IM GAY AND IM LOVIN' IT!!!!!!!!!!

IM GAY
IMGAY
IMGAY
IMGAY
IMGAY

OOOOOLALA~~!!!!

COZ I LIKE GUYS MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAA =DDDDDDD

i am having a headache, and the drilling behind the audi isnt helping. real big time. fuckit.

chem isnt helping either, the pic of the diamond is so bright! (I WANT!!!) HAHAHA.

and i still cant do my work. as in, im DISTRACTED. gosh. just kill me.

"School. Without Michael. Seriously, what is even the point? I mean, yeah, I know we're supposed to be going to school to learn stuff and all of that. But learning stuff was just so much more fun when there was a chance of spotting Michael by the water fountain or whatever. And now I fully have nothing to look forward to.." "I'm not saying that life without Michael is not worth living or whatever. But I will say that when he's around- or even when there's just a chance that he MIGHT be around- EVERYTHING is a lot more interesting."

- The Princess Diaries, Sixsational

and thats exactly how i feel about you. and school.

and ms wong seems really concerned abt me being =( in class nowadays. what am i supposed to tell her? that i fucking miss you?

yay. now that i dont feel so depressed after being nearly late for sch, i still cant do my work!!! HAHA.

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice calls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
SomewhereI couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it though every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help

Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live

darllllingggggg(: <3

im depressed, and it's all your fault.

OOOYEAH BABAYY. XDDDDDDDD

and suprisingly i could slp last night. GOSH. i still cant believe it. WHOOOOOOO~~~~~

YES, I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! <3333333333 AND ZUOQI FOR THIS VERY VERY WHOOO~ SEXAYY PICTURE X) and esp YOU!!!!! =DDDDDDD




AGREE THAT IT'S SEXAYY RIGHT?? =DDDDDDDDDDD

HAHAHA. I FEEL SEXAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gosh i love you i love you i love you for makin' my birthday a wonderful one, and it's not even 8 hours into it!!! (as a matter of fact, it wasnt even an hr into it XDDD)

^^ muacks!!

5MOREMINUTES AND IM 16 ALREADY. HAHAHAHHA. BYEBYE 15!!!

AND IM SO FUCKING HIGH IM NOT COMING DOWN LALALALALALA~

I LOVE YOU SPLISH SPLOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDDD

Where true Love burns Desire is Love's pure flame ;
It is the reflex of our earthly frame,
That takes its meaning from the nobler part,
And but translates the language of the heart.

because, my dear, you got me smitten. and i really mean it.

ok yes. lets see what to start 1st with. =)

1st of all, IP students arent allowed to participate in JC comps, or so i heard. it's like an invitation to go stick blades into the person who passed this rule. wooohooo.

but i guess thats not the most impt thing here. =)

GAWD HE'S SO FUCKIN' HOT. ARRRGHHHHH. gosh. kill me.

trg was goood. =)

and all 15 strikes were for you. only you.

i must say, the guy at the emitasia thing was so freaking cute. =) the way he talked was so freaking cute. hoho. and they're gonna stay until friday = tml. dang. apparently the person told me today was the last day, and i freaked out. LOL. but nvm, nvm. can give tml. haha. so cute~!!!

anyway. i still cant believe tml's friday and my birthday cant land on a wkday XDDD but thats alright, i'll get the love on fri AND sunday. saturday too (:

<3

ok, the reality that im hitting 16 just sunk in. 16 is so.. old, so much responsibility. GOSH im not a minor anymore. O.o 2 more years to the legal age of drinking. yay! but too bad, like im alr drinking. HAHAHAHA. TAKE THAT. X)

monday got some wedding dinner. whoo~ red wine, come to mama. WHEEEEEE~

and i seriously need counselling or someone to talk to. like NOW.

i seriously hate the way you're so.. like that.

today was a wonderful day. im not kidding. =)

geog was spastically fun, math A was.. HOHO. differentiation. so basically i was stoning in class, counting the number of boards used for the ceiling in our classroom (151, btw) and i was halfway thru the number of holes in them when ms jiang told us to do a couple of exercises. so i finished them and started counting the number of holes again. lol.

and i seriously love to run during lunch now. =DDD

did the flyers thing, except we put it into the letter boxes, rather than going to each house to put the flyers there like last time. hoho. it was so fun! and we were done in like.. 5 min. LOL.

