so i just blogged a couple of hrs ago. big deal. =)

was feeling kinda terrible this morning.

xing tong la. morning so cold, he still... or did he?
namelenghaiqubazijigeidongleyixiawohaoxingtongorh >.<
yes, yixuan, im not nuts.

btw, i think this is another one of the 2nd, 3rd, 4th.. so on and so forth one. haha.

stupid rain.

but was it supposed to be for smth else that didnt happen?

aniwae, i xia ding jue xin. i shall join swimming when im in j1. meaning, 1 more yr of bowling, and thats the end. unless i become some super pro bowler (which i doubt is highly possible aniwae). plus. i love the water. and i love the water. and i love the water. and i love the water. and i love the... ok, u get it. =)

blogging a few times a day is bad.. no, it's good. helps u xiao qi.

3 sciences in a day is just siao, okae? stupid exam timetable.

im tired.

n i love beyonce's parts in 'deja vu'.

could i sing that to you?

somebody's sexayy. =)

tchrs day. the 1st ever tchrs day im not in my pri sch. no one went back! but nvm la. going just for the frens, not the sch though.

therefore, the cam shi bai zou le yi tang.

the tchrs celeb was damn.. ok. haha. the dance was good. n ms wong can dance! omg! never thought my geog tchr would actually dance. hoho.

then it was ACES day. nono, not the aerobics shit this time. it was mass dance, but everyone zaoed. it was damn funi la.

MCee: "it's ACES day!! turn on the music!"
everyone: *run away*

LMAO.

went back to tk, but the sch was closing in 5min. the fucking security guard chased me, val and janice out. bloody muthafucker. so we went to PP to shop for jan's stuff. stupid soggy shoes. disgusting.

no one went back to BWP aniwae. good luck to the ahs pple having their paper 1 2dae. =) jia you!

10 days.. till we meet.

happy tchrs day =)

it's pouring like shit right now... and im reconsidering going back to bwp. really.

umbrella, checked.

ok, lets go back.

no lessons 2dae, surviving without a charger, im smart la. wth. fuck the fucker.

oh yea. somebody's sexayy. haha. might not be the someone u think whom may be the someone somehow.

feeling kinda cold. where's my hug?

money makes the world go round. love makes the world go flat.

im feeling kinda dead right now. tired, slpy and in desperate need of a charger.

lemme repeat myself. DESPERATE.

will the fucker who took zuoqi's charger frm my bag in the student lounge just return the fucking charger to me, b4 i find out who u are and wring ur neck like a dead chicken?

gwarrr.

back to stuff.

LA night was damn fun. really. the plays were good, but the prob is. i've found the ans to most of them.

the 1st play was on life and death, i guess. the girl.. was eating shit. yea, shit. as in fresh frm the toilet bowl. really. (of coz act one la, then real meh?)

what is life?
simple. life is life. =) life is smth we have been given, so we just have to treasure it. nevermind abt the high aims and achievements, just do the best you can. if u're thinking abt commiting suicide, i'd give u 1st encouragement, then aft that, you can just go n die. coz u dowan to help urself, so what for i help you the 2nd time?

what is love?

now that, i cannot answer.

oh yea. the 2nd one, and the cinderella adapted story in modern s'pore.. i found that rather funny. esp when the stepmother rolled out of the scene. n i mean literally. interesting. and a guy in a female's role. hmm.

rather touching la. esp the 1st part was on forbidden love of a couple. quite expected la. wahh. i can go write the script XD then some of the lines where the feelings were supposed to be emphasized.. shrompy kept talking thru them -.- oh wells.

i guess it's just another overdose on hormones lately. cant you tell?

oh yea. blame jx. he got me addicted to gutterball2. hoho. so fun!

where are you? i've been looking for you all my life.

reasons why fishes are sexay.

1) coz i dissected one
2) their heart's at their head. so heart + mind = better descisions
3) they can swim VERY WELL. =) ^^
4) doubt they feel pain
5) coz sashimi is good.
6) coz some fishes have a memory span of 3 seconds. some things are just better not to think about.

spent 1 hr at the sports com with debs. so she was doing her work, and i was there spacing out. spacing out is good. really. clearing the mind.. good.

xing qing hao duo le.

esp when u take a little run in the rain aft that.

tml's tchrs day hols~! sch ends at fucking 11.30 leh. tk end at 10.30.. so... just go back to bwp la. haha. sry dears.

looks so inviting.

smth's wrong. very wrong.

i didnt eat dinner last night, and now's abt 12nn. and i still cant eat. whats wrong?!

this is so not me la.

i shall TRY to have smth. TRY.

i dunno.. noodles or smth?

weixin tell me whats wrong with you, woman.

i think it's coz of you.

omgomgomgomgomgomgomg. thats all i feel now.

WHY ISNT RODNEY REPLYING ME?!??!?!??! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK IS!!!!!!!!!! stupid coding stuff. gwarrr.

the stuff of the fish i dissected isnt leaving my head. oh man.

tml's LA night.. i think it's some play. oh wells.

i need to rant. to someone somehow.

ok, nvm. rod replied! omg. i owe that guy a big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big favor. really. thnx for the big big tip on prog maths, tolerating with my chee chamness in computers. (as in, i didnt even know how to zip a file. XD)

ok, bad news. i cant find zuoqi's charger in my bag. fuck. i think someone koped it la. wth. sry gurl. but im just gonna get the charger back for you la. =)

sry la yixuan. didnt mean what i said. coz i was high frm my lightened amt of prog maths tnx to rod, and some other stuff which jas said that caused me to be hiiiiiiiiigggghhhhhhh. ^^ *hug*

aiyahh. now it's making me feel damn bad.

