Saturday, June 30, 2007

/Would you dance to this beat and hold a lover close

/Would you dance to this beat and hold a lover close

omgomg i just watched 2 episodes of romeo X juliet and now my pillow is drenched. )':
sniff sniff man!

we need more romeos in this world.

Just dont attempt to reach my house by jumping on a tree.

dont, ok? the tree is like, 2 storeys high and it's so damn far away. use the lift or stairs. front door.

HAHAHA.

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JTS PICS!

JTS PICS!
In the order of the sanest 1st:

still quite sane leh!


oh, not very sane alr.

THEN, WE HAVE THE ULTIMATE WINNER:
damn chio can! (;

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/I lie, and I'm a liar.

/I lie, and I'm a liar.

I AM SO INSPIRED BY ONE OF THE CHINESE COMPRE PASSAGES!
something about finding your ownself.

=D

[random pop in] I FOUND MY SCH BADGE! :D

ok yeap yeap.
anws, zao hui yuan lai de zi ji! (finding your original self)

better not. scared of my ownself leh. HAHA. later return back alr ah, very strange. HAHA.

iluilu.

oh yeah! RI is so car accident prone la! the maingate ah, got the wall/fence block, then inside the slope right, it's in the direction of the wall, how to see car? or at least i cant. HAHAA. then if you see inside, then see outside later the car from inside come out how? HAHHA DONT CROSS ROAD HAHAHHAHAA!!!

oh and i met 2 very very cute guys in the mrt! on the way there got 1, back got another! the way there one, i see him before! i still think he v cute leh. HAHAHA. then the way back one ah, i think coz no glasses coz sonia said he was not cute, but gaylooking, and he was on the other end of the row of seat. OH YES THE ENTIRE TRAIN WAS EMPTY LA. yeapyeap, then i looked over, and he looked over, and i was like, ohshit. then he turned to look a couple of times, i turned to look a couple of times, caught each other staring, then we'd end up looking straight ahead and i'd turn to laugh with sonia, as usual. HAHAHAHHA. but thats fine coz on the 2nd train we were like, CLOSE. everytime the train jerked a little we'd bump into each other. HAHAHA. WHOOOO~ eh his arms v nice leh! (: nicenice muscles. =D

AIYAH cute la! :D

BUT I LOVE YOU JUST AS MUCH. (:

ps. why dont phys and bio go tgt? because they have no chemistry!
:D

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Friday, June 29, 2007

/make a scene, make a scene

/make a scene, make a scene

I AM SO DAMN HAPPY CAN! SO FUCKING HAPPPYYYYYYYYYY~

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

so happy i feel like jumping down 8 storeys then right back up again.

chinese was shit, math was shit, but HEY, at least it's over! =DDD

after the thing, was supposed to go swim, but on the way to bedok inter, i got convinced to go BISHAN with denise and sonia!
the lib thing was damn funny btw, and there was this church drama thingy and the people giving out the flyers and i was like, no no no, and started laughing. HEHEHEE.

and then, denise, that rich woman, spent like 345678976543567 bucks on anime stuff, 98374593874593 of the anime pins (naruto, isit?) and i bought this.. uh.. 'toothbrush'. HAHAHA. it's so cool!

then denise went to her friend's house, leaving me and sonia absolutely nothing to do!

and what do you do when you're at BISHAN and you're damn bored with loads of time to kill?

YOU GO FIND RJ. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA.
we kinda got lost though. HAHAHA.

i swear it was so bloody retarded on the way there, during it, and back. coz 1st we realised it was RI's maingate, so we walked to the side gate which was so bloody far away, and then it was still RI!

and rj students were like, streaming out from the way we walked, like, the route where the RI maingate was. AND WE WERE LIKE, WHERE THE HELL DO THESE PEOPLE COME FROM. HAHAHHAHAHHA.

so we walked back, how bloody long, back to the RI maingate, THEN WE SAW RJ STUDENTS AGAIN. HAHAHAHHAHAHA. cont walking, then somehow somewhere RJ APPEARED! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.

ok, so we thought the entire school disappeared. =D

AND THEN AH, there's something about *coughbcoughacoughlcougha* BEING A HIPPO HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA!!!!!!

no im just high right now HAHAHAHAHHAHAA :D

and the mac's honeydew milkshake tastes pretty weird. hehehhee. never drink that thing when you know you're gonna laugh your shit out. HEHEHEHHEHEHE.

