Trick or treat!

HCL Os ARE OVER BABEHH! WHOO~!
there. no more chinese for the rest of my life! (i'm kidding)
still! no EXAMINABLE chinese for the rest of my life!

oh please please let me get a B for it :D

apart from that, I GOT MY CONTACTS TODAY! YAY!
and why do everyone say that you have to take at least half an hour to put them on? even the optician said that, then i just popped them in. -__-

anyway, the cleaning solution made my skin peel O_O like HOLYSHIT! zomg *scared*

fking cold day, the aircon was blowing straight at me during the paper, then when i got out damn sway got this leaf got stuck to my leg -_- totally knn man..

nevermind! tomorrow wll be a better day with LOTR! haha. 9.30 zomgwtfbbq so early its an unearthly hour like GAHHH!

super tired. the contacts made my eyes feel as if i just swam without goggles. and then i went to swim. hahh.

happy halloween again. trick and treat's over darlings, time to get the (eye)candies out of the bag X) HAHA. right, ok. HEHEHE.

no im not going to wear them tomorrow, dont even think about it! :D

haha. tsunami boy :D

and someone looked so cute today ok :D

What sweet seduction lies before us /

Happy halloween!

it's the scariest halloween ever ok.
like HCL Os.
and i still cant rmb the format T_T

something to suit the mood (:



whoever it is who's missing me right now, PLEASE STOP THINKING OF ME (and you can only continue after 12.30pm tomorrow.) (: im sneezing like there's no tomorrow. haha. there is, ok?

wish me luck for later. ciao darls (:

jy darl and pretty for tomorrow's papers! (:

you knew you should.

someone please, give me a dollar for every sneeze.
i'd be fucking rich.

and i havent studied for hmt yet :P

oh please, sneezy particles, keep away from me til 12.35pm tomorrow, ok?
i dont wanna sneeze in the exam hall T_T

Your other parts, part of the purest fire
That e’er Heav’n did inspire,
Makes every thought that is refin’d by it
A quintessence of goodness and of wit.

Thus have your raptures reach’d to that degree
In love’s philosophy,
That you can figure to yourself a fire
Void of all heat, a love without desire.

Nor in divinity do you go less;
You think, and you profess,
That souls may have a plenitude of joy,
Although their bodies meet not to employ.

But I must needs confess, I do not find
The motions of my mind
So purified as yet, but at the best
My body claims in them an interest.

I hold that perfect joy makes all our parts
As joyful as our hearts.
Our senses tell us, if we please not them,
Our love is but a dotage or a dream.

How shall we then agree? you may descend,
But will not, to my end.
I fain would tune my fancy to your key,
But cannot reach to that obstructed way.

There rests but this, that whilst we sorrow here,
Our bodies may draw near;
And, when no more their joys they can extend,
Then let our souls begin where they did end.

You just like to hear my screams, don't you (:

Yes i know, I'm supposed to be reading chinese or whatever the sort of it for tomorrow because i haven't started anything since the previous post, which was actually pretty long ago, at least 6 hours from it.

i swear, everytime the last paper comes by i start switching off. then again, it was from the promos, so WHO GIVES A SHIT! (you do, big deal) i do too, but GAH. you know.

tomorrow when i go to sonia's house I SHALL GIVE SHERRY A HUG! (im kidding. i'll sneeze his fur off.)

time's passing too slowly. can't the papers be like, here now? ok no, im pretty fine with it being tomorrow morning. the worst is that it's in the aftnn and the entire day will be wasted. bah.

so many things to look forward too, with time being the obstacle that can't be moved or fast forwarded.

can't wail til december when i can reflect on the year! woots! but then again, this yr wasnt much.. was it?

what to look forward to during the hols(: :
-contacts
-ballllsssss
-bowling trainings
-dec camp
-6/1 03 gathering *giggle giggle*
-getting a job w kev and lw (if we dont screw it up together :D)
-a possible family trip to malacca (i'll tell you why im looking forward to it later)
-8++hr bus trip to lumut and the 8++ hrs back
-dates with darl
-class cip

what not to look forward to:
-packing for OBM
-shopping for OBM
-the day before OBM.
-OBM itself.

basically i abhore everything about OBM. so there, suckers. (how the fuck did i give the form anyway..)

oh yes, the malacca thing :D no, it's not because I'm going to go.. but because i don't want to go! :D (in other words, family not at home, me home alone, no time curfew + darls = WHOOOO!) YAY!!! but then again, i'll most probably be staying with my cuzs and aunt.. and that'll mean i can't get home too late. bahh. there goes late night plans and secret sleepovers ):

this shows that when you leave big spaces between your blog posts, people are bound to highlight the paragraph and find whatever hidden rubbish, be it little love notes, secret hate letters, or the footnote of an obsessed fool, in other words, KPO. (((:

and what did you think you'd find here anyway? something like, "OH DARLING I LOVE YOU I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOUR LOVE OH OH NO I CAN'T WAIT TO MAKE LOVE TO YOU!" were you? ((((((((: because if you were, I'M SORRY. :D

i should just go read the format of gong hans, yeah. bye (: and wish me luck that i'll get a B! like hello, like some person can get a B so why can't I huh (: <33

can't help but think that

I'm in a serious need of entertainment because my only form of entertainment for the day is ongoing and I'm not there ):

1. A random girl/guy approaches you asking your name, you say..
hi.

2. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
I know you want me to say a dick, but no.