*jump*

feeling rather luan now.

someone observed that he was avoiding me. huh?! i doubt he even aknowledges my existnece, but nvm.

dissected a fish 2dae. it was fun. =) although yuyang REFUSED to touch the fishes, or any organ, me and joanna pulled it through. bloody mess, literally. was trying to remove the kidney which was attached to the backbone, and ended up using a scissors to cut that section of the bone instd. haha. damn gay and bloody. killed ants and put them under the microscope too! =) looked like aliens man. wth.

n i realise that i carry a microscope as if it's a little babbeeee. haha. so cool.

oh yea. trish yelled my name so that the whole canteen could here. and he was there. hoho. then she was like ," MOTORCYCLE!!!' lmao. i think pple were starting to look out to the road.

supposed to do my music and IS, but no xing qing to. really. so luan, that all the music notes turned into tao gae.

weird pple with weird frens. really. (and no im not refering to anyone in tj)

can i see your smile again?

intro:
beyonce: bass
jay-z:uh
beyonce: hi hat
jay-z: uh
beyonce:808
jay-z: uh
beyonce: jay
jay-z:uh-huh
ready?
uh-huh
(beyonce:) let's go get 'em
(jay-z:) uh-huh
c'mon

(jay-z rap)
i used to run base like juan pierre
now i run the bass hi hat and the snare
i used to bag girls like birkin bags
now i bag b ((beyonce:) boy you hurtin' that)
brooklyn bay where they birthed me at
now i be everywhere, the nerve of rap
the audacity to have me whippin curtains back
me and b, she about to sting
stand back

(verse 1)
baby seems like everywhere i go
i see you, from your eyes, your smile
it's like i breathe you, helplessy i reminisce
don't want to compare nobody to you

(pre-hook)
boy, i try to catch myself
but i'm out of control
your sexiness is so appealing
i can't let it go
oh

(hook)
know that i can't get over you
'cause everything i see is you
and i don't want no substitute
baby i swear it's deja vu
know that i can't get over you
'cause everything i see is you
and i don't want no substitute
baby i swear it's deja vu

(verse 2)
seeing things that i know can't be
am i dreaming? when i saw you walking past me
almost called your name
got a better glimpse and then i looked away
it's like i'm losing it

(pre-hook)
boy, i try to catch myself
but i'm out of control
your sexiness is so appealing
i can't let it go, oh

(hook)
know that i can't get over you
'cause everything i see is you
and i don't want no substitute
baby i swear it's deja vu
know that i can't get over you
'cause everything i see is you
and i don't want no substitute
baby i swear it's deja vu

(jay-z rap 2)
yes! hova's flow so unusual
baby, girl you should already know
it's h-o, light up the strobe
'cause you gon' need help tryna study my bounce, flow, blow
what's the difference?
one, you take in vein while the other you sniffin'
it's still dough, po-po try to convict him
that's a no-go
my dough keep the scales tippin like 4-4's
like i'm from the h-o-u-s-t-o-n
blow, wind so chicago of him
is he the best ever, that's the argu-a-ment
i don't make the list, don't be mad at me
i just make the hits, like a factory
i'm just one-to-one, nothin' after me
no deja vu, just me and my, oh

(bridge)
baby i can't go anywhere
without thinking that you're there
seems like you're everywhere, it's true
gotta be having deja vu
'cause in my mind i want you here
get on the next plane, i don't care
is it because i'm missing you
that i'm having deja vu

(pre-hook)
boy, i try to catch myself
but i'm out of control
your sexiness is so appealing
i can't let it go
whoo...

(hook)
know that i can't get over you
'cause everything i see is you
and i don't want no substitute
baby i swear it's deja vu
know that i can't get over you
'cause everything i see is you
and i don't want no substitute
baby i swear it's deja vu
know that i can't get over you
'cause everything i see is you
and i don't want no substitute
baby i swear it's deja vu
know that i can't get over you
'cause everything i see is you
and i don't want no substitute
baby i swear it's deja vu

ok, so more of the beyonce parts. literally. though im not into jayZ. his raps are not really my taste. and its more or less put up for him ba. haha.

slounge was gay, as usual. when i was alone at the bottom deck, 2 weird guys were staring at me though. hmm.

a little hide and seek, but at last we found each other.

ok, just as i clicked publish post, he walked past AGAIN and SMILED at ME. =DDD

shld i mention abt his eyes? uber cute hair? n duh he looks so freaking damn good. esp when he looks straight to you and smiles. =) his fringe looks uber uber damn cute too. like in that specific direction somemore. omgomg.

