its leaving, its coming

HAPPY 800TH POST!

good number! 800! fa ah fa!~ $$$ (:

money money come! :D may my wallet be fat fat with 50 dollar notes for me to spend and nv go down! (((((:

anyway, this is like the last post of 2007. time to wrap it up with a ribbon and hide it somewhere in a drawer, only taken out when it's covered with dust.

lets see what i accomplished this yr.

hmm.

nothing much leh. haha. just the usual.

and something unusual, which was still kinda usual, but who usually cares. lol.

3 hrs and 45 more minutes to the end of 2007.

two thousand and seven. cool year huh. (: maybe it'll kick start of being as high as last year's. haha. last yr it was like foom LOL.

but anyway, no more countdown. ): i shall countdown online. haha. mass convos. the plan is to add random people in the convo! :D more re nao. ;D

but anyway, i have to come up a certain of resolutions for nxt yr. i only accomplished 8 out of 50 last yr, you know. haha.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS 2008!

1)lose weight. as usual. hahaha.

2)pass all subjects with a comfortable margin. (in otherwords, at least a C)

3)bowling average of 170

4)get into bowling com (pref capt though..)

5)not to cut my hair, unless it's to layer it.

6)not be antisocial like this year.

7)be less depressed. (easily accomplished, if you ask me)

8)SAVE MONEY! i want to see at least a thousand in my piggybank by the end of nxt yr. hah.

9)be a tad nicer to everyone around me. today shall be my last mean day!

10)not be such a sucker for love

i finished all and realised it was exactly 10 resolutions. lol.

anyway went out in the aftnn and got a pair of shoes and 2 earrings. someone takes super long to shop luhx. i get 2 pairs of earrings he still in the changing room. proshit. haha shop until someone else cannot go buy slippers alr. then somemore forgot about minitoons. LOL. anyway, cafe cartel is fun. lollol.

supposed to shop somemore, but decided to go home. COUNTDOWN ONLINE! ^^ dont countdown outside go countdown online. haha. nvm nvm i'll go for the countdown for 2010. which is like, after As. :D liwei! date set then ah! i book you 2 yrs in advance!

the apple that is redder than my fingernail. it's redder in real life.

yup i just ate it. no more red apple. :D

yes, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NATALIE HILARY LIM JING YI(lol!) AND YUNHUI! (names in alphabetical order, in no order of love)

the last light of 2007!

byebye 2007! it was a great rollercoaster ride! :D (dont know if i still love you! :D)

2008! please be fruitful, purposeful, and a better rollercoaster! :D

can you feel my pain

I need a dream machine.
to choose what I want to dream about at night.
To want for your absence in them
because everytime I dream of you,
everytime I'm about to touch you
to hold you
you're already gone.
as always.

something in my head

i've been neglecting my blog for the last 2 days, and like wow.

thing that have happened, listed down.

-my k on the keyboard spoilt. i need to press like 872364928374 times before it appears.
-somehow my mum's nicer to me. i dont know why either.
-something to do with msn.
-something else to do with someone.

yes im not feeling really high and happy i think it's because my lower abdomen is kinda in pain and i keep typing lower as loser, so. ok there was no point in that im just stating a fact and i dont feel like putting punctuation coz the words are just spilling like omg wow who the fuck cares about punctuations anw.

oh yes yes btw im in OG 7. and to report to sch at 815 on 2nd jan, bring extra tee and shorts for games. AND the best part of it, i have training. :D

something about daryl in skirts and pa tuoing in identical shirts, mini skirts and slippers.

byebye.

i was supposed to blog sth about bowling, but the roll off sucked. period.

1!

jit!

All I want for xmas is youuuuuuuuuu

not so merry xmas. ok not merry at all. AT ALL, i repeat. nehnehpok.

wah damn pissed off ok. my tablet got confiscated and the connection is so #$%^&* and the usual shit.

nabeh i dont have to hand in math ok. (im not getting my tablet back until my math is all done.)

but anyway i got new shoes! yay. ok big deal.
yah but the guy who sold me the shoes was kinda cute. haha.

not online = spend xmas alone. ):

I SPENT XMAS ALONE, HAPPY?

words to describe my parents:
-grinch
-kill joy
-wet blanket
-sourpuss

bleaugh.

maybe one day i'll pierce my ears in my room. that day will be soon, if things continue to be like this. knn.

