ok. blogger made my prev post disappear. fuck you, blogger. =)

ever wondered how your own relatives can make you feel so pressurised? in this case, my greatgrandma. on sat. greatgrandfather's funeral. so she told lotsa relatives that "ah siew eh char bo kia arh, yi tak che jin kiang" or somewhere along that line. so what am i supposed to say when they ask for my results? "umm, i passed humans." hmm? as if thats not enuff, my mum just had to rub it in. dont they just love it?

oh yeah. since it was my greatgrandfather who passed on, (im under the category of greatgrandkiddos, in other words, kanasun.) so we hadda wear some green thing. i swear we looked like imh patients.

hope you're happy up there, lao gong gong
from your great granddughter.

yeah. so. went to climb with shrompy and her friend(s) on sun, 10 bucks. apparently my parents tot that climbing was free and yadayadayada they ORDERED me to return the money in my wallet. lalala im broke.

2dae, went to lib with shrompy and saw SOFIA, WAHIDA AND JASMINE. =D lalala. missed them so muchh. haha. see la jas, got fever still drink bubble tea. tsk. and we were going mad abt the song come home soon by pug jelly. bumped into a couple of TA2s in sch U, and the sch U is the last thing i really wanna see. your fault.

and i punched chuanyi in the face, whom in return, whacked my jaw. fuck you la, i asked if i could punch you, you said," ok lor." and stuck out your face. but kicked and whacked him later on. and all these with my parents watching. they (duh) broke up the fight. HAHA. AND CHUANYI LEFT CRYING. and who said girls were of the weaker sex eh? sucker.

and i hate my parents taking out my papers to read. basically i hate people entering the room without my permission. even ah yang. so if you take my stuff out to see, fuck you and thank your lucky stars that i didnt punch you.

oh yeah. i just cut my hair, and i swear the hairdresser is either blind or deaf or just blind and deaf. told her, layer, keep the length, inc the fringe. and the very smart her took the scissors and started snipping my fringe. no, not layering. those scissors and at least half an inch's off my fringe. AND OF ALL PLACES YOU DO NOT CUT MY FRINGE. RAWR. i swear it looks retarded. muthafucking hairdresser.

feeling rather down now. quite obvious, huh? and of all people who are online right now, NONE OF THEM ARE WHOM I WANT TO TALK TO.

and there's the usual nagging, scolding, yadayadaing. lets say OBS and the bowling camp was more or less a resort. one where i actually could relax. nevermind the bee/wasp/hornet and those tiring activities, i slpt more peacefully than i ever had at home.

would like to thank someone if the link that i just figured out ytd was really true.

just a little math equation.
A -> B -> C = ABC, ABC ->D, D= D(E), E=A right?

hope it was easy. was it really that obvious?

ok, so many people had the wrong impression when i put this nick:

*//xinxin♥ © freaking long, freaking long, freakishly omg long. it's inhuman! *faint*

and esp when i said, he stuck that pinkish long thing of his out in the canteen.

hmmmmmmmmm.

ohwells.

i love it when people say that that guy frm goong is cute. coz his name is XIN. so they go, 'xin is cute!' or 'xin is hot!'

HAHA.

and i say, good luck in all that.

haha.

i got music later, and i haven finished my hw yet. HAHAHA.

played bbal with the guys. never thought nic goh played bbal too. haha.

lunch with shrompy was GREAT. really. it was.
and like omg his tongue is so freaking long. *youknowmeandwhatimthinking,yeah?*
and so yeah!!! it was a wonderful wonderful dayyyyyy.. lalallalalalallalalala.

nevermind, skip the post.

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i dont ever wanna forget how you looked. i dont wanna ever forget who you were. i dont wanna forget where we were.

i dont ever wanna forget what went through your mind.

you just never knew that i knew.

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ok, so my dad doesnt want to help me with my subj combi, but i know he wants me to take phys. apparently, he gave up on me.

so....... there's no point, is there?

aniwae, it's 1st choice, trip sci and the 2nd, phys chem and geog. wish me luck.

for like 3 days i've stared at this bloody blank space with nothing to write. PT ytd was fun.

i ponned maths class for sleeping. freaking pissed. and thirteen ghost. freaaakayy.

oh yeah. im within the 5m radius of a certain someone. is that like good?

too bad im feeling rather shitty.

too bad he's going off.

too bad for everything.

too bad for us.

wheee~ life's good.