*swoons and faints*

the chicken rice doesnt look appealing anymore. more like the chili.

ahh. coz i know he wouldnt smile at the table or at the chair.. or would he? and there's no one behind me.

may i have another moment of that?

blah.

didnt see him arnd in sch AGAIN 2dae. boohoohoo. whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy. and he's the type who goes home quite early, compared to me. damn.

gotta find someone who actually knows visual basic, and teach me some. ahhh!

damn IS.

bug class is getting fun. esp how interesting it is, rather than DNA. >.<

stomachache arh! eeew.

aniwae, oh yesh!!! I SAW HIM!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!! wahoo!!!

im swooning. and i have no more appitite for my rice. hehe.

someone asked me what i wanted for children's day. i said, you.

to weixin(2002):

sorry. i broke the promise which i have been keeping for 4 years. i guess there was a better way to solve the prob, to accept what comes in the way, and to be nicer to those little kids who just wanted to play a match. i guess i was too competitive in a way, like you were. mebbe i shld have just let them won, inspite of their numerous cheating techniques and just blame my side on being too foolish to fall into their trick. afterall, it was just a bbal game. i shldnt have minded when they snatched our ball away frm us and self invited themselves to our little game of ABC. mebbe i shldnt have minded them poking fun of me, my bro and cuz 's noobie bbal skills. mebbe i shldnt have threatened them aft they snatched the ball and ran away with it. mebbe i shldnt mind the fact that they were such immature little kids who didnt know that basic courtesy is. mebbe i shldnt have minded the fact that i've never liked them since young. mebbe i could have been nicer instd of grabbing their shirt and spewing threats into their ears when they used a bike to hit my cuz.

or maybe.. i shld just start wearing long pants, forget abt this whole promise and be how i used to be.

love,
weixin (2006)

nvm.

whats a 5 letter word and means damn hot, damn cute and simply irresistable?

guess la.

took another gay long walk back frm tuition ytd. katong mall back to opp sch. called trish along the way. was having this nice nice convo on _____ and suddenly she said smth abt what ellery was wearing at the swimming pool. she said he was wearing smth like tk shorts, and when she took a closer look, it was sji shorts. -.-

ahh. the meaning of faggot pants. XD jkjk. no hard feelings.

yea, then at this traffic light junction where there were many pple, i was like 'omg!' coz of the pants thing, and everyone TURNED and STARED. omg. yea. haha.

weird dreams i've been having. hmm. aniwae, read the readers digest thing, and it says to keep track of your dreams. hmm. last night, i rmb dreaming abt... a cheena woman in a cheena outfit? and the night before.. i dreamt worrying that i was pregnant. guess who the dad is? yixuan, dun u dare to say. if not i'll say abt urs. i think. hmm. interesting.

btw, whose anon?

i be fork and you be spoon.

woohoo. swimming was goooood. each lap was only 20m -.- wth la. then must touch the line and come back. haha. lame, but haven swam the breadth since.. dunno dunno when. 4 yrs i think? length so rocks. haha. oh, the stupid swimming costume. i think i need to change it. but its new!!! dang.

then the world's most embarrassing thing happened. stupid zipper had to drop out, so common sense, pull the shirt down right? then the skirt rode up w/o me knowing. fuck la. in general public leh. sick.

tried to fix it during the 1st part of elect. when ms lim was trying to set up a com video. we watched movie! woohoo! oh, and i gave up on the zipper. it's spoiled.

went under TRC where i sat with serene. more like i laied down on the bench and she was sitting. then SOMEONE came along. LMAO. serene started going," oi! vroomvroom!" with the motorbike action. wahahha. eve was oso under TRC la, so i dragged her along to show her who SOMEONE is. hahaa.

evelyn's comments: very manly (o.O) weird hair (o.O) and crooked teeth(-.-) oh, and she wans to see his bare back. WAHAHHA. true la. will be damn swee one lor XD

i agree with the crooked teeth la. haha. n yes, his teeth is more crooked than billy's one la!!! yixuan, i saw it cann! hahahaha.

whyyy evelyn must go apply for overseas uni?!? boohooohoooo. wont you miss your candra? XD

bought a new skirt, and it's FREAKING LONG. ahh. must go cut cut again. and i LOST the old one. how smart am i man.

spent the rest of the day in the student lounge. played the love calc thing with nat and shrompy. and some really really interesting results came out with the various names we tried. VERY interesting.

clarence was learning tamil(?) frm siva. apparently, the stuff he learnt were: dickhead, stupid and some other stuff i cant rmb. but u noe, those words were of the same kind. hahaha. oh, there's no 'fuck' in the lang. haha. neither does chinese though! wheee~ so he went arnd saying those stuff to pple, mainly chinese, and they went like HUH?!?!?! wahahhaha.

the last trg. the atmosphere was... not very goood. not because of the fact that it was the last trg, but.. u noe. pls la. u guys are like the com members cann. with this thing going on, it will not only affect your friendship with each other, but it dampens the team spirit as well. have you seen us go siao and high like we used to b4 this thing? oh, nvm. time will heal. hopefully. yea and jimmy said that mr ng complimented me. n i was wondering if it was suaning or what. haha.