3. What does your last text message say?
*private*

4. The last song you listened to?
Learn to be lonely

5. Who do you trust with your life?
darl

6. If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
i still have an english name untouched.

7. What do you say if someone tells you you're gorgeous?
thanks

8. When was the last time you ran?
yesterday.

9. How often do you curse?
as much as the clouds in the sky today. (its about to rain.)

10. Do you trust all of your friends?
pretty much.

11. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
mmhmm

12. Have you ever talked on the phone while in the shower?
yeah. my phone spoilt after that. and it was retarded ok.

13. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best prostitute?
uh.. they all seem decent. (:

14. Are you afraid of falling in love?
not really (:

15. Would you stop talking to your friends because of a new partner?
nope.

16. What features do you find most attractive in the opposite sex?
everything.

17. Fill in the blank. I love____you
everything about

18. What is a goal you would like to accomplish in the near future?
PASS HIGHER CHINESE Os! with a B!

19. Who would you call after waking from a coma?
darl. my family would probably alr be there.

20. How many kids do you want to have?
2 to 4?

21. Would you make a good parent?
dont think so

22. Where was your default picture taken?
tamp saf

23. What is your middle name?
guess?

24. Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
darl

25. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
you wouldnt want to know.

26. Shoe size?
5 half

27. What are you wearing right now?
shirt, shorts, you know.

28. Righty or Lefty?
righty

29. Can you make a dollar in change right now?
nope

31. Favorite jeans?
the one i have?

32. Favorite animal?
KANGAROO HAHAHA

33. Window or aisle seat?
window. more private for making out. plus got scenery! :D

34. Have you ever had chicken pox?
nope

35. Have you had surgery?
nope

36. Ever had plastic surgery?
nope

37. Who knows you the best?
my darls :D

38. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
glasses today, LENSES TOMORROW! :DDD

39. Ever been in a fight with your pet?
kinda.

40. Been to Mexico?
nope

41. Did you buy something today?
your love?

42. Did you get sick today?
kinda

43. Did you miss anyone today?
mmhmm

44. Did you get in a fight with someone today?
pretty much

45. Last persons bed you lay in?
guess?

46. Last person to see you cry?
can't rmb.

47. Who/what made you cry?
him.

48. What are your plans for the weekend?
FONDLE MY BALLSSSSSSS

49. Who do you think will repost this?
sonia?

50. Are you happy right now?
kinda

51. Drunk dialer or texter?
dialer. i hate texting.

52. Are you hungry?
nope

53. Are you a forgiving person?
people who have short term memory forgive.

54. Would you ever share a girl/boyfriend with your best friend?
no. if she dares touch him i'd kill her. HAHA. kidding kidding :D (but im sharing alr T_T)

55. Have you lost a friend recently?
not very recent.

56. Are you talking to someone while doing this?
nope

57. What are you about to do right now?
look for more quizzes.

-----------------------------------------------------------

anyway it started to rain. haha.
I'm like so tempted to go wherever you are right now and snog you senselessly in the rain.

right. now it's pouring. my hair's a mess. im pmsy. my table's cluttered with tons of paper. i cant find my hmt slip. i havent studied for hmt. i feel like going back to sleep but i'm not tired enough. I can't wait for tomorrow's 1pm.

I'M ONE FUCKING WRECK.

Does that mean nothing?

It was a sunny da..

screw p1 compos. :D

YES I FINALLY CHANGED BLOGSKIN! (again, i know.)

still! it's been a long time since i've changed to those blogskins where you have to click on navigations to get to the links and stuff, but zomg, this skin just made me fall in love with it (:

chionged (literally) 2 summaries in the late afternoon, the ones from the papers that i've been procastinating since god-knows-when, then flew to liwei's house to return it to her. i was smsing her while cycling to her house and i nearly slipped off the bike at a certain bustop -_-

lw: busing or walking?
me: neither. I'm flying.
me: are you there yet?
lw: yup. where's your plane?
me: superman thought i was carrying info from the fbi and broke it halfway.
lw: LOL. ok. so you're on a ship now?
me: s.s.sunk
lw: hmm. ok. tell me when it's 'land ahoy'.

and i was trying gay msn nicks today! :D

something like ``xiiia00xiinn iii lurrbbee `maiii la00g0ngxx nehxx!

HAHA.

``xiiia00xiin iii lurrbbe `maii la00g0ngxx nehxx! says (11:26 PM):
ittsh okkae
Sonia says (11:26 PM):
i'm not an ah lian!
``xiiia00xiin iii lurrbbe `maii la00g0ngxx nehxx! says (11:27 PM):
noorhx dunche saii nortx liian
``xiiia00xiin iii lurrbbe `maii la00g0ngxx nehxx! says (11:27 PM):
iii `0s0 n0rtx liian wadd
``xiiia00xiin iii lurrbbe `maii la00g0ngxx nehxx! says (11:27 PM):
mii annd euu b0thx n0rtx liian
``xiiia00xiin iii lurrbbe `maii la00g0ngxx nehxx! says (11:28 PM):
whiiee euu l00rkx `sh00 stunn?
Sonia says (11:29 PM):
okay this is hopeless
Sonia says (11:29 PM):
i dont understand a word!

