2dae. wow. damn surprising. coz itz ladies night, n the feel is right... lol.

lol. i did my lit poem 2dae as well. guez dat was y i was super enhu. got 17/20. cool. aft dat i was reading harry potter then mdm haryati announced the top scorers. heard my name n went lyk 'huh? wad?' blur me, as usual.

haiz. scaring everybody online. buh bye then.

记得要想我hor

roflmao. reli. Express dat u're laughing wif a straight face.

kae kae... mayb the prev post sounded too revolutionary. v political. me juz being super high. my darlling cousin cass tot i was on heroin ytd morning when sbf at orchid bowl haven started. lame larr. I was damn high on adreline. itz in my blood. cool. i lurve dat. kk. letz tok.

You mei you xiang wo? (Did you miss me?)

Lol. datz my new greeting line... hahahaha. sounds veh... mushy. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... haha. but cute. not e usual 'Helloooo???'... aniwae, was damn surprised when matthew said 'you lahh'(have lahh)... hahaha.0_0... still. super funni.

Oh oh oh oh oh yaaaa... ytd when we were taking the shuttle bus from orchid bowl 2 yishun mrt station, elaina spotted smth at the back seat. then she was lyk 'weixin, weixin, look there' then she pointed at the thing. WAH LAU!!! it was a... errm... opened condom pack. (blushes feverishly) AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean... the bus ride onli 5-10 min... where got pple so fast one... ANIWAE. they were lyk i was damn dirty minded. kk, i am. lahrx. no more fanfict 4 me. aaaaaarrhhhhh!!! cannot!!! too funi too read. qns on dat go tag on my board. hah. aniwae, the got a sign on dis grass patch reading 'GRASS FOR SALE'. where got pple buy grass one???

Saw the new coach on fridae. he looks lyk a duck. haha. nearly threw the ball on rick too. oops. did i juz repeat myself?

My cousin wants my tkg uniorm at the end of the year. dunno her man... wad she wan it 4 man... she graduated already wad... shall demand 4 her tjc uniform too. save money. can buy new ball. OOOOOHHHHHHH!!! did i tell u abt the new ball i have fallen in lurve wif? itz the fire ball!!! got an ice ball 2 go wif. but both reactive lorr... sad. but i rather 'burn the lane' man than chill out. adreline adreline adreline. itz fast paced man... send u pple running. hah. watch me play man... n run away.

GREENERS ROCK!!! i juz realized dat i'd b spending 9 yrs in green coloured uniform. 3 yrs-kindergarten at bedok lutheran church. (till date i still dunno how 2 spell lutheran) 2 yrs at tkg. 4 yrs at tjc. cool. GREENERS ROCK!!! onli 6 yrs in blue n white at bwps. hahaha.

WX ROCKS!!! totally man... haha.

tkg n tjc rock. they rhyme, dun they?

orchid bowl n victors rock too. haha. rmb the dream. wahahaha...

Aniwae, my daddy wan me 2 give him ALL the name and telephone no. of window contractors in s'pore. wah lau... so sian man... open window. close window. shall i give him bill gate's no.? i mean... windows ryte??? windows xp? lol.

PS: to jas, onli.
JAS!!! i'll miss u too... wah lau... ur tag damn touching lahrx... lyk movie oso...(rmbs the dreams) sniff. no jas aka green tea(u noe i cant survive wifout green tea, physically n emotionally ryte?) ya, i noe. it wont b the same wifout me ryte? yah... itz not the same for me wifout u too. sniff sniff. juz work hard, n make it 2 tjc for ur 'o's lahh. then can c u 4 e nxt 2 yrs too.:D so damn cool. i'll miss u, darling. sounds damn lesb man. but still... lol. whee... shall check out ur senior 4 u too.*hugs* ji de yao xiang wo horr!!! ying wei wo yi ding hui xiang ni de!!! so lesb.

What you waiting What you waiting What you waiting What you waiting What you waiting for????

haha. so hyper. oooohhhhhh... u noe, ytd i was playing at orchid bowl ryte, then i spotted wei xiang there 2! haha.. but wad was he doing there lorr. that place so ulu, n he wasnt even bowling lorr. his parents werent there. guess he went there himself. so damn nice 2 c him there. then when i got dis damn swee(it means damn nice lahrx... wad r u thinking of, man?!?!) strike, n saw dat he was staring at me:)) lalala... kae lahrx... mayb dat strike was v nice lahh... sssssssooooooo....... yahh. ncie feeling. ytd's av was 137. not v gd, but still...