TEAM DINNER!!!

chionged to the airport. (like omg airport, with those leceh bags?!) the food was like SUPER cheap la! 2.90 for this wonderful wonderful pasta called fusilli(?) oh, and the pumpkin soup SUCKS. really. and yixuan had to further gross me out with a comparison to mucus. wth. o.O the potato salad was gooood too. it was being circulated, so hahaha. nice!

took lots and lots of pics!
























oh btw, do you spot anything wrong with this pic? LMAO.







and of coz.. my fav pic!



wahaha. excess baggage payment XD

took me so long to upload them sia! shall not upload the rest, coz mainly crap. haha. oh, yea. just one more. for a little entertainment.

nvm. i saw it and i decided not to.

a simple thing called LIKE

damn you la yixuan. get me so high in the middle of the night. then while u're slping, im still high.

ok, so mebbe not so much of damn her. hehe. thank her too, oso.

i feel a sense of gravitating to him. O.o dun ask me why. suddenly he seems VERY appealing. but the versions i've heard of him... are rather.. not rather. VERY EXTREMELY HORRIBLY DIFFERENT. still. both way, appealing enough. =) if he was less corny and nicer, he'd be quite hot then. (courtesy of yixuan) and yea, duh. hahaa. since he DOES have the LOOKS. and the bod to match. =)

nice legs, dearie.

oh, and i realised that guys are rather sensitive to these kinds words. eg: darling, dear, honey, sweetie pie.

was in the student lounge upper deck when trishie called. was the only gal there though. so i picked up the called n said, "hi darling!' and it's like, not very loud. they all turned and stared. -.- j1s and TA1s inc.

we could use it as a threat! imagine 2 frens, a guy and a girl.

"do this favor for me or i'll call you darling in frnt of everyone."

whoaa.

was wondering, if anyone told him abt me and this, and he ever chance upon my blog.. oh man. si liao!

i shall dream of him 2nite.

suddenly tml seems so much better. (be reminded. swimming.) ahh. very nuch better. time to boil waters!

ahh yea. i think i love you. woohoo!

how i feel like now: ieuwhdjfnvsikfjubnoeakurjkgna;oerkfjnva;oerjfvabaefbafaaefbaefn

to a certain someone who isnt that certain someone: why are you avoiding me? i can sense it la. don't tell me that you didnt see me. i was right in frnt of you. and i can tell it frm ur eyes. would you just tell me why? if you are doing this because of that certain incident which isnt that certain incident.. then i might just have to use a toilet pump and pump out all those stuff he said to you.

oh, student lounge so rocks. thnx to dripping aircons. and chargers.

xin zhi sat in a puddle of water caused by the dripping aircon. big big puddle. smart eh? XD then he changed into shorts which was discarded outside our classroom mths ago. omg. sick! plus the exowner of the shorts is anonymous. o.O yuck yuck yuck.

was doing the research of the parasites and stuff. there better not be any report by tml coz i think i saw it, but no one claims there is. o.O sick.

oh man. this reminds me of OBS. i shall bring at least 15 litres of water to OBS. since the eggs of the parasites are layed into the water, and there are ameoba floating around in the water. i shall not enter the water. and i will bring gloves and wipes.

parasites. bleaugh.

a 4 letter word for you.

the meet and greet session wasnt that bad. considering that those things have aleady been packaged into little slides and cannot go eating pple up. (refer to the 1st post to know what the session is.)

ms lim said sth abt parasites having asexual reproduction. then asked if humans could so that too. but like... why take out the fun of smth so.. fun? XD

ok, that was so damn wrong.

some interesting points to note (courtesy of the bug class) if u're going to some ulu place to protect urself frm parasites:

don't touch the people there
do not eat anonymous food/fruits
don't touch each others wastes
don't scratch your butt
don't shake hands with the people there
try not to go to public toilets
wear full body suits to cover your whole body (bring oxygen tanks!)
don't eat snails
wear diapers

wheee~

oh, i didnt see him this morning, but through someone somehow, he did. =)

did the LA test ytd in the student lounge. o.O student lounge and tests/hw NEVER go tgt. but yes! i completed it! didnt count the words though. thankew serene, zuoqi and yixuan, esp yixuan for peiing me there.

then trg was abit gay. abit nia. did 3 steps. gay. i want a delayed swing bad! and that rodney looked abit like sherman in one of the videos. o.O

swimming tml. advanced class, here i come! cleaner toilets, here i come! =DDD

oh yea, yixuan! what suspicious hair?!

and you may kiss the bride

wheee~

scaring random pple or non random pple is fun. =) or just shocking them. haha.

imvu is crap la. but damn fun. went on there n started telling pple their asls b4 they told me theirs. woohoo. n yes. they're right.

yixuan! dun be so trumatised by what i told u last night la! i was more freaked out than you lor! ahhhhhh!!!!

oh, and she shed some truth on __________________________________________________. hehe. go fill in the blanks, or ask me. =) but then that would depend. =)

YA LA. HE IS FREAKING CUTE LA.

but still, knowing me.. i treat guys whom i like now like tissue paper. use once throw away. ahhhh. stop being indecisive la, weixin!

meet and greet session later with the worms. pray i don't just die halfway. it's like... 10 min later?! help!!

oh, and LA test later. did i say that i didnt study? =) oh man im so damn pro.

i've said it once, n i'll say it again.

just as i thought that when the fever subsided, i was okae... here comes the puking shit.

cant eat/drink anything, coz will puke aft that. sian arh.

swimming on friday, looming ahead.

stupid weird feeling in my gut. yea, the puking thing.

world of parasites as my elective. not that it's tough or anything (for now) but... u noe.. it's gross, and they are stuff that affect the human body. so yea. i'd prob start washing my hands 10 times aft class.'

did i mention that there will be a lab lesson on wed? as in. come on contact with the fucking parasites. omg. i shall take MC on that day. just in case i'll need MC for the rest of the year. in the mental hospital.

i shall go home n slp my day away. sick sick stomach. DIE U FRICKING puke-causing THING.