1st of all, i dont have to worry abut retaining. =)

lalallala. =) now it's just my parent's reactions to everything.

then arhhhh... ahemahemahemahemahemahemahemahemahemahemahemahem. wheeee~

i think shrompy wants to kill me. =)

and i have no idea what i just did. i merely said, LIFE'S GOOOOOOD.

but what he did, is so gonna make it difficult for me to forget. laadeedumm. live for the moment!

just came back frm making straw hearts. cool. i may contemplate throwing one at his desk. hurhurhur.

laadeeedooo.

back frm obs. had the most wonderfully gay group ever. BO SENG!! and our watch buddy was kurt= gay parties in my dorm. woohoo.

meshrompyzuoqishirleenlowlynettekrystalyunrukimberly
glenpenghoxinzhishimonhongyiyihengjunxiangJP

=)

it was fun, really. better than what i expected because WE GOT TO BATHE EVERYDAY. =) and we didnt camp outside. heeeheeee.

kayaking was FUN. kayaked for 9 hrs. trudged through the knee/thigh deep mud only to turn back. and there were certain complains about the buddy partner things which were rather hilarious. we have shiny legs now, thanks to mud.

the hike back just sucked la. walking with heavy stuff in the hot sun. haha.

the leap of faith thing, which was the one where we were supposed to jump and hold onto a bar of our goals or smth, none of the girls made it. i let go of the bar becoz of a bloody rope burn. bahhhh. it hurts now la, the burn, esp when i bathed. whoaaa. but it didnt hurt for the 1st 5 min. woohooo.

and i'll just say that NC16 movies are a little mild, compared to what a certain 2 guys were doing in frnt of me on the last day of the camp. =S

after obs, we were all brought back to sch to be gathered in LT2 for something rather depressing. read frm sidd's blog that some pple laughed about it? you people are such freaks. go to hell.

appreciate life, people. tell those whom you love that you love them b4 you really lose them. by then, even if you regret there wont be a second chance.

aniwae, feeling rather pissed. 1st of all, my parents had to force me to chnge room with my bros, then my mum read one of my personal smses and even argued that it was her right to read my smses. wth.

since it's saturday, amah house!

and my rather traditional gundu aunt was washing the dirty linen of my cuz infrnt of everyone. wth is she trying to do la. just coz she wanted this nice nice black dress she needs to be bombed like shit infrnt of everyone and then the topic diverts?

and there's the usual.

maybe in this family of mine, take one wrong step and you're in deep shit for the rest of your life.

but still.

=)

then i bombed kumar on msn. why he always appear at the wrong time wrong place. bahh.

it's sunday morning alrdy! so i fell aslp huh. hahaa.

omg. sunday. 22oct. omgomgomg. you know why, dont you?

Come Home Soon - Pug Jelly

It's been two days and I'm missin' you already
Never really thought you could mean
So much in such a little time

Think about the nights when
I'm lyin' in your bed
With my chest resting your head
Now that you're gone
I'm here to stay

I think I'm fallin' down
Down down down
With a bad case of love.
Love love love
I think I'm falling for you.
You you you
I think, I'm falling in love

When you come back all
I wanna do is hold you
Have a blast even though there's nothing to do
Hold you close and look you in the eyes

So just come back and
I'll tell you how I feel
Never knew how easy you could steal
My heart I miss you come home soon

I think I'm fallin' down
Down down down
With a bad case of love.
Love love love
I think I'm falling for you.
You you you
I think, I'm falling in love

I think, I'm fallin' in love
I think, I'm fallin' in love

Cause I know that you won't be home when I call you
You're in England now, I hope that you'll be home soon
Cause I know that you won't be there when I call you, NOW

I think I'm fallin' down
Down down down
With a bad case of love.
Love love love
I think I'm falling for you.
You you you
I think, I'm falling in love

I think, I'm fallin' in love
I think, I'm fallin' in love

happy birthday. wish you all the best when you're there.

wonderful. only that i cant, can i? oh, and the 2 days in the lyrics, make that 9. and you know, i had my pointer over those words for quite a while before i decided not to type anything else.

sometimes i wish there wasnt love in this world. it wouldnt come to muck things up, wouldnt come and confuse people, change the way we view the world, change the way the world affects us. then human reproduction would probably be done by randomness. yeah, dont you think that would be better?

ok, i shall go check out the LA proposal. cya!

and i'll miss you all the same, or even worse.

boy am i glad to be away from home for 5 days.

even though it's obs and stuff, im stil glad.

aniwae, 1st of all, i wanna comment on my mum's rather interesting way of depicting clothes. i asked for underwear which arent supposed to be worn up to the naval, meaning, lower cutting aka cannot see even if wear hipsters. coz i didnt go with her, she bought them and told me," your hipster underwears." and basically, it goes alllllllllllll the way up to the naval. i assure you, im physically normal (meaning i dont have 3 eyes and 2 noses) and my belly button isnt at my pubic region.

so now they are rotting away in my cupboard. =)

and my dad's... umm... no idea what that is. ok, impatience and the way he talks rubbish even at social functions. bah.

ohyes. back to the wedding. it was grand. raffles plaza. i have a grudge against anything starting with raffles now, apparently. oh wells. the food was quite ok, the red wine was good. one nice full glass of it. daddy didnt let the person pour more into my glass, even though i wanted to. bahh. aniwae, i dont like white wine. it has a medicine taste after the smell of the wine hits. im more of a red wine person. =) and if im an alcoholic, i still wont touch beer. it sucks. wine rocks. =)

heck underaged drinking. im just around 3 mths away frm legal NC16 stuffs. =DDD


me and han

again without glasses this time

i love cam whoring with my brother. =)

