ahh. 2dae was a wonderful day, with a wonderful weather, my foot.

bloody hazy cann. wth la. then the air smell like rubbish like that (literally, for heavens sake) so freaking kanasai! ohoh, and if we were to write a case study on air pollution for geog, i think we'll all ace it. coz we have a real life one here. haha.

AND IT'S BLOODY GIVING ME PIMPLES. GAHHHH. and it's making me breathe weird. ohwells.

ahh. nvm. good thing it rained though. it was much better after that.

went to pp with shrompy to study. apparently, you arent supposed to use the electricity at yoshinoya. O.O (i plugged my charger in) i didnt know that. the guy (manager, i think) came up to me and said," excuse me, you are not allowed to use our electricity." LOL. i tell you, it was damn funny, the way he phrased it. arent i using their light? hahaha. ohwells. then whats it there for? lols. mebbe they shld put a sign at the socket reading : sorry, electricity is not available here. O.O HAHAHHAAHHAA.

ok, im going mad.

ahh! last class for chinese tuition for the year!!! they have nice pple there, even though half the class stones. haha. i think the tcher luan le. he was saying abt the tao sign, the yin yang thing. smth about males and females having some of the traits of the opp sex. then he was like (in chinese): why do you think there are males who are tomboys and females who are ah guas?

LMAO. it's supposed to be the other way round, but i think you know that alrdy, dont you?

i think i seriously daydream too much. after saying byee to my tuition classmates coz i felt like taking that very spacious 196 handicap bus (it's damn nice la, the upper deck at the back) it's like damn cool, can have party there. hahaha. so mebbe not that big for a party, but you get what i mean, right? haha. aniwae, back to story. was daydreaming about ahemm (this time, guess who), and i tell you, it's super hilarious.

I WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND~~~

gahh. aniwae, rmb my little scandal relationship with maths? im not sure if it's working out anymore, i mean, its giving me too many problems. literally. even though i really dont wanna break up with it.. i dunno, it's like a love hate relationship. i love the way it makes me feel when im done with it. BUT then comes the problems. bahh. WE NEED A TIMEOUT!!! (after thurs, thats it.)

oh crap. im speaking as if maths is my boyfriend. then again. it could sub in. hahaha.

hang on. if maths is my bf.. then im two timing? ohno. whats gonna happen to science?!

chinese is like my parents. im always full of complains for it. hahaa.

LA is a pad. when you need it, you need it. hahahhahahaaa. omg, weird interpretation. hahha.

aniwae, time to make my goals.

i aim to beat qilong in maths
i aim to ace phys
i aim to ace chem
i aim to ace bio
i aim to get a B for chinese
i aim to ace LA
i aim to get a GPA of 4.99

okies! time to work towards my goals! whee~!

ohhh! since shrompy commented on my vast use of bang and screw, i shall add a new word!

SHOOT!!

haha.

*bang*
shoot
*bang*
shoot
*bang*
shoot
screw screw screw
shootshootshoot

i banged my foot against the table
i love to shoot... smth.
my ankle is screwed.
banging is fun.

screw left
screw right
screw up
screw down
screw here
screw there
screw anywhere
screw everywhere!

bang here
bang there
bang anytime
bang anywhere!

omg that was super sick. *smacks forehead* then again, my sick brain cells need to exercise too. =)

bangbangbang chem dies!
screw bio, fuck physics.

that sounds so damn fun.

you know, seriously, there is no chemistry between me and chemistry. im not sure if some biology's gonna happen between me and bio, but physics requires some physics to get through.

i know some moles are sexy, but definitely not this one! it's one hellua irritating, poke into your flesh kind which refuses to allow me to comprehend it and get it removed, that bloody sore in the eye.

bloody mole concept.

im nearly done for maths. =D what an accomplishment! left trigo. bahhh.

went swimming 2dae. played around with ahyang's little friends, and realised that they are actually quite.. i dunno. like us, mebbe? tried to get mummy to swim 2 laps (so she did 2 breadths and 1 length, AND THERE WERE SUPER LONG BREAKS INBTWEN!! GAHHH!!) , then she pengsan liao. wth la. she, should come and run with me more often. haha. did 10 laps, which is like super little, but due to the time constrain, hadda leave. bahh. i shall do 30 nxt nxt monday. aft hist and geog papers. whee~ sounds fun.

since jasmine wanted a post dedicated to her, ookae. =D

jasmine = green tea > chocolate

yoo geddit anot? harh? yoo durn geddit harh? yoo gundoo.

jasmine claims she's wise, pure and what else, profound. pure, mebbe last time, but after she popped the question of what guys do in the bathroom, im not so sure anymore. wise comes with age, and turning 15 is NOT coming of age! haha. smart, i agree, but you really dont seem to be like those white bearded old men whose facial hair reach the ground. (oh, imagine that) the profound part. hmmmmmmmmmmmm.

ok, jasmine, just see the jasmine = green tea > chocolate eqn then. since you pple know how much i respect chocolate. =DDD

and yes, your beautiful name is here.



taadaa.

ok, the bloody internet is super slow 2dae, and my blog cant even load properly!! gahhh!!

i feel so sleepy, even though i had a 4 hr long nap ytd and slp 6 hrs last night, i think. thats a hell lot la. gahhh.

nvm. i shall use my bro's com to listen to music. =)

chemmie, here i come!

woohoo!! happy 250th post to my blog!

and it was 177 in july this yr, meaning 73 posts in 2 mths. O.O

laadeedoo. i love those songs i just added! whee~!

aniwae, back to chem (mole). i hate them. bah.

maths killed. and im about to do them tml AGAIN.

pls, someone tell me that there is some kind of machine which will let me digest all these info into my head just like that. like *snap* that. and able to use them at those crucial points or anytime. and of coz, ACE all my exams.

i wouldnt mind kissing tweety on the cheek for that. (now you know how desperate i am.)
i wouldnt mind shaving all my hair off my head for that.
i wouldnt mind being confined in a 50 by 50 by 50 (cm) box for 3 days without stretching.
i wouldnt mind conversing with joel tong for a day about china.
i wouldnt mind pple touching my face.
i wouldnt mind having 10 pimples at a go.

ok, but i guess the ultimate would be going up to a certain him and giving him a kiss full on the lips.

so i'll like it, but imagine all the torturous embarrassment that will kill me.

GAH. xiao ting dang(doraemon)! lols. gimme the photocopying bread!

hahaha. kk. back to the moles. bah. bangbangbang, you all DIEEEE.

ok, so im supposed to be screwing DNA right now, but still. how interesting can it be?

im such a naughty girl.

aniwae, i dashed out of the theatrette screaming like a dead chicken (so dead chickens dont scream, big deal, i'll make one scream. XD LMAO) coz liwei was alrdy at the interchnge and i really didnt feel like taking the bus home alone, so i chionged up the bus 38. funny, i've been running for buses for this whole day. ok. so 3 out of 5 buses. but thats alrdy more than 50%! ahahha.

aniwae, boarded 38 and saw zq and mr heng. i boo-ed zq, then realised that mr heng was there too. ahahaha. damn funny la, coz mr heng had the damn shocked look. hahaha. oh, and i realised that i only had 40c for the nxt bus ride. as in coins. ezlink no money. DAMN.

took 66 with liwei aft that. oh, you know, some bus drivers actually accept just 50c, and not insist on 55? so damn cool la, but i usually pay 60c. see im so nice. haha. then saw some guy who looks suspiciously like joshua tan boarding the same bus. so i'll let you on a little secret. zhen ke xi he wasnt with his brother. =D hahahaa. honestly, its rather.. i dunno. call me flirt/hua xin/player if you want, but.. GAHHHHHHHHH.

playing with the strings on my heart the same way he does to his guitar.

ANYWAY, saw nazzay's blog recently. i shall ask ellery if he knows who zach mano is. XD someday ba. hahahha.

so im like going back to sch to pay $19.25. BAH. still must wear sch stuff. so damn stupid! ahhhh!!!

and my foot is still screwed. GAHH.

bahh.

i blogged ytd, put my com on standby mode, BUT IT SHUT DOWN INSTD!!! AHHHHH!!!

ok, so i was pronounced 80% female for the gender of my brain. and i was just 30% early this yr. LMAO.

ohoh! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RODNEY SER YIHENG. =DDD (birthday boy, i know must say nice nice stuff, but i'll just leave it like this.) XD the guy who loves to sleep during chinese class. =D and the one who forgot where his chinese classroom is. ok, so u didnt pon it.=X

oh, just in case anyone is wondering why me, rach and trishie poo are so excited about wednesday mornings (yes, it's related to a guy)...

see the link man, see the link. wednesday morning = sch song. and there will be this line of the com members. to see whats so interesting, see one of the guys sing. WHOA. it's like WHOA. as in LMAO-i-dont-think-i-can-survive-without-laughing-right-now WHOA.

and people wonder why we start laughing during the sch song. so interesting man.

miss teo and mr ho spoke to us (me rach sonia sadia trishie poo shrompy)regarding stuff which i wish not to blog, but it was kinda hilarious, coz we missed part of history/civics and maths. then trish asked me what we did for maths -.-

the three gorges dam. sounds so much like: three gorgeous, damn. LOL.

lunch was.. =DDD apparently, rachna's very innocent. =) very very innocent. but i dont intend to pollute her innocent mind... yet. HAHA.

ohoh, i saw him during lunch. haha. eeeeee!!. hot but still. come on la. it's not for real. =)

history is BORING. BAHH. >.< ok, so i dont get those long winded stories. GAHHH.

oh yea. ytd's LA presentation was damn gay. i kept stepping on the charger, and the socket thing came out of the WALL. FREAKAYYY. then ms ng put it back. just like that. O.O

dirty babe (ok, shuaige)
you see these shackles
baby im your slave
i'll let you whip me if i misbehave

XD

ahh. nvm. feeling rather out of sorts, meaning all over the place, meaning abit^^ lah!! hahaha.