AND NOW IT'S RAINING LALALALALALLALALA~

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):

):

you're making me be like this.
stop it.

i feel sad la.
shoo.

brandon. (:

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

/ilu

/ilu

(10:30 PM) ღ weixin!:
i feel sad!
(10:35 PM) Serene:
y
(10:35 PM) ღ weixin!:
my boy's kissing another! -->
(10:35 PM) Serene:
sometimes, i cant believe u r saying this
(10:35 PM) Serene:
haha
(10:35 PM) ღ weixin!:
who me?
(10:36 PM) Serene:
yes(;
(10:36 PM) ღ weixin!:
hahaha i look too sane for you?
(10:36 PM) ღ weixin!:
=)
(10:36 PM) ღ weixin!:
no wait do i look sane or sth?
(10:36 PM) ღ weixin!:
hehe
(10:36 PM) Serene:
sometimes

1st person leh!
omgomg. =D
see? i LOOK sane. =D

): im sleepy. (: 16 hrs 4 more minutes!

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MY BOY!
<333

oh yes and phys is over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PHYSICS IS OVER!!!!!!!
apart from not knowing how to do nearly everything.

ohfuckaroo im like so high now HAHAHAHA omg you sucker.!
=D

and i was laughing like mad at katong mall for various reasons, and i guess everyone thought that i was mad, but thats true, like hehehehehe im not making sense WAHHAHAHAHHAA iluiluilu!!!!!!!

=D

oh, highness.

MATH B AND CHINESE TML! im screwed! =D
maybe not so bad for chinese, but math b! HAHAHAHAHA.
then it's FREEDOM. 17 hrs and 58 min to freedommmmmmm~

IM ITCHING TO BOWL. HAHAHA.

oh and, uh uh uh, that one, that guy, very cute! :D HAHAHAHAHA.
<3!

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/I say shotgun, you say wedding

/I say shotgun, you say wedding

ohmygoddddd. 2 more hrs. 2 more hrs.

and i dont remember any formula, for real. FOR FUCKING REAL.

when i said i was screwed for geog at least i rmbed some sustainability thing.
now i say im screwed got phys I DONT REMEMBER ANYTHING.

so much for sleeping last night.

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/He tastes like you, only sweeter

/He tastes like you, only sweeter

ok, so now it's 0035, 28 june. theres something about 28june i cant rmb. i think its someone's bdae. ohwells, i dont know. happy birthday to whoever it is then.

and the deal is, i havent revised phys yet. HOHO. kill me!!

baby, baby.

pete wentz is cutely hot. ^^
but brandon owns all!

:D

I'm the narrator and this is just the prologue! (:

HEEEHEEEE.

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

why live life from dream to dream?

geog and chem over. ohmygod im so screwed for chem. boohoohoo.
like, part A essay qns, i left the entire qn 1 BLANK. BLANKKKKK. ohfuck. ):
nevermind, it's over.
IM SCREWED FOR GEOG TOO.
AHHHHH.

oh yeah. i cant sleep. its like when you sleep your eyes somewhat lose focus 1st right? mine, even when shut tight, stays as if im ready to start reading. like GAHH NO I WANNA SLEEEEEEP. ):

phys tml, im so screwed.

wish me luck, i'd need loads.

and like ohmygod stop behaving as if you're my boyfriend! GAHH!

oh and uh, 3 more papers, 2 more days.
isthatgoodorbad. gahh.