四大美女. hurhur.

me and my cuz. =)

yes, once again.

and finally, one with my mum. whoo~

and i think my eyes look scarier with eyeliner on. and since it's waterproof, it's still on. haha. ohoh, guess how much the necklace cost man. =)

apart from looking so happy in the photos, i still feel depressed. bahh.

why do you have to leave? would you stay if i asked?

i'll leave it at that, and there's obs tml, rmb. meaning, wont be blogging for 4 days! i'll prob blog on fri, if i dont fall aslp 1st. dang. hope the dust doesnt collect that much. =)

nites!

my ass hurts like crazy. urgh.

basically, it's the whole damned body, inc wo de xin.

that was one helluva.. ok, nvm.

this is soooo damn irritating.

mebbe i shldnt even have attempted adding him on friendster. BAHH.

so evil, so irritating, so.. heartaching. BAHHHHHHH.

shoo.

im feeling sour and depressed. the rather cheerful tea ceremony of the wedding didnt help.

although the red wine did, for a little while. 3 glasses, is that alot? more to come tml.

underage drinking eh? heck. although my parents didnt approve of it, heck.

but i guess im just not used to it. got knocked out in the car. dang.

went shopping with my mum and aunt. or rather, walked around with them then left later to shop for my own stuff. that took less than half an hr. and i was stoning in heels in the middle of the shop for another half an hr waiting for them. my aunt's taste in clothes sucks, really. an overknee length dark blue disgustingly polka dotted skirt? i violently refused to try that one. and it stayed that way. gahhh. but i think the shirt my mum picked out was nice. coz it's a collared white shirt, and it's exactly how i am. =)

got the eyeliner i wanted. whoo~ and 2 bottles of nail polish as free gift. the colour's nice, really. and a new necklace, suntan lotion, deodorant and some wet tissues. some other stuff such as lighters and crap came later though.

my whole body aches like shit. gwarrr.

ok, i'll remain depressed till this whole thing tides over. soon, hopefully.

tmd.

hoho. im rather suprised by what my amah said last night.

she told me to date anyone who asks me out, when my mum said i couldnt date until im in uni.

lets just say it was because of my mum i dont have a bf la. =)

yeah, aniwae, it's rather suprising coz usually they will go on about how old you are to date and stuff.

i think she fang xin me la, seeing the way i am. violent. LOL.

aniwae, the song scotty doesnt know by lustra is addictive. haha. and ear blasting. whee~

3 more days, and the end will come.

Scotty doesnt know by Lustra

HEEEEEEEEY
Scotty doesn't know
that Fiona and me
do it in my van every Sunday.
She tells him she's in church,
but she doesn't go.
still she's on her knees
And Scotty doesn't know.

Oh, Scotty doesn't know
so don't tell Scotty
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
so don't tell Scotty (Don't tell Scotty)*

Fiona says she's out shoppin,
But she's under me and I'm not stoppin.

Cause Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
so don't tell Scotty
Scotty doesn't know
So don't tell Scotty

I can't believe he's so trustin
While I'm right behind you thrustin
UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH
Fiona's got him on the phone
And she's trying not to moan
It's a three-way call
And he knows nothin
Nothin

Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
don't tell Scotty
Cause Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
So don't tell Scotty

We'll put on a show
Everyone will go
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know

Parking lot
Why not?
It's so cool when you're on top.
His front lawn
In the snow
Laughing so hard
'Cause Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know

MmmmmmMmm.....

I did her on his birthday...

Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
so don't tell Scotty

Scotty doesn't know
Scotty will know
Scotty has to know
Scotty's gotta know
Gonna tell Scotty
Gonna tell him myself
Scotty has to know
Scotty has to know

the song ahmad was singing during the open house, and he only sang the chorus. now i know why. haha. sick la. wth.

scaled my 1st rockwall! finished! top tile! whoo~

and i decided, i'll not join swimming nor badminton. the fun's over. esp not swimming, since now..

so left climbing la. haha.

aniwae, it's a world record la. 6 plus and he's still in sch. LOL.

he walked past me, yixuan, elis and another girl whom i assumed is elis's friend.

me and yixuan:" that one lor."
*he walks past* *silence.*
elis:"where's he? which one?"

...

ohmygawd. *hits the wall*

and maybe those times i looked at you was when i needed those secure hugs.

make that 11 head ons.

=) 67.

8 head on crashes.

beat that.

=)

67. XD

this is bad. very very bad.

so i failed everything.