AHHH. im sneezing like shit! (like once every 2 seconds) ok, out with it. whose thinking about me? XD

and i got a foot cramp. =.= of all places to cramp, WHY THE FOOT?!?!

eeks. DNA, come to mama.

It's so freaking so amazing.

when you tell pple, ''he/she said the f word.", pple would naturally think it's the word FUCK,and not fish, fork, finger. Plus, it can be used as a word of mass substitution like for very, an extreme, sex, a very bad thing, an expression or basically anything!

ahh. so damn cool. so fucking cool. XD lols.

oh, just in case you're wondering where i got my violent genes from, they are direct frm both parents. =)

my dad, well, you know.

my mum just slapped me.

life's getting interesting. =) when it used to be so bland with the usual i love you you love me shit. =)

when the promos are over, the 1st thing im gonna buy is:

EARPHONES.

HAH. then aft that, go shopping. whee~

2 days of hols aft the humans paper. so fucking cool. (see top again) hmm. that wkend will be spent going out with the bowling girls=DD sooo.. the 2 days aft the humans paper will be spent SLACKING. HAHAHA.

no la. i shall go out. =) cong yi cong zhi zi. u noe, paint my nails, figure out the guitar, running all over the place, and MOST PROBABLY GO OUT. HAHA. im so deprived of going out. =)

yay, i think it's the soccer finals tml. 1c against 1d, if there is. =D trishie poo!!! XD XD XD

ohoh, im still not in a good mood so yea. not sure abt tml though, but just dont fuck around la. =D

so im not in one of my best moods. dont fuck around.

babe, we're all worrying for you. get well soon, wouldja? it feels weird without you here. we're all praying for you. =)

ohoh, you know, my family that side's gonna have a marriage? hehe. guess the bride and groom's names.

JACK and JILL.

literally. so maybe in one of their wedding shots they could have a hill and a well...

jack and jill went up the hill and came down with a daughter. =X

oops.

aniwae, hope junya finds his com soon. it's like losing a part of yourself. oh wells.

and the bloody OM. i hope you do read this, coz u're just one helluva irritating ass. gahh. like how assholic can a person get? pple lose com oso dont help. somemore impose some what rubbish rule. muthafucker. ohwells. cant help it la. he is after all, the bloody OM.

ahh. ok, guess i better be going. ciao darlls.

ahhhhh. the bio lab is sooo GODDAMNEDFREAKING cold.

and of all times to start pouring, is when we're in the life science lab. blahh.

and the life science isnt exactly that warm from the start, with aircon and fans on.

oh, you realised, that when we have bio in the super cold lab, it starts raining, and when we are having chem in that super hot lab, there's not even a hint of a breeze?

haha. what an interesting fact. NOT.

ahhhh. my fingers are freezing.

*does twinkies*

AHHH!! NOW IT'S EVEN WORSE!!

im freezing im freezing im freezing >.<

brrrrr.

ok nvm. back to bio. =)

=D

wonder why im grinning like a spastic idiot?

1) kai
2) leon
3) keanu reeves
4) tom felton
5) SHAWN LEE
6) joshua ang
7) ray
8)thomas pattinson
9) shawn lee (again!)
10) jonathan leong! XD

ahh. one more reason to love the bbal court, and the game itself. =DDD

shuai si le. (day dreams)

oh, i shall UNLEASH the sadistic part of me. WATCH OUT WORLD, IM ABOUT TO GOURGE YOUR EYES OUT, HANG YOU UPSIDE DOWN, LET YOUR BLOOD FLOW OUT OF YOUR EMPTY EYESOCKETS WHILE POURING BOILING OIL FROM THE TOP AND WHIPPING YOU AT THE SAME TIME.

ok, that was rather sadistic.

and trigo identites drive people mad. =D

LA presentation tml, somehow we will pull it through. *crosses fingers*

ok, i better go sleep and DREAM about my shuaige. =)

so i felt rather low last night. hmm.

but then again, who doesnt?

haha. anyway, joshua ang and shawn lee are so GODDAMNFUCKINGCUTE. =D

if im having another little silly fight with my bro, i so dont need you to storm into the room, scream at me," what's ur problems your prob now, weixin, what's your problem?' then whack me on my fucking arm. you dont really wanna know what my prob is, dont you? dont you know, im not that 7 yr old little girl who used to be scared whenever you took the fucking cane out? so it used to hurt. but now, physically it doesnt. it's the heart that pains. i'd always tried to live up to your fucking expectations. but maybe now, it doesnt really matter.

and if you do favortise, you sure show it very well.

then again, you wouldnt read this anyway. it's done probably considered as one of my rubbish meant to be done away with.

maybe my little so called game of love was brought about by you, coz i dont have a definite guy whom i can call the 'man of my life'. if you never realised, it started when these started.

im jealous of my fren who can talk to her dad like her best friend. im jealous of my fren, who can talk to their parents about what is actually going on in their lives and not be rebuked with,'why you care about all these rubbish?' im jealous of my fren who can tell their parents who their dream gf/bf are and not receive a lecture on how i shld concentrate on my work instd.

and sometimes, all i want is someone there, not online, not someone im thinking of.

someone throw me a knife.

and no, im not fucking suicidal. and if you are, dont complain how hard your life's been coz that would make me wish you could just kill youself right there and then.

dont mind me, im just rather pissed about things now.

i so feel like a vandalised table.

ohoh, and if you wanna tag on my board on blablabla i shld talk to my dad abt stuff blablabla, you can go to hell, coz it's just make things even worse, and it'll be your fault.

a mask without the mask.

ahh. anything which im refering to now is actually refering to is to ytd. hoho.

swimming was fine. other than a too short time allocated for it.

sry nat. AHHH. SRYSRYSRYSRYSRY!!! lols, never knew it would be like this. O.o massage it, it'll go off in a few hrs. really. =) it was unintentional!!!! >.<

BLOGGER DELETED THE REST OF MY POST. BLAH.

the phys test sucked. =)

chinese, chen lao shi didnt come, so SLACK PERIOD!! =)

fell aslp during maths makeup, but then again, it's not suprising. me and shrompy were listening to music on the earphones, and she didnt even bother. woohoo!!!

had the principal's talk aft that. like wtf, you call us all to go to the LT1 just to talk about all these thing, then announce that we have a study break out of the blue so our tutors have to cram everything on mon, tues and wed? siao liao la. 1st of all, do you think such things which you pple call TO AID really helps us? do you seriously think that anyone of us stoning in the chair was listening to you? i think we have much better things to do like watching our nails grow than to listening to you. ohooh, and that little thing which you call a jacket, it really sucks. and if you know you're bottom heavy, DO NOT wear that black tight pants which you may thing is nice. it may be nice, but definitely not on you. maybe ms ng or smth, coz she has a better fashion sense, to whine abt how her shirt looks auntie for 5 seconds, and probably not wear it again. RAWR.

I DON'T WANNA GO FOR OBS.

ok, here's what the guy told us, summarised. we're not gonna bathe everyday, having powder baths, sleeping in tents in the wild O.O, mozzies, bacteria, viruses, parasites.. ok nvm. the last part is just me.

but it's just damn gross la. imagine you're having your period. and the day's activities is to jump into the water. wont your pad absorb the water? and changing them in the wild. and to put them all in your bag so that we can throw it when we reach s'pore. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew.