anyway, my little finger hurts like shit now and i dont know why. dammit.

except that, im scared.

happy 400th post to my blog! =)

i love mr ng talking abt elmos, hello kitties and bra wars during ss. =)

i love running with shrompy while talking about almost everything under the sun (so it's mostly guys, but so what?) while bitching abt *cough cough cough* X) so i actually have a motivation to run and not feel like slping in the canteen. =)

lls was being so kukuheaded today, and his chinese probably isnt even PRC standard. cheer up shrompy, dont let your creative brain juices dry up coz of his kukuheadness! =) you write really well, even square bear says it's prc standard =D

yeah. the whole class stun tio after she read it out. im supposed to share it with her, coz i thought my ending of the story was seriously ridiculous (and she thought so too, so much for creative thinking.) with the father dying coz the mother kicked him off the mountain top when she found out that he was having n affair outside. pls read HMT 4A txtbk chpt 4 to understand the story. ohwells.

freshly made chocolate waffles are best eaten while running in the rain across the road, getting trapped in the middle of it with your good friends while laughing and watching the cars go by. =)

running is best done while bitching =)

singing is best done in the school canteen when nearly everyone has gone, with earplugs stuck into and your good friend's ears and doing it at a very unnatural way of singing it's more like howling. (for me, anyway.)

=) i love you shrompy and trish. (=

and i found the current cause of my depression. kill me, kill me.

i realised that this post has alot of =), but im not like that at the moment.

you're the pill man.

Hey I've been watching you
Every little thing you do
Every time I see you dance
In my homeroom class, makes my heart beat fast
I've tried to page you twice
But I see you roll your eyes
Wish I could make it real
But your lips are sealed, that ain't no big deal
'Cause I know you really want me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you tryin'to do without me
When you got me
Where you want me

Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet

Girl you got me on my knees
Beggin' please, baby please
Got my best DJ on the radiowaves saying
Hey Juliet, why do you do him this way
Too far to turn around
So I'm gonna stand my ground
Gimme just a little bit of hope
With a smile or a glance, gimme one more chance

'Cause I know you really want me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you tryin' to do without me
When you got me
Where you want me

Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet

I know you really want me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you tryin' to do without me
When you got me
Where you want me
You don't have to say forever
For us to hang together
So hear me when I say
Hey Juliet

Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away
I just wan't you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet

Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet

switch the sexes, yeah. =) (though i've never seen you dance in your homeroom). hoho. it's a really nice song!! =)

The ss tchr is talking abt hello kitties and elmos. O.o

PE was fun, i guess. walk run walk run = stitch. i dont like the route!!! arrrghhhh.

yes yes. i shall wake up at 5 plus tml just to do my hair so i'll be happy and high all day round. =D <3

i love you i love you i love you!! =) (not hot sex, pls.)

i dont know why, but washing, conditioning, drying and doing my hair never fails to make me happy. =)

i love you, hair. <3

i love you too.

Yes i know im super random and i blog at very random times, but hey! its me! and i love my short posts. no mood for super long and high posts. ohwells.

=(

im losing my mind. im going around highing that myran and clarence are hot (and i really dont mean it, sorry.), even worse, 'catfighting' with sonia over myran. (eew. kill me now.)

im lying to myself, real big time.

maybe you're just another lie.

lying and telling the truth are nothing but words, but it's the truth that sets you free.

how i wish, i'll stop deceiving myself with my little lies and highing. im not guy crazy, im not some smart kid, im not some bimbo. im not some rebellious kid who loves to go against her parents, im not some girl with a super dirty mind.

maybe the real times you see me is when im depressed. or when im laughing like some mad woman. you know, i'll do anything to ride on the high tide.

and my new yr resolution will probably be: stop lying to myself.

then again, i am the lie.

And and and he's freaking hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

HAHAHAHA.

!!!!!!!!!!!

weixin is happy/sad/elated/depressed/overjoyed/feels like commiting suicide.

wow.

yeah!!!

hot sex =DDDDD

6 more days!!! to the legal age for having sex!!!

screw that(in the ass). HAH.

the world's gone mad.

siddar's gone bonkers
sean for TI
glen for TASC.
sonia and i are fighting over myran.
shrompy thinks short guys are cute.
nat is doing hw.
i want to quit music and bowling.
i like running.

the world's gone mad, i say.

it's forbidden, but do i care?

screw you.

and since i needa fill in the motivation and happiness level thing tml, it'll probably clock 0. or maybe a negative. ohwell.

ok, so i was high this aftnn and the whole of yesterday.

but now, im back to being fucking depressed.