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

you dont know

im not high anymore. actually, i feel quite troubled.

im so fucking screwed for geoggggg. =(
=(
=(
=(

and i just woke up. haha. i love sleep.

what if i were to lose you now?

oh nevermind. i'll do that one aft the jcts.

byebye! geog time. =(

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say it was for me. (:

I AM I AM I AM I AM I AM
HAPPAYE!!!!

im so fucking happy i could.. i dont know. what crazy thing have i not done?

mathA and LA, officially over. what was there to be scared of? HAHA.

now to start worrying for geog and chem. i havent started geog since start of the yr, much less pay attn. damned things, if you ask me.

hmm. should i go cycle now, or should i go mug? or should i mug and cycle at the same time? (:

^^ im happy.

ilu!

ohand,itwassosweetifitwasfortherightreason.(:

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Monday, June 25, 2007

baby she's not your girl

THE BEFORE JCT BREAK DOWN.

yeah, it officially starts tomorrow, for me.
im like. so stressed.
its the 1st damned time i've felt like this before a damned exam.

it's just 20%.

im still bloody stressed.

20% leh!
it'll determine whether i go to bala's office again. =(
how?
cannot leh!
i do the math A until i pekchek alr.

all i need, is for tml to pass real quick.

im pretty cool with the rest.

tomorrow: it's like LA and math A tgt!
*horrors*

wednesday: geog and chem.
not too bad, i'm pretty much done with chem.

thus: phys
just that. i have all wednesday to do it.

friday: hmt and math B.
should i go for hmt tuition on thurs aftnn or practise math?

the bigbig obstacle is just TOMORROW. and it's like, TOMORROW. not friday. not next wk.
I HAVE LESS THAN 12 HRS TO PREPARE FOR LA, AND LESS THAN 15 FOR MATH A.

provided i dont sleep, which is totally off the subj here. i'll die by the time i reach the math exam hall.

ohgod, all i need, is for a miracle fairy to grant the wish of tomorrow's qn be super easy for math, like all qn1 types. no super difficult which takes qilong/trish 10 minutes to solve, alright?

god i need their brains. of half of theirs. i'd do fine with it.

anyway, went to school today, and somehow somewhere somepart of it when i was telling shrompy about how nat taught me circular measure.

"imagine the 2 circles are 2 boobs."

ok yeah, then the guy somewhere behind shrompy with his clique started laughing. dang.
dang 'cause he's cute. :/

ps. billy knows him! im so gonna ask for his name! (:
pps. actually, no. i sorta know him.

HAHA.

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

/dont turn your back and walk away, again.

/dont turn your back and walk away, again.

gahh screw it. im so screwed for jcts, and like, LOOK IM BLOGGING!
):
)':
)`:

*bawls*

my imaginary friend for pillow talks everynight (because it's plain insane to ring someone up at 3am coz thats right before you sleep) is starting to fade too. i dont feel like talking to you, darling.
oh come on pillow, you know my deepest and darkest secrets.

YES, COME ON, PUT A BLOODY LISTENING DEVICE IN MY PILLOW TO HEAR EVERYTHING THAT I'VE GOT IN!! DO IT, BITCH!

so kiss me hard, darling, `cause it's the last i'll let you. ever.






"you thought i wont forget, but i remember, `cause i remember."

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(:

sexy summer flings.

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Friday, June 22, 2007

hellohello!

HAPPY 600TH POST, BLOGGIE!
i love you(:
the past 599 posts have been a real rollercoaster ride, huh?

anws, went out with sonia today! loitered around bugis, suntec and the mrt! HAHA.

ohyes. was trying to take this pic when the shopkeeper wasnt looking. bet she thought i was trying to pocket sth. haha.

(:

at suntec, we followed this really really cute guy around toysrus, and it was really fun! coz he's like so damned cute (: then ah, we saw his gf :( well, it was fun while it lasted.

AND THERE WAS THIS OTHER REALLY REALLY CUTE GUY WHO WANTED TO GIVE ME A HEART IN THE MAKE A BEAR THING. AWW SO SWEET. AND HE'S SO CUTE! omgomgomg. (: AHHH!!!!!! *pinch cheeks*
too bad that guy is like, 11 yrs younger than me. sigh.

then went with mummy and aunty mary for dinner. i feel bad lying to my bro leh, how? ohwells nvm.