5 days. no phone. no com. no connection to the rest of civilisation. 5 days. 120 hrs. 7200 min. 432000 sec. ohmyfuckinggawd.

but then. think of the bright side. 5 days, no nagging. =D ZHI DE.

went to attempt to do LA with my grp. apparently, the idea of grp work is, me doing the info while they dota. -.- but thnx to the charger in the IT lab, my phone managed to survive for the rest of the day, coz it was dead for the whole morning. haha.

called shrompy aft i received her sms. i got quite a shock when a guy picked up her phone, so i assumed she had call divert and the callee was her dad. BUT the callee was nat. LMAO. imagine. yingxuan's nat's daughter. LMAO.

went to play bbal with nat, ely, yahan and jiawei aft that, since shrompy went to climb. ahh. spiderman in the making. spiderwoman, actually.

dinner with shrompy and nat aft that. gayism. XD but then again. hasnt anytime with them or anyone been gay?

biscuit shopping! XD

JANUARY TALKER
Loves to chat.
Loves those who love them.
Lovesto take things at the center.
Inner and physical beauty.
Lies but doesn't pretend.
Gets angryoften.
Treats friends importantly.
Brave andfearless.
Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer.
Opinionated.
Doesnot care to control emotions.
Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.

all true, but whats MFE?
and finally, the post is over. WHEEE~

我要离去
别再哭泣
不要伤心
请你相信我
要等待
我的爱
陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天
我们牵着手在草原听鸟儿歌唱的声音
听我说声
我爱你

feeling kinda great now, even 2 hrs of maths didnt get me out and off. =D

HE: Can I buy you a drink?
SHE: Actually I'd rather have the money.

HE: I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours.

HE: Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was ittwice?
SHE: Must've been once. I never make the samemistake twice.

HE: How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE: I must've been given your share.

HE: Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.

HE: Your face must turn a few heads.
SHE: Andyour face must turn a few stomachs

HE: Go on, don't be shy. Ask me out.
SHE: Okay, get out.

HE: I think I could make you very happy.
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?

HE: What would you say if I asked you to marryme?
SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the sametime.

HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why? Don't you already have one?

HE: Shall we go see a movie?
SHE: I've already seen it.

HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding from you.

HE: Haven't I seen you some place before?
SHE: Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore.

HE: Is this seat empty?
SHE: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

HE: So, what do you do for a living?
SHE: I'm a female impersonator.

HE: Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE: Do not enter.

HE: Your body is like a temple.
SHE: Sorry, there are no services today.

HE: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
SHE: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Where I'll be the rest of your life - in your wildest dreams.

ok, that was rather interesting. =)))

anyway, went to mac with shrompy to ATTEMPT to study. ended up slacking and talking abt the most irrelavant stuff on the planet. so basically everything except hw. nat joined in later, and the super gaying began. see? go out must go out with more pple. haha. if not quite sian.

ohoh, during LA 2dae, we hadda write 3 paragraphs on 'discrimination is never right' and ur views on it.

so, i started discriminating.

i discriminate against...

trish coz she's damn smart
qilong coz he's damn smart
nat coz he has musckles
shrompy coz she has contagious laughter
rachna coz she has nice hair
sean coz he looks damn cute like my bro
kumar coz he's self loving
myran coz he's tall
sharon coz she's short
yixuan coz she's fairer than me
rodney coz he bowls damn well
siddharth coz he has interesting looking specs.
liewliew coz he's lame
zanquan coz he's an egg
the table coz it has 4 legs, and i have 2
the chair coz it's cute
my cup coz it's getting more love than im getting
my charger coz it's someone's life dependancy (me, duh)
my towel coz it's getting hell loads of skin contact
my bed coz there's always someone slping with it each night
my bolster coz it gets lotsa hugs
my pillow coz someone rests her head on it all the time
my tablet coz it knows it's loved

ok, nvm.

phys test tml, i haven started, and im slpy.

swimming tml. woohoo!

ok, i better get back to stuff.

i love you too! *blows kisses* XD

before i start with anything, just wanna say this. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!! even though sometimes i buey tahan your ridiculous request and stuff, and u buey tahan my ridiculous stuff, love ya loads still. =D <3 *hug*

ok, not like he's gonna read this though, but nvm.

ahh. a little smth frm yixuan regarding the same thing frm the prev post. =)

1) you are sick!
2) haha, tell ahem that you loved him before.
3) black
4) haha, crapping partner.
5) the girl that's with alicia during tk training bowling tryouts.
6) fish.
7) heh, can't think of anything leh.

ahem?

im having serious thoughs abt naming my future son Ahem. so pple can go: i like ahemahem!!! ok, lamma.

yea, and i never really loved him la. its smth it never was frm the start, but continued for personal reasons. =D

tell me i so rock la. haha, this kind of thing oso can figure out. XD

aniwae, my left eye looks like it's been punched. hoho. coz i used rachna's eyeliner this morning, AND IT'S NOT COMING OFF. AHHHH. the black patches. ohmy. >.< i shall get my own aft the eoys. =D

chem sucks, and thats final. blah.

to.. umm.. tweety.

A sec with you is painful ; A min with you is torture ; An hr with you is hell ; A day with you is death.

yepps. and thats basically what the whole class feels too. (qilong, do you?)

auyj/ekbjridngkjiuerywsfdhjgthuybkresj

thats how i feel now.

damn bio, why is it just memorising stuff?!

koped this frm xiaowei's blog, coz i was damn bored and wondered whose address is everything is so sexy. haha.

Tag me if you wish and:
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. You must post this on yours. HAHAHAH.

jasmine

1) siao liao.
2)i challenge you to.. ask the guy contacts in ur msn why they take so long in the bath. XD
3) orange! since thats ur new fav colour. =)
4) you lor. <3
5) that girl who looks uber guai and quiet when i 1st stepped into 1e6 04. LOOKs is the keyword.
6) animal? erhh... rabbit. XD
7) seriously, is that kid in the pic in ur house really you? dont look like it leh. XD

yixuan

1) u damn hardworking cann. ok, so i slack. XD
2) confess. to him. although *censored*=) wo zhi chi ni! jkjk
3) lime green
4) you lor. plus, can gossip like free. XD
5) 1st few trgs in tk, the woman who liked to poke alicia and cause her to scream. LMAO.
6) a CRAB. green krusty krab eh?
7) how you can manage without seafood. sigh.

shrompy

1) umm... hyper?
2) i challenge you to CONFESS. =D
3) black. ur specs.
4) you lor. =)
5) one of the crazy pple who 1st spoke to me on the 1st day of orientation. o.O it was scary hor, suddenly just wave in the face and say HI! WHAT'S YOUR NAME? b4 i even sat in the chair.O.o
6) lizard. coz u like to climb all over the wall. XD suction pads not included. XD
7) how you can manage to not talk in class during lesson time. haha.

kumar

1) mugger. XD
2) i challenge you to... not mug for a wk!
3) blue. ur msn colour, or what used to be. haha.
4) ur very gay way of doing the kobe revival. XD
5) sinyi's cuz. and the sicko, who did smth to the sch cheer. XD
6) what animal shoots balls well? (that sounds sick)
7) how do you mug so well?

sidd

1) ellery's boyfriend? LMAO.
2) i challenge you to.. get tweety to shave her armpits. XD
3) brown, ur jacket.
4) hmm... nice hair?
5) the damn dao guy, and the other sicko with kumar who did smth to the sch cheer.
6) porcupine? (hair on head)
7) whoa. suddenly become so guai eh? how arh? haha.

ok nvm. i give up. sianned out to write these stuff.

done with carbs and lipids. sian. and those are the shortest chpts. =(

if i lay here.. if i just lay here..

nice song. i like it! =)

ohwells. im tired. hist tml, im screwed coz i've yet to read the stuff on russia. =(

EOYs are turning me into smth i've never become.

i don't rmb being this stressed. yea.

oh yea, 2dae was another gay day for sch, but i dont feel like blogging abt it now.

ciao babes. ok, and sexy(s) too. =)

rather wet day. blah. meaning, no bbal. but it was fun!

LA, ms ng was high.

is that a good thing or a bad thing? o.O

lotsa rather interesting stuff happened during LA, esp when rachie darling used her UBER LONG AND SHARP index fingernail and POKED my knee, to tell me that SOMEBODY was walking past our class. she haven even said a word, just poked me, and i turned around coz of the pain. wahhh. sia la. *massages the poked spot* aiyah. just saw the back of his head nia, and it doesnt matter anymore what. hahaha. just rather fascinated by the blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah, and thats about it. haha. the highness thing is rather occasional, although im high all the time. XD

oh yes, ms ng. the gayest part was when the bell rang to signal the end of class, and she just stopped in midsentence, slammed her laptop shut, and said in this bright and cherry voice," ok class, i'll see u tml!" and walked off.

o.O i was so suprised.

went opp with trishie poo and shrompie-poo (sounds damn wrong leh) and saw a CERTAIN GUY whom we named BLACKSHIRT. (don't kill me!) XD saw janice sitting alone infrnt of the prata stall. turns out that her mum pangsehed her. o.O hoho. so we joined her for lunch.

apparently, the uncle of the noodle stall knows me. he was kinda suprised why i stopped eating chili. haha. it's a.. change of taste, mebbe? haha.

we were happily having lunch when i received lw's msg abt the lian thing, so i showed shrompie poo and trishie poo the one on the beach erosion and groynes. apparently her class thinks it's beach erection and groins. (sigh, whats the world coming to?) then we started laughing, which probably attracted unwanted attn frm the pple in the hawker centre. hoho.

during chinese class, i told sammie that i wanted to go bang the wall, meaning hit my head against the wall, not literally go bang it. -.- then he was asking me why i wanted to, i was like why not. then he said, he could give me a thousand and one reasons why i shld not, and one reason why i shld. and that reason is to ask him why not to bang the wall. ok, nvm.

i screwed ting xie! u noe, aft i got 5 ans correct, i was like," yes, i passed!", until lao shi said there were 12 qns. -.- dammit.

yepps. aniwae, since it was raining (ok, drizzling), me and shrompy went to bedok inter's ntuc and started shopping for biscuits. oh, the chipsmore butter cookies are not bad, but must share. if not, confirm cannot finish one. i didnt. haha. shrompie poo bought wheat/wholemeal biscuits, which tasted like soh ta pia. lols! but softer, and smaller. o.O

went to mac to study with the biscuits, and suprisingly, didnt get chased out. haha. lw joined us later on, and apparently, i still have no idea what the bimomial theorem is. oh man.

interclass (or is it?) tml! plsplspls don't let it be soccer, let it be badminton or capt ball. i cant kick a ball for nuts! (ok, thats rather wrong, but nvm XD)

ahh. mugmugmug!!! (no, it doesnt mean to rob someone.) blah bio.