EVERY SINGLE THING. (inc maths, LA, science, probably hist and geog and hopefully pass chinese.)

and yes, i rmb the promise of not saying the fffff, and im keeping that promise.

but now, all i want is a GPA of at least 1.5. just that, and i'll be so goddamned happy. just pass.

he's leaving + shitty results + pending OBS = SHIT.

so i would like to start this off by saying how sad and depressed a little piece of news a certain person caused me.

gawddammit. he cant leave, not just..

yea, i know i promised, but..

so im just gonna use it tonight. just tonight.

GAWDD FUCK.

BLOODY POACHERS. GO FIND YOUR OWN TALENTS, WOULDJA?



just 6 more days, extra reasons why i DONT WANNA GO FOR OBS. (6+5=11)

this sucks.

imagine. IF someone or smth that has been your pillar of hope during difficult times (eg. promos) and you have just been told that you only have 6 more days left to see it/him/her, how would you feel?

ok, nvm. i got his msn. things are looking better now.

i'll just foce a little smile. =]

ok, done. byebye. on with the plan.

we had a talk on personal grooming, etiquette and resume writing. interesting speaker, really. it was interesting too.

yoga after that, and i didnt really like it.

played bbal, and i think i got tanner.

music was kinda good, considering i stoned half an hr outside my tchr's house doing absolutely nothing other than enjoying the sea breeze.

BUT thats not the point of this post. you may wish to discontinue with your reading if you find this irrelevant. (which is most prob a very big YES.)

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*//xinxin♥ © =D says:
shit im really getting so damn high
*//xinxin♥ © =D says:
=)
JAS(: delusions are escapes from the harsh realities of life. says:
hahahaha
JAS(: delusions are escapes from the harsh realities of life. says:
NO WONDER TODAY SOMEONE DAMN HAPPY LOR.

because. (i'll spare you the details.)

he smells so goddamned good. dont ask how, but yeah. =)))
kena stared by him more than once, thankyou. =)))
he has such a cute nose. XD
he has such deeeeeeep eyes you can get lost in.

and i can stare at him for hours if not for the obvious part.

but im not saying who. dont think if you know aniwae. whoo~~

seriously, did you do that on purpose?

went out with cass and han 2dae, PS.

PS is kns, nothing to shop for. shall go to bugis nxt time. haha.

but there was this jap shop, with very cute and nice stuff.

and i realised i have a fetish for quite a few stuff. like leather whips, plain white silk ties, so on and so forth. hmmmmmmmmmmm.

aniwae, i kena busted by the stupid counter for trying to sneak into a stupid NC16 movie. 3 more mths, and like, it's only NC16. (and like im R21? LOL.)

you, me and duphree (is that how you spell that?)

aniwae, i think coz the 2 of them look damn young, but they are of legal age to even watch an M18 movie. gawdddddd ffffffff.

soo, we watched SCOOP.

it's one of those nice nice stories with a rather... umm... typical ending?

but it was funny. really.

but it's not one of those very memorable movies that i really recommend, like memoirs of a geisha.

but i think cass was rather interested in that movie because of hugh jackman.

hairy guy. O.o

heh. not my taste la. whee~~

bought new shoes!!!

i shall wear them to sch tml. =)

and tml's yoga. bring a towel. hmmmmmm.

i feeeeeeel like gliding across that ballroom with that certain someone. whooo~ (that is if he knows how. haha.)

went bowling with rod and jx 2dae. rod left like 15min b4 we even started. hoho. stupid super long sian wait. it was like 3 hrs? dang.

TRASHED JX. HAH. 5 game series.

come forth thurs, where kumar DIES. MUAHAHA.

see la, of all pple he insults, he insults KAI. as in KAI HIWATARI.

AND OF ALL PPLE YOU CANNOT INSULT HIM. RAWRRR.

so what he is last century's stuff? isnt retro the in thing? HAHA.

aniwae, i mixed and matched those rubbish found in my cupboard, and realised that i do have a more or less decent outfit to wear to the wedding. =)

save $$$ (it means, the $$$ goes into my spending outlet. HAHA.)

where shall i go tml? hmmmmm. with cass, duh. haha.

ohoh, and kim jeong-hoon of the goong thing, IS SO DAMNED HOT. he shld be crown prince. *sticks out tongue* actually, he shldnt. so that means he's AVAILABLE for MY taking. HAHA.

im an n timer, where n is a variable more than 5, actually. haha.


is it just me, or does he look like he put eyeliner and mascara?


see? he's HOT. haha.

daydreaming kills time, and it leaves you wanting more. so much more. hahaha.

ohoh, and i think im starting to like that certain him. AGAIN. (this is bad this is bad this is bad) but of coz! not as bad as last time but you get the idea, don't you? haha.

oh you know what?

my mum saw the mtv for chasing cars by snow patrol ytd, then she was like,

how come he go and lie down everywhere arh? so dirty.

...

LOL.

ahhhh sry shrompy!!

coz last night you never confirm with me. =(

then i shou yang to bowl. haha.

mebbbe tml? sry babe.