IM FIGHTING TO THE END.

hah. im NEVER NEVER NEVER letting dianne go on the 27th. NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NEVER!!!! hmmph. wadz her bloody prob wif going for 4 weeks coz all the sec 1s r going for 4 weeks lorr. she is in sch team wad... n im not playing the 2nd round liaoz mah... juz one week oso cannot... asshole. plus, im lyk, giving all my places in the 2nd round 2 her lorr... hai yao gen wo qiang. hmmph.

NEVER MIND. WO YAO PING DAO DI!!!(im fighting to the end)

Im never goin 2 give up. NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!! NEVER IN DIS LIFE!!! or the next. n the next. n the next. n the next. n the next. n the next. n the next. n the next. kae lah. n the rest too. hmmph. dun mess wif me man... unless u reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli want mind torture. heh heh heh(evil laugh).

Hah. freakin pissed wif ann now. fuck her. wad her bloody prob of screaming at me lah. wad arh, verbal abuse izzit? can handle lah. itz juz ann's fucking prob wif her fuckin egoistical mind. hah. cant stand me izit? y? coz i too smart 4 u izit? hah. onli noe how 2 verbally abuse pple wif coarse language. dunno the true art of being a person n abusing a person. mei you jia jiao. no wonder her mum oso give up on her. (hear the smirk). haha. stil so hapi. dun have 2 stay in tk nxt yr. dun haf 2 c her fucking qian bian face. itz lyk, wah lao, if she wasnt my teammate i would haf slapped her. u better appreciate it, ann. oh, aniwae, if u r ann n u r reading it, FUCK U. haha. so fun. btw, adam sux. reli. i damn reli mean it.

haha. aniwae, saw the new coach 2dae. elvin toh or alvin toh. wah lao. so... errr... how do i start??? k. the 1st tyme i saw him, i tot he looked lyk the technician. then he was wearing a yellow shirt. looked lyk a duck. i kept picturing him with an orange flat beak. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA... soo weird... WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. aniwae, he told he 2 use centre arrow 4 1-2 pocket. siao. i use 3rd arrow one lor. then i kept missing every shot until i started 2 miss the centre arrow. hahahaha. then he said that i was not precise. wtf was he toking abt. still hav no idea aniwae. haiz... then rick n elvin/alvin were telling me dat i cannot use 1-3 pocket to spare 1-3-6-10-8. haha. big mistake man... dat shot was so damn swee man. it was lyk ka-bomb then everything fell. haha. they were staring at me bowl lor. haha. could actually c rick's n (a/e)lvin's jaw drop man... then they were lyk... smth abt breaking the odds. so fun. hah. then l8r rick was standing on the gutter thingy on my right. threw wrongly n the ball fllllleeeewwwwww..... n nearly hit rick. wah lau... shld haf thrown harder. still, it was damn funi lor. he was accusing me of trying 2 murder him or smth. WAHAHAHAHA.

shall go in2 my dreams... n dream of random stuff. ciao!!

IM SOOOOO HAPPI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I got into TJC!!! yay! haha. woohoo! in tjc for 4 yrs. no more lesbos 2 bug me. kk lahx... mayb im a teensy weensy bit a lesbo. (im lying)itz not a teensy weensy bit. itz half lesbian. im half straight. look at the cup half full. ANIWAE. anniie doesnt wan tk bowlers to go. shez kinda pissed with me n bandy. me n bandy r goin. bandy's goin 2 njc. their principal is a tai tai. my 3rd dream job. lol. shall tok abt my interview.