=)

ps, read ellery's blog if you havent. http://blankingout.blogspot.com. the very *ahem* ingenious ways to pick up girls! =D enjoy!

just in case u cant tell whats that, it's a little drawing. =) haha.

wheeeee. i so love biochem reports. i so love looking for the calvin cycle. i love them they way i love bugs. which is NOT. blah.

mircowaved butter bread is nice. u shld go try it. although a little tough, it gives ur teeth a tad workout. =)

ok, basically i met a bus driver ytd aft tuition who probably had a dick stuffed up in his ass so high it came out of his mouth. so i wrote a little complain letter. =) enjoy reading.

i was boarding bus 32 when the bus driver made me pay the adult fare when i'm only 15.
i paid the usual child fare of 60c when the bus driver made me top up with an extra 50c. i did not have my wallet with me, meaning no other form of identification of me being 15 other than my tuition papers, which had the indication of me being in sec 3 printed in black and white.

am i denied my legal rights to pay a child fare just because i look more matured than pple of my age and that i do not have my id with me?

the bus driver insisted i pay the adult fare even when i showed him my tuition papers and even had the 'oh you're such a liar' face when i showed him the papers and insisted i show him my id. don't you get it, without my wallet and paying with spare shillings, it's rather obvious that i DO NOT HAVE MY ID?

at that time, the weather was turning wet. if i'm not wrong, it started raining soon after that. if i did not happen to be lucky and found an extra 50c in my pocket, i would have been forced to alight the bus. i highly doubt the 60c i had already paid would be refunded, meaning i would not be able to take another bus with a more reasonable bus driver and will have to walk home.
will sbs be held responsible if i fell sick from walking in the rain, or have an aggravated condition of rashes which i was having at that time?

i am not here to come after the extra 50c i had to pay, but to make known that this kind of service cannot be tolerated.

i am greatly disappointed with this kind of service, with sbs having an image of having good service. i sincerly hope that this will not happen again, since this incident has broken that image already.

yea. u bloody muthafucker bus driver, IM the one paying YOU to drive, not for you to show me ur displeasure when it was ur own fucking fault that u're such a blind sucker and cannot tell the age of diff pple. you may even have mistook a 60yr old granny for a 16 yr old!

ok nvm. then there was this bloody cheekopek who kept staring at me throughout most of the busride. i was sitting right at the back and he was one seat in frnt. seriously la. pple stare don't turn the whole body and STARE right. muthafucker. so i moved to the other end. blahh. still keep staring. so wrong so wrong. i was wearing a normal tee and jeans for heaven's sake la. i dont dress provocatively like ohmygawd. blahhh. feel so wrong. *shudder*

why do most interesting things happen in bus 32 and not other buses? oh wells.

why the aunties like to ask this qn : you got bf/gf alrdy anot?

then aft that they'll tell you what age then can have one, can only hold hands, cannot kiss, not to mention sex, blahblahblah. k la. i agree with the no sex thing, but no kissing?! oh heck. how would they know anyway XD

stupid rainy day.

sry. went blog hopping AGAIN. haha.

1) put ur music player on shuffle
2) press forward for each question
3) use the song title as the answer for ur qsn, even if it doesnt make sense
4) tag 5 other people
5) bold the questions and the the answers and give ur own comments

how are you feeling today?

like a virgin - madonna

LMAO la. ohmygosh. hahahha. i feel like a virgin XD hahahahahaa.

will you get far in life?
unwell - matchbox twenty.
im no crazy, im just a little unwell.. huh?!

how do your friends see you?
all about us - TATU
wheee~!

will you get married?
this is the night - clay aiken

This is the night
Where we capture forever
And all our tomorrows begin
After tonight
We will never
Be lonely again

i assume thats a yes. =)

what is your best friend's theme song?
cant hold us down - christina aguilera
szehong? are u still like that? hahahaa.

what is the story of your life?
have you ever - s club 7
i guess so. do stuff and regret it later.

what was primary school like?
i just wanna live - good charlotte
yea, rather famous. XS

how can you get ahead in life?
a moment like this - kelly clarkson
meaning im getting ahead in life like now? haha.

what's the best thing about your friends?
mr bartender (it's so easy) - sugar ray
just get on the floor and lose ur mind! TOTALLY!!!!! WOOTS!!!!!

what is in stall for this weekend?
i swear - lin yi lian
it's an eng song btw.

And i swear by the moon
And the stars in the skys i'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
I swear

umm... not exactly for this wkend, i suppose. =)

what song describes you?
scars - papa roach

i'll tear my heart open just to feel

haha, yea.

to describe your grandparents?
ugly - sugababes
no la. they are beautiful.

how is your life going?
beep - pussycat dolls
haha. really?!

how does the world see you?
heaven by your side - A1
aww. never knew i was so loved. <3!!

will you have a happy life?
the ghost of you - my chemical romance
lols! i don't get the link!

what does your friend really think of you?
my love is like whoa - mya ft missy elliot
LMAO

do people secretly lust after you?
just want you to know - backstreet boys
omg yes?! hahahaa. wonder who. hmmm.


how can i make myself happy?
are you happy now - michelle branch
does that ans the qn? hahah.

what should you do with your life?
ocean avenue - yellowcard
hoho. interesting.

will you ever have children?
heaven- dj sammy
i don't get the link.

tag!
1. anyone who's bored or blog hopping.

yay. done. haha. u noe, when i was doing this quiz, the songs got so nice i decided to do my nails at the same time. =)

wheee~!

i've been tagged by Nathaniel Lum Xian Jun. (be honoured) and get well soon. =D

01) Single, taken or crushing?
single, and crushing is a bad habit, though it never stays for long.

02) Are you happy with your life now?
more or less, apart frm the EOYs, im great. =D

03) When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
how would i know if he's the right person? ok la, yes.

04) Have you ever had your heart broken?
well, basically it was so broken even superglue + scotchtape + double sided tape + musking tape couldnt help it.

05) Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
go to hell.

06) Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
no. he can go to hell. women are vicious, haven't u heard?

07) Have you talk about marriage with another before?
haha. that was pri sch, where this female classmate was telling me abt the horrors of childbirth, so don't get married or smth, BUT is that the case now? XD

08) Do you want children?
*nod nod*

09) How many?
2 to 3, mebbe.

10) Would you consider adoption?
nope. (u noe, when i 1st glanced at it, i tot abortion. >.<)

11) If someone likes you right now,what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings? tell me thru any form of communication. and make the msg clear like 'i love you' or 'i like you' or smth lidat. hinting is smth im not good a comprehending. andandand pls don't go and tell every single person in the universe and let me be the last to know it la. haha. (pls do not put up posters, and i mean it XD)

12) Do you enjoy getting into relationship?
never had one (oh, i see u're shocked XD)

13) Be honest,what is the furthest you and your ex did?
never had an ex. unless u're counting my tk jacket as an ex la. then i wore it, kissed it, hugged it, drooled on it (hey, it was science, hmt and hist classes!) and then i put it in the wash. =D

14) Do you believe in love at first sight?
never works. it's LIKE at 1st sight.

15) Are you romantic?
guess so.

16) Do you believe you can change someone?
yepps.

17) If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
hopefully somewhere at the shores. beaches! =DDD

18) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
nope, thats what the other party does.

19) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
i love me, yea.

21) Have you ever broken a heart?
yepps.

22) If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you deeply in love with, what would you do?
see what the guy thinks la. but if he cant choose, she can have him. but the truth is, it sucks great time.

23) Are you missing someone now?
more or less. but thats not for you to know.

Now you'll have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survery in their blogs. Write down their names in the list below.Tag them in their blog to let them know.
1. rodney (told u le! XD)
2. yixuan
3. shrompy
4. kumar
5. whoever who wants to do la. haha.

oh, smth for jasmine.