OMG he's damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn fuuurrrriiiccckkkkingggg cute can. esp the hair. =)

u're the only one im sure of.

im shocked. trumatised. disturbed. very disturbed.

imagine seeing ur ex eng tchr walking out in the nude n saying hi.

yea.

nvm abt that.

feeling rather pissed off with my little bro.

coz of him i gotta leave my darling. MY DEAR DARLING. FUCK NO!

still. parents. fuck la. i wan my stars and the wind and the..

oh, and my bed. FUCK LA. JUST MOVE THE FUCKING BED OVER. IM NOT LETTING MY BRO SLP ON MY PRECIOUS BAO BEI!!!

GWARRRR.

just as i thought a swim would clear it all...

nxt fri = swimming.

heard that joel thong went to the swimming complex this morning. blur block. still, kinda funny nonetheless, coz everyone was like,'wth he's there?!' with the whole cohort n yea.. HIS FAULT. HAH. muahaha.

gonna hit the sch gym. heck the pe tee rule, can i go there in my bra? sports bra, those made for running in w/o a shirt. yea. those.

nvm. just stick to the beta house tee. the closest to the bra. im guai la. 0=)


Artist: Blue october
Song: Hate Me
Album: Foiled

i have to block out thoughts of you so i don’t lose my head
they crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
dropping little reels of tape to remind me that i’m alone
playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
there's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
an ounce of peace is all i want for you. will you never call again?
and will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
and will you never try to reach me?
it is i that wanted space

hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

i’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i won’t touch again
in a sick way i want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
while i was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
you never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
you made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
so i’ll drive so fucking far away that i never cross your mind
and do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i didn’t do for you
hate me in waysyeah ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
and with a sad heart i say bye to you and wave

kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that i had made
and like a baby boy i never was a man
until i saw your blue eyes crying and i held your face in my hand
and then i fell down yelling “make it go away!”
just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
and then she whispered “how can you do this to me?”

hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i didn’t do for you

hate me in ways
yeah ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

nope, not feeling emo, just having this song stuck in my head. =) yea, n i dun hate you, darling.

i said it, i don't hate you.=)

66% retarded. hoho.

The retarded quiz:
01. [x] I have walked into a /screen door.
02. [ ] I have tripped on my shoelace and fallen on my face.
03. [x] I have choked on my own spit.
04. [ ] I've seen the Matrix a bunch of times and still don't get it.
05. [ ] I type only with my pointer fingers.
06. [x] I have accidently caught something on fire.
07. [ ] I've told a cop to fuck off and gotten screwed for it.
08. [ ] It wasn't an accident I have attempted to sip out of a straw but it accidently went into my nose, rather than my mouth.
09. [x] Sometimes when I think of something funny, I laugh out loud and people look at me weird.
10. [x] I've caught myself drooling.
11. [ ] I've accidently caused an explosion.
12. [x] If someone says the word "fart", I can't help but laugh.
13. [x] I've turned into a "Do Not Enter" one way road plenty of times.
14. [x] Sometimes I just...stop thinking & zone out.
15. [x] It is POSSIBLE to lick ur elbow.
16. [x] I just tried to lick my elbow.
17. [ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from me.
18. [x] People often tell me to use my "inside voice".
19. [x] Gum has fallen out of my mouth while talking.
20. [x] I've used my fingers to do simple math.
21. [x] I've jumped off a moving vehicle.
22. [ ] I ate a bug for $5 or less.
23. [x] I'm taking this test when I should be doing something more important.
24. [x] I repost chain letters because I'm scared of what they threaten will happen if I don't.
25. [ ] I've peed my pants when I was HIGH.
26. [ ] I've ran around naked when I was drunk.
27. [x] I've searched all over the place for something, and then realized it was in my hand the whole time.
28. [x] I accidently break a lot of things.
29. [ ] My friends know not to use big words on me.
30. [ ] Actually I'm fun to kick it with and laugh with friends like me because I'm fun to laugh at.
31. [x] I cock my head to the side when I'm confused.
32. [x] Sometimes I start telling a story and suddenly forget what I'm talking about.
33. [x] I've fallen out of my chair before.
34. [x] When I'm laying in bed, I sometimes stare at the ceiling and try to find pictures and words in the texture.
Once you get your answer, multiply by 3 and see how retarded you are!
[ ] I'm finding it hard to multiply my answer by 3.

omg. the test itself is retarded. hoho.

was sweating the whole day. dunno why leh. think its the side effect of the fever. and it's a bad day to run. hoho.

phys was.. bitching. hehe. someone was hiding frm her bf until so chee cham. like hiding frm fishcubes the other day. hahaha. gay gay gay.

10 shots down , 90 more to go, and the cam had to run out of batt in the morning. gahhh.

he's really so damn cute! hahahaha.

no trg 4 me 2dae, wheee~! but.. imagine. all the fun i'll be missing. gahh.

ohoh, did i say how much i love the chestnut drink thing? it so soothes the throat! =)

=)=)=)

'i love you' is nothing more than a figure of speech. what really matters is how i love you.

im sick.