HAHA FUNNY FUNNY (((((:
i was running out of lianguage.

anyway, less than 48 hours to:
-the end of chinese!
-contacts!
-shopping for balls!
-hindi movies!
-random things!

zomg i can't wait.

oops, i meant: z00mg iii carntx waaiiitx! la00g00ngg iii lurrbbee euux muacx muacx sm000ch!!

and no, im not going for tomorrow's training = I'M NOT GOING TO SEE THE BOWLERS TIL THE 21ST OF NOV T_T ahh so sad so sad. ):

but that means that when i go back to train I'LL HAVE MY NEW BALL ALREADY! WOOTS! *cheers and jumps around*

bloghopping. dont mind.

10 friends in random order
1. sonia
2. liwei
3. jas
4. kev
5. rachna
6. elis
7. yixuan
8. rod
9. natalie
10. someone <3

Who is no. 6 having a relationship with?(elis)
she wishes though. :D

Is no. 9 a male or female?(nat)
female

If no.7&10 were together, will it be a good thing?(yixuan and someone)
NO. because SOMEONE is MINE. :D

How about no. 8 and 5?(rachna and rod)
NO!!!!!!!!!-_-

What is no. 2 studying about? (liwei)
eng, emath, hcl and dont know what else.

When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? (jas)
tues

What kind of music band does no. 8 like? (rod)
uh. hoobastank? plain white tees?

Does no. 1 have any siblings? (sonia)
nope

Will you woo no. 3? (jas)
no. she's mine alr.

How about no. 7? (yixuan)
she's anti lesb on herself.

Is no. 4 single? (kev)
i think so.

What's the surname of no. 5? (rachna)
sunder?

Whats the name of no. 10? (someone)
the point of putting the name (someone) there, IS SO THAT YOU WONT KNOW THE NAME. ;D

Whats the hobby of no. 4? (kev)
art

Do no. 5 and 9 get along well? (rach and nat)
how i know!!

Where is no. 2 studying at? (liwei)
temasek sec. (shit i just typoed and wrote sex)

Talk something casually about no. 1. (sonia)
HAHA VIOLIN!

Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8? (rod)
uh, no. nonono. NONONONONO.

Where does no. 9 live at? (nat)
somewhere in bishan

What colour does no. 4 like? (kev)
shit i just realised that i dont know. holyshit.

Are no. 5 and 1 best friends? (rach and sonia)
yeah man!

Does no. 7 like no. 2? (yixuan and liwei)
they dont know each other.

How do you get to know no. 2? (liwei)
honestly, we dont remember. pri 2 leh.

Does no. 1 have any pets? (sonia)
HER DOG CALLED SHERRY!



yixuan come online i've got something to show you. (: *evil smile*

/paper faces on parade

/paper faces on parade

so. SCHOOL'S OUT! :D
but there's this wednesday to study for. bloody chinese.

chinese tuition ends its ordeal here!
last lesson.. last lesson..
:D
i'll miss every single one of you peeps! hahaha

you all want to know why i've been having headaches during chinese lessons aka not going?
BECAUSE.. sonia knows the answer. HAH.

omgosh im so excited I CAN'T WAIT.
:D

(yes, i really have nothing to blog about)

Its crazy how we lost ourselves tonight;

Its crazy how we lost ourselves tonight;

HELLO!
life's been a pretty good bitch lately, since it's a bitch and a bitch can't change itself, it's been a real good bitch! :D
its a compliment.

today was a good good day. apart from certain people, it was really good. :D like the *censored* and the guy whom i suspect went for liposuction.

early this morning, i woke up late, went out of the house late and CYCLED TO SCHOOL AGAIN BWAHAHA SO FUN OK! im faster than the bus. HAHA.

then, kimberley darling was giving away 5 bucks to everyone in class! (class fund la, you think christmas gift ah?) so heng la, my mother this morning nv give me pocket money. whee!

AND THEN AND THEN AND THEN
something or someONE really WHEEEEE appeared right in front of me and i went like WHEEEEEEE and everyone went like WHEEEEEEE and we were all like WHEEEEEEEEE because he's like so WHEEEEE HAHAHAHHA oops.

haha. sorry. life in school's been getting too boring for me and a little appearance of someone just a quarter notch above the norm is really really exciting. WOOTS! (because the person who broke the limit of interesting(ness) will not appear. anymore, that is) haha. makes life fun what. :D

anyway, shrompy's stalker probably installed some microchip in her to tell him where she is all the time. HAHAHA.
(and mine's just freaky.)

after school, cycled to amah house to put the bike down (and something really fun happened there too) then went to sonia's house to WATCH PHANTOM OF THE OPERAAAAAAA!!!!! because there are like, ABSOLUTELY NO MOVIES WORTH WATCHING. either that or they are M18 or R21. blah. anywayes, THE PHANTOM IS SUPER HOT ZOMG WHOOO! but he looked like a disgusting mad man after his wig and mask were off. haha. i swear, he should just keep it on. haha.

sonia's house is a super long way in ok! i wonder how she runs for the bus when she's late. haha. anyway we (me sam sadia denise) were like singing the part of the song before the super high note from her house to bedok interchange (which is super long, you know.) and the lobster chicken thing. HAHA. talking random rubbish is so fun ok. :D

AND SADIA'S GOING TO CANADA T_T zomg im depressed. this is not the good part ok.