I OBJECT! :D

MERRY XMAS! (:

cycled to pasir ris park with CY today. gayshyte the chain spoil again T_T anyway the butt damn pain, stupid seat knn so hard! T_T

chionged home to get ready for aunty mary's party.

it was so boring, honestly, i was smsing 3 people at a go. nosey mother wanted to read the smses. ):

but ANYWAY, a great start into xmas! (((: ok, at least, im much happier now. haha. coolshyte.
oneofthenicestxmaspresentsever. (:
btw, will you invite your exes to your wedding?

can i help you?

This morning, i woke up early, called denise, smsed 4 people for her house number, and went back to lie on the bed, recovering from an emotional hangover from last night.

BUT THATS NOT THE POINT. (((((((:

went out late late late and saw this really really cute little kitten like zomgwtfbbq cannot even walk one!

SO CUTE! ^^

went to suntec w denise to get the newly mrs goh (ms wong) her wedding prez! jigsaw puzzles, you know. couldnt use my mum's suggestion.

me: mummy, whats appropriate for a wedding gift?

mum: condoms.

TMD my mum more horny than me ok!

anyway, went to the arcade to throw some money. havent stepped in one since...... sec.. 2? wah thats damn long la piang eh. see la denise you dai4 huai4 me. HAHA.

ANYWAY, we reached the art house at 2, thinking that it was probably gonna start already, but it only started at 3 -_-

piang damn cool la. eh boyfriend i demand somewhere no less in the context of grand to that ok. the place, that is. (((:

MEET THE BRIDE AND THE GROOM!

i get nice warm fuzzy feelings at weddings (:

you may kiss the bride!

ahh so sweet so sweeeeetttttt muacks muacks

anyway when the bride and groom came to talk to us i couldnt look at the groom coz i was trying damn hard not to laugh. and if i looked at him i'd have burst out laughing. elisong knows why. LOL. (hint, he looks like someone)

i have a feeling that i'd make out with my husband right in front of my relatives on my wedding. LOL. (i swear, they are hornier than me. really!)

(ashley tisdale - last xmas)

this song speaks for NEARLY everything for you right now (:

Last christmas

I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year

To save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy

I keep my distance

But you still catch my eye

Tell me baby

Do you recognize me?

Well, it's been a year

It doesn't surprise me

Happy Christmas

I wrapped it up and sent it

With a note saying "I love you"

I meant it

Now I know what a fool I've been

But if you kissed me now

I know you'd fool me again

A crowded room

Friends with tired eyes

I'm hiding from you

And your soul of ice

I thought you were

Someone to rely on.

Me?

I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in her heart

A man under cover but you tore me apart

Now I've found a real love

you'll never fool me again

(on the 3rd day of xmas my teammate gave to me: a date with 3 girls, 2 turtle doves and A FLYING DUCK IN A PEAR TREEEEEE!)

no im not the one who's gonna say that. :D

declare your love in a foreign tongue

i feel like putting off blogging until next year, but.. YOU THINK I CAN? (:

ytd was really fun.

was talking to elis about blogging about ytd and i was like, i'll type out everything, then figure out that i need to censor stuff, censor them, leaving them in linkless sentences, and figure out that i should just delete them coz they really dont make sense and the only sentence left will be "training was fun."

which explains the super short blog posts nowadays. teehee.

ANYWAY, went to choa chu kang to bai my mama (dad's mum) and sth really ironic was that, she was placed in the christian side, and we brought joss sticks in. coz my dad and my uncle are buddhists and my aunt is christian whom my grandma followed. hmmm.

then the parents dropped me off at choa chu kang mrt station at 10.15am, i repeat, 10.15 wthknnbccb am with only 5 bucks. and why is this a problem?
-choachukang is 7 stops away from yishun
-i needed to top up ezlink card
-training started at 10.

nb! in the end i reached OCC at 11am la.

yixuan: yay the noisy one is here!

-_-

started crooning rudolph the red nosed reindeer with natalie hilary lim jing yi and everyone started bowling well! yay! yx got a 203!
yay!
yay!
yay!
yay!
yay!

ok nevermind. ANYWAY, i beat punani goh's last game and average, i think!
yay!
yay!
yay!
yay!
yay!

ahhh dont get pissed XD!

anyway the av ytd was not up to target, but IM REACHING! soon. haha. 164. 6 more pins to target! yay!

i <3 you shock(sq)!

the guy gave us like, extra training time. so funny :D
and we (the girls) after going to the toilet, went over to the guy's toilet to turn off the lights. :D OOPS! (heard angus screaming. teehee.)