SALESPEOPLE/PROMOTERS/PEOPLE ASKING FOR DONATIONS, LISTEN UP.
DO NOT. approach me or the person who's accompanying me for a little talk on your product. dont you understand how irritating it is?

god, i nearly killed the guy today.

anyway, moving on, i went out with jas ytd! haha, darling!
proness, now i get a little bit of mole concept. (:
and P and C.
and differentiation.

I NEED ALCOHOL. no it's not an addiction, it's a need.
or CHOCOLATES. or something that releases endorphins.
*cough cough cough* shrompy should know. (:

ANYWAY. I NEED A RUSH. like NOW. a dose of insanity, maybe?

(:

loves.

3 more days.
8 more days.

i cant wait.

ps, i still need a rush!

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sBaPI2AKu2g

this. is a must watch for all those who need a desperate dose of insanity. (:

"THERE WAS A LION! HE WAS GOING TO EAT ME!"

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Thursday, June 21, 2007

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVwjBwyxj2o

omg the guy is so fucking funny HAHAHAHAHHA

oh and, this is a must watch.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=2ZpW8PHOPdw

=DDD

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

ass

I FEEL CHEATED.

BAHH.

and ms jiang haven reply me yet! ms jiang if you're reading this GO TO YOUR BLOODY PHONE AND REPLY ME. GAHHHH.

6 more days.

9 more days. ok, make that 10.

10 more days.

i can't wait!

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

lameness ahead.

well.. you see, there's this guy in my school whom im really really into, `cause right now im so into pretty boys.

like very very very pretty. boys.

so pretty i cant help but think im looking at this perfectly drawn piece of art work.

he's like, whoa.

ohman i cant stand it anymore. on tues im going to go to sch and walk up to him and give him a kiss.

wanna know his name?
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you actually believed.
HARHARHAR.

read the title man.

:D

anwsanwsanws, 7 more days to jcts! im like so screwed! AHHH!

and there's sth about frienster and sth about flying spoons, falling washine machines, dining tables, stoves and beds.

HEHEHAHA.

i should post my money saving plans. like here.

i get 30 a wk, so i save 20 every wk. so by the end of promos i'll have about 320?
BUY NEW BALLLLL.:DDDDD
then im supposed to run during lunch so i wont spend monehh, so, i'll save money for earrings too!
and maybe i'll have someone running with me too! *excited*

YAYYY. genius. ;D yi ju SAN de! :DDDDDDD

muackss<3

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Monday, June 18, 2007

kill the world

im still an evil prick.

one more thing, fuck pms.

BAH.

less than 1 wk, im so screwed.

darling we need to go out togetherrrrr. BAHHHHH.

ohmygodohmygod i cant stand myself anymore im so fucking evil.

BAHHHH.

KILL THE WORLD. and me, too.

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Saturday, June 16, 2007

i can't help it!

i miss you!

oh help me, please.

it's been a pretty fun rainy day. please, let it rain heavier, complete with thunder, lightning and flying trees.

turn it into the same gloomy scene when i 1st felt so happy and truly in love again.

the 1st time i was actually in love.
the rest were pretty much lust and money, i admit, sorry.
and the original 1st one was just one plain retarded thing.

but thats alright. im alright now, i think. think. guess. suppose. perhaps.

ps. i still think you're damn hot!

(:

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Friday, June 15, 2007

my hot hot darling (:

I AM THE MEANEST PERSON ON EARTH.
go ask anyone who asked me to donate stuff.

on tues:::
somewhere aft sonia was a nice little girl and donated,

guy: please?
me: no.
guy: i know you're very kind! can donate!
me: no, im mean and horrible and i dont want to donate.
guy: *looks at sonia* ask your friend to donate la!
me: no.
guy: please, i know you're v kind one!
me: go ask those people there. i think they'll donate.
guy: i dont skip customers leh!
me: im the exception.

i've stopped loving people.