SERIOUSLY. can life now get any better? (ok yes, it could, like when hmt Os are gone, dead, over and i have loads of extra cash with me. and if sadia's not leaving. and if my interesting people arent leaving either.)

i tell you ah, libraries are super fun. this is the new extreme. :D quality eyecandy man. :D (aka interesting person. not people. haha.)

zomg thank god its the last day of school. so nxt year i'll be both relieved and feeling like "oh damn". because of certain reasons in which i might tell you if i like you enough. haha. :D

ps. i just broke up. you cheated on me so balantly!! still dare say infrnt of me somemore. dont even think of patching up ok. HAHA. :D

(i just realised that i havent been talking about guys in my posts for quite awhile, but then again, WHO CARES :DDDDD)

Buon giorno principessa (:

Buon giorno principessa (:

so, life's been getting boring and elis and I have agreed that the school's been really empty w no one interesting to look at. the only thing to look forward to school is the ponning lesson part and attendance takings. haha.

which reminds me. today's my last LA lesson, ever. and chem lesson too. LA was fun, but but but but but WHY DID GUIDO HAVE TO DIE T_T *sniff* god he was such a cute and funny person T_T




ohgreat now i feel like crying.
haha. kidding. SO CUTE OK! aaiiieeee!! hahaa :D

*snaps* oops back (from staring at the picture above for a minute.)
yesyes, literally.

ok so, where was i.. oh yeah. thats the end of LA. it was fun ok. :D GP sounds boring. haha. really really boring. how do people keep awake in those lectures man.. crashed one and couldnt sit still. haha. booooooringshitzzzzzz.

oh yeah. last chem lesson (i'll ever have too) and... i didnt go. -_- so, i titrated for the last time in my life YESTERDAY. HAHA. everytime i touch the chemicals my hands get dry and itchy. and it doesnt help that i have long nails and my hands ache horribly nearly all the time after washing for too long. not like they dont ache when i dont wash them for too long either anyway. haha.

itchy and achy hands arent exactly what i like, you know.

i cant sleep on the purple library chairs placed in the centre of nowhere around the tables for nuts. no comfortable position. because i can't sleep straight. bah.

and yes! the cutest teacher ever!

(yes mr chee, i took it during the part where you went through the waves qn for the 3rd time. cant blame me for being bored; it was the 3rd time.:D)

ahhh why'd you have to leave :'( isnt tj good enough for you? T_T
i'll miss having you as CT. blah. ):

yesterday, before training, before the house functions, during the attachment talk which i didnt go for and now i need to explain my absence..

ROLLERCHAIRS ARE FUN ;DDDDD elis and i tried to use another chair infrnt as a steering wheel, but of course, it didnt work. dang.

hehhhhhhehhhh.

anyway, something really happy is happening soon. and it's all happening after hmt Os. :D
MY MOTHER SAID: eh tell me when you free we go buy your that ball.
ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!
AHHHH BALLL BALL BALLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3 w NEW BAG WOOOTS
now i dont have to spoil my bag. whee. (i've been trying to spoil that bag for 3 years and it's still going strong. -_-) great. now i need advice. haha. :D
still! :DDDDDD muah muah muacksssss!

and now, something really cute to share.
presenting:



haha so cute. right. X)

I'm getting over you

I'm getting over you
most of the time X)

yesyes. im a generally happy person.

why im so happy:


zomggggg SPARESSSSSSSS ;D (splits and strikes arent taken into account.) so you count the percentage of spares. :D
some random thing me and coach jimmy are counting. haha. ok maybe not random. yeah. not random. :D
today's spare count: 15 out of 18!!
(coz 1st game was 6/9, which resulted in a 165.)
which is 5/6, which is 83.3% WHICH MEANS I HIT TARGET HAHHAHAHA!!!! YAYYYY!!!
and something else which made me and elis shoot glances throughout. haha. and whinings too. :D

didnt get to finish the game though, it turned off as i was about to hurry the last frame. damn.

so today's average ranges from 163 to 168. haha. not too bad for someone who hasnt touched her ball for more than 2 mths. :D

anyway the part of elis' scores is blanked out because PAINT ISNT BIG ENOUGH. HAHA. and i was too lazy to blank out the rest. hehe.

today is a fun fun fun day. really. (:
ms soh's wedding album is ON THE MATRIX PEOPLE! GO LOOK GO LOOK. (if she teaches you.) zomg so pretty!
and ms wong's getting married at the art house zomg SO COOL!!!
ms wong's love story damn cool can.
her bf proposed at the beach when it was drizzling and she goes," FASTER LA WE'RE GONNA GET WET!" -_-ll

ahh i wouldnt mind that, but that'll only if i love you enough. :D and please, be romantic. haha.
but then again if boyfriend did that i'd just make out w him in the rain. haha. fun what!

ok i cant wait to get married now. :D 10 more years.. just 10 more.. :D

haha SOUTH PARK AGAIN! hees. then angus lifted daryl's shirt.. -_- worse than flashing man.