(on request by jasmine) coz jasmine slpt like damn late the night b4, she was so damn tired when she woke up. put a doughnut into her mouth and promptly fell aslp at the table. XD 10 min later she woke up to find the doughnut still in her mouth. woohoo. i've heard of breakfast in bed, but this is extreme. LMAO.

Q: why did weixin cross the road?
A: coz jasmine's on the other side.

Q: why did jasmine cross the road?
A: coz weixin's on the other side.

so in the end they crossed each other's path in the middle of the road, and got knocked down by an oncoming car. (#$%^&* blind driver)

(au)//xinxin♥ © life's blessed with the love of an angel.:
wo men sui bu shi tong nian tong yue tong ri shen
ke wo men tong nian tong yue tong ri si

see? im sweet. =D

woke up kinda late this morning, considering that we hadda go to bedok swimming complex. was about to be late, when cy called to say his ezlink card no money -.- so mummy send him to sch 1st. hoho.

went to the swimming complex aft that. wonderful. couldnt swim, so i watched the pple swim right in frnt of me. screw the pple swimming. i wanna swim too. =(

sexyback. XD

then mummy was so nice; she sent meeee back to sch=) with kumar and kirk. hoho. lets just say that kirk's shoebag was rather badly tortured by meee and kumar at the complex. XD

was feeling kinda tired for the whole day. nearly slpt during hist, nearly slpt during phys, but fell aslpt during chinese for abt 5min. hoho. lullabys. XD

ohoh, i love the tk jacket. darllingggg.<3

and nat hadda call me to play bbal with them when he know i cant play 2dae. blahh. trying to tempt me isit? hahaha.

sat tml. dang.

it's nice to know.

ohoh, to those pple who know abt this, just in case u didnt know, one mth is up.

yepps. thats it. im back on the market. =)

2dae was so damn fun la.

took bus to sch, saw ms chua, and met rodney when i alighted. decided to walk to sch with him, coz the bus must wait super long. hoho. we both hate chinese lessons! yay!

1st 2 periods were more or less free, then there was the horrible maths. 2 periods! ohmy. halfway thru the 2nd period, leong gave us a 5 min break. actually, during the lesson, i was smsing to keep myself awake. and trying to keep rodney awake. XD

during the 5 min break, me and rachie darling (XD) walked to the 3rd storey, past the classes, to 2nd storey, past the classes, then back to 1st storey. hoho. kept me awake aft that. saw rodney slping in chinese class! hoho. (actually, no suprise la. chinese classes are lullabys.) i looked into the classroom, and saw rodney slping. i stared and stared while walking, his whole class was looking. XD and he was still slping -.- so i smsed him, and he was still slping! LMAO.

ok, so maths class was stressing. lost it aft the class ended. (me, rachie, trishie, geevee) we were going whooooooooooooooo like for no reason, and when we ran across the road, and started singing the barney song. -.- strolled into 7eleven and we were like," GOOD AFTERNOON!!!!!!" hohoho. then i was going arnd to anyone who were trying to tell me smth," yes i love you, but i won't marry you." XD geevee then confirmed that 1C pple have officially lost it. XD

ate lunch with shrompy and the guys, coz there werent available tables near us left. damn gay la. they were talking abt poning tml's swim pe. WHYY?! SWIMMING IS GOOOOD!!! kumar was like," girls have menses don't have to swim, guys with wet dream how?" wth. LMAO can. hohohoho.

aft sammie came over and told us that LA was in theatrette. shrompy and i were like WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then everyone in the canteen looked over. XD

oh, and kirk is weird. *shrug* ^o)

ms ng and ms nansi didnt come 2dae, so mr marcus tan took over D1C and 1. interesting tchr, isnt he? hoho. buey tahan the cold and hard chair (although the theatrette was kinda hot, coz the aircon was just turned on) and i was like flat on my stomach on the floor doing the compre aft he went out. with trish and rach on the floor too. then mr marcus tan walked back into the theatrette and saw me there, and he was like ^o) hohoho. i didnt finish the summary. crap.

played bbal! wheeeeeeeeeee~ at 1st played with shrompy, then mr goh joined us. he trashed us, 3-7. crapp. but it was raining! and i couldnt see coz my specs steamed! hoho. and the floor was damn slippery. nearly fell when i braked. XD ohoh, can see the steam coming out frm the floor too! wahahha!

went to toilet aft the game. apparently, when i was away, the floor dried up and it stopped raining. -.- whoaa. im not that slow! right?

nat and jiawei joined us later, but shrompy hadda leave aft awhile. =( were playing all against nat at 1st, and teamwork is fun! wheeee~! then aft she left, it was 2 against 1. guess how? jw and nat against ME. RAWR. i know im short la. dun need to cover my head la. hoho. but aft that, it was me and jw against nat. funfunfun.

oh, and i gotta go cut my nails. scratched nat's and jw's hands. as in, skin removing was involved. oh man. sry guys. >.<

apparently liwei saw me when i was attempting the 1third court shoot. wahh. she was in the bus. -.-

ok. now i have 2 red patches on my collarbone area. i think it's the bra.

and i have one red patch on my foot. it's not the bra then.

oh wait. I HAVE RED ITCHY PATCHES ALL OVER. OHMYGAWD.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I WANNA SWIM TML!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, chill. *breathe in, breathe out*

i love you too , but i won't marry you. XD

I’m confused. Very confused.

Is it the stress that’s affecting me like this?

I spent half an hr staring at him.

And now I question myself.

Do I still LIKE him?

It wasn’t love, so I guess it doesn’t matter.

Im free. Thank you.

aniwae, just had extended maths lesson. meaning, make up lesson extended to the point where i got so nua and walked out of class. with trish and rachna. apparently rach got so nua she broke her pen and scribbled insultive stuff abt tweety.

but then again. 1hr was UP. and we alrdy had maths earlier on. was about to die la. wth.

LOO YIXUAN, WHERE ARE YOU?!

oh wells.

damn.

life's good.

i guess (i hope) im back to normal. (other than chnging my com configs to pink and buying a pink hair clip and stuff.)

my handwriting sucks la. haha.

me and rach were busy during maths class. finally, one worth mentioning. =)


my hand!


rachna's hand!

trishie's hand will be uploaded when i get a photo of it. =)

if u realised, i didnt take my thumb in my pic. there's a reason why. ;) duh. =)

oh man. someone's bombing my grp for geog. o.O wtf i realised i didnt include chlorofluorocarbons, sulpoher dioxide and stuff in my ppt! ahh! oh wells. answered them. i feel so good. =)

note to self. never jump off the stairs when u alrdy have a screwed ankle. =)

yea, his hair is very screwed up. i had a close up view. but the back nice la. =)

hahahahaha.

twisted things. ^.-

2nite, my parents are gonna go for the subj combi talk shit. hehe. im not going! yay!

russiachinagermany. blah history. XD

i feel like dancing like.. now?

=)

just for you.

just for you.

Yepps.

Chinese was ok. Pe was GREAT. HAHA. We got 2nd!! Wheee!!! Played bbal. So damn fun, except that halfway thru the games I felt like puking. Ya. Literally. No, im not pregnant (>.<) wahahhaa.

Saw him just now. Hoho. Cute as ever, duh. =) but I was sweaty and looked like shit. Gues that didn’t matter, coz we took the other way. DAMN.

Geog ppt went good. Except that I was too tired frm bbal and was trembling/shivering/fa dou. XD my legs couldn’t stand!!! Hahaha. Now that’s weird.

Aniwae, the material of the beta shirt sucks. Sweat like shit, can see thru le. Dammit.

Haven played bbal til my hair was wet until 2dae. Its wonderful.

Attention ALL TA1 Biology students,

The details of the Biology Year-End Exam are as follows:

Topics : Cell structure, Carbohydrates, Lipids, Proteins, Enzymes, DNA(Photosynthesis & N-cycle will only be tested in the MCQ section)

Format :
10 multiple-choice questions (10 marks)
3 structured questions (32 marks)
1 essay-type question (8 marks)

Duration : 1 hour

yepps. just in case u TA pple missed it on the matrix. gwarrr.

I was there, but you didn’t turn up.

reasons why im looking forward to tml:
-geog presentation
-pe
-music lesson

reasons why im NOT looking forward to tml:
-maths
-LA
-chinese ying yong wen
-SS

ok nvm.

the cher asked me if i wanted to join the nxt class. meaning im damn good la. XD but, since the lesson starts on 2oct, is 70bucks for the whole thing, and i'll be missing 2 lessons.. mummy say dowan. aww. i kinda like it.

