confusion has never been a gd thing. but ryte now, itz all i have.

damn. my life is lyk... pretty much screwed up ryte now. Hw is lyk pilng up.. n im not doing them. ryte now, im not reli sure dat i've made the ryte choice in coming 2 TA. reli not sure. actually... im no longer sure abt anything anymore. i dunno wad 2 do ryte now.

my bowling... pretty much screwed up too. nuthin 2 comment. i juz noe dat itz deteoriating. by alot. nononoono.

TA. wad a name fit 4 it. Torture Academy. hmm.

nvm... i'll juz continue 2 feel.. as i've always been. in love. with nuthin at all. sounds weird? haha. ryte now.. siddharth n his dear gay fren r spreading stoopid rumors abt me. which r untrue. I DUN DO STUFF WIF DARYL IN HMT CLAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NONONONOONONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ryte now, i think half of TA1 noes it. at the rate itz spreading. sad life. so much 2 xplain. but nuthin again.

all i wanna do now, is to click on the reset button in life. restart everything again. yet, i dun wan 2. dunno y, actually. lol. im confused, as usual. everything's been a blur since i've come 2 TA.

Stuff happened. itz all ur fault. im juz on the middle again. n i dowan 2 b in dat situation again. u're forcing me to.

They ask me y im so crazy at times. itz juz an act. they say im xtroverted. but datz only when im moody. datz juz when i dowan 2 show my true self. dun u noe dat itz juz a cover? u have 2 act. otherwise, every1 would noe who u reli r. which is not reli a gd thing. they could hurt u more.


Title:Heaven by Your Side
Artist: Azn Dreamers

You and I, cannot hide,
The love we feel inside,
The words we need to say,
I feel that I, have always walked alone
but now that your here with me
there always be a place that I can go

And suddenly our destiny has started to unfold,
When you're next to me, I can see the greatest story love has ever told,

Now my life is blessed with the love of an angel (how can it be true)
Somebody to keep the dream alive(the dream i found in you)
I always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me,
But when we touch, I realize, that I found my place in heaven by your side.

I could fly, when you smile
I'd walk a 1000 miles, to hear you call my name
now that I, have finally found the one,
who will be there for me, eternally
my everlasting sun.

Heaven by your side (x3)

and when your next to me, I can see the greatest story love has ever told,

Now my life is blessed by the love of an angel (how can it be true)
Somebody to keep the dream alive(the dream i found in you)
I always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me,
But when we touch, I realize, that I found my place in heaven by your side.

Now my life is blessed by an angel (heaven by your side)
Somebody to keep the dream alive(the dream i found in you)
I always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me,
But when we touch, I realize, that I found my place in heaven by your side...

ITZ ALL UR FAULT.

pissed

If my parents dun noe wad the hell IP was all abt, y did they even support my decision 2 join dis thing? WTF. man... dun they even noe dat MSN can oso b used 2 have grp discussion...n 2 chat as well? i mean lyk... my dad was goin lyk wad kind of writing r u writing? i was only using short form wadd.. cannot mehh? so yarr... another useless shouting match... hope sammie couldnt hear it. aniwae. he's prob gonna go n c mr see... which is pretty pointless 4 them aniwae, coz the hist is the sub he's teaching n we're kinda discussing abt the hist play crap. lol. he'll prob get some lame ans anw... lyk i even have the time 2 read the newspaper as well. all the shit hw n proj r lyk taking up all my time, n they wan some crap stuff... lyk... reading a bk? how stupid can dat get? when i still cant find the time 2 read my jekyll n hyde bk. grrrrr. aniwae, he said... dat if the need arises, im gonna leave the sch. NO. i'll never leave. i dun wan 2. im happy wif the hw... kk... datz a lie. im not happy wif the hw... wait... datz a lie too... i lurve n hate my hw at the same time. nvm. confusion. tino, johnny, billy, rodney, qing hui n daryl r lyk keeping my sanity, b4 i reli blow up. im serious. damn. crying feels great.dman my parents. they blew up at me, coz i 'was using msn' discussing abt hist. shit. how stupid can dat get?

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

i need a break. a mental one.

ja ne..

stresssssss................

yo!! back here blogging!! aft such a long time of leaving my dear blog alone... collecting dust.. sadd. haha. yayy. i lurve my tablet. aniwae, was kinda discussing abt the design of the tj bowling tee last nite... n... well... the shirt looks weird. damn. cant upload the pic. shitt. haha. nvm. but it still looks a bit weird. hehe.

wahh.. all the projects they give us.. lyk shit sia. one wk muz do lyk 2 or more. shit. They tryna kill us or smth?! walao... stress sia... poo. but i lurve it here. haha. gheying arnd IS fun:D hehe.

Bowling still rawks. totally. but i still hate jimmy. poo. stoopid poo. haha.

Voice convo on msn rawks. hehe. was having one wif johnny juz now, but his mike kns, so he type back. haha. C.Y. tot i was mad, toking 2 the com. hehe. funn. shall do dat more often. tralalala.

Valentine's day is dis tues. 2 more days 2 find some1 2 go out wif. hang on. i m going out dat day. LOL..

feeling happy ryte now. dunno y. muz have been... nvm. hehe.

ja ne..

how does the feeling of being corrupted to the point of no return sound 2 u?

n i still dun have a valentine:(

YO!!!

haha. juz realised smth. when i got my tablet, i blogged less:P haha.

Valentine's day is coming. n guez who's my valentine?

i shall call JP pokemon until he's nicer 2 me. lol. lyk wad happened 2dae lahh. Johnny said dat keyboard players dun have a life (btw, it wasnt a keyboard. itz called a PIANO.) so i zui him to where i tot his tablet was... saw JP... nonononono. pokemon n liew xun was playing on a tablet. one was lying arnd, so naturally i assumed it was Johnny's. damn. took it n hugged it. didnt wan him 2 get 2 it. until they told me dat it was actually pokemon's tablet. shiiit. wad the hell... i was hugging pokemon's tablet?!?! gross. eeewwww. lol. mayb he's not reli dat disgusting, but still. y was i hugging some guy's tablet?!?!

yayy. so happy. mayb im not reli dat shi bai aft all. haha. was teaching billy n QH the left hand part of the canon in D, n they ended up competing against each other. -_-ll muz have been the male dominance thing smth smth n competitive smth smth. i lyk QH's fingers... so nice, long n slim... lyk pianist lidat. can reach the octave thing oso. haha. i need longer fingers.

I FOUND MY DUET PARTNER!!!! yayy!!! or at least 4 canon in D. sho nice. haha. happy...

my luohan ate my hw//* lyk who will believe lidat...

ja ne..