The interview was shit lorr. half the time i didnt understand wad the guys who were interviewing me were saying. i juz anyhow say one. hah. one of them also tot dat bowling was an individual sport. how ignorant could he be lorr. i mean, professionals like SSS dun bowl in team lorr. but we, in tkg do lorr. had 2 xplain the whole thing to him. haish. wo de ming hao ku arh. aniwae. he asked smth lyk wad i wanna do when i wanna grow up. damn stressed. then anyhow said dat i wanna be a doctor. or smth in the medical field. come to think abt it, i might wanna be a gynae. bring life to this world. Mmm. sounds gd to me:)) kinda cool too. mayb a counseller when i retire. talk to teens abt sex ed. haha. then blah blah blah. cant rmb much. only rmbered dat i wanted 2 go n shit. wah lau. got stomachache when i went in lorr. i was the 1st one to go 4 interview in the general office lorr. everyone b4 me all go to conference room or smth lidat lorr. summore where got pple interview in G.O. one lorr. i tot wad. the guy hadda tell me 2 relax lehh... imagine. Lw called me juz now 2 tell me dat she wanted to kill me. smth abt never call her 2 go TJC IP wif her. lol. a bit sok. haha.

Went to marina carnival ytd. so funi. Amirah n anniie were bugging me 2 eat roti boy. didnt lyk e smell. bleaugh. so overpowering. smth lidat. then got the dance/music ride. it seems dat u're goin in circles but u're goin in squares in breakneck speed. haha. weird. aniwae. good thing azzie wasnt there. so many army guys in uniform. she has a thing 4 uniformed guys. she thinks dat they're hot. wadeva lorr. dat one so ugly then look lyk giraffe she oso say hot. so siao. sarah-ann was telling her to keep the hormones down at the 'c' div competition when the 'b' div came to support. so siao.

my mummy was telling me abt some crazy kids who keep running away frm home. siao. thrice liao. who wanna run away frm home lorr. then where u get money to spend lorr. never spend ur money. spend some one else's. lyk ur mummy's, daddy's or bf's. mayb not too much of ur bf's. L8r u wan 2 break up then he wan u 2 pay him back. scully u got no money then... ahem ahem. u get it. if u dun then tag on my board to notify me. u shld get it... unless u're a guy. haha.

Took peiQi's daddy's car dis morning. woke up late. At 6.00. wah lau. my bus leave liao lorr. PeiQi!! U saved me frm being late for scho0l! lol.

shall tell everyone my 2 dreams on the night of 8th aug(nxt day 9th aug) n 9th aug(the nxt day 10th aug). nvm. im onli writing dat coz im the one who will get mixed up. lol. on the 8th aug dat one, hang on arh. let me think where to start. kk. sumhow i was in TJC uniform(dat was b4 the results were out for the TJC IP)(premonition, i guess) and was in victors with my ball, watching the 'b' div play. Im not allowed to play in 'b' div coz dat is under sec sch. aniwae. For some reason, melvin n wei xiang were chasing each other. the wei xiang bumped into my bag n THE HANDLE BROKE!!! haha. wei xiang was lyk apologizing n then suddenly he was kissing me. ( I shall not elaborate on the details but... itz stage 7... n a bit more). (if u actually paid attn in mrs ho's sex ed) at victors. in frnt of everyone. haha. datz a dream. so sad. KK!!! letz go to the nxt one. the 9th aug night one. sumhow it was raining damn heavily. no idea how wei xiang was there with me. THEN HE PROPOSE TO ME LEHH!!!!! as in," umm... will u marry me?" lyk movie lehh!!! lol. the 1st one is half true coz i'd prob b at victors watching them play in the 'b' div nxt yr. n i'll b in TJC uniform. hopefully my bag dun break but... ahem ahem. budden... the 2nd a bit far fetched. haha. wei xiang was from some gay guys pri sch called st gabs lahh. funi man. but he damn kanpua lahh. damn rich. haha. plus point, i think. but i think dat the wei xiang thing i have in me is juz temporary lahh. alicia said he looks lyk a monkey. damn her. he does not lorr. mayb in dat pic he was lahh. but hez ok in real life. n hez reli nice. n i mean nice nice. gd personality. hmm. i got taste. haha.

Was drawing during geog, art n assembly. cute n sweet pics. shall try to post it on my blog. so sweet. haha. itz wx n wx. go guess e names urself. haha. so obvious. itz me n ahem. his name is in this post. buh bye liao. hez still so sweet. to me. lol.

Lit poem. veh romantic. but now im too cold 4 love.