DANCE!

nono, im not a pro dancer.

did i mention that i fell off the stairs this morning? my ankle, kanasai liao. dammit.

why his hair so kanasai?! XD LMAO la. weird!

sometimes, i wonder if you have ever thought about me during the past 3 years. but then again, maybe we're never meant to meet.

sry, wrong him, for this one.

sometimes, i wonder if you even know me.

feeling really bored. yixuan, if u find these quizzes familiar..

your guy/your girl:

1. need to be in same sch
-don't have to be la. there are more than just ur sch. =)

2. when he/she goes out, do you want him/her to ask u out too?
-depends

3. ah beng/lian or guai kia?
-neither. bad must oso have the kind of attitude ma. =)

4. got tattoos?
-i wouldnt mind a teensy weensy black one. arnd the wrist or anything. just no BIGBIG patch of tattooed skin.

5. stay near u?
-doesnt matter

6. cares everything about u?
-?!

7. jealous % high or low?
-5050

8. taller or shorter than you?
-taller. duh. more reasons to wear heels XD

9. rich or normal?
-doesnt matter la. but preferabaly rich (duh right)

10. with stylo hair or normal?
-normally stylo.

11. dyed hair or normal color?
-dyed normally (meaning no blue, pink, green, etc.)

12. playful or serious?
-playful but serious at times

13. popular among others?
-depends

14. a flirt or faithful?
faithful but flirts with me XD

15. cleverer den u?
-duh.

16. mature or childish?
-depends

17. dotes on you?
-of coz la. then?

18. a punk kid,a rocker,or a hipper?
-what kind of qn is that?

19. bring u home to meet parents?
-whoaa.

20. sms u all the time?
-i think 5 times a day is more than enuff. esp when i don't reply.

21. understanding??
-isnt that a major thing in a relationship?

22. many ex-flames ?
-none would be the best.

23. sporty?
-yes, duh.

24.smoker or non smokerr?
-duh nonsmoker.

1. Confident or shy?-both.

`2. Cute or Cool?-both

`3. Chinito or big eyes?- his deep eyes.

`4. Friendly or picky?-friendly. duhh.

`5. Fashionable or casual?-fashionably casual

6. Interesting or funny?-both

7. Mysterious or out-in-the-open?- both

8.Intelligent or witty?-um.. both?

`9.Conversationalist or more than words-both

10.Rich or middle class?-it doesnt matter, does it?

`11.Romantic or buddy type?both, interchangeable at different settings. =)

12.Intellectual or sporty?- both (but isnt he alrdy is?)

13.Cuddly or has to be a good kisser? - both!!

14.nice teeth or nice eyes?-both.

`15.Understanding or patient?-both

16.Musician or athlete?-athlete. ^^

`17.Smoker or non-smoker?-nonsmoker. duh.

18.Drinker or non-drinker? wine, yes. beer, nono.

19.Traditional or go-with-the-flow?-abit of both

`20.Adventure seeker or laid back?-both=)

`22.Long or short hair?-medium la.

`23. <170cm>170cm?-at least 10cm taller than me, but don't be myran type of tall. XD

`24.Wear glasses or contact lens? interchangable

25.Good listener or good teller?-both=)

26. Is there a guy like your type?*nod nod*

Name four bad habits you have:
* i slack
* i can whine to no end
* i bitch like free
* i've a very bad temper.

Name four things that you wish you had:
*more money
*better grades
*the power of the mind
*him (XD)

Name a scent you love:
* the smell of my soap

Name four people that know you the best:
* jas
* alicia, i hope
* liwei, i hope
* len, i think

Name two things you'd never wear:
* uber cluttered flowery hairbands (meaning, 3D kind of flowery)
* flourenscent coloured bottoms

Name four things you are thinking about now:
* whether i can complete the chinese proj in time
* whether i shld go and pee aft this quiz, or pee now
* if i shld go on and put on my shoes and get my feet off the chair
* him

Name four things that you have done today:
* i have woken up
* had the biochem over and done with
* survived school
* did my hair

Name the last four things you have bought:
* milo
* lunch
* nothing else leh

Name five things most people don't know you like:
* him (really)
* hugging pillars
* soloing geog ppts
* drawing
* dancing

Name five drinks you regularly drink:
* water
* milo
* tea
* soyabean milk
* milk

First grade teacher name?
* mdm noreha

Last words you said:
* i'll let you whip me if i misbehave XD

Last song you sang?
* sexyback - justin timberlake=) <33333

Last thing you laughed at?
* the wrongness of the last words i said

Last time you cried?
* last night

What color socks are you wearing?
*white with 3 blue stripes

What's under your bed?
* dust, air

What time did you wake up today?
* 6.25am

Current taste?
* saliva?

Current hair?
* tied in a ponytail (which is damn rare)

Current clothes?
* TA black polo and sch skirt

Current annoyance?
* my tablet speakers are spoilt.

Current longing?
* to see him smile at me again (but pls, let this time be a less awkward one)

Current worry?
* chinese proj

Current hate?
* mozzies

Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex?
* eyes, bod, brains, looks, lips, those uber lean muscles, etc etc. choose.

Favorite place to be?
* at the beach listening to the waves, feeling the waves, seeing the waves, smelling the salty breeze, feeling the wind.. yea, u get it. =)

Least favorite place?
* living in the wild where it's grossness galore.

If you could play an instrument?
*i can. piano, but i wanna learn guitar and drums.

Favorite color?
* red, black, white, silver.

Do you believe in afterlife?
* yepps

How tall are you?
*158. don't gloat.

Current favorite word/saying?
* hahahaha

Favorite book?
* archieee. actually, i cant name all la.

One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to:
* her. or ian oso can. (guess which ian la.)

Favorite day?
* friday.

Where would you like to go?
* the beach (with him)

What is your career going to be like?
* smth i really want to put myself in. psychologist sounds good, but the pay is low. dammit.

How many kids do you want?
* as they come. but preferably 3.

Type a line you remember from any book:
* may u stead me? will you pleasure me? can i have ur answer? (MOVact1scene3)

A random lyric:
* baby i'm your slave, i'll let you whip me if i misbehave

Identify some of the things surrounding your computer:
* chairs, table, hp, paper

List (in no particular order) 3 people you talk to online, 4 people you see in school, 2 teachers, 3 people you love goin out with and 3 people in your sms inbox.
1. yixuan
2. serene
3. liwei
4. alicia
5. ms lau
6. mr see
7. yingxuan
8. nat
9. trish
10. lipin
11. evelyn
12. rachna
13. cass
14. him=)
15. jas dear^^

Questions:

1. What do you think of number 4? uber tall.

2. How would you feel if number 4 slapped your face?stand on a chair and slap her back. XD

3. How nice is number 6?nice lor. haha.

4. On a scale of 10, how much would you rate number 5?... 5 la. average.

5. Will you ever fall for number 11? my mummy!

6. Honestly, if number 8 meet with an accident, what will you do? be sad lor.

7. What sport would you play with number 12? poke each other (dont get the wrong idea)

8. What if number 1 got a boyfriend?yixuan? haha. hope he's the one she loves la.

9. Do you hate number 9?i love her! haha.

10. How much do you like number 2? lots!

11. Will 13 and 7 make a good couple? cass and yingxuan. HUH?!?!

12. Would 14 one day kill you?kill me? oh, he is, right now. haha.

13. Who do you like more between 3 and 10? oh my. tough choice.

bored? XD

yalayala. i koped frm yixuan's blog. one of her archives. hoho. aniwae, i was really bored la.

gtg umm dance class. =)

ur eyes. there's just smth i cant say abt them.

i feel like shit. more or less. aniwae, this is the 1st day of term 4 and it's getting kinda interesting alrdy.

oh yea. walked past him just now. wah, his hair looks like shit now. XD gd thing i was walking with trish, if not i'd prob head towards the other side. XD

i feel hell of a random.

random thoughts. don't mind me.

guys in suits are hot, just don't wear them all stuffy.

he is hot.

imagine him in a suit. (WHOA SUPER HOT^^)

i am hot. XD (i said, random!)

you are hot. (again, random)

the weather is hot.

i like hugging pillars.

i like hugging pple, esp him XD

i love the rain (when im not with any electronic devices except for my hp)

im starting to like pink.

ok, thats the end of random section.

im going out of character. i don't tie my hair for more than 2hrs a day! 2dae, broke the record. HAHA.

yeayea, he still is hot. although equipped with sucky hair right now.

class later. woohoo. =)

i am confident of saying, that i am absolutely better than those in my class.

HAHA. BEAT THAT.

biochem was good. although the video cam ran out of batt at the most crucial moment, it was good. =)

geog tml. ppt is ready, thanks to MOI. =)

yixuan. k****** is quite cute meh?!?!?!?! no, not kiwi. the other one. ohmygawd.

i wanna go sleeeeeeeep. fff chinese projs. sian dao yao ming.

i feel like running. like later, when the weather isnt that hot.

when will the next rain come?

when will the next time i get to see you come?

woohoo!

this feels so damn good. just sooooooo damn good.

but it's only on par with him smiling at me. (no nat, he wasnt smiling at you, even if u're gay XD)

I FINISHED THE GEOG PPT. HAH. BEAT THAT.

i love you, pink clip. yea, literally, pink clip. and the yellow and the orange rubber bands. and the red shirt. and the black pants. and my specs. and my underwear (both). and my 3 white bangles. and my ring. and my black leather string (no, not black leather boots). and my black ear sticks. and my white hairband. and my house speakers. and the stuff arnd me inc wallet, hp, tissue paper and of coz, my TABBIE. couldnt have done it without u guys.

iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou guys. =)

if u could tell frm the prev post, i was feeling kinda low. then i saw xiuqing's nick. and i got hooked onto sexyback - justin timberlake. hoho.

whips make you think of black leather boots with at least 6 inch heels.