lunch at macs was gay. pissed off the girl at the counter. teehee.

why is a fillet o fish so much like an unturned on punani?

both are cold, hard, dry, not enough white stuff and smells fishy.

so if fillet o fish = punani,
daryl wanted to eat yx's punani!
O_O!

then we were talking about bowling and random rubbish, so daryl = punani.

his face spells: curse COE.

on the way to the mrt station because yx, punani goh jing kai and elaine were talking mrt so there was no point taking 969 by myself, yx burped into mine and PGJK's faces. nehnehpok.

common sense to turn away quickly when you smell sth bad, but punani goh decided to take in the entire burp and turn green. -_-

on the mrt yx was threatening to pee into punani's mouth. coolshyte.

got off at AMK with yx and punani (pangsehing elaine) and missed my bus T_T the bloody bus ride took like, 1 hr plus ok! knn so longggggggg im sticking to 969 nxt time. nehnehpok.

punani has nice tissues. :D daffy duck somemore. haha.

then at night, punani had his mshs class bbq (take note of the fact that it was pouring like mad cows) so me and yx were creating scenerios of punani and a certain classmate of his. hehe.

punani: i want to eat bbq!
classmate1: raining how to bbq!
punani: i dont care i want to eat bbq!
classmate1: rain how to start fire for bbq!
(the certain classmate comes along)
the certain classmate: dont worry! i shall protect the fire with my macho body!
punani: i love you (the certain classmate's name)!

then me and elaine started spamming daryl's inbox. HAHA. heh heh.

i finished 2 qns for math. i feel accomplished. and darl did the log ones for me. :D

ok byebye.

very soon, you wont even hear from me.

you think you're so great.
you think you're so cool.
you think you're so strong.
you think i'll cry everytime you hit me. just because you used to have a black belt in whatever you've been in, im supposed to be scared of you.
you think just because you've been my provider for the past 16 years and 10 mths plus you can just boss me around, hit me whenever you like.
just because due to moral and social issues im not supposed to hit you back, doesnt mean i've never been tempted to use a knife to carve designs on you then lace it with salt. maybe a few other after that, but it's just not really good to post it here, just in case it gives other people ideas on how to torture victims.

just in case you didnt know, thats how horrible a person you've moulded me into.

ps. every single fight i've been into; it's been your influence.

suffocating

fuck you la.

of all

6/1 and 6/2 gathering today. :DDDDDDDDDDDD ms toh blanja at swensens. teehee.

FINALLY GOT MY EYELINER. HAH. :D

got ms toh a gay yellow bottle, santa hat, soap stocking, teddy glove. cool shit. too bad we didnt get the vibrating ring. heehee.

i realised that have lesser and lesser things to say when i blog.

ah well thats ok, since everything is in my msn chatlogs. HEHE.

zomgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg. (((((((((((((((((((((:

never knew how easy you could steal my heart i miss you come home soon

pug jelly - come home soon.

after you're done with that song, play this one.



pug jelly - ransom letter

anyway, HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY KENNY! heehee.

nothing much happened today, just like everyday(except i've got a new pair of shoes). im feeling all sianned out, all emoish and lovelonging.

my hands are itching to bowl. shockshock wants to roll too. ):

I am a fucking demanding bitch so quit using that on me.

I hear our song; it keeps playing on the radio
You're on my mind, I can't let you go
I'm all alone and I just want you to hold
Please take my hand. never let me go

zeezee

(scandalous - misteeq) taken off. again.

can you say, OCC rocks? (:
the sexy song that was playing there. haha.

nothing much happened today, except that i went to the temple in the morning. it's been so long since i've been there. i think the last time i went there was before EOYs. ok not too long then. haha.

somehow after praying i feel pretty much relaxed. all the time. or maybe because i can talk about my fears/wishes/hopes/wants to someone whom wont say anything and bless you at the same time. (talking to your stuffed toys or to the wall doesnt count.)

depressed. i shall go talk to shockshock. byebye.

kiss a cute guy for luck (:

knn 1st throw go gutter -_-
in nat's words, mama de.

HAHA. but the rest of the games werent too bad, considering it was the serious 1st day with the ball.. so..

and it wasnt too far away from the 11 pound. haha.