*hug*

the promos are OVER.

im like tired and rather pissed with blogger right now, so yeah. just a little overview.

glenn, ernest, keith and myran were humping their chairs during the last 5 min of the geog exam.

busrides are so fun.

why is lunch with shrompy and nat always so gay?

nat needs hair products urgently.

to kumar: i dont stalk. or rather, anyone currently.

climbing is fun. i'll reconsider it if im really quitting bowling.

the army market is in need of aircon and less cheekopeks. bloody hell.

since im like tired and jas is talking rubbish to me, i got a couple murderous ideas popping out of my head.

1) cut off the limbs and hang person in btwn the tall trees at the angsana trees by the hair and let him/her bleed freely
2) force person to drink frm the hot tap directly
3) using the water cooler in the canteen, put person's head at the nozzles and pump in hot and cold water alternately.
4) use the vending machine's dispenser to whack the head of the person, with the person's head in it.
5) use HCL in the chem lab and pour it into the person's eyes.
6) with the canteen chairs' base being hollow and all, turn the person into swiss cheese.

or else, just use the most classic and brutal way. a FORK.

go figure what i do intend.

nites.

just a little smth which i got the link from someone which i thought was rather accurate.

'What" will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

lewd = indecent, lustful.

just in case you didnt know.

Your Career Personality: Caring, People-Oriented, and Competent

Your Ideal Careers: EstheticianMassage therapistNursePediatricianPersonal assistant Personal coachPersonal trainerPreschool teacherVolunteer coordinatorWedding planner

The Quick and Dirty Career Test

and this.

no way im gonna be a massage therapist. or personal assistant. thats reserved for certain pple only. the rest are rather fine, but i want a higher paying one. =)

just a little smths i got frm my last yr's archives. sigh.

AAAAARRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT 72 point smth 4 MY SCIENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how can... science has always been my best subject... i never got an A2 4 it b4... NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO.... im gonna cry... i think. hope not.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... my maths got A2?!?!?!?!?! i NEVER GOT SO LITTLE B4!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn. my subjects r damn slacking. shld not blog so much. buh bye then. shall go n study. n mug arnd. will blog tml... n go online too:))

if only i did have A2s for all my subjs now. i'll be just so damn happy. sighh.

aniwae, i read thru all 264 posts in my blog.

i was such a.. i dunno. basically, i 4got my excrushes. really. i 4got abt richard, that i liked melvin, about that particular person.

hmmmmmmmm. i think i shld count.

1)Jt
2)i
3)Jc
4)m
5)rf
6)wx
7)C
8)jC
9)c
10)E
11)s

well.. yeah. except i didnt blog abt all those in sec 2. hmmmmm.

it's 8.45pm, and i haven started on hist or geog. =X

all record! 150 last night, and i survived!

lol, that was random.

hist isnt killing me. i just have no mood to go kill it aka I HAVENT STUDIED YET.

and it's 6pm, sunday.

sighh.

心情好乱.

and it's all your fault.

aniwae, i went on yahoo search and got this little pic of kai which i've been trying to kope from a video on youtube, but i got it in windows journal. -.- woohoo.


laadeedoooo.



oh, speaking abt that, i have 2 very very cute pics i wanna decorate on my blogpost. =DDD




DONT YOU FIND THEM CUTE?????? =DDD

oh man. i seem to have a fetish for little boys. -.- LOL. that sounded so damn wrong. but thats only celebs and animes. haha. now, they are.. umm.. guys?



aniwaeeeeee, hope the 1C pple do rmb this class logo. =) (and i look weird in the pic. but dont go and find out what is weird.)

laadeedummm. please, let me pass history. and ace geog, for that matter. =)

so i just watched wo de tai tai shi ge liu mang.

i wanna be able to do one hand pushups too!! gosh what am i thinking. im having trouble with the guys style alrdy. ok nvm. train!

that got me looking at my arm.

must train back my biceps. it's like, half of what it used to be. damn. and triceps. and..

ok, basically the whole arm needs to be trained. coz i realised i cant throw half court anymore. BAHH SO IRRITATING.

gosh. how i've been slacking this yr.

it's ok! after promos, GYM, HERE I COME=DDD

SHAWN LEE IS SHUAI.

so is joshua ang.

but they still cant beat kai. =)

hmt paper was fun. damn gay sia. i was writing the compo halfway *yi ge wei xiao* meaning a smile, when i realised i had no idea what i was writing. LOL. ohoh, then i added my FAVOURITE sentence of all times.

zhe jiu shi ai.

LOL.

the compre was rather ok, although i think i screwed one up.