ANYWAY BACK TO BOWLING! ahh so sad i had to cut my nails, because my hand was reacting to the fact that i might tear the nails off again. literally. so i cut my dear nails off, and TAADAAAAA! HAHHAA!!!!

you're the shittttzzzzz man. :D

obm's making me miss 3 trainings. damn. 10 days are gonna make such a big big difference. plus hmt Os, make it 4. T_T

and CIP's during camp. haha. shit. :D

1 more week to having CONTACTS! :DDDDDDDD

i said that i wouldnt bother.
as usual, of course, the heart wont listen
you stupid thing
shoo shoo.

then again, it's been awhile.
since i've felt something.

but whats the point of feeling if all you're gonna have is the cold?

tell me why, why, why do i even bother?
maybe because i didnt know what i got myself into on the 1st step?
screw it.
take it as we've never met, alright?
honestly. you've ruined me more than anyone has.
it's like, you know, more than a step further. it's a whole escalator.

yes im so pissed there's no title for this post.
grrr.
what would you do if you were me anyway?

Fell too deep into you

Fell too deep into you

ok yes, hi.
the day was fun, really. capt ball, physics, ss, phone calls, A math paper 2s, tm. yeah.

maybe i'll say how fun it was when i feel better.

All i want is for you to treat me properly, just like you do to them. Why lie to me in the 1st place when you know that you'll nv keep that promise? I'm not even asking for you to pluck out a bloody strand of your hair. Or half. Or whatever. For a purpose as mine, I don't think I'm asking too much. it's the standard. honestly, how do you think it'll maintain if it's this way? It's not like im forcing you to stick to me 24/7, much less talk to me everyday. or whatever. maybe soon enough, i'll never have to see traces of you ever again. hopefully yes, yet, I'm not looking forward to that.

on a happier note, my contacts are coming after HMT Os and there's training tomorrow. oh yay.

boobs in a box

boobs in a box

yes ok seriously, I'm like super super high right now, i feel as if im floating . or maybe suspended in water but breathing comfortably. whatever it is, yeah, that feeling.

i feel like jumping, cheering, and godknowswhat to celebrate my joy caused by an unknown source of energy coursing through my veins just like a bullet.

WEIXIN (: says (10:20 PM):
WHERE GOT
WEIXIN (: says (10:20 PM):
ITS OK I CAN GET YOU THE LITTLE PRETTY PINK PONY YOU ALWAYS WANTED
rodney - JUST BLOGGED [http://rodneysyh-white.blogspot.com] says (10:21 PM):
....
rodney - JUST BLOGGED [http://rodneysyh-white.blogspot.com] says (10:21 PM):
WHAT PINK PONY?!?!
WEIXIN (: says (10:21 PM):
OHOH SO IT WASNT A PONY!
WEIXIN (: says (10:21 PM):
IT WAS A
WEIXIN (: says (10:21 PM):
UNICORN!
WEIXIN (: says (10:21 PM):
oh yeah a unicorn
WEIXIN (: says (10:21 PM):
THE ONE WITH THE BRAIDED PURPLISHWHITE MANE AND PINK HOOVES?

oops.

no its no sugar rush, i assure you :D (probably from swallowing too much chlorine. haha.)

a very special present

a very special present



and this, is one of the more interesting things i've seen on youtube. :D (yes im deprived. haha)
must watch! i promise there's no porn. really really. no naked women, no naked men, no lewd sex acts, promise promise! plus it teaches you a couple of things, not to do with sex. seriously.

(((((((((:

and for girls, we have B-I-A-B! guess what B stands for. haha.

ANYWAY, CONTACTS ARE ON THE WAY! WOOTS!

and im dead tired. dick in a box. (:

school today was fun. for math A we played the math game, and for my group, we didnt even do the game coz THE GROUP PRINTED THE QN AND ANS NUMBER HAHHA! so all we did was match numbers. LOL LOL. and Dacheng's damn funny la. i got trashed by him in the game he used to play in china (i think) some math game, where you pick 4 cards randomly and use the numbers of the cards to form the number 24. like if you have the cards Q, K, 8 and 7, Q is 12 and K is 13, so 13 +12 - (8 - 7) = 24. sth like this. and i tio trashed like crap. dacheng was practically waiting for me to come out wtih the answer. -______-

'The Beautiful Life' is a super super super good movie!!! MUST WATCH!!! HAHA! its like he's magical! :D

finished 'Motorcycle Diaries' today and the actor for Ernesto or Fuser IS SUPER CUTE like zomg ahh cute cute cute!

and chinese was gay, as usual. no i didnt pon it. :D

in other words, im a really happy girl. apart from some stuff. and i was dead tired since morning, even before i decided to go swim. (again.)

happy birthday!

and to bwps 6/1 2003 people: it's ms toh's birthday! (because i dont think anyone else remembered. haha. then again, you guys wont be reading this. Os babehh!)

oh yeah. GOOD LUCK TO ALL O AND A LEVEL TAKERS! :DDD

(and if you guys smsed me about how my paper went today and i replied "made from trees", ... IT'S YOUR BADDDD. HAHAHHA. kidding.)

(((((:

hurls a stapler at your face

hurls a stapler at your face

one perfectly good mood ruined by someone who cant wait to find a random fault with me and scream into my ear and claims that im going deaf because i listen to music from my earphones and not because of him screaming into it.

still.