(damn)

anyway, since the drilling's much more appropriate now, the rev was like 180, but since i dont kow what my previous one was so i cant say it's double. haha. but damn good please.

my ball's alive. you needa talk to it to make it strike. ((: haha later nxt yr A divs bowl with a couple of hot guys then i start talking to my ball. :D cool shit.

say hi to shockshock :D

training was fun. like the guys started going SA SA SA, then we were like, eh wrong cheer, TJ! -_-

lunch was retarded. like, my beef tasted like cow. (:

I is happy

I HAVE FINALLY QUITE PROCASTINATING AND.... cleaned my contacts. haha.

lazy bum (:

but thats alright, something has been said and my horrible super hot/bright/sunny/knnbccbly hot headachey day has been changed to one with all bright yet damn windy and no bloody direct sunlight to give me an increased risk of skin cancer. :D

(((((((((((((((((((((((((:

ANYWAY, training tomorrow! OCC! :D

my virgin throw of the shock trauma! \o/ yay!

must wake up early. must set at least 5 alarm clocks. must.. get my lazy butt out of the bed and crawl out of the house to reach tamp at 830. :D

all that trouble yet i <333 occ. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

ahhh omgomgomg jas, joanna, junhan and joel are coming to tj zomgomgomgomgomg WHOOOOOOO YEAHHHHHH :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

lol haha lol. (:

anyway epic movie was so not epic. more of lame cannot laugh movie. except for CAPTAIN JACK SWALLOWS. (swallows what? :D)

ok BYEBYE. better not sleep thru my alarms tml again. haha.

air freshener

weixin is a clueless bitch because she's clueless about it.(haha. funny. i got good humor ok yixuan.)

anyway, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CHUANYI! his birthday was yesterday. haha. god you're 14 already zomg im OLD! haha in other words YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO WEAR LONG PANTS STARTING NEXT YEAR HAHAHA LOSERRRRRRR now i can sabo your long pants while you're aslp. muahaha.

I GOT MY SHOCK TRAUMA! ;D

looks nothing like the original one in the pictures though..

original:

AHH WELL WHO CARES I GOT MY SIBEH HEAVY BALL AND THATS ABOUT IT ;DDDDD

plus it's one of the high end balls (something like inferno, as what they say) and it smells like air freshener so WHOOOOOO!!!!!!!! damn nice la the smell! haha before you throw the ball just go sniff it and get high HAHAHAHA!!!!!

(not to mention that i went around the pro shop sniffing the storm balls today. haha. the bubblegum smell one was cute.)

oh goodie now everyone wants to get a storm ball too. :D

YES PEOPLE YOU SHOULD GET STORM BALLS TOO BECAUSE I HAVE ONE! WOOTS!

now to settle the bag and spare ball. :D which should come by chinese new year. ;D we all know why! ANG POWWWWW :D zomg the pink bag outside andy's pro shop is so tempting! but the words on it are SO LAME AND UNPROFESSIONAL. HAHA. too bad. X)

brunswick should have daryl's kinda bag in pink too. looks good man. :D

ok byebye (:

I can't unlove you

went rollerblading w lw and len (((((((((((((((((((:
but too bad it rained like cats dogs camels elephants.
so poor len fell and hit her tailbone. ):

and something about gay conversations that made lw want to blog about this if she had a blog.

went pp to slack around, ended up at borders reading :D

so much for standing on one leg til the bus comes. ok so that was what i did aft lw's bus came and i was alone at the bustop with weird uncles. big deal.

which made me forget about what happened.

bedok inter is a good place to be.

saw this guy.

perfect skin
perfect hair
perfect figure
perfect height
perfect complexion
perfect clothing
perfect bag
perfect shoes
perfect style of walking
perfect look

guess what..

HE'S AN AH KUA!

(kua kua kua..)

so sad he's not female la! he could win all the ms universe contestants hands down! his make up so nice somemore!!

die ah ladies, there's a man snatcher who comes with a penis. lol. (no offense.)

bedok has alot of unstraight people. must be the influence. HAHA. ok i dont know what influence. but see alot in bedok leh! o_O

anyway. <\3. =/

it tears my heart open

Have i already declared my love for uncle michael?
zomggggggg i <3 you uncle michael!
trauma, is it? :DDDDDD storm!