HAIYAHHHHH. just kill me la.

but maybe if you told me it was me you were talking about..

I read a note my Grandma wrote

Back in 1923

Grandpa kept it in his coat

And he showed it once to me

He said

Boy you might not understand, but a long long time ago

Grandma's daddy didn't like me none

But I loved your Grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet

And run away together

Get married in the first town we came to and live forever

But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead

I found this letter

And this is what it said:

If you get there before I do

Don't give up on me

I'll meet you when my chores are through

I don't know how long I'll be

But i'm not gonna let you down

Darling wait and see

And between now and then

Until I see you again

I'll be loving you . . .

Love me

I read those words just hours before

my Grandma passed away

In the doorway of a church

Where me and Grandpa stopped to pray

I know I've never seen him cry

In all my fifteen years

But as he said these words to her

His eyes filled up with tears

If you get there before I do

Don't give up on me

I'll meet you when my chores are through

I don't know how long I'll be

But i'm not gonna let you down

Darling wait and see

And between now and then

Until I see you again

I'll be loving you . . .

Love me

And between now and then

Until I see you again

I'll be loving you . . .

Love me

i dont know about you, but i think this is the real bliss anyone can find. love over centuries. =)

will we be?

A woman in a red, flowing dress, under a beautiful blue sky, standing at the edge of a high cliff in an almost desert-like setting. With her arm outstretched to the end of the world, handkerchief in hand, she raises and lowers her wrist ever so slightly, almost waving goodbye while this small piece off cloth flutters in the wind. There's so much longing, reaching out toward what can never be grasped. Loosening her grip, the handkerchief is carried out and away, dancing on the wind, both lonely and free, and she is left longing.


i love beautiful random shit that i find while bloghopping. or website randoming =)


travis wall is HOT HOT HOT. =DDD ok, i'll share the pics of my future boyfriend(ok maybe not.)^^ with you. =D







he's hot la. =) i'll dance if he'll teach me. =D slow dance!


and me and sonia are fighting over myran. X) (gosh this is so retarded.)


but i love you more. =)

i've finally made up my mind.

i wanna call my son TRAVIS. =)

WATCH OUT WORLD, THE NEW KID ON THE BLOCK'S GONNA ROCK YOU UPSIDE DOWN!!! =DDD

(i havent thought abt my daughter's, but thats alright, coz i want a son 1st! so she can have a kor.=D)

If only I could get through this
get through this
I just, I just said, I just, said..

I gotta get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta make, gotta make it, gotta make it through
Said I'm gotta get through this
I'm gotta get through this
I gotta take, gotta take my mind off you

Give me just a second and I'll be all right
Surely one more moment couldn't break my heart
Give me 'til tomorrow then I'll be okay
Just another day and then I'll hold you tight

When your love is pouring like the rain
I close my eyes and it's gone again
When will I get the chance to say I love you
I pretend that you're already mine
Then my heart keeps breaking every time
I look into your eyes

If only I could get through this
If only I could get through this
If only I could get through this
God, God, gotta help me get through this

I gotta get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta make, gotta make it, gotta make it through
Said I'm gonna get through this
I'm gotta get through this
I gotta take, gotta take my mind off you

Give me just a second and I'll be all right
Surely one more moment couldn't break my heart
Give me 'til tomorrow then I'll be okay
Just another day and then I'll hold you tight

When your love is pouring like the rain
I close my eyes and it's gone again
When will I get the chance to say I love you
I pretend that you're already mine
Then my heart keeps breaking every time
I look into your eyes

If only I could get through this
If only I could get through this
If only I could get through this
God, God, gotta help me get through this
(Woah, woah, oh yeahh)
If only I could get through this
God, God, gotta help me get through this
(Woah, woah, oh yeahh)
If only I could get through this
God, God, gotta help me get through this
I just, i just said, I just, I just said....

hee hee. <3>

blog hopping is a pasttime that should be encouraged.

The 9 things You do When You Miss Someone A Dreadful Lot

You look at his/her photos and actually find yourself tearing.

You check his/her blog or friendster or myspace account everyday.

You go to bed every night, able to predict pretty much what would be in your dreams. Most of the time it'd be accurate.