(:

and yes yes! dsa trials today! AND NO ONE TURNED UP ZOMG. no hot guy to seeeeee. =(

and the only 2 who turned up came on wed alr, so mr ng just opened the lanes for us and went off. hehehaha. edwin and jacqueline, the 2 who turned up again. haha.

if you wanna know more, ask me. (:

tk bowling was there, with mrs lee. omg she's so bloody thin la! argh.

oh and, i cant use my 2nd release for nuts. everytime i use it, it feels like my thumbnail's gonna fly out. so i use my 1st release! strainless (: but the ball if nv control properly will anyhow spin one, not like the 2nd one. haiyar. 2nd one also more power leh!

conclusion, not worth it la, my nail. use 1st release. still can hit pin what! (: but i'll still keep both anws. hahahahha.

went century for lunch with C D E and E. (HEY COOL.) then ah, like after like, long long long aft we all finished our lunch, my bloody Umee was still scalding hot. knn. tongue pain. =( how to kiss now? LOL.

went to mac for drinks and stoned for 1 hr++. so fun la! then then then,

MILO!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

OH YEAH! we saw this woman in macs, carrying a baby, talking to it AS IF IT WAS REAL. OMG.

saw 2 of elyn's friends at seperate times outside macs, one bookworm and one damn hiao one. SO, chris started waving madly to the damn hiao one coz she was looking straight at our table, AND THAT GIRL THOUGHT HE WAS MAD and turned and walked away. her face was.. priceless. HAHA. then the other one was just dao la. piang eh, why they dont recognize elyn. so funny.

oh yesyes. followed CDE to cut hair (the other E went off with A), AND D'S HAIR LOOKS SO MUCH BETTER NOW!


i realised that in the before photo he has the se mi mi look. eeyer! it's only a.. 26 hr diff!
anws anws the hair nicer right! THANKEW CHRIS'S HAIRSTYLIST.

i know elaine agrees. (:

DARYL GOH JING KAI IS A VAINPOT!
heeeees.

ok, taas, darlings and love!

*ps. elyn! daryl misses you!*

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Thursday, June 14, 2007

aint no other man (:

Libraries are so fun!

on tues, went to the lib with sonia. and we couldnt concentrate on the m level coz OMG THE SMELLS WERE DAMN NICE. then she was staring at someone's food for like, 10minutes, then i realised that we knew that girl. HAHAHA.

i pointed the middle finger at some kuai lan uncle who made me shift my place with all my barangbarang while i was mugging, then he stayed at that place where i was originally for like, 10s. KNNBCCB. then there was another ah pek who kept giving me disapproving looks for that. rrr.

then on wed, the librarian thought that the random guy sharing the power plug with me was my 'partner'. hehe. funnaye funnaye.

DSA TRIALS TML!
and im going to bowll~

=D

PEOPLE! 10AM TML! TJ BOWLING DSA TRIALS!

HEHE.

To my love, of not very long ago:

If you never knew, i did bleed for you. But i dont want you to know anws, you'd just freak out. i would too anws.



Thats all you do anyway.

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Stab me once, twice

Physics must be the most retarded subject ever.

Its called the ZEROTH law.
ZEE-ROHH-TE-HH law.
sounds cheem?

sounds like some outerspace concept. like maybe the speed of molecules moving in outerspace. Or maybe how 9 - 9 = 0. so you get zero, so there's a zero in the name, but to glam it up, they add in a th at the back. perfectly logical.

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS.

Ta = Tc
Tb = Tc
therefore, Ta = Tb.

ITS LIKE TELLING ME,

1 = 1
1 = 1
therefore, 1 = 1

and they wasted a perfectly out of the world word for it. instead of using it on something really out of the world.

hmmpfh.

and the formulas to remember.

T/ (deg) C = T/K - 273.15

CHEEM NOT?

and all it means,

0 (deg) C = 273.15 K
0 K = -273.15 (deg) C

work out from there.

EASY RIGHT.

memorise those shit formulas tao tia.

rrr.

at least b(sq) - 4ac isnt that bad.