DIE HEADACHE DIE. DIE FEVER DIE. DIE FLU DIE. DIE FLU INFECTON DIE.

flu infection leh. wth is that?! better not be some complicated thing.

when i heard infection i stunned tio. hoho.

so im going back to sch tml.

hist, phys and hmt. im so dead.

damn the tenatus shot. dammit.

guess i shall go study abit of LA, n go back to slp.

we stood there and stayed there.

feeling damn sick now. very very sick. in chem class, and im aching all over. shit la. shall go sick bay aft this. not that i wanna pon maths or what, just feeling damn sick. probably will slp in class as well. but if slp in class, confirm kana scolded. haiii. might as well just go sick bay and die of itchiness coz they dun chnge bedsheets.

sian arh.

bloody hell. how come everytime sick will be aching like shit all over, even my shirt feels uncomfortable. feels like sandpaper to me.

oh, n i taking pics for the 100 smiles thing. 5 down, 95 more to go! =)

the moment i saw your eyes was the moment i got lost.

not much to blog here, just one very impt thing.

to someone's mum.

i dun care what happened to you in the past, but u have NO RIGHT to treat ur daughter/son like this. with those actions, it is possible to sue you in court. like the dinner u had last night, by forcing ur son/daughter to eat uber spicy food w/o a single drop of water and to finish up her sibling's share as well. forcing. thats the word, pple. against one's will. if u're reading this and think that it really refers to you, STOP being overprotective of ur child. no. overprotecting is too mild a word though. seriously. no one insults their child in frnt of the other. talk about bad examples.

basically, u just have no right to dictate ur childs' lives.

love, weixin.

ah.

please, not you again. dun put me back into that torture.

im so fucking pissed.

my parents want me to chnge rooms with those 2 brats. not my fault that they gave me that room 15 years ago n now im fucking attached to it.

IM FUCKING NOT GIVING UP MY NICE NICE SCENERY, SPACIOUS DARLING ROOM, GOOD FENGSHUI AND THE BEAUTIFUL SKY TO THOSE 2 LITTLE KIDS WHO DUNNO HOW 2 APPRECIATE THEIR SURROUNDINGS. oh, and the wind as well.

i hate looking out of the lauya windows and seeing the fucking stupid carpark filled with polluted air and people rushing out. the room being hot and all, since no wind. seeing no stars in the sky, only seeing the pple in the opp block brushing their teeth, aunties with curlers in their hair and ridiculous PJs doing the laundry. oh, oh! and the uber bright/glaring/dizziness inducing sunlight at sunset. not that it has a nice sunset view either.

esp the sky. do they count the stars at night? NO.

FUCK.

no more stars, no more light to guide, no more point of living, coz no more hope.

why give smth so precious/fragile/heart giving/gorgeous/close to me thing to 2 brats who wouldnt appreciate it?

moving on to more disturbing stuff, tweety attempted to molest me again. dodged it this time. YEAH! when she tried to touch my face, i siamed. but i guess she was kinda suprised that i dodged it, but yea, i hate pple touching my face. if my future bf wans to do that, i'd make sure he washes his hands with soap 1st.

hah.

being VERY AP these few days. dun ask why, i just am. like hello, i APed my parents. wonderful. the world's gonna get it frm me.

i think u're just a bitch. nothing more, but mebbe less. you ask why, i'll tell you this. coz u suck. and you dun deserve this treatment. hell loads.

dun take that to heart, unless u think im refering to you. then.. that is your problem. not mine, coz i warned. u'll just.. never know.

no more stars, no more you.

had the tetantus shot jus tnow. my arm feels heavy... i feel thirsty.. damn OBS. yea right, im psyched about living in the wild where i have plants and insects to talk to. other than the other students. haha.

hit my head against the fridge cover. bloody painful. bloody and painful. yea. bleeding, hello?! yea, it got cut when i bent down to inspect a cut on my leg. -.-ll

feeling tired. slpy. shall slp man!

i got shot by you.

feeling kinda random 2dae. mebbe its coz i didnt slp really well last night. wasnt supposed to slp! but nvm. haha.

n it's the 8th wk alrdy! where did term 3 go to?!

going to the polyclinic 4 the OBS checkup thingy. hoho. i doubt i'd need the shot, since i think i got it in p6. hoho.

ima meanie when im slpy.

i hear your voice in my sleep.

ok, i noe im supposed to be doing my DNA thing, but hey! it's thru the night marathon! haha.

not slping.. not slping.. haha. yea. shall go 2 sch earlier like 2dae? haha. 2 more hrs. then i'll be ready 4 sch.

bio, maths, chinese, LA. haven study ting xie yet. fuck. nvm. later, on the bus. shant walk 2 sch 2dae. take the 6am bus! yay!

thnx jonte. (i like it this way. haha.) 4 keeping me company thru the night. or at least until now. =) n yes! it's a song! i didnt mean it! haa haa. *hug*

ahh. music keeps you awake. chiong DNA arh!

in the land of the thought impossible, i found you.

whee~

im like uber happy la. 124 for my music. =D WAYY more than wad i expected. haha. 6 marks away frm distinction, but like, WHO CARES?! im happy! near full marks 4 the 3 pieces. 28, 27, 27 respectively. hahaha. =DD

2dae was the friendly thing with tpjc. WAH. ABSOLUTE OWNAGE. =D not that my scores were high or anything, but still. my partner was zuo qi, n yea! we were like the liveliest of the whole thing. hahaha. guess we were being damn sarcastic to the guys la. lionel and marcus. when marcus missed a spare, we'd clap. XD but its damn funi. hahahha. n we asked lionel if he liked gen. XD. randoms, randoms. haha. at the last part, we were trying to be serious. in the attempt to be serious, we started laughing. -.- hahahhhahhaha.