You don't know why you miss the person so much after awhile, but you just do as much.

You tend to listen to songs that represent the person.

You think of his/her words, actions and expressions that make you smile.

You wonder what the person is doing at any random time of the day.

You do things that you would otherwise not be able to do, just to see him/her.Worse, you don't even find them daunting.

You usually believe that the person doesn't think of you as much anyway.

but the problem is, i dont dare to think about you coz i'll just start missing you and get depressed all over again.

lets just say, addictions are bad. so is waking up at 6am to know you dont have to go to sch. and falling back to sleep thinking abt you.

dont you just love expressive one liners? =)

but it's not only when i sleep, when i see you in my dreams.

i need someone's strength to tide me thru this. will it be yours?

i hope so too.

I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head...
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head...

How do you feel? That is the question...
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized and folded up like
Paper dolls and little notes, you can't expect a bit of hope
And while you're outside looking in, describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head...

How much is real? So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins contaminating everything
We thought came from the heart - but never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises - null and void instead of voices
Before you tell yourself It's just a different scene
Remembering is just different from what you've seen

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head...
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head...

And it's the stars, the stars that shine for you
And it's the stars, the stars that lie to you
And it's the stars, the stars that shine for you
And it's the stars, the stars that lie to you

I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head...
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head...

And it's the stars, the stars that shine for you
And it's the stars, the stars that lie to you
And it's the stars, the stars that shine for you
And it's the stars, the stars that lie to you
It's the stars, it's the stars, that lied

remember what you were staring at was me.

great.

just when i was having the happier days of the past few days, my parents hadda ruin it completely by not allowing me to go out with eve, lipin and yx this sunday for my bdae.

fuck.

dear mum and dad:
i know you hate my guts, but you know i hate your guts too. so basically we'll just compromise and everything will be alright, ok? just to let you know, you're the main reasons why cutting feels so good right now.

your daughter.

life's bad.

just look how we were abt a yr ago. and look how we are now.

just imagine if we were still like that. how would we be?

is it fair for me to ask, what happened to us?

weixin is a fucking loner and she loves it, alright?

it's early in the morning of 7.45, thats good right? ohwells.







my eyelids are fucking swollen. RAWR.

and i couldnt find anyone to cry to until 0000. the someone who knows both parties. someone whom i really do trust. 谢谢你， darll. <3

to think 25 crunches used to make me feel like dying.

if you would just imagine, dont have to feel it, just imagine, i bet you'd feel the same as i do.

i still do, you know.

and i've never seen my self esteem this low before, you bitch.

you know, right now, i feel like ripping out my guts, hurl myself down 50 storeys, then go lie in a bed of sharp nails with a 1000000000 kg weight pinning me down.

and just when i really feel like crying, my lil bro comes in and gives me a hug and smth made in sch for me with a hug.

im not worth it. i dont deserve anything you guys give me.

to someone: in the end, it wasnt them who broke my heart. it was you.

bowling trials!! but no val or zuoqi, dammit.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JOEL TAN WEI EN!!
even though it's one in a 9876543234678 chance you're reading this.
sigh.
admit it, im nice. =)

today, ms wong asked me why im so sad in class now, unlike last yr. well..

you do know why.

Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you
I'd really see you again

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside
Way deep down inside
Oh, baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy

You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive, it starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
Oh, baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy

im sorry, but i really do.

you know, somehow, im starting to like ss lessons. =D

it's fucking confusing.

it feels so wrong, it's scaring me.

im so fucking depressed, i can't express it.

coz i miss you. i really do.

i am sleepy. and psychic. =)

and my personal LA notes flew out of the window. woohoo. thankgod for extra copies. =D

saw a couple of rather kiampa people, grrrr.

timed nat's run in the rain, so fun to get wet. haha.

went to ntuc with shrompy later on but saw nothing there so we went out, and i bought earrings! (again) i think im spending too much on earrings alr. haha. nvm, can save up to buy them =DDD i still cant find my white hearts, dammit.

i like the way you.. =DDD

do you hate pms? you do? i hate pms too! yay! hi5!

ok yeah, nevermind.

went to tm with my mum and bros last night, 1hr just aft i came home from that newspaper thing. i swear i nearly slept while walking. and since im really out of shoes, my painful feet were forced to wear heels out. sigh.

i'l be half blind until tml lunch. specs be back! =D

coz i know you wont be there

There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you leave
Though I try to look away
The pain it still remains
Only leaving when you're next to me

