Say you will;

Say you will;

baby, i dont wanna waste another day.

baby, i dont wanna waste another day.

ok yes. HAHA. tomorrow's geog and im not supposed to blog until 5 days later, but AH. it's GEOG. it's ESSAY. it's pay-attention-in-class-and-pass-it. ok so i need to read the case studies. but i dont type S..L.......O........W.........L.........Y........ so i guess... ah. just 5 days. (: EH 7 days has been quite good alr ok?

(:

im not ok, actually. ahh. if i pass chem and mathB, i thank my mother, my father, i'll cut my hair until i look like a butch again, i'll pierce my ears myself and i promise to mug for HCL Os. (dont know how you do it anyway.)

LA is uncommentable, physics is.. HAHA i bet the physics teachers were bloody slacking la. there was this qn STRAIGHT out from the revision paper like knnbccb man. HAHA! anyway i have no idea why my answer was abit different though. must be the g factor. yes, not g spot. (: but anyway yes, it was a god send. I LOVE YOU physics teachers. haha. (and if i pass this physics paper i'll tell mr chee that i love him. eh later his gf jealous how? aiyah. nvm. i'll tell kimberley that i love her then. :D)

and yes. eh how'd you do that ah? so fucken' scary.

I memorised the number, so why can't i make the call?
(because i busted my phone bills. ha. ha.)

i'll never tell you that I love you again.

i'll never tell you that I love you again.

yesterday was just fucking retarded la. haha.
was happily watching the scenes of lucas darling in hsm1 (again), then i realised that my dad was alr at the door. so i just closed the lid of my com and went to sleep. and woke up at 6.45pm. note, pm. my dad woke up me up, saying it was damn late alr, so i thought i was and intended to pon school, because the kuku me thought it was thursday morning so i got up and started kicking my brother's bed to wake him up.

anyway, lls is talking about us and gong/si han and the compo which we have to complete within 2 hours, and he sounds as if he's trying to convince himself that we can actually finish it. haha.

and yes, i finally got back the veronicas and the song 4ever. oh god it brings back so many memories. haha. no im not telling, god it's so embarrassing, yet so goooood. :D good good good. :D maybe i'll have the dose of that next year, but then again, i wouldnt have the company that i used to have at that period of time. haha. oh god... *tears the pages out* but at least it didnt hurt one bit. (((: to the extent of being giddy and maddddddddd. HAHA. ohmygod.. :P

i dont want to go for obm. hint.


(:

so i guess thats the stuff that needs to come out for now, hopefully i wont be back til the 3rd of october. or the afternoon of 2nd october. (:

makes it sound like sexual tension doesnt it?



yes i love you darling, but you'll never know if it's you anymore. beg me, sweetie. (:

oh and, remind me to never turn off safe search when im searching for images. bah. *washes eyes*

something

something

its a horrible emo day.

actually its not. i promised not to blog, right?
but i guess this calls for something (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
i heart you loads.

wootsie.

anyway, there was something i wanted to say, but i guess this wont fit the context. plus, it's not very nice. (:

it's a happy happy day, happy birthday again, daddy.

its not the end.

its not the end.

so i guess this is it huh?
less than a week.

so i wont be back til then.

and i'll survive to tell you everything in glory.



thank you.

and to you, much hugs and kisses. (:

please dont take your time

please dont take your time

yesyes nono.

you know, it's the emo emo week. because trigo blasts the shit out of you. i have absolutely no idea why those idiots came up with those things la, like those chem bonding things, like we even need to know what those molecules look like. so bloody irritating can.its not like i even aspire to be a chemist.

what combi must i take to take a course in psychology?


you haunt me, you know that?

god created pms for a use, it's for self defence.

god created pms for a use, it's for self defence.

hello.
today, i'd like to talk about
pms.
coz it makes my life unbearable.
no, i dont mean its effects on me,
oh wait it does.
im talking about pms that affects my mum, which in turn affects me.
you have absolutely no idea how much i feel like stuffing that motherfucking door of the wardrobe up her ass.
bitch.