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the pieces of my heart are missing you

Oh, why'd you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
C'mon and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
`cause i've seen a dark side too

Nothing can make me love you less. <3

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Monday, June 11, 2007

Push that arrow out of your throat

If this continues i'd better go see someone professional.

embedding objects are mkaing me so sad. go away, retarded thing.

"It's for you to see through it. Only you."

screw it.

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Sunday, June 10, 2007

now say goodnight

trying to study at 1.47am makes people emo.

i miss you, i miss us.

=(

wish i'd never left.
wish you'd never left either.

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Saturday, June 09, 2007

screwed.

i feel bloody useless. and screwed.

i am so screwed for my JCTs. ohmygoddd.

im not done wtih chem, i barely started math, and dont even ask about the rest. AHHHHH. =(((

screwed screwed screwed.

ok byebye.

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never, never, never.

new phone!

<333 6288!

then the guy was so funny, he gave my bro the wrong number. and the person whom my brother has got the number couldnt use his phone.

best thing was, the guy's gf called up, and my mum picked up the phone. HAHA. funnaye.

anyone has any facial wash to recommend? my current one makes my face break out in itchy spots which go off aft half an hr. still bad, coz it itches.

(:

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Friday, June 08, 2007

Sweet like a sugar coated candyman

Christina aguilera ROCKS.
(:
something about candyman and his sugarcane. heeees.

anws, jts is confirmed! bugis, 14 june. sexy. (:
oh and, people, pls remember that the charsiew chicken will be gone the moment we step in. coz yixuan's gonna take the entire thing. HAHA. jkjk. i think she'll leave some.

0:) <--im guai. see the halo?

IT'S SEXY BECAUSE I DONT HAVE TO GO FOR TUITION ON THAT DAY. =D so i can spend the morning, during jts, and the rest of the day with darlings and love! heees.

not gg genting anymore. birdie flus. common sense, darlings. selangor tio flu, genting so close, genting sure get bird from selangor la! taadaa. must pass by somemore.

piangz eh. rodney ser over there now leh. HAHA. the news came out this morning, he went this morning. must qurantine him when he gets back! NO JTS FOR YOU MUAHAHAHHA. jkjk.

oh and last night, sth happened. I'M THE RED RANGER! and yixuan is the green ranger. traffic light. HAHA.

and suddenly, my hand is itching to bowl!! ahhh!!!

OH YEAH. heard from yx that THERE'S A CURE FOR AIDS. HAHA. dont get the wrong idea, im not HIV +ve. just that.. UNPROTECTED SEX!!! HAHAHA. durex bo seng li liao! X)

jkjk. but thats really good. i mean, A CURE! =D

heh. heh.

oh, and im getting a new phone tml. and the best thing is, i dont know my new number or the model. better not be some laoya pok one.

i'll miss my old phone! all those escapades, times it got me up early for school, those pics i took of people whom.. uh nvm.

AND ESP THE MSGS. =((( from various darlings and loves. ohwells.

nevermind. new phone~ it better be good. the person woke me up at 9.30am just for that. like 9.30. wth you sucker. it's so goddamned early. rrrr.

<3

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Wednesday, June 06, 2007

i've painted on the walls

ok so, i gave up on integration ytd aftnn.
brrrr stupid thing.

was reading thru my archives. was it worth doing that to myself just because of you?
(:
took time, i guess.

no, im not emo. it's just.. strange that someone so obsessed would do all that, and all emotions centred around just one singular being, regardless of gender. someone who would cause the person to lose all common sense and do really strange things.

rrrrrrrr.
no, im not like that anymore, because i can't.

is that good?

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Tuesday, June 05, 2007

integration is love. =D

im finding something i can hook onto. other than math. ohwells.

btw, i love the feeling when im doing work. it's like, love.

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HELLO, BOYFRIEND.

must.. start.. studying!

ahhhh. =(

good morning, btw. (:

it has been another emo sleepness night.

rrrrrrrr.

eh darling i wanna go outttttt. =(

boo. cannot.

must.. study..