Do you know that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace
Of the person
The person that I need

Do you know that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

Can you make them disappear
Make them disappear, oh whoa

There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you leave
Gonna search through every face
Without a single trace
Of the person
The person that I need

Do you know that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

I BROKE MY GLASSES!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!! kill me, just KILL ME. ARRRRGGGHHHH.

it was a saturday morning, and i WOKE UP AT 5. O.O kill me please. lol. went to do cip with yixuan, gen and JACK. well.. i reached at 6.50AM and saw this black figure moving. ok so it was yixuan. HEY, no glasses here. and,at 6.50, one was still in bed and the other was just leaving the house. -.- saw this mad man, um, yeah.

so we started newspaper collecting. =) then there was this asshole who decided to kope some other team's newspaper for his own profit and yeah! pissifying. free labour arh. GRRRRRRR.

ohoh, and there was this point where the 4 of us took the the lift tgt wth an auntie with a bike. the auntie got off at the 7th storey so JACK hadda go out of the lift 1st so the auntie could go out. then we 4got the press the open button, so he was left there. O.O HAHA. and he took the maintence lift. lmao lmao. but we didnt know that, so we went back down to the 7th from the 15th, the gen pressed 1st storey after that. up and down the lift is so fun. XD

then later when we finished the whole thing, and it was raining, AND compass point is a distance from where we were, we used umbrellas!! *please be reminded that my umbrella is WHITE with LACE at the sides. HAHA.* and JACK didnt bring his, with yixuan lazy to take hers out. so JACK was using the gay brolly. HEHE. dammit, shld have taken pics. so gay! whee~

lunch was gay. remind me to BELIEVE the auntie when she says that the soup is super spicy. sigh.

i slept the way home!! haha. from sengkang to outran, then from outram to bedok. haha. so gay.

gosh. i cant stand it when my mum nags at my bro for his stupid handwriting. coz i can hear it over my music, dammit.

sigh. my sock got eaten by the dammit vacuum cleaner. do not try to hold your sock to the mouth of the vacuum cleaner and see it fly. mine got chomped. now im one sockless and one sockful! ...

have fun! just rmb i'll be here.

why, i feel like this.

=(

It's funny when you find yourself looking from the outside.
I'm standing here but all I want is to be over there.
Why did I let myself believe miracles could happen.
'Cause now I have to pretend that I don't really care.

I thought you were my fairytale,a dream when I'm not sleeping.
A wish upon a star that's coming true.
But everybody else could tell, that I confused my feelings with the truth.
When there was me and you.

I swore I knew the melody that I heard you singing.
And when you smiled you made me feel like I could sing along.
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's and once upon a song.

Now I know you're not a fairytale and dreams were meant for sleeping.
And wishes on a star just don't come true.
plus now even I can tell that I confused my feelings with the truth.
Because I liked the view,when there was me and you

I can't believe that I could be so blind.
It's like you were floating while I was falling and I didn't mind
Because I liked the view,oohhh,oohhh.
I thought you felt it too.
When there was me and you.

screw it. i dont give a fuck.

it's CHEM. and you know what that means anyway.

and it's raining like shit. yeah. it's like AHBOOSH. heh. and i have music lesson later on. wish me luck. heees. oh yeah, i haven finish my hw yet either. DIE LIAO AR. RAWRRRR.

chinese is boring.

byebye.

weixin feels so damn dead right now. battery flat alr. sian.

im whining to various people and various things, and im being a pain in the ass. woohoo.

see? dont you hate pms too? RAWRRRRRR. *beware, sharp tongue ahead.*

and i seriously seriously seriously hate chinese lessons less than last yr. coz this yr i can use tabbie. wheee~

and i slept at 10am last night. so freaking early. wonder why im sleeping earlier than usual. ohwells.

your fucking fault.

todayyyy, 1st period FREE. =DDD 2nd period FREE!!!! 1st + 2nd periods were then bball. =) then it was break. so the only lessons i had today was chem and maths B. and leong was being a bitch (as usual) again today, so yeah. basically she made me go up to the board to do some qn which i had absolutely no idea how to do, and she was like, i'll guide you thru! so i went up, held the marker and stoned. LOL. (im oh so sure she was guiding me along huh.)

junya ROCKS man. =)

anyway, the pdp thing was a total shit. i mean, the whole bloody sch was so not filled and i couldnt even give out all my flyers. i am usually a very efficient flyer giver. but this time, i didnt even finish half the dammit stack. we were happily writing details, HAND WRITTEN, on EVERY FLYER. DAMMIT. and we stil have alot anyway, dammit.

a little smth from trish which is rather sick.