8 down, 2 to go. =)

went to pp with shrompy after that. we scouted around the place trying to find somewhere with aircon for food. apparently, we were rather appalled by the prices of the objects of comsumption in pp, so we settled for KFC.

and thats where shrompy called me qian jing. O.O

coz i was complaining about how disgusting the OR fillet burger was, how stale and unchewable the bread was, how shrivelled the chicken was, how weird the mayo tasted, and therefore she said i was qian jing, coz i complained about OBS as well. bugs. eurgh. then she started to scare me with her guides stories of eating maggi mee with ashes and bugs jumping into the hot water to have a hot water bath or smth. i mean, OBS isnt that far frm there, since they lived in the greenery as well.

and THEN, she decided to eat her burger which was coincedentally a OR fillet burger. and she started to complain about the exact same stuff i was complaining about. HAH.

quite shocked leh. 1st time pple call me qian jing. O.O

aniwae, we went to popular after that to get my markers (which sounded like marcus so much, shrompy got the wrong idea.)

me: lets go and buy markers!
shrompy: isnt he like free?

im not refering to any specific marcuses here, so any marcuses reading this shouldnt get offended. =)

then we spent the rest of the time in popular reading the assesment books. so weird la. four fifth of our exam is over, then now we go and look at assesment books. -.- oh, and MOV is just so damn fun. WHY DIDNT WE REALISE IT EARLIER?!?!! dammit.

may you stead me? will you pleasure me? can i have your answer?

Sweet Bassanio, my ships have all MISCARRIED, my creditors grow cruel, my estate is very low, my bond to the Jew is forfeit. And since paying it, it is impossible that i should live, all debts are cleared between you and I if i might but see you at my death. not with standing, USE YOUR PLEASURE - if YOUR LOVE do not persuade you to COME, let not my letter.

i will make haste, but till i COME again, no bed nor sleep will COME my way. (thats the eng version)

Antonio is officially GAY. ohmygoodness. and i thought they condemned gay men at that time. hmmmm.

if i have a popular voucher, i would buy the book 'join me!' by some author whom i 4got. shrompy was reading it outloud while i was colouring my shoes and doing my music theory at the same time. it's about some mix blood angmoh in some country and there was this part on holding chopsticks when he was young.

you know chopsticks have a square end and the other is round and narrow? the author was holding it the right way when some 'wellmeaning adult came over and told me it was the other way round, which made matters worse.' coz he couldnt pick up anything in the 1st place. LOL.

oh, and you know those eng txtbks like step ahead and another one which i cant rmb the name? they have rather interesting stories.


read the ones highlighted in red. you guys know it, right?

so i took off the johnny one. hoho.

went for music lesson. my fingernails are SUPER DUPER LONG. HAHA. which made super irritating noises whenever i played the keys. hoho. and grade 8 is just shit. aural i qn got 3 parts. ohmygawd.

and the haze is just shit. i was hacking and tearing at the bustop la. then the bus just drove off. -.- idddiottttt.

my mind, after the sciences, feel so damned relaxed. omg, cannot! must mug geog and hist! ahhh!!!

which reminds me that i wanted to blog abt that invigilator who had smth jingly in his pocket which made a sound whenever he took a step. and he walked all around the classroom. -.-

oh, and coz we were making so much noise during the break on the sciences day, f tong sounded the siren thing, which was so damn ear piercing. i didnt know it was him, then i was saying "wahh, whose playing that thing arh? so fun isit?" when i walked past him. O.O and i didnt realise it was him until someone told me. O.O *shocked* hahahaha.

okies. bath in record time. 10min! hoho!

kai hiwatari is still damn hot. =)

ok, the 3 sciences are over. phew.

i think i screwed them up. no. i screwed them up. i'll be just so damned happy if i passed them all.

seriously, if you asked me how to find the concentration or whatever shit, i wouldnt be able to. and i skipped the whole qn of bio. the essay 8 marked one. O.O phys i guess.. was rather ok la. since it was the 1st paper, meaning the clearest of heads. haha.

oh, during either chem or bio, my head started spinning. which isnt very good, coz giddiness so dont help you get marks.

omg qhwee just called me a mugger. O.O thats like.. at the other end of the spectrum la. haha. i wanna be a mugger!

and omg im doing such irrelevant stuff like painting my fingernails. i did that ytd too. hoho. hope daddy dont see them. i shall like start reading a book so he cant see my nails. haha. my toenails paint.. wear socks. HAHA.

blue glitter paint looks cute on my nails. whee~ although they look a little oxygen deprived (coz they are blue) they are still cute hor. coz it is afterall, MY fingernails. HAH.

higher chinese tml. i think i'll pass la. (hopes, wishes, crosses fingers, prays)

aniwae, i very nice to stare at meh? haurh? you want to stare dont stare until lidat la. SCARY CAN. *scoots off* XD

lol. nvm abt that.

omgomg kai is chao shuai la. from ytd where nat directed me to some youtube bbal pro guy, i searched for kai, and im replaying this video over and over again. sighh. kai and tala. GAHH tala is taller than kai. hmmmph. but thats ok. since he'll prob be taller than me (if he was real) HAHA. tala is evilllll. boo. you know, kai's like so popular, coz basially most of the videos pair him up with almost every single other blader. (yes, inc gay ones, but still. HE'S NOT GAY!) haha. go fanfict, then you see most of the matured rating ones have a kai in it. LOL. not his fault he's sexayy right? =D ok, so rei is hot too. but too bad, he has a girlfriend. haha. (who is a pink freak O.O) and kai is like, so damned available. HAH. he's mine. MINE!!!
(along with leon, draco malfoy and cedric diggory=)))))

scootiescootscoot. XD LOL. what was that man. haha.

okies. a date with the past! (history la, then) although i'd really prefer to have a music exam rather than humans, then count that as human. seh arh. confirm ace le. dun need to study somemore. haha. imagine the qn.

question 1 (10 marks) write out the key signature of c major.