=(

how leh?

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MARRRIIIIAAAAA

it must feel good to be able to cry everything out. because i cant.

and i doubt i ever can.

someone tell me, describe to me, in vivid detail. how it really feels like. describe the emotions you feel within when the hot tears spill. every bit of its sequence, whether hurt or sweetness comes 1st.

nothing else can hurt me more than it did.

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Monday, June 04, 2007

can you feel the rhythm

HEES.

BOG is love. HAHAHA.

jimmy and chazz!
very very much. hahahaha.

vivo is a wonderful place to date!
lubb lubb boyfriend of the day! =D
then at night change another one. heeees.

cannot la, must go vivo date nxt time, love!

congrats to daryl and chris! =D sbf!
so proud of you, love.

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one word, love.

ok, so, it's 2.10am in the morning, and im wide awake. very much alive, kicking and talking rubbish at that too.

and im supposed to wake up at 9.30 in the morning. which is equals to not enough sleep. haha. im sleeping too much! ahhh, shouldnt have slept in the aftnn.

too bad sleeping is the alternative to reality. ohwells.

oh yes. just a qn. have i grown a third eye or maybe an antenna?
because when i go out, i get people staring at me. like whoa. esp little kids. they run when they see me. esp little girls. about..8 yrs old? yeah.

like on vesak day, at the temple, we were having some ping an thing there, so we kinda lunched there. coz it was crowded and everyone there are.. aiyah, some buddhist thing or sth like that, so just sit tgt la!

so the available space was somewhere and this amah and 2 little girls were there as well. i got to sit nxt to that girl.

me: *minds my on business*
girl: *looks at me with a frown*
me: *still myob*
girl:*frowns and moves over to her amah at the other side of the table*
me: ?!
girl: *frowns and whispers to her amah*
amah: *says sth to girl*
*girl moves back, looks at me warily, tries to sit as far as possible*

aft 2 seconds the girl abandoned her food and ran away. wow. like, RAN.

yixuan says i have the HEEHEE face. -_- what HEEHEE face?!

so there was another incident on some bridge with another little girl, except that the girl didnt run. she just gave a stare/frown.

sigh. dammit why oh why.

FUCK.

ohwait. i mean, DAMNATING CRAPCAKES.

heehees. X)

back to the point. its now 2.30 AND IM STILL NOT SLEEPY. helphelphelphelphelp.
anyone got sleep remedies?

ok yes lets talk rubbish til i feel the least bit tired.

lets talk about.. uh.. i dont know. maybe how cute my new hairband is?

OK COOL.

it's white, it costed me 1.70, it's thinner than the rest of those i own right now, it's.. uh.. bought from minibits, i have the damned discount card wtih my surname spelt wrongly (again). i bought it because.. it makes me look innocent! o=D SEE THAT HALO?

ok, so my hairband's white. what else is white? milk!

milk is really cool, you can drink it, you can bathe in it, you can pour it on someone else, you can.. i dont know! certainly we dont use milk to wipe tables anws.

nevermind.

ohoh, im getting a new phone! =D sony ericsson, i think. k610i. ask my dad luh, i want another one. i want.. a nokia 6288! =DDD or a 7373, even though 7373 does look nicer. OK I WANT A 7373!!! =DDDDDDDD

nvm, i'll settle with a k610i 1st. i mean, after all, THEY DO HAVE RED! HEEEES. ok yes yes yes im so looking forward to getting my newww phoneeee~

ohwait, im not sure if i am. because im gonna lose all my msgs. =( sad leh! i dont wanna lose them, since they are from darlings of various kinds. (: sigh sigh.

i think i'll go see my bro's wushu class nxt wk. coz got cute guyyyyyyyy~ no im kidding. i'd rather sleep.

oh yeah. im so screwed for my jcts. i havent started studying yet =( like what the fucckkkkkk. eh no, i mean, DAMNATING CRAPCAKES. "vulgs aint nice."quoted. X) *evil cackles*

im so screwed for math. like, DIEEEE. AHHHHHH. esp math A. that one is a dammit killer. math B isnt so bad. i mean, it's like so damn easy. no wonder they got THAT kind of teacher to teach us math B. hah.