(he found me a new bowling ball. ok not exactly new, but still. :DDDDDD)

went rollerblading, dont ask how i got talked into going, but my ass hurts. like i went down a slope and one leg went infront and i dont know how but i was doing a half split and i fell on my ass. ow.

oh yeah. training at occ (roll off) suckedddddd. X(
pingpongball. HAHA.

and some fucking weird dream i had on friday morning/thurs night. elis and sonia knows. HAHA. oh man.

the 1st question that comes to mind

yesyes a quick post. i hope. :D

monday training was fun! and i managed to recover in time to go and train. but the aftnn was pissifying
-mother didnt let me go and make flour balloons and told me to go home for lunch, even aft asking twice (i.e. no lunch together T_T). then when i went home, she looked at me and said, "i thought you going out for lunch w your friends? i nv cook your lunch leh." WASTED.
-i got trapped in the lift and the fucking thing kept going beep beep every 5 seconds coz the door was 5 cm opened. fucking helllllll.
-she made me do math T_T

ANYWAY, CAMP WAS REALLY FUN :D details later.

wet, dirty, sleeping on steps and the weird wind. HAHA.

punani + soon kueh. HAHA.

btw i dont like swensens. x(

and i found something hot. haha. elis knows. :DDDDDDDD <3

btw, can you ever be a vegetarian? tag to reply. (((((((:

OCC TOMORROW! roll off. :D

lubblubb.

wo shen bing le.

oh please let me recover by tomorrow 3am. so i'l wake up perfectly fine to go for training and GOSSIP. oops i meant to train. HAHA. funny.



it's a big pain in the ass/head to walk from my bed to the table. which is less than 1 m away. oh kill me.



headache..



oh i know! it must be my superpowers manifesting! im turning into the human torch! :D



haha. funny ah. haha. -_-



i want to train tomorrow. T_T



tsk.

do you wanna fuck yes i wanna do

FAVOURITES

Favourite Colours: red white black silver. the main ones. pink is.. well. (:

Food: sashimi

Favourite Movie: right now it's still a beautiful life

Favourite Sport: bowling, i suppose..

Favourite Day: FRIDAY. OCC TRAINING!

Favourite Season: Autumn or spring. winter is fine.

Favourite Ice-cream: rum and raisin. or chocolate.

CURRENTS

Current Mood: sianned out.

Current Clothes: 2 jackets, 1 shirt, underwear, long pants and a towel draped over me.

Current Desktop: be crazy be stupid be wild be silly because life's too short to be cool

Current Time: 1520

Current Surroundings: messy

Current Annoyances: fever, headache, runny nose

FIRSTS

First Best Friend: cerlyn. oh man im so stupid for us to drift apart. haha.

First Movie: cant rmb.

First Lie: i like you.

First Music: london bridge is falling down/twinkle twinkle little star

LASTS

Last drink: water

Last Car Ride: last night

Last Phone Call: mother

Last CD played: justin timberlake

HAVE YOU EVER....?

Have you ever dated one of your best friend: Yeah

Have you ever broken the law: yeap. quick, arrest me.

Have you ever been arrested: no

Have you ever been on TV: Yeah

Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: yeah. sucks. dont try it.

RANDOM

5 things you are good at: sleeping, turning on the computer, stoning, screaming, throwing tantrums.

4 things you've done today: woke up, ate, puked, played audi

3 things you can hear right now: do you wanna fuck

5 impressions i have of him/her: love blinds all.

Most memorable thing he/she done for me: *private*

Most memorable words he/she has said to me: *private* but its gone. so. kill me. i dare you.

Most desirable thing I want to do for him/her now: *private*

Characteristics i love about him/her: *private*

Characteristics i hate about him/her: stupid selfish bitchass.

Most ideal person he/she want to be: haha cannot say.

A message for people who care for him/her and like him/her: at your own risk.

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fucking fever.

you left a hole where my heart should be

I AM SICK.

horrible la. just damn horrible. but i should be thankful that i dont have TB or anything blahblahbah, but i needa go back nxt wk for another jab. knn.

im breathing fire... through my nose. ahhhh. the ironic part is that it's running like a tap. haha.

ANYWAYS. im super exhausted now even though i slept in the morning/aftnn.

im dying. ):

i must be pregnant; i have serious cravings. ohnoes.

i'd do anything to have a bottle of red wine right now. dont care about the brand or when it was fermented or whatever. haha. with sashimi please. weird combi, but ahh who cares. ):

cass thinks i must be psychologically traumatised with my dad's mad outburst on friday morning at 5am. haha. the truth is..... im used to it. OOPS. HAHA.

listen to this song; it rocks so much.

(do you wanna fuck - byz) taken off.

please please dont let me be sick on monday. or tues. on wed. sick on thurs can. then be ok by friday morning 1am. aiyarrrrrrr. T_T OCC training leh friday. :D

ok i feel damn sick now byebye.

babyimissssyouuuuuuuuuuuu