LOL.

omg im going mad! whee~

chinesechinesechinese! (bleaugh.)

no sch 2dae~!

so im home alone. good. but i cant study without noise! ahhh!

gosh. refrigerated egg tarts are gooooooooood.

GAWDFUCKITYFUCK. i dropped it on my tabbie. AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

ok, cleared. =)

thankeww myran for sending me chem notes on how to understand mole concept. it looooks so damn much better than the adobe reader shit. =D

gosh i cant stand it. i love my cooking! hahaha. so long never cook for myself le. =)

now you see why guys who can cook have plus points. (i wonder if he does. hmm. then again, he doesnt sound like he does. haha.)

it's heartwarming. nono, literally. i mean, the food's hot. =) and im sitting in frnt of the com. totally heartwarming. family gatherings usually end up with someone upset with the other. bah. at least you have peace alone. haha. irritating.

and while i slog my guts out tml, friday, the wkend, and the mon morning, MY BROTHER ENDS HIS BLOODY PAPERS TODAY. BAH. irritating.

ok. back to comprehending chem, and feeling bad for not memorising bio yet.

Break Stuff by Limp Bizkit

It's just one of those days, when ya don't wanna wake up
Everything is fucked, everybody sucks
You don't really know why, but you wanna justify rippin someone's head off
No human contact, and if you interact your life is on contract
Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker!, It's just one of those days!

It's all about the he said she said bullshit
I think you better quit lettin shit slip
Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip

It's all about the he said she said bullshit
I think you better quit talkin that shit
It's just one of those days, feelin like a freight train
First one to complain, leaves with the blood stain
Damn right I'm a maniac, you better watch your back
Cuz I'm fucking up your program, and if you're stuck up, your just lucked up
Next in line to get fucked up, your best bet is to stay away motherfucker!
It's just one of those days!

It's all about the he said she said bullshit
I think you better quit lettin shit slip
Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip
It's all about the he said she said bullshit
I think you better quit talkin that shit punk
So come and get it

I feel like shit, my suggestion is to keep your distance
Cuz right now I'm dangerous, we've all felt like shit, and been treated like shit
All those motherfuckers who want to step up, I hope ya know I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw, and if my day keeps going this way
I just might break sumthin tonight, I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw, and if my day keeps going this way
I just might break sumthin tonight, I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw, and if my day keeps going this way
I just might break your fuckin face tonight!
Give me something to break! Give me something to break!
Just give me something to break! How bout your fuckin face!
I hope ya know I'm like a chainsaw (what)
A chainsaw (what) A motherfuckin chainsaw (what)
So come and get it

It's all about the he said she said bullshit
I think you better quit lettin shit slip
Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip
It's all about the he said she said bullshit
I think you better quit talkin that shit punk
So come and get it

in short, 2dae. ok, just this part of 2dae. and the morning. the aftnn was good.

brother being a motherfucking piece of shit. you dont come and tell me that someone twice your size has been using your bowling shoes. esp mine. and it's rather new. it's just like telling me that you've just thrown my phone into the sea or dropped my tablet down 10 storeys. and of all times to piss me off, is the day where you feel screwed for the past 2 papers and have the motherfucking 3 sciences as the nxt papers, and you still dont understand a single shit.

and kumar. dont. ever. make. me. feel. more. screwed. than. i already. am. you bloodygayshit.

talking to liwei about absolutely nothing at all for 22min and 7 sec just so helps. thnx babe.

yay. i feel much better alrdy!

oh yes. abt this aftnn. thnx shrompy and nat for peiing me at harbourfrnt for absolutely nothing. the rabbits were like halfdead, i think. and those metal chains(?) at the pet shop. looks more like those you put and hang on your pants as deco rather than a dog or smth. haha. and no, they dont resemble my that nick on justin timberlake's sexyback. that one.. requires thicker and longer chains and a secure lock. XD and peeling peeled prawns. omggay! and stoning at macs for like.. 1hr? lols. stupid com no batt. so was talking rubbish. =) yea, but it totally beats mugging in sch. =)

im gonna die for chem and bio. phys is another thing all tgt. that one, im gonna get screwed.

i feel so screwed. i mean, LA, i saw the qns for both paper 1 and paper 2 and i was like," OHMYFUCKINGGAWD." maths, i looked at the qns for both paper 1 and paper 2 and i was also like," OHMYFUCKINGGAWD."