and all i did, was to sit there innocently, the way they've tried to make little kids do, and i tio everything by the bloody $%^&* mother. oh yes, shoe shopping too. i tell you ah, i nearly cried in the middle of the damned shopping centre la. either tears of boredom or pissedness, if there's such a word. like fuck, all the stuff she chooses, when i visualise it on someone, whether it's a supermodel or vanessa hudgens, i feel like throwing up la. (vanessa is the sex, ranking after brendon, ryan, lucas and zac) and that, is bad. then after that when i choose something she makes this super nasty comments on everything i like, turning it into something so repulsive; i started to think that the square would look pretty good in a bridal dress. yes, anyway, so we bought nothing, and she complained about me being unresponsive for over an hour while walking around the place. blahblahblah. whatever, its not as if you're perfect, so quit thinking that i should be.

and if you wonder why i like pulling the speakers near me and why i like to listen to all sorts of rubbish music all the time, ITS BECAUSE IT DROWNS YOUR FUCKING VOICE, BITCH.

just imagine, someone drilling at your ear nonstop from the moment you wake up til you fall asleep. and it's not along the lines of whispering sweet nothings, more of a grating noise.

Mine people cheating on each other

Mime people cheating on each other

anyways, i know youtube put this vid as m18, but dont worry, there's no skin to skin porn involved. they dont even touch each other. oh wait they do la, but it's not sex. its just normal touching.



i love it. loads. (:

Stay where I can see you

Stay where I can see you

(:
woots! i came home ytd and slept for 3 hours, woke up, forced to do math, then went back to an 11 hour sleep. :D
talk about being tired <3
oh yeah. i got a whole list of people to thank for helping me survive this week. :D

1st, shrompy! haha math proj X)
2nd, denise! for somehting i cant remember but i only rmb that i had to thank her.
3rd, zenia! for thumbdrive and the life saving scissors :D
4th, limeng! for zee journal X)
5th, valerie, peiyi and sammi, for teaching me chem kinetics!
6th, uh i cant remember. oh yeah. parents, for pocket money (for printing, like dammit, not shopping.)

:D!

yesyes, so the j2s had their physics paper yesterday, and at 2pm, where everyone was frantically mugging under the LT1 and canteen, we were busy running around in circles there while denise escaped to the 2nd storey. -_-ll then, sonia happily stood THERE, like THERE zomg THERE and i was like AHHHHHHH!!!!!! NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! then she stood there and started laughing like a mad woman and blahblahblah something something but omg like AHHHHHH i swear good thing it's friday today if not i'd be super high for the rest of the wk in school going AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok yes. :P

iheartyoulucas X)

He said she said

He said she said

im falling sleep, poor me.
help.

oh yeah. lunch was really really fun la. HAHA. retarded though. we were running around under LT1 in circles. X) and sonia cant play hide and seek for nuts.

swooning in the middle

swooning in the middle



ok yes. i am very obliged to start this post with:

LUCAS GRABEEL IS LOVEEEEEE! (:


oh god he's like so hot can! <3

say he's the sex, he's the sex.

omg he's so fucking hot la zomg ahhhhhhhh!!!!

ok yes yes, though lucas grabeel.

OMG HE'S SO HOT LAAAAA

ok enough.
________________________________

ok yesyes. (:


the chem test was really fun! HAHA ok, it was the only chem test in 2 years where i could do the math part of it. mole concept was a total flop. i take back anything bad i said about chem kinetics. oh love


and YES, after a few days of #$%^&*&^%, i finally got the journal finished! oh love love! sorry mr loh. haha.


and i heart panic! ahh!


AHH LUCAS!

its safe to say!

its safe to say!

hehe. no, its nothing you should know. (:
then again, it's nothing i know of too.
so if it's nothing that i know and it nothing that you dont know,
it means you know and you should let me know too.

X)

eh i still dont understand chem kinetics. fuck.

hee.

hee.

a tourist is a person who travels out of their usual environment for the purpose of leisure, business, or visiting friends and family, and stays overnight.