True Love Never Alters

Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! It is an ever-fixed mark,
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come;
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.
William Shakespeare

dat was so romantic, ryte? hmm? I fell in love with glass breakers. They all broke my heart. wadeva. hm.

stresse. learn to live with it

napfa later. super bored. n cold. gonna fail inclined pull ups. din train arms for 3 months. writing in stupid point form. so stupid. stupid mr yap. wads e point of being a teacher when u dun answer ur student's questions. asshole. fingers hurt. cant type much. wrist still hurt. cannot do inclined l8r. CAN DIE ARRHH. points v disorganised. go piece the stori urself.

heh. back 2 moiself. freaky. anniie had a dream. freaky man. go ask her urself. cannot tell. l8r she kill me. itz too personal. of coz, she tell the bowlers 1st lorr:) ( lyk me) evil me. 8th aug. wear red n white. no red shirt. dammit. muz go n buy. VJC haven call me yet. fuck them.those tards dun c a gem when it right in frnt of them. juz lyk ahem ahem. asshole. dao me. think he so big. but never mind. got others. they wan oso dun hav lorr. lyk the aspiring singer in bus 32. asshole. make me change bus. sounds too horrendous. sit right behind me oso. taking 197 now. so cool. i keep writing 'true love never alters' in the bus. the pple behind keep reading. now my prob. datz my lit CA:) wad a romantic poem. shall write dat in my nxt post:))

in the lib. no one online. my house com cannot download msn msgger. ass com.

in Sex Ed 2dae, we learn the dangers of porn. I oso learnt dat firdaus needs serious psychiatric help. n i need to learn the spelling of the word, 'psychiatric'. haha. fanfict is porn. heck. so lame. from reading porn can b a rapist. sickos.

'blink blink' err.. yar... sup? aniwae. i have given up on trying to talk to pple. assholes. dao me. shall b the dao queen from now on. hmmph. fucking assholish fucktards.

1 m0re pAper n i'll g0 nutz

yupp... im officially suffering fr0m depressi0n. My p0or overw0rked brain has finally xpl0ded fr0m all e stress. arrgh. y do u tink moi typing style has changed? Aniwae. I was hitting myself against the wall of my bedroom ytd. didnt hurt lehh. no idea. still feel groggy. V groggy. juz had a maths CA. super easy. but damn stress too.
oh aniwae... went 4 SBF on saturdae. At pocket bowl. played with cath high. got trashed. not bcoz of me. played...err... ok. but wasnt me. tkg was the onli gals' sch playing on my site. aiyah, pocket bowl is divided on to 2 sites wad. lane 1-12 on 1 side, then lane 13-24 on the other. dat side onli got cath high, broadrick n ACSI n us. Richard Fo0ng was playing too. so co0l. Hez oso a porcupine:) Im biased about porcupines. or the other one. the spikes onli on the top of the head. not on the sides. Im juz convinced dat if a guy actually bothers to comb his hair n make it defy gravity, hez much better to have as a boyfren. serious. coz itz time consuming n it shows dat he actually takes his time off to look his best. hmm. k lahh. itz onli under the influence of Joel lahh. I lyk his hair:)) so nice. heh heh. unless he change his hairstyle. but i still tink wadeva hairstyle he change to shld b nice too:))
I wanted to go bowling 2dae. n of coz, my mummy say NO. wad the fuck is her prob lahh. She sc0lded me 4 hitting myself against the wall ytd. she said it was too loud. -_-". She says i can have a BF, but not allowed to kiss. im mean on the cheek.-_-". wad kind of logic is dat lahh. in other words im not allowed to date until im in University, then when i dun have a steady by 30 she'll nag me to get married. WADEVA.
Aniwae. Life will c0ntinue. Mayb not. I dunno. but definitely noe b4 1 sep. until. i c the bwpsians. hint hint. N Melvin is totally off my scale oreadi. he dao me. asshole. any guy who daos me is an asshole. n i noe wh doesnt. ^_-. hint hint.
Get a life. Me. still groggy. buey tahan. shall step down n go home. n write on the wall. again. it improves sleep. if i cant talk to the comp i'll talk to the wall. my mum tinks im crazy. but i still tink itz ok 2 talk to the wall. At least u feel better than to keep it all in ur ass. n the wall is there 24/7. unless u knock it down.
I love my wall. At least u're there 4 me 24/7.