;)

ok, sick.

i'll let you whip me if i misbehave.

i'll let you whip me if i misbehave.

i feel like shit.

and of all times to call and nag, is at this time.

thanks to my mum, who called and said, " 10 oclock arh" and made me feel even worse.

i know i've been behaving really badly these few days, but do you even know why? all u know how to do is to poke at my mistakes, using them as little grips to climb to the top of my head. you don't even know whats wrong with me.

all you want to do is to poke out my mistakes though. all you think is ur way of what happened, not listening to my explaination of the stuff that really happened, but ASSUMED that it was the way you thought it was.

you always say that i don't speak in full sentences, what about urself? ur sentences don't even make sense to me now. it's jsut gsbbierh.

how do you expect me to finish all this shit by 10pm 2nite? with u stressing me out like this, not allowing me to do my work in peace? who do you think i am? superwoman?

im not. and for heavens sake. my sch isnt ur old lamma 1970 sch where sch is just shit. mine is shit + more shit. get ur facts right.

blah.

forget it. forget what u just read.

i don't even wanna think abt you.

im dying of the heat. nono. not hot rain, duh. =)

guess what i just did.

cut and paste. wonderful programme in the com called paint. =)

aniwae, we filmed the thing for biochem. woohoo.

could YOU be the neon tetra daddy? coz im the mummy. ;)

gwen's house is nice. really.

a wonderful day to walk home. it poured when i was walking half way -.-

im wet.

chinese due tml, and im not done with it yet.

geog due on tues, and we're halfway thru it. =)

sometimes, all i need is you.

sat, meeting in sch, failure.

shrompy woke me up 2dae. at an unearthly hour of 8am. WAHH. SO FRIGGIN EARLY CANN. XD for chinese proj. and i was just too friggin tired to concentrate on what she had to say anyway.

slpt when she was talking to me. slpt when soph was talking to me. online. hoho.

life's interesting. esp when u have 2 little bros who love u use ur acc and say i love you to my frens online. XD

went to sch glamourously late (>.<) and saw a very sweaty and flustered yixuan. hoho. then i realised i didnt bring my PHONE or MONEY. screwed.

so she's more screwed than me, eh? the sch was closing at 1pm, which is helluva early for students like us. hoho. have fun with the.. umm.. pipes. =)

off to the toilet we went, and saw her DEAR. wahaha. why u want to duo bi ta? XD i wont, i wont. haha. plus, i think he looked over 1st. XD lmaolmao (don't kill me!)

so tml we're supposed to meet gwen at her house, laadeedooo. damn lab coats, damn stethoscopes, damn scientists point of views in energy sources, damn fishes, damn fishtanks, damn ammonia and ammonium, damn pH, damn alkalis, damn bases, damn diff btwn bases and alkalis, damn phys, damn maths, damn chinese, damn nuclear power, damn the millenium thing, damn EVERYTHING AGAINST umm.. human sanity. =) woohoo.

and amazingly, i slpt earlier than yixuan last night. yea, it was 2am, but still. hoho.

he is an OBJECT.. hehe. u know what i know. =)

and im not THAT emoticon!!!! noooooo!!!!!! whee hee hee. if not i choose a worse one for u. XD the CHEERLEADER ONE. HAHAHAHA.

pple were wondering if i was really mentally ill when they saw my grinning like a spastic idiot at my com screen ytd in sch.

damn you too. my sanity, being ruined by you.

back frm swimming.

hoho. did 20 laps = 1km, right? yepps.

i cant do long Ds in free. sucks. blahhh. guess i just needa train harder. >.<

met zhanglin and junyah there. so damn cool la. it's not everyday u see ur frens there. haha.

til nxt fri, where i meet the pool again. yawnnn. and it's like ONE fricking WEEK. blahhh.

PINK, is the new black.=DDD HAH. beat that.

oh yes, yixuan. don't give me the ^o) look for the above statement. XD you know what i know. hohoho.

right now, other than pink cows, ima draw.. umm.. crabs! =) very soon, one's gonna be featured in my blog. hohoho.

with a cow, of coz.

aniwae, was talking to pinpin, my DADDDDDDEEEeeeeee, just now and guess what she said?

pin: u dun look huai at all la
pin: just dao.
me: i look dao and scary? really?!
pin: the first time i have to bowl with u i was like... freak out
pin: i remember hitting ur hand la
pin: then i was like omg omg omg
me: HAHA. why omg?
pin: freak out lor
pin: if not for yixuan tt is close to u and evelyn tt is close to her and me that is close to evelyn, i also wun know u tt much ba.

oh man. do i really look that dao and scary?

mebbe i do, but then again. smile in public like i just got a botox jab?!

ok, so my 1st impressions arent that good.

but i hope i did make a good one for you.

wo yuen yi weiii niiiiiiiiiiiiiii

back frm swimming. hoho.

did 20 laps = 1km, right?

yepps.

i cant do long Ds in free. sucks. blahhh.

guess i just needa train harder. >.<

met zhanglin and junyah there. so damn cool la. it's not everyday u see ur frens there. haha.

til nxt fri, where i meet the pool again. yawnnn. and it's like ONE fricking WEEK. blahhh.

pink, is the new black. HAH. beat that.

oh yes, yixuan. don't give me the ^o) look for the above statement. XD you know what i know. hohoho.

right now, other than pink cows, ima draw.. umm.. crabs! =)

very soon, one's gonna be featured in my blog. hohoho.

with a cow, of coz.

aniwae, was talking to pinpin, my DADDDDDDEEEeeeeee, just now and guess what she said?

pin: u dun look huai at all la
pin: just dao.
me: i look dao and scary? really?!
pin: the first time i have to bowl with u i was like... freak out
pin: i remember hitting ur hand la
pin: then i was like omg omg omg
me: HAHA. why omg?
pin: freak out lor
pin: if not for yixuan tt is close to u and evelyn tt is close to her and me that is close to evelyn, i also wun know u tt much ba.

oh man. do i really look that dao and scary? mebbe i do, but then again. smile in public like i just got a botox jab?!

ok, so my 1st impressions arent that good.

but i hope i did make a good one for you.

wo yuen yi weiii niiiiiiiiiiiiiii

im like in the sch canteen now, and im rotting away. shit.

the guitar club, i think, is playing this nice nice song. yea, those that could be danced with tango. =)

interesting to know, how much my taste in music has chnged over the 10 years.

gossiping is fun.

but i guess this is more of a girl thing than a guy thing, coz i prefer to gossip with girls. =)

no im not lesb. not anymore. =)

chinese proj, and we're doing on blogs. woohooo.

finally, i got myself to eat u mian(mee hoon kuey). im so happy for myself.

mac says it has free wifi. and in the end, u gotta log in. -.-

gtg swim=)

step by step..

i ought to start running to sch in the morning. damn fun, he qi che sai pao.

finally, muscle defination is backkk. HAH.

oh, even yixuan confirmed there's smth wrong. =)

i ate some brocoli and some soup, and i was damn full aft that. and thats the day i didnt eat lunch and not much breakfast. hmmm.

oh wells.

was at the beach at midnight again. and the sky wasnt black. =/ full moon. =)

the aftnn was spent doing the nitrogen cycle thing and gossiping with yixuan. apparently, i got the wrong guy. HOHO.

and i saw her real darling 2dae. haha.

basically we were gossiping abt the guys in TA. u dun wanna know. HAHAHA.

she likes scrawny guys. scrawny guys, parade ur stuff. HAHA.

jkjk.

=) *hug*

and the dish ran away with the spoon.

wonderfly time to awake. 11.30am.

looked into the mirror. i look like... mashimaro. o.O

and i love my hair. really. uniquely coloured. =)

promises meant to be broken?

memories meant to be forgotten?

it hurts to think abt them.

as the night falls, we fall too.

i cant take it anymore.

seriously, 2 deaths in a mth is enough. pple whom i actually know, not personally, or connected to, is really enough.

to those suicidal pple whom i know. and i dont know.

pls. stop. just rmb, that im here.

life is precious.

imagine life without you

running is good, once more. haha. esp when u lock urself in ur room without ventilation and give urself a good sauna and sweat everything out. u pay $$ for this outside, and they call this detoxifying. i have it free. XD

i swear man, there's smth wrong with me.

usually i'd run just 1 round arnd the one side of the park and i'd be like *pant pant*

n 2dae.. i just ran 2 rounds, complete with the situps. and other torturous stuff. XD

i think im out to kill myself. yea right. hahahahaha.

that nice nice skirt in my wardrobe, here i come! with the nice nice shirt! hahahahha.

oh yea. i used my mum's colour lock shampoo, and now my hair looks brownish. woohoo!

the normal coloured hair strands are straight, and the whites are frizzy. o.O

i love it.

i love it too.

ytd, was eventful. =)

i went to the beach alone, since music class was cancelled and i didnt know it.

sometimes, just the sound of the waves clears everything up.