OH SUE ME, SCHOOL. I JUST WROTE ABOUT YOUR TEACHER ON MY BLOG.

no im kidding. i'd sue the teacher 1st.

haha. whatever. it's the 2.40am bluriness thing.

watching blades of glory tml! (and thats why im waking up so early. rrr.) yayyy. i've been watching too many movies, and the best thing is, i cant let my mum know. hahahaha. esp spiderman3 and potc3. the 2 pesky bros wanna watch sp3 tml, SO, i told her that i find it boring and i shall go watch BOG with sonia tml. even though potc3 is so sexy (JACK SPARROW!!!!), i'll watch the other one. GET DVD, MUAHAHA. or MUEHEHEE.

im having a hell load of dry skin problems on my legs. argh. need.. moisturiser.. helpp..

i need to go shopping. seriously. sugardaddy where are you?

and i need 2 new balls, of 13 to 14 pounds, maybe. one 1st ball and one spare ball. and a new bag. OH SUGARDADDY WHERE ARE YOUU~

see? this all screams out "weixin needs a sugardaddy~"

pls let him be hot. and young. then i wont mind fucking him.

eh no, eh shit! how to let damnating crapcakes take the place of fuck?

"then i wont mind damnating crapcakes him."

rightt.

whatever. HAHAHA.

im gg maddddd. HAHAHAHAHAA.

talking about bowling, i highly doubt i will quit tj bowling aft this yr. i mean, look at the people, i mean, darlings! like, lubb lubb lubb!

hope SBF went fine. (: goodluck darlings and love! for later this afternoon!

(:

yes i think i'll TRY to sleep now. a yawn has come. bye!

<3

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take what you get, give nothing back

potc marathon!
ok maybe it was just 1 and 2, but i've watched 3!
there. counted. X)

ohoh, and meet my newest boyfriend, alongside kenshin, kai, tybalt, etc etc

jack sparrow! X)

much much lubb.

call me mrs ***. hees.
<3 <3 <3 muacks

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Sunday, June 03, 2007

oh you liar!

omg la. im starting to love late nights.

feels so wonderful to talk to someone you never knew you could talk about this kind of things to. esp if they share the same sentiments (:

and i love sleeeeeeeeep. =D

stupid bitch. get away from him. if you ever lay your paw on him im gonna rip your fucking guts out. hmmph.

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Saturday, June 02, 2007

what could i say

i had one of the most horrible dreams last night!

i dreamt that my complexion was.. ohmygoddddddd.

it was worse than an orange la. like all that creases, worse than that when your fingers are soaked into water for too long.

scary shit. never let that happen.

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`iii lubb euu mucchh mucchh! muacx muacx

no, dont pay attn to the title.
see, i knew you'd go look at it again.

ohwells.

Comienza una nueva etapa,y no habrá marcha atrás.

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Friday, June 01, 2007

Because my world is nothing without you

1st Lady - missing you

Hmmmmm hmmmmm
Oh I'm missin' you
Baby I'm missin' you
Mmm eyyy hmmm
Baby I'm missing you

Things'll never be the same without you...

What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
He needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why could he take you away, from me

It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell and back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if
I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry

Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself
I just don't know what to do with myself

I cant stand looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, i stood there and took that picture
There just one thing that I wanna know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad,
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby Im missing you
Baby Im missing you
I love you

ooohh God damn it I love you
Why did he did he take you away from... me
Cause I love you so...
I miss you so much baby
I just can't go on baby

Ohhhh oh

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when forever ends

ok, so i heard about some stuff last night.

AND IM LIKE SO SHOCKED LA. wtfwtfwtfwtfwtf.

gosh, get away from that bloody slut!

never thought i'd say this about her. and it's not even about him.

ohnoo. what now. =(

baby lets stop all these, someone's gonna get hurt.

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