*breathe in breathe out*

i'll go do some magical formula and be back to see if im still pissed.

muthafucking asshole. makes it feels so good spending your money. hah.

ok i feel good already. :D!

oh bangle and earrings, here i come! <3
someone! <33333 muacks muacks smooooooochezxzxsz (:

I can't stop loving you

I can't stop loving you
I've made up my mind/

:D
D:
its amazing how you can feel both ecstatic and down in the dumps at the same time.

anyway, i cut my hair. how does 5 inches off sound like to you? actually it was more than that, but nevermind. yes zomg i miss my hair already T_T

and it's someone's baby 1 mth shower today! 8D so cute! someone on my mum's side of the family too. ahh i want a baby to hug (for a while then give back, right now, that is.)

went out w cass and han darl, and damn heng i changed out of those 3 inch heels. the 1 inch ones are already giving me a foot ache. i need a foot massager! ahh pain..

ok maybe its because i alr have a blister there. hah.

anyway, new accessoriessss oh love love

and im blogging incoherently because im in the middle of being tired and deciding whether to be really happy because loads of happy stuff are happening or start bawling because the loads of happy stuff that are happening is causing me to be really confused. :D


just in case i dont make it.
why are you reading this?

turn right in 5 seconds

turn right in 5 seconds

yes, the title does make sense. its not random rubbish you neh nehs. :D you're probably going "huh?" but HEY! it's one of the bestest things i've ever heard from someone of that status. HEEHEE.

the past few days have been rather.. tiring, exhaustive and just plain collaspable, and i've been totally out of whack. oh wait im stating the obvious. hurhur. but in any case, YOU DONT HAVE TO KNOW! MUAHAHA. right. (:

i sleep at 10, wake up at 6.30 and im still as lethargic as if i havent slept at all. and today during pe, i swear i nearly diededededed.

swam. (again) and no, i didnt take the timing today. damned pjs and age limits. so i did intervals and im not dying as much as i did yesterday! :D suprising. really.

SCHOOL IS MORE FUN WHEN YOU'RE WALKING WITH YOUR BACK AGAINST THE WALL. (and peeping at every corner, watching out for people just like they do in the movies. HEHE.) and running into corners, shielding your face and keep giggling as if the funniest joke has happened. 8D!

thurs was wonderful :D

anyway, even though i've been really tired and all, i actually still can dream -_-ll
seriously.
zomg 2 nights ago, i dreamt that i was pregnant, and i was going around chinatown (for gods sake why chinatown) with liwei and asking about stuff concerning my kid or sth like that, and apparently i didnt want to keep the child, coz at the end i was asking about abortion and stuff. then i woke up and realised that.. I DONT KNOW WHO THE FATHER WAS. HAHAHAHA. heeeeeheeeeee. no wonder i didnt want to keep the kid. damn. if elvin was the dad, of course keep luh. HAHA. right. ok. HEEES.

then the other one was that i was taking a taxi from bedok inter to my house with my brothers(but apparently i didnt tell the driver where to go, he just drove me there -_-) and that speaks volumes already. then ah, the cab fare was 160.17 halfway thru. goodness, 17 cents. then travel somemore and the fare meter went down -_-ll. haaahaaaaa.

i prefer doing it.. standing up. it's rather long and i want you to be comfortable.

ps. ewan mcgregor is hot. but not as hot as elvinnnnnnnnnnnnn. :D

sealed, stamped, sent.

sealed, stamped, sent.

hehe.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIXUAN!
finally 17. haha.
put good use to the presents ok?
share its goodness. :D
muacks muacks love (((((:

thats it man, i dont know why i go to sch for these boring lessons and there's nothing interesting for me to look at except for the guy who looks korean-chinese just because he looks korean-chinese. and of course there're darlings to keep me company, but hello? (haha cheah) they arent in my classssss!

tomorrow even better, 1chinese, 2la, 2 math, 2 chem. knnbccb BORING. im not even taking chem nxt yr, and of course not LA. DUH. HAHA. and chinese too. i mean, HELLO?(haha cheah) go to school for BORING math?

but since sonia darling can't pon school tomorrow im rethinking my decision to sleep in. haha.

im dying i need sleep and i need a kiss and you to wrap your arms around me when im sleeping while caressing my hair darling where're you please dont break my heart again ):

the (i-b) string.

the (i-b) string.

im in love ok.

not with jay chou; i gotta fly to taiwan to see him.

sg have alr.

presenting the hottest guy in sg:

ahh love love.

anyway, the SAC thing was pretty fun, well, lol.

and it's the last day for the J2s. boo.

of course, on every last days something interesting happens,

and physics had to be right smack init.

since i slept at 2 last night, i slept half the lesson away. haha. retarded shite.

of course, ponned pe too. leg pain. haha.

(why is that a duh..)

ohoh, i was there busying whining about how physics took up the time to see elvin, and i thought he went off alr, and xiu was there saying that he was the hottest guy on earth, so i was like ))))):

then rach was like, he's at the bus!

then me and xiu chiong there. i swear it was super funny; he was like the animal at the zoo and everyone was just there crowding around him. HAHAHA.

but yes yes, all the eye candies pale in comparison. haha. therefore no more eye candies. T_T (:

went out later, the cashier was super funny. :D

(see la, who ask you to piss me off, so now you're the 2nd hottest guy in sg. haha.)

(:

(:

I gave up on trying to translate the song.