(so a 1 night stand can be classified as tourism la.)

classification is so fun. :D

im upset.

im upset.

yesyes. chem kinetics, i know, i know.
SCREW YOUR BLOOODY SHITASS LA CHEM.
):

same person, same person.
ahh. no more mood to do anything alr.

no mood to blog either. OBM isnt called off, like fuck.

someting happy, something sad.

something happy, something sad.

hi.
my phone got confiscated.
see i told you that i should get the other plan. bah.

so cover your eyes and hide your face;

ahh im dying. im really really dying.

and im really accident prone nowadays. yesterday i had a head on collision. and it was so retarded la zomg. -_-ll
and today, etc etc and etc. -_-ll

remind me to put masking tape over rachna's mouth in future when etc etc and etc. gah.

yesyes. im going to die. ):

untitled.

untitled.

ok so, there's this jittery feeling in me and i dont know what it is.
and im only done with 2 chpts of physics. oh kill me, kill me. ):

im not looking forward to school tomorrow, trust me.
then again, who does?

come back to me, sweetie. ))))):

一句say goodbye,

一句say goodbye,

omg. something very funny in google translate AGAIN. HEHE.
ok, refer to the lyrics of 不能说的秘密, the previous of the previous post, and then read this.

ready?

Left cold coffee drink
I am in the mood but refrain fight back
Life would like to restore the past
I still clearly visible face

The most beautiful is not rainy day
Did you escape the rain eaves
Memories of the screen
In Tangzhe swing not sweet dream start

You say that love will go farther down gradually
Why has missed to change the time
You stop using your fingertips, I say goodbye
Imagine you are completely lost before it around

You say that love will go farther down gradually
Perhaps fate of the only sign we saw
Let us just love the autumn quarter
George found happiness after debris
How should I seized

Left cold coffee drink
But refrain I am back in the mood
Trying desperately to restore the past
I still clearly visible face

The most beautiful is not rainy day
Did you escape the rain from the eaves oh
Memories of the screen
In Tangzhe swing not sweet dream start

You say that love will go farther down gradually
Why has missed to change the time
You stop using your fingertips, I say goodbye
Imagine you are completely lost before it around

You say that love will go farther down gradually
Perhaps fate of the only sign we saw
Let us just love the autumn quarter
George found happiness after debris
How should I seized

yesyes. i know, broken chinese. but the funny one is:

You say that love will go farther down gradually
Why has missed to change the time
You stop using your fingertips, I say goodbye
Imagine you are completely lost before it around

HEHEHE. dont we all agree... about love going farther down..... south? HAHAHA. right. nevermind. (:O
but the best one is the one of stop using fingertips. HEHE.

eh not my fault it sounds so sick ok? (:

no?

no?

At any given time you’re leaving me
a wicked smile and gleam in your eyes.
At any given moment, deceiving me,
I’m so in love with your lies.
In any given hour you take me in your arms,
brutalize my heart with
the darkness of your charms.

Then in the dark of night I lay,
wishing you would go away,
Your whispers in my head,
your shadow in my bed.

At any given time, you’re killing me
slowly with the magic you wield.
At any given moment thrilling me,
cutting deep until I’m healed.
In any given hour you possess
demanding answers…
until my soul's confessed.

Then in the dark of night I lay,
wishing you would go away,
Your whispers in my head,
your shadow in my bed.

Then in the dark of night I lay
my red bloom drained to gray,
You rise black & then you’re gone…
behind your rose, a thorn.

Thanks, Ms-Figgs.

不能说的秘密;

不能说的秘密;


冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面拼
命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡著秋千 梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想像你在身边 才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎麼捡

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh~
回忆的画面
在荡著秋千 梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想像你在身边 才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎麼捡

yes yes, i didnt forget. not the least bit.

fellatio;

fellatio;

dont get me wrong, i wasnt involved in fellatio of any sort that caused me from blogging 3 times a day to once in 3 days.

i mean, fellatio, what a nice sounding word. say it, over and over again. doesnt it give you the feeling, feeling of something very slender and classy, somewhat compared to a very sleek, classy cat? like a real live white cat, decorated in expensive taste; jewels of all sorts, be it diamond, ruby, emerald, amethyst, moving gracefully, as if gliding sensually.

but oh no, it has to mean the oral stimutation of the penis. goddammit.

anyway, moving on, jay chou's SECRET IS FUCKING GOOD ZOMG!
hearts and kisses to it.
his pianoing is omg oh so orgasmic.
must watch. or at least, i loved it. <3

ahhh, i feel like going on and on about it, but i guess i'll spoil it. so there :D

oh and i heart Ms-Figgs too. :D

/you (:

/the little bitch



HAPPY 700th POST! (: much loves, bloggie <333

god fanfict is good.. only when you get the good ones, that is. DUH, HAHA.