=)

im not luan anymore. woohoo!

oh yes. i lost an inch. =DDDDD i told that to mummy, and she thought i grew shorter -.-

ahhh.

i would like to thank a couple of pple though.

i wanna thank ME. (duh, me)

i wanna thank him. for making me so luan i couldnt eat. XD

i wanna thank nat. for whatever reason he gave. (nat asked for this. ask for ur own.)

at 12 midnight last nite, i was at the beach. hoho. and it wasnt seculded at all. really. (of coz, this time with my family and aunts)

kylie minogue's songs rock. love it man. haha.

i shall not be called weiwei anymore.

call me.. i dunno. weixin ba. hahahahahaha.

some weirdo frm housing board called my house. i told him to call my mum. he called back, saying a bangla picked up the phone. HUH?!

and i remember..

blogger doesnt read chinese, does it?

wejgerubgj oerjbg oerigj oeithgoesitjhptrkhbprkgb npsrkgbpaeirjtpqowiprqiw3ekgn ef

wo de xin qing xian zai hen luan.

it just isnt normal. and i swear it's not pms.

unless..

cant be la.

but it was the same last yr, right? the cant be la thing. hmm.

im not saying anything.

sometimes, you just give up your sanity to know what causes your insanity.

and sometimes.. what you give up is even greater than what you get back.

blah.

and stop pressing me for ans to ur own doubts.

i just killed a fly. and this is the day aft i said that life was precious.

ahh. whats wrong?!

as i mentally strangle you to the depths of hell, i just can't bring myself to do it.

like omg.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060904/ap_on_en_tv/obit_irwin

go to the link, and read it.

steve irwin died.

O.o

NO MORE CROC HUNTER!!!! AARRRGGGGHHHHHHHHH. NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

fuck stingrays.

pple, lets eat more stingrays.

sometimes a little outburst can solve everything.

i guess u can guess what happened last night then.

so basically i screamed at my dad, 'you SPEAK to cy, you SHOUT at me.' and aft that, all was more or less, calm.

cool eh? =)

ok, i realised that i've been blogging at my weird dreams and stuff, but this.. isnt ultimate.. but still. arrghh. dun worry. no r rated stuff (by lipin) XD

i woke up and started crying. o.O suprise suprise.

being confined. and that my windows were painted. i guess it's abt freedom ba. but it doesnt matter anymore, does it? since like im gonna deprive myself of the proper freedom (as usual) to MUG. gwarrr.

as we walked along the enchanted path..

running is good. very good. really.

i like it when i sweat out everything and think of practically nothing.

i like it when i feel my muscles screaming.

i like the way it feels damn hot aft the run.

xcept for 1 teensy weensy flaw.

i hate the gravity.

and my knee is a little problamatic.

and lets not even talk abt my ankle.

therefore, swimming>running!

(lame) -.-

im thinking too far in things for my own good. even jasmine darling says so.

ever wondered what my nick means? the 'killing myself to stay alive' one?

give u a little clue. it has smth to do with weiwei.

weixin - xin = wei x 2 = weiwei

now chnl 5 got the superstars/bands and stuff winners.

zhiyang has pimples !!!! (thats a weird thing to notice but nvm.)

milubing is singing perfect!!! woohoo!!!

ok, now all the superstars are singing. zhiyang rocks the most. hehe. and milubing, of coz. ^^ except that the song is... so damn obvious composed for this programme. duh.

relaxing is bad.

killing myself, of you, to stay alive.

ifwjerhunviwuehrnvolwier.

woke up, played a little bejeweled and started to feel pissy. very pissy. someone talked to my on msn, and i just bitched off. it's not fucking pms for heaven's sake.

im being very very bitchy. like hello? my own family members just telling me smth that i wish not to hear, and i just bomb them back with smth rather sarcastic. ok, very sarcastic.

i have a little idea on why, but nvm.

do u think dreams have anything to do with it? im getting freaked by them.

mebbe im knowing too much for my own good. mebbe i shld just stop being psychic or smth lidat. or mebbe i shall open a fortune telling stall and scam pple XD mebbe not scam, but just.. make them pay more. XD

what have you done to me?

tell me why.

chinese tuition is getting interesting. very interesting. wrote a compo 2dae. yea, chinese. big accomplishment -.- hehee.

walking is so good. no, not walk as in 1 bustop nia. walk as in like... frm home to sch? ahh. that kind of walks. clears the mind. it's like some counselling session while keeping fit. =)

my dreams are getting weird. he was in my dream. for some reason. *shrug* rmbing ur dreams are hard. hmm. oh yea. and there was this kissing part (im not sure with who though) and.. i dunno, it seemed troubled.

=/

stupid dad. why cant i be given privacy like any other person? why cant i do my fucking work in my room? why must i show him what i have to do? dun he fucking understand that i cant do anything when i have someone staring at the back of my head? plus, he has the fucking tv on. how to work lidat. whenever i need to do KC or stuff on the com, he'd be like," HOW COME I ASK U TO DO WORK U ALWAYS HAVE STUFF ON THE COM TO DO?!" then kena whacked. fuck. dun u fucking understand that im given marks for schwk, and not ur stupid fucking wksheets?

fine. blame me for that megre 1.5 GPA in term 2. it's all ur fault, and there's no denial in that.

big deal that u're my dad. big deal that i leech off you. tua bai arh?

im tired of all this shit. basically, everything right now is fine except for my family members, inner circle or extended.

big deal that my freaking jeans is abit the loose, so have a little gap btwn the top and my back right? doesnt mean that u have to stick ur fucking dirty fingers into the gap and laugh abt it? big deal that im fat? big deal that i have bigger boobs than you? big deal that im dark skinned? you may have been the one looking aft me since young, but that doesnt give u the liberty to act as if im some fish in the wet market, letting you test every single point, laugh abt my flaws and then start whining abt ur prob?

big deal that i do have guys calling my number even though i was in a gals sch then?

oh yea. im not refering to my dad here.

i feel so.. caged la. i feel like crying. that must mean smth.

forget it. since they are my elders and i can do nuthin to chnge them.. i might just consider the very options they told me never to do.
-move into a dorm in uni. (smth abt sex. but whatever.)
-migrate
-the bo chap attitude i've adopted since young (and it's all their fault.) but was ORDERED to drop it
-do stuff for money.

how much does the dorm thing cost?

nvm.

if you could only have 1 choice, would you choose to be a millionare, or to be with ur true love?

guess what? i chose millionare.

call me superficial if you want. but to me, true love is dead and gone.

btw, it's not pms that im having a bitch fit.

nvm.

sayonara dearies.

tell me, if what im doing is right or wrong.

my parents dun understand that i have a fucking lot of proj to do. even worse, they think im only playing com, and not doing my work. partially true, i guess, but still. i AM doing my work. i fucking read thru those stuff im required to.

i dun understand them, and vice versa. so they ask me to read books, papers. when i do that, they ORDER me to do my work. when i do my work, they NAG at me to read. -.-

strange but true.

i just have no idea, why talking to nat refreshes you. it's like, he hits all the right stuff im trying avoid, even to myself.

i never said it was love. i never did. i merely said, the acts of love.

love was gone a long long time ago. in a faraway land..

but then again. i 4got how love felt.

damn you.

LIKE isnt LOVE. i like you.

ok. i so feel like a stalker at the moment. but thats ok.

*jumps*

i never said it was love.

i feel kinda lucky.

my ahem came this morning, and if it wasnt a sch hol, i might alrdy be in the swimming pool then.

oh, and i kinda figured why periods are called da yi ma (big aunt) in chinese. coz they are both a pain in the ass and are irritating. (im not sure da yi ma refers to which side of the family, but lets just go with the more irritating one. =))

aniwae, just realised that jimmy has an email addie.haha. rod n i agreed it sounds cheeko. NOW THATS THE MEANING OF CHEEKO. not him in glasses. -.- actually.. i have no idea why i added him la. for fun XD

shit la. i feel like swimming. =(

teh c and lontong so don't go tgt.

scrubbed my darling op bag 2dae. n guess what? the water that came out was BLACK. LOL. but now it's CLEAN. HAH. =)

lets go bomb rwanda. im sick of the ss report. jkjk. cannot sue me arh.

you're beautiful
you're beautiful
you're beautiful, it's true
i saw your face
in a crowded place
but i don't know what to do
coz' i'll never be with you

i will say, mee siam mai hum. =)

may i have the honour of having this dance with you?