gen won the thing. hoho. congrats, woman! was betting on rodney, but nvm. haha. oh, and did i mention that the girls had a 20 pin handicap? OWNED!

n i think my thumbhole was too big. damn my thumb shrunk. hahaha. but still. kept dropping the friggin ball. ahh. the strikeline was weird la. it was yt's. coz the rest didnt work. eee. n i 4got how 2 do 5 steps properly! trg was 1 step, 2 step.. go n die la. haha.

tamp safra food sucks. thats a statement, not an opinion. seriously. u do not pay 50 cents 4 gravy, when u got it free the last time. scammers. gahhh. not that i paid or anything.

went home n slpt the whole aftnn away. too damn tired to do anything constructive. needa do bio! stupid DNA. i think the prev one i had doesnt count, since i got most of it frm some website. they'd say it's fucking lifting. go n die la. haha.

run 2.4, feel refreshed. bowl, and slp the aftnn away. O.o n like which one uses more energy man. haha.

nobody's perfect, in my eyes. and u're nobody. =D

ahh. chinese lessons really suck. coz it's in the aftnn where im getting slpppyyyyy...

aniwae, i finally got my dad to see the progress report. dun ask wad happened, but they refused to sign. i really dun wanna rant abt it here. it's baddd. n i dun wanna transfer outta the sch. im great, im doing fine. the only prob i have now it u guys, n thats abt it.

reran 2.4. it got worse. oh, u noe, for re runs, when u you start running, u feel good, then at the 3rd round, u start whacking urself mentally whyy u actually wanted to re run and torture yourself.

trg was good. solved the leaning prob, and 1 step timing was 2.6. hello?! it's lyk uber fast cann. hahahaha. and im starting to make use of the left arm pushing thing. the thing i was supposed to figure out last yr.. guess who i used 4 inspiration 4 the arm? hahaha. ya la ya la. rod! u're my bowling ou xiang! wah. sound so.. boot licking, but still! i dun watch those pba stuff, so u're the best i can get right now. hahahahhahahhahahahaha.

the PTD thing was screwed. now i gotta find loke-yeo in a wks time to chat up n smth smth abt my grades. like fuck i have been studying. u think its damn fucking easy right? go die la. gahhhh.

oh, n my parents wanna take me out of bowling if things get worse. but shit, if u take me outta bowling, i'd just lose interest in life or smth. oh yea. and im stil not talking to my dad.

realised that my room just had a make over. cy said my dad threw stuff away. good thing i brought the essential stuff with me, i.e. tablet, wallet, hp, the little doggie and others. like personal papers n stuff. i seriously hope they didnt open the little blue book which darling yanty gave to me last yr as bdae prezzie. wrote some really personal stuff there.

oh yes. back to PTD.

leong. usual. u noe, the screwy stuff. she had a 'private little chat' with my mum. oh, she showed my mum the amt of 0s. yea. n u noe how bad that was eh? oh, n i said smth which i really didnt expect me to say. hoho.

feeling kinda tired.

ohoh, sad can. one of the sweetest and nicest guys i've ever met.. n he isnt even local! ahhh! wth. nvm. who ask me that most of the guys i know r shit? not all, but some. haha.

we survived it together.

im fucking screwed. my dad's gonna come home any minute, ima show him my progress report with absolute sucky results, n im gonna get screwed real bad.

thats 4 the moment.

then they're gonna scold scold scold, n i hope the parent tutor dialogue will like help me or smth.

please. gawd.

oh, n yes i will take care of my results n myself . just 4 you. =)

ok, i dunno how 2 put this. feeling all over the place right now. one moment im high and happy, the nxt moment im depressed n feeling HEARTBROKEN. n the thing is, WHY M I HEARTBROKEN??

i dun even have... ok, that was so off. ahhh. i feel lyk...

oh yea. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

these few days have been rather scary/freaky/bullshitty.

2 days ago... ytd and 2dae.

someone, guy/gal stared me down . n it was freaky since i didnt noe whether it was a guy or gal.

rod said to be more careful. i shall go out in a paper bag over my head=)

attn is goood, but NOT TO THE EXTENT OF STARING, RIGHT?!?!?!?!?

wahh. freaky sia.

oh, n i realised that my left calf is larger than my right. o.O

lipin's trying to brainwash me abt my excrush. thnx woman=) hope it really works.

he's a jerk.
he's a jerk. he's a jerk.
he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk.
he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk.
he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk.
he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk.
he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk.
he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk.
he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk.
he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk.
he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk.
he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk.
he's a jerk. he's a jerk. he's a jerk.
he's a jerk. he's a jerk.
he's a jerk.

ok, he's still not a jerk. SHIT.

nahhhhh. think ******! or ********! =)lmao.