-trish- hockey me says (7:45 PM):
did he cum did he cum did he cum??

ok yeah.

i hate the way you leave me hanging.

it's 7.45 now, and my body thinks it's 1am. IM SLEEPY. (and i aint thinking straight. hees.)

the msn connection in sch really sucks. i get booted out every 5min or less. hmmph. it's so freaking retarded, and we can use msn in class for class discussion to send files. how to send la, you tell me.

bballed after sch, and well.. my foot hurts. and nat was going for STRINGS. what strings btw lol.

nevermind that.

OHOH. i need to go bra shopping too. fucking asssssed thing. will someone go with me? i've been guai =)

it's pms, btw. i just flung the bloody TA guideline thing against my cupboard and now i think there's a dent. whoo~ on the wrapping layering thing, not the wood. lol.

i wonder why people ask me qns i cant answer, like how i study in TA. just STUDY la, you freaking noobs. nevermind.

it's 11.25 now. LOL.

btw, is it just me, or are sec 3 guys getting shorter? HAHA.

it's a dammit 2 way feeling. and it really sucks.

I CANT STAND YOU, THE FUCKING BITCH OF A MAN. (or are you even one.)

great. the very sleepy weixin decides that she shld go sleep at 10.15, and her fucking dad cant stand her sleeping so peacefully he has to purposely wake her up AT 11PM JUST TO TAKE THAT FUCKING CUP OUTTA THE ROOM. BIG DEAL ARH. I WANT TO SLEEP, IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I CAN SLEEP THAT WELL, AND YOU JUST HAVE TO GO DESTROY IT. YOU THINK I FALL ASLP AS EASILY AS YOU, ASS?

now i cant sleep. fuck.

bbal = ownage. what else? =)

maybe i'll just die in the middle of the hallway so i dont have to see you and die infnt of you.

it's just a maybe, alright?

i feel tired, sleepy and lethargic. symptoms of chinese lessons. sigh.

fuck you, bitch. just get lost if you hate me. dont have to stick close, you know. i aint that deprived.

i swear it's pms. i THINK it's pms. i hope it's pms. NEVERMIND IT'S JUST THE FREAKING PERSON. HURRRRS. or maybe it's chinese lesson.

heckkkkk.

PAINTED THE BOWLING BANNER. <3!!!!!!! it looks so FREAKING nice. <3 the team man. =) elis's rabbit is weird. ohwells. =) must go check it out. must see must see. too big nvm, just take the other booth's place. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD HAHAHA.

yes, that WAS the highlight of the day, but the better highlight is, I DIDNT BRING MY PHONE. and right now my msgs arent very mothersafe, so yeah. but quite heng, the unmothersafe msgs werent questioned, and they are more of gossip la. =) whoooo~~~

shoot me man, just shoot me and let me die. whats wrong with me. RAWR. i. hate. this. so freaking pissifying. nvm, nvm.

i chnged shampoo and conditioner!! ok, so now my hair is so freaking soft that it wont stay and my fringe is flying all over the place. so right now i cant see much. O.o but HEY. thats gonna be fun when i get my hair longer. meh heh heh. ghost on the loose!!

whats wrong with me, can you tell?

wake up, my dear. it's a corpse you're kissing.

and i wonder why my post titles dont appear for nuts. hmm.

what does it mean if the same dream comes up repeatedly?

muscle ache! all over, dammit. both arms, screw it. i need to invest in a massage chair. but must thank ZUOQI, whose massaging skills are WOW. ahhaa. sian. why you transfer out. lol. one less person to talk to in class. haha.

i dont wanna train arm muscle alr. too big, not nice. =( but then again, the lines are sexayy. =)

why i feel like that isnt entirely up to me either.

the old/new blogskin.