chem: i dont understand a single thing
bio: i cant memorise those shit
phys: too stressed to think about it.

dear the holy guys above in heaven aka every single GOD prayable to:

please. i beg you. all i ever want, is a GPA of 3. just 3. not more, not less. please. with that meaning GPA of 3 for sciences as well. so i can get into triple science class to make my parents happy. i'll stop complaining about OBS. i promise. after this EOYs, i'll make up for all these slacking time i've been having. i'll actually pick up a book and read it. i'll mug congruent triangles, MUG, for nxt yr. if thats not enuff, i'll cut my hair up to my chin (i dont feel like spiking my hair anymore). and you know how much my hair means to me. i'll keep off my tablet for one whole week, unless it's emergency schwork and stuff. i'll be a guai girl and be nice to the pple around me, regardless of PMS or not. all i ever want, is that GPA of 3, and that to make my parents happy, and thats probably the bottom line of all.

from your little girl who got a little lost somewhere along the way.

and yes. making my parents happy has always been the main reason i do things.

im tired.

ohoh, to add on just now's bitch post, i would like to comment on the staff of tamp nlb.

ok, just one then. just one staff. (i nearly typed stuff. haha.)

she's like," oh, if you want to surf the net, you must use your own power."

im like, umm, bring our own powerpoints?!

seriously. you DO NOT put a powerpoint there and tell pple it's just for pple who are not surfing the net. it's like so damn stupid, coz if you dont have a wireless at home, you'd come here and surf right? not that i dont have one at home, but you get the point dont you?

like how crap is she. i really dont wanna know if it's just her, or what. i mean, me and shrompy havent been screaming and laughing our heads off for the past hr, meaning not disturbing anyone or anything. we're just guai little school girls (cant you see that halo above our heads?) who decided to pop by the library for a while.

and who knew? we met a helluva snobbish bitch who wouldnt let us use the powerpoints! woohoo! tamp lib is such a great place to go, coz you go there, you get snobbed! woohoo!! go there, everyone!!!

(gosh. that was helluva sarcastic.)

well, if you dont like our faces, i suggest you get your eyes checked. =)

oh, and shrompy did one whole paragraph of the bitching, so i shall type less. =) read her blog for that. hahaha.

and one more thing to add. (it's not regarding this lib thing.)

are you like trying to avoid me or something? coz it's rather obvious that you are.

ok. thats about it. DIE THAT NLB WOMAN. MUAHAHA.

maths killed. im dead. good thing i brought my tk (darling) jacket, if not i would have been frozen by the end of paper 1.

aniwae, i was thinking thru qn 5, (you know i prefer to pa xia lai and think of my maths qns, right?) that fucking tweety bird had to POKE ME and DESTROY my train of thoughts. AND I NEARLY FUCKING GOT THE FUCKING ANSWER. 7 MARKS, FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE. and you know what she poked me for? "you are not allowed to take off your shoes." SERIOUSLY. SHOES. OF ALL THINGS. AND I DONT SEE A FUCKING RULE THAT SAYS "candidates are not allowed to remove any footwear in the course of the examination." IF I LOSE THAT 7 MARKS. YOU. YES YOU TWEETY. ARE SO SCREWED. you sicko birdie.

ok, on with the story. i may decide to sue tweety aniwae. for molestation cases (unwilling victims being sexually harrassed in public and getting away with it by saying it is a warm gesture), but i think that would be a class project. for making me lose 7 bloody marks. yes it means that much to me. for being such an ineffective tutor. i have no idea why pple can understand a cetain part of log after a few questions with MUA help, and 1 wk of her fucking downright boring and of no use lessons still cant have the same effect. why is she even teaching IP classes anyway? i think she's much better with kindergarten kids, but since kids are like the future of the world, lets not ruin them, or truamatise them with sexual harresment cases right in frnt of the class. and kids being kids, wont voice it out. then she will get away with it. and her eng, is seriously, of no standard and will, WILL, be a bad influence on the kids.

nevverrrmind.

oh, happy belated children's day!

it's been 3 yrs since i've celebrated it, it doesnt mean the child within left 3 yrs ago. (actually it left earlier than that) but nvm. hahaha.

yea. and fuck that bitch. (some pple may know who im refering to, some wouldnt.) whats your fucking problem, popping out from nowhere, hitting our heads and accuse us of not doing what we're supposed to do? like we want you to care, and like we cared if you care. go away, i wouldnt mind. in fact, no one does.

no, it's not pms that i sound like a raving mad bitch 2dae.

gosh.

tamp lib with shrompy is funnnn. =D and friendster is under maintenence. BAH. and suddenly i feel like uploading a pic.

nvm. i dont.

OH. btw. i broke up with maths le. steaded with LA! =D

but actually, i would really prefer a kai hiwatari. <3!

<3>

oh. i just rmbed. we steaded long long long long long long long ago. hahhaha. <3!

wheeeeee~ kai hiwatari!