I'm in love.

my boyfriend (:

without love/

without love/

ok so, i just realised that i HAD a resolution i was supposed to follow this year, so lets see how much i've completed. those that i've achieved will be marked in blue, left untouched in red.

1) be a mugger! i want to mug! and mug! and mug!
2) mug and successfully get all the stuff into my head la.
3) increase my current pathetic bowling av by at least 30. *looks hopefully*
4) get at least 3 for my damned GPA. =)
5) and of coz, lose those extra fats so i can see my muskles. (even though i think it'll be horrible with all the manly lines and all) =D
6) get at least a freaking B for 2.4
7) stop looking for out for hot/cute guys. *will try, will try*
8) clean up my vocab. *will try too*
9) be nicer to the people around me even though i dont like them
10) not qurallel with my parents as much
11) start paying attn in class
12) start doing my damned hw
13) abolish the late night mugging and mug in sch
14) stop doing reports at 2300 when the report is due at 2359
15) not munch on little biscuits i find in the kitchen when i feel like it
16) run at least 4 times a wk (with pe taking up 2, this isnt a problem. =))
17) take the time out to go to the fujitsu place and repair my speakers
18) forget him. somehow. even if it means hitting my head against the wall til i bleed.
19) convince my parents to let me wear contacts
20) convince my mum to let me go pierce my ears again. 5 more.
21) get my wmp fixed
22) stop being so blur (somehow)
23) stop lying to myself
24) stop giving in to temptation
25) stop telling people im alright when im not
26) stop being addicted to pain (but hey! it's feels great!)
27) stop saying words i dont mean
28) stop being a mean and sarcastic bitch
29) figure out trigo and be able to do trigo qns without referring to the formulas.
30) remove all temptation to chop off my hair like what i did last yr.
31) be more organised
32) brush up my chinese. more like relearn chinese.
33) be more patient
34) stop having a memory span of 10 seconds
35) figure out why i have people adding me on msn when they are living somewhere called adeliane or smth like that.
36) run in the rain
37) not scream loudly whenever some random boliao thing happens
38) save up $$!!!
39) not lose my stuff like i always do
40) cut back on whining. XP
41) be able to do a standard guy pull up!
42) and do the male push ups. (tsk. elbow injuries are so irritating.)
43) quit telling everyone that maths is love! because we all know it isnt.
44) be nicer to that cuz of mine. THAT cuz. THAT one.
45) quit making jasmine jealous abt my lil bro. =)
46) dance. properly.
47) convince my mum i need to dye my hair. (i do, i do.)
48) stop being so sick in the head. heh. BANG. (i dont think i'll be working for this.)
49) stop spending money like free like that. haha.
50) and finally, no more list 50 things nxt yr.

omg. lol.
12 kept, 38 broken. LOL.

i'll come up with the one for 2008 in december, after OBM.(wx you better stick to it you bitch. haha.)

I'm pretending that I don't love you/

I'm pretending that I don't love you/

故事的小黄花
从出生那年就飘著
童年的荡秋千随记忆一直晃到现在
ㄖㄨㄟ　ㄙㄡ　ㄙㄡ　ㄒ一　ㄉㄡ　ㄒ一ㄌㄚ　ㄙㄡ　ㄌㄚ　ㄒ一　ㄒ一　ㄒ一　ㄒ一　ㄌㄚ　ㄒ一　ㄌㄚ　ㄙㄡ
吹著前奏望著天空
我想起花瓣试著掉落
为你翘课的那一天
花落的那一天
教室的那一间
我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍
没想到失去的勇气我还留著
好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开
刮风这天
我试过握著你手
但偏偏
雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久我才能在你身边
等待放晴的那天
也许我会比较好一点
从前从前
有个人爱你很久
但偏偏
雨渐渐
把距离吹得好远好不容易
又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后你好像说了拜拜

not one, not three;

not one, not three;

OK yes my honayes, it's a FRIDAY!
no, no party. haha.

im in the middle of being high and emoing.
highing because im not going to be in TA anymore.
emoing because im not going to be in TA anymore.

HAHA. right, ok. LOL.

ok, honestly. yah. im actually quite happy about that la. its like I FEEL FREEer! HAHA.

PGME, anyone?

psssst. cute guy and his cute girlfriend sit together very cute leh! cute + cute = 2cute!

HAHA right, ok. LOL. again.

TAKE GEOG NEXT YEAR PEOPLE! HAHAHHA!!!!

i feel lamed out by myself la. how pathetic is this. -_-

oh yeah. if anyone of you have like, a hell lot of time on your hands, go read the book titled "verses that hurt". go check it out. i swear, you'll nv look at the world in the same light ever again. the book can be found in tj lib, apparently. HAHA. (oops oops oops!)

sch libraries are so fun. esp little conferences about things on the table, chair, sofa, bed, toilet bowl, stained books and especially under the table. HAHA. and waterbottles too. :D

oh, contacts, bag and ballsssssss, here i come! <333


oh yah and to add on, bowling was really fun yesterday. haha. really. :D
daryl's bowling is improving. (READ THIS DARYL, READ THIS. HAHA.)