=)

fuck. wish i had never dabbled in these stuff. now im lost in you.

what is time when there is love?
it is nothing but a breeze
that escapes from our clutched hands
without us knowing
as we try to truly appreciate love
think
what is time without love?
it is a stone in the water
heavy and sinking
of a slow torture
wanting it to faster
just like something cutting into the flesh
feeling the blood spurt out slowly
make it faster
ease the pain
so please
don't let it end.

nvm. that was totally random.

oh yea. ytd's trg we did some stuff with the hand (finger n palm reading?) reading abt our life spans and stuff lidat. apparently, i have a shuai shuai lao gong who will jio me n love me very much, have 2 or 3 kids n i'll live a long long life. haha. oh, n his name starts with C, E, L or I. ahh. quite hard to see la.

that would be wonderful. fairytale like.

if only it is really true.

yixuan got some hoho ans which is so friggin diff frm mine. guess? XD

aniwae, im just soooo confused right now.

im getting that feeling. yea. that old old feeling which i kinda lost a yr ago. is this 4 real? pls dun let it be. dun let it be read. not now. not yet.

it's kinda late. i shall slp soon. =)

n i still love you

2dae was so fun! hoho.

PE was FINALLY zi you hui dong! yay! frisbee!! ok, n netball as well. got hit by the ball that sean threw when samuel's frisbee distracted me. -.- in my specs. aiiyahhhhh. crooked le.

was falling aslp throughout the day. so tired la. wtf.

trg was fun can. goodie goood release, loved the sound of the ball hitting the pins, AND SUPER GOOD HIGH REV=D

i love bowling.

tk was trg too. hi darlings!

n i confessed to yixuan. abt.. *ahem* shh la.

n uncle jimmy keep calling yixuan 'yixin' n me 'weixuan' n im lyk wtf. ahh.

i still love you as much as before.

went 4 a teensy weensy jog arnd the uber small park. frm my house to red swastika that side, then back to bwp, up the little hill n back. haha. abt 3km, i think. so small. ahh.

pe was so fun! frisbee plus netball aft that. specs kana hit. fuck. spoil le.

phys was the usual bore, yea. USUAL.

fell aslp in chinese. o.O shit la. tchr woke me up. so malu. XD

n im still regretting the fact that i didnt give my tchr the reason to go 4 comp instd of some shit presentation supposedly to have lotsa marks. kanasai la!

n i miss you. n i want you. n i need you.

u'd never know, n u'd never guess. XD

muacks la. haha. xoxoxXOXOXOXOXOXO. omg. lame but sweet. haha.

phototaking during civics. spasticated. we were supposed to jump at the count of 3, then he photographer was so damn funi, n took the wrong shots. XD hahahha.

maths was the usual fucking stuff.

geog was... completing the phys shit thing, n the environmental stuff. ahh.

hist was nonexistant.

music! watched part of anna n the king! woots. guess who acted in it? TOM FELTON. =DDD n he alrdy had the budding pai kia look=DDD SHUAI!!! <3

while waiting 4 the stupid bus 2 arrive 2 go hougang, we slacked lyk shit in the canteen. so bored, that me n zuoqi started to have terrible fun with yixuan's hair. terrible 4 yixuan, fun 4 us. hahaha. omg. she ended up with some weird weird hairstyle. one plait at the left n a high pony tail on the right. o.O

4 trg, i upgraded 2 2 steps! haha. the 1st few throws were GOOOOOOOOD. my rev increased, ball speed increased (i think) n there was much much more pin action. YESH! oh, n the rotation thingy were goood too=) i shld have recorded the sound when the ball hit the pins. BOM. =D HAHA. wonderful wonderful. wonderful release too=D haha. yay. oso got delayed timing, cup n balance! woots~!

until the part where my thumb started popping out. when i swung the ball back, my thumb came out. o.O lyk to the middle of the 2nd section. i so freaked out.

then when i used the jz's puffie (ok, so it's the puff ball, but i lyk PUFFIE=)) the thumb couldnt get out AT ALL. ahhhh. it got stuck n the ball flew. o.O

but aft a while.. i guess it got better=)

zuoqi started it! the floor sitting. XD hoho. suddenly everyone was sitting on the floor. ok, so only the gals were sitting on the floor. then uncle michael ask how come got chair dowan 2 sit. XD

oh, n i just realised that he's not playing. lyk FUCK. DAMMIT.

so sad. he's not playing means he's not going means I CANT SEE HIM.

GAHHH.

FUCK.

n i cant believe myself either. im starting to look out 4 you.

hee hee. sorry arh. make u jealous. XD muacks.

i fucking failed maths.

n the fucking tchr wans a parent's signature. by tml. n im lyk WAD THE FUCK.

i'll die. die liao la.

maths cannot cannot cannot ever fail.

shit.

trg plus long journey home plus parents nagging is not a very good combi.

i hope he'll be playing on that day. =)

ahh.

im sianned out. really.

stupid phys. DAMN U PHYS.

i really really want the feeling of loving smth, someone, again. lost it since... dunno. sec 2 mebbe? u caused it. ur fault. hmmph. XD


kai
can u see his facial expression?

thats wad i want back.

i wan that light back in my eyes. i want to love something again. i wan to have the curiousity back. i wan back the child like innocence. i wan back what i used to be. kai will u teach me how?

yea. i really want that feeling. please. hit me back. i need you. BADLY. hit me now. GIMME BACK THE FEELING.

im so lost.

everytime i need to see your face i just close my eyes=)

ahhh. sian arh.

having LA. so damn tired.

missed the C grade 4 2.4 by 10 sec lidat. lyk DAMN. WTF.

shall rerun=)

feeling so tired.

hope maths later will not be tiring. pls.

i feel dead.

long day 2dae.

gahh.

n i ran with you. towards the horizon.