YES. i've chnged my blogskin. except this is the 1st one i've switched it to. hurrrs. i still love it man, though loads have happened during it's time. =)

<3

trg ytd was gayshit. =D

the girls (most of us anyway) were cheering =DDD

S-U-P-E-R, SUPER THATS WHAT WE ARE
S-O-L-I-D, SOLID THATS WHAT WE ARE
SUPER SUPER *clap clap*
SOLID SOLID *clap clap*
SUPER SOLID SOLID SUPER
CHEEKELAPA PI-A PI-A
CHEEKELAPA PI-A PI-A
SUAH SUAH SUAH SUAH SUAH!!! ONE MORE TIME!!! X2
SUAH SUAH SUAH SUAH SUAH!! ONE LAST TIME!!!
SUAH SUAH SUAH SUAH SUAH!!!!!!!! =DDDDDD

anyway, trg was a roll off, and i totally screwed the shit out of it. hahaha. coz i cant bowl when im high. thats sad right. =) so i was like rather serious during the whole thing, and since my arm was rather tired and stuff like that, i couldnt use the release michael taught me. the whole 3 games were so fucking screwed!!! ahhh hahahahaa. and i couldnt spare any of the right hand corner pins until the last few frames of the last game. wahh. heartbroken arh. the rest either went gutter or hooked away. dammit.

and my left shoulder hurt like shit. no idea why. basically the whole stretch hurt. when val or zuoqi poked it, i was like AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! then i poked it. AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

nevermind. phys ytd was super gay shit. =D flinging eggs with a handmade catapult and trying to make sure the egg doesnt break. XD the egg was basically musking taped, straw stuck and string attached. it didnt break. then i squeezed it. HOHO.

22 more days!! <3 hahha.

OH YEAH. everyone, go go go watch http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LXIIPquYNB0. it is omg fucking good. watch the guitars, and now we all know why heavy metal bands have guys with super long hair. hahahaha. MUST WATCH. omg fucking O.O good.

=)

=(. mean ass.

2dae, major ownage. =) not exactly ownage, but it was super fun.

suddenly maths was so fun. hurr. phys was damn fun too. =DDD chinese was funfunfun.

so all the fun + fun + fun = ownage.

major came from BBAL!!!! hurrs, shrompy.

anyway, trg later and it ends at 7 plus omg lol.

bballbballbball. =D

AND I GOT MY BLOODY YEARBOOK!!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

hehe.

HAIYOH. =D

hurrrrs.

<3!

nevermind the depressing things, it was an emo day. very very emo day. havent had these for quite a long time, i see. hehe.

yay lets talk abt more happy things.

ms cheah's my LA tchr, she seems nice/fierce/happy/sadistic at 1st sight. and i was late for the 1st lesson lol. the intro part was retarded. my speech is muffled, soft and slurry due to the dammit flu, but the slurry part is 24/7. hees. so the what's in store for you in 2007, i said, i wanna be a DAMMIT mugger. she heard as i wanna be a MOTHER. wth. not so soon la wth. (heees.) ohman. hahaha. im only 16 this yr. >.<

happy birthday kevon tan kian hong!!! DARLING!! HAHAHAHA.but right now it's 5th jan liao, i think. right, blogger? yesyes nvm, it's the 4th jan that im wishing you happy bdae for, so YEAH. =D jiayou for Os!! must come tj hor. =) *psst dont get raped hor. XD*

hope you're great.

1st official day of sch, i guess. and before i start bitching abt leong being my maths b teacher, i think maths this yr is so fucking screwed.

maths A tchr, ms jiang. she looks more like a tweetybird than leong, i guess. but she's quite nice too, although i dont really get what she's teaching. maths B tchr, FUCKING LEONG. grrrrr.

geog tchr, ms wong, soon-to-be mrs goh =). LA tchr, ms cheah. the worse version of the LA tchrs, or as she claims. hmmm. im so screwed for chem anyway. the tchr's ms ho or smth like that, and i dont really understand what they teach at all. DIE ARH.

im starting to love geog. like, the periods are much better place than history=) but my group for geog is... haii. no comments. it's like =S.

yesyes, and im still that screwed for music. its like i havent touched my piano for such a long time (about 3 mths, i think), BUT I REALLY DONT WANT TO. i dont wanna fucking learn music anymore. even though it really looks good like, ohh you're grade 8 ah. wah, so pro. dont give a fuck man. its REDUNDANT. AS IF I'LL GO AND BE A MUSICIAN LIKE THAT. even bette,r my mum blames it on my choice of friends, coz some dropped music. but TOO BAD LEH, im frm MEP sch leh. lol. how to refer lol. even better, im like SLEEPY to even go home and sleep and i gtg play music. rawr. so retarded.

why do i keep looking over to THAT place to envision you walking past again?