anws anws, im feeling rather pissed right now. stupid knnbccb bitch. you're doing that just to piss me off yeah? but its alright, its not exactly a loss on my part, you lose yours too. you disgust that particular person too, you know that? dream on, on your part of thinking that that person would actually react to what you're doing. yes, he or she will, but i tell you what, i stand more on gain in this part. so continue, i dont mind. though im pretty sure they do.

yeappppp. :D

saturday was fun! watched rata2e with the family and cuzs, and i got the lovers seat with cass! HAHA. ok yeah, now i know where to date. w/o the irritating painful thing in the centre between 2 seats, esp when you're trying to get to the other person. OOPS DID I JUST SAY ANYTHING? XD


yeah, then me and cass decided to go walk around sg's CBD area, and like omg i didnt know we had so many.. memorials. then there was one, erected in 1922, and i swear, there were the imprints of the gunshots in the stone la. omg the stone has been like hit since 1942-1945 -_- and they didnt patch it up -_-. ok la, they patched the other side up, and it looked disgusting. so the gun 'wounds' were way cooler. LOL. nvm. im contradicting myself. nvm, nvm.

anws the esplanade lib is a very good place for dating, so yeah. :D

lovesssss<333

/someday.

/someday.

:D

the bestest best day i ever had! (in august)

much lovesssss <3333333

SCHOOL ENDED AT LIKE 9 TODAY ZOMG SO FUCKING EARLY WOOHOOOO~

yesyes, so i stayed around in under the TRC with the teachers, taking photos with mr tan and mr hassim. HAHA. so funny la everyone was like queueing up to take pics with mr tan and his face was like.. you know. so funny! then we spent like a long long time trying to locate mr hassim and mr tan so that they could take a pic together. I SWEAR, mr hassim has his paternal instincts acting up. ahh he was carrying this little boy, mrs neo's kid i think, around as if he was his child. AHH SO CUTE LA! i'll upload the pics when sonia sends 'em to me. :D

and shrompy's super hardworking la omg. haha! i just wont do my essay on a day where we end at 9am. :D

then went off to have BREAKFAST (lol) with sam, xiu and sonia at tm where they could go watch HAIRSPRAY after that. AAAAAAAND, we bumped into.... MY STALKER! HAHAHAHAHA. omg lame la. HAHA.

met lw and irah at tamp inter to go to bwp, but darling irah had a sore eye so she couldnt go. ):

reached there, and thought we were the oldest there. then some guy appears and he's our senior senior senior something like that. HAHH.

went to the hall and OMG the stage has become so short! as in, low, or whatever. charged the phone there, sat in a circle and started calling people asking why they werent here. thomas you VAINPOT HAHA.

(just realised that, shit, we forgot to take a pic of ms toh.)

went to the 6/1 classroom, and the tables all so cute!

since the cam was on timer, it took just as we started laughing after 9 seconds of freezing in the same spot. it took the pic at 10.

the 1st successful pic! :D! (one sixth of 6/1 03)

the 2nd one! yes yes, thomas is SHYYYY!

see, so shy. awwww. HAHA.

random.

EH WE FORGOT TO GO TO THE BARS DAMMIT!

went to kev's house w/o chuiwen and cerlyn (damn.) and HIS DOG IS GAY! yeah, we watched dog porn in the bus too. kev's black dog on kev's white dog. like both oral and from the back. wah piang. and he said they were at it for 5 days 5 nights. (just when i thought turtle porn was bad..)

pp is the world's most boring place. (because i know it like the back of my hand.) and pastamanis cooks their pasta for too long. HAHA. and kev finished almost half the bottle of cheese XD! and somehow we pay 66 cents for service charge or something. HAHAHA liwei math damn good! :D

and thomas was already half dead before we even reached there. HAHA. give the guy his barcadi! OH YEAH. he very funny leh. coz the 5 of us were on a 6 person table, he had no one infrnt of him. so when he turned to face us, he'd give the stone face. then when he turn to the front he'd start grinning. O_O

told len where the bustop was, walked one pathetic round, and went to the bustop -_-ll partially coz it was 5 plus and thomas was three quarter dead. -_-ll

nevermind. we'll all meet again sometime in december <3

yesyes. the last elective i'll ever have.. ENDED. :((((( ahh but it was a fun one. :D HAHA. tsk man, tsk! so.. i have to mug for promos starting.. after i wake up. (:

just a picture to end this:

(: we'll miss you! (even though you dont teach me.)