我们这样骗得了谁？

smile of the year/

smile of the time/

*giggles*
yes, im starting my giggles again. :D
HEY, thats good ok! HAHAHHA
because:

1) debbie's got the jay chou scores (like the entire book) and she's helping me photocopying! :DDD omg i love you muacks muackszxsxz
2) piano! jz/sonia's friend! omg lol yay duet! :DDDDD (though i forgot your name) THANKS SO MUCH MAN! :D
3) way back into love!
4) 17cm!
5) I PASSED! :D!
6) a possible cycling date!
7) *something really funny* like serious humor.
8) sonia! (and her bodybuilder)
9) CGC!
10) chlorine water lol lol lol

good luck man, the person with the same surname as me. haha, you know why. :D

im feeling really high now la. like really really high. so i shall psycho myself into thinking that OBM is gonna be fun.

obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.
obm's gonna be fun.

ok YES IM CONVINCED HAHHAHAHA!

whee~!

and please, moderate the physics marks DOWN. so i can pass. :D!

darlin' never set me free

darlin' never set me free

this is one of the few days where all i want to do is to crawl through the screen to wherever you are to give you a kiss, get lost in your eyes and go back knowing that you love me.

but of course, you dont. (because firstly, how do you crawl through the screen, you tell me?)

so i guess now's the perfect time for something alcoholic and savory and pray i dont awake tomorrow because im so drunk in your love it hurts.

confused good club rocks ass man. :D

amidst all this,

amidst all this,

anyway, no more black nails alr. i mean, fingernails. left black toenails though. haha!.

hairspray is the sex. and link (zac) is hawt in the movie luh (:
(wish the link in my links is really link. ahh.)
anyone w the soundtracks, send me please? pretty pretty please?

dark haired guys turn me on. now you see why link is hot but troy isnt. :D
and of course, there are exceptions like lucas, but since he dyed his hair dark, i've been swooning ever since. HAHA.

to darling:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR! :D
i love you honey. (:

haha, i wanted to blog about something, but i cant remember what it is now. but nevermind, there was one of the woohoo storms this aftnn, and yeah, miraculously, my footwear didnt spoil. :D

你的爱
已不在
我为什么还在这发呆
我为什么还爱你
为什么还想着你

spinning around, talking like a child/

spinning around, talking like a child/

open house yesterday! oh god it was LOVE apart from the fact that it was sweltering hot in there (literally) and the track was like emitting heat. PLUS, we were moving around, refilling the orange juice thing by walking to the main building to the sports com. and alot of dao people who didnt know what we were talking about. oh man.

but anyway, AHH! :D

gotta censor this part because.. you never know who will read your archives in future, you know. (: i swear, his words are like white hot that melts and makes you evaporate when he speaks and smiles, just so tempting to be given a kiss. like ahhhhhhh! omg im dying here..

ohoh, and it got kinda boring at the sports com, so we went around looking at hot guys, oops, i meant promoting bowling, and yeah, i nv knew that my year got a few cute ones leh. i thought gone case alr. HAHA. kidding, kidding. really, kidding (:

saw huiyi, junhan, clarice, joel and len there. HAHA LEN PONNED REMEDIAL TO COME HERE TO SEE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :DDDDDD!! right. did you? ohoh, and jas darl and the other tk people came too :D!

had the OBM talk later on, and well, the guy sorta looked like tarzan. really. (: eh tarzan's pretty cute ok? HAHA. yeah anws, *spends 5 paragraphs whining about malaria pills* ok yes. that. BAH. and no fbts, apparently.

i shant talk about my results here coz it's really depressing like omg how could i have gotten that for chem (ok its my fault i was studying physics) and for math, i guess it was pretty justified.. NOT. fuck la i made so many fucking careless mistakes that costed me like at least 10marks for each paper can. ): oh god i want to cry. i want to take H2 math nxt year leh.. how? (coz i cant do H1 math, but i can do H2 math. wow. HAHA.)

anyway, yeah. I MUST PASS PHYSICS. AND CHINESE. AND LA. AND GEOG. MUST MUST MUST!

oh, just a pic from open house. the guy whom i gave my 1st kiss too. ok fine, not 1st. big deal. HAHA.

my 1st aider love. X)

oh yeah, and for a few minutes, the bowlers were the ones attending to the 1st aider booth. HEHEHE.

a random conversation during open house while elis and samuel were talking to their pw leader.

*samuel stands infrnt of me*

me: samuel, dont move!

sam: *moves away* ok.

me: *dies on the spot*

elis: look at his/her long legs la! no hair one, so smooth

me: but s/he wear those funny funny shoes.. i think ankles are sexy leh.

I KNOW YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THE CONVO, BUT I DO HAHAHAHHAA. and elis does, too. i think. haha.

love, honayes. :D

Darling, never set me free/

Darling, never set me free/

yesyes, my honayes, i missed you too! :D

nothing interesting happened much these few days, apart from playing the piano with the new scores, watching movies, swimming, AND OH OH WE FINISHED THE SS PROJ HAHHAHAHA

yes im very happy about it. heeees! :D

speaking about swimming..
OMG PLEASE, TELL ME IT WAS YOU. i miss you too much for you to not be. no one can have your splitting image. i'd gladly pon every wednesday training if i must, because you know that i know it too. especially for that 5 minutes. it was just.. that. you had no idea how much i just wanted to ask you. that. atwied. <3


and im sorry for leaving without saying anything.

its like a fantasy/

its like a fantasy/

there.
its over.

(:

WOOHOOO!!!!