HELPPPP!!!!!!!!

I LOST THE FUCKING TIE I NEED TML AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

whats with people and cybersex anyway. it's only talking dirty and there's no point. like, isnt the real thing better? XP

nothing.

my dad was being an ass again today, but then again, whats new?

fever. sick. shld i go to sch tml?

i love you so much it hurts.

01012007. one of the most perfect days ever. =) (because i dont usually have them. hurrs.)

coz it had a kickass start, slacky afternn, and i broke my record for alcohol. =) i dont do this every new yr, ok? though i have a feeling chinese new yr would be even more kickass/boob/head. hoho

5 glasses of red wine at the newlywed's housewarming and my mum didnt say anything XD omg la. she didnt even drink. hahaha. but actually, i guess, it's my dads who's particular abt the drinking thing. but then again, i dont go around glugging beer by the carton and walking with a beer belly. hoho.

and i nearly NEARLY NEARLY succeeded in changing back my handphone cover. dammit. stupid black obsessed brother. a black front and white back is so not sexyy!!! ahhh!!!!!! speaking abt phones, I WANT THAT RED MOTOROLA PHONE! nevermind the help people with HIV thing, nevermind the functions, but yeah! i want a red phone. =DDD but mummy said must see if its cheap when i trade in. hmmmmm.

oh anyway, im like blogging at the unearthly hour of 5 BECAUSE I CAN'T SLEEP. but i was so tired b4 i slpt!!!!!! then i woke up. hoho. it's like, what, getting ready for sch? OHH and there ARE people online!! yay!!

btw, guess how the other female in the pic is related to me, and how old she is. XD

ahhhhhh. it's so early, i dont feel like doing work!

*starts posting random pics*

me and annie, lastlast yr! my, uhm, fake girlfriend. hurrrs.<3!!>

(i think i look paikia. hurrrs. IM GUAI OK?)

sec2bowlers2005. (and this yr, i finally figured how much they really meant to me. LOADS. =D) and i realised i havent scanned in loads of photos too. LOL

1C06's logo. well... i guess those days were quite fun in a sense too. =)

ooo. i remember this one. uhm, me, eve, rod, yixuan and zuoqi. (I THINK)

the best pic i could find of the tj bowling outing. hurrrrrrs.

my 'FAMILY' =D!!

i realised i dont have loads of photos during the a divs. i only have 2 omg. haha. and only 1 is in the place itself. lol.

(i look weird and yixuan somehow reminds me of the kodomo lion. hmm.)

the other pic during the a divs. my "sis". ohman. this yr must take more. haha.

wanted to post a pic of my lil bro, but that would make SOMEONE jealous. right jas? =)

OH SCREW IT.

*i still dont feel like sleeping ahhhhhhhhhhhh*

anyway, i have to spend the 1st 5 hrs in sch of the 1st day of sch, IN NEAT AND PROPER ATTIRE. (i have no idea how sidd's gonna do that. heeees. no offense man.) actually, i have no idea how im gonna do that too. hoho. i have this strange gut weird feeling that the people i called are gonna kill me. heee heeeee. someone imagine me walking around in a bouncy ponytail pls. SI LIAO. then again, it's 1st impression, where i usually fail, as branded as DAO. i am not dao, ok? (to think that in 2005 i wanted to be dao. LOL.)

and i've finally decided to change the songs. hehe haha hoho.

Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?

Or what the wind says when she cries?

I'm speeding by the place that I met you

For the ninety-seventh time tonight?

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow

Watch the stars crash in the sea

If I could ask God just one question

Why aren't you here with me tonight?

just part of the lyrics for someday we'll know. oh so very nice!!

it's 6.20am. just 24 hrs i'll be in the bus to sch. =)

now you tell me, is this love? <3

yesyes! HAPPY 2007 EVERYONE!!!

and right now, im just far too excited to sleep.

and i havent been this excited since i was 5. yeah. =)

it's like, IM FLOATING. am still floating, stoning on the bed with a heart thumping so hard it's popping out. like what, engine like that. heeees.

life's looking up! esp the way 2007 started. =DDDDDDDDDDDDD

and suddenly, im looking forward to sch as well! haaahhahaaa. =) i dont wanna miss a dayy~~~

and i love you, my box of dark chocolates. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD