it tears my heart open

Have i already declared my love for uncle michael?
zomggggggg i <3 you uncle michael!
trauma, is it? :DDDDDD storm!

(he found me a new bowling ball. ok not exactly new, but still. :DDDDDD)

went rollerblading, dont ask how i got talked into going, but my ass hurts. like i went down a slope and one leg went infront and i dont know how but i was doing a half split and i fell on my ass. ow.

oh yeah. training at occ (roll off) suckedddddd. X(
pingpongball. HAHA.

and some fucking weird dream i had on friday morning/thurs night. elis and sonia knows. HAHA. oh man.

turn right in 5 seconds

turn right in 5 seconds

yes, the title does make sense. its not random rubbish you neh nehs. :D you're probably going "huh?" but HEY! it's one of the bestest things i've ever heard from someone of that status. HEEHEE.

the past few days have been rather.. tiring, exhaustive and just plain collaspable, and i've been totally out of whack. oh wait im stating the obvious. hurhur. but in any case, YOU DONT HAVE TO KNOW! MUAHAHA. right. (:

i sleep at 10, wake up at 6.30 and im still as lethargic as if i havent slept at all. and today during pe, i swear i nearly diededededed.

swam. (again) and no, i didnt take the timing today. damned pjs and age limits. so i did intervals and im not dying as much as i did yesterday! :D suprising. really.

SCHOOL IS MORE FUN WHEN YOU'RE WALKING WITH YOUR BACK AGAINST THE WALL. (and peeping at every corner, watching out for people just like they do in the movies. HEHE.) and running into corners, shielding your face and keep giggling as if the funniest joke has happened. 8D!

thurs was wonderful :D

anyway, even though i've been really tired and all, i actually still can dream -_-ll
seriously.
zomg 2 nights ago, i dreamt that i was pregnant, and i was going around chinatown (for gods sake why chinatown) with liwei and asking about stuff concerning my kid or sth like that, and apparently i didnt want to keep the child, coz at the end i was asking about abortion and stuff. then i woke up and realised that.. I DONT KNOW WHO THE FATHER WAS. HAHAHAHA. heeeeeheeeeee. no wonder i didnt want to keep the kid. damn. if elvin was the dad, of course keep luh. HAHA. right. ok. HEEES.

then the other one was that i was taking a taxi from bedok inter to my house with my brothers(but apparently i didnt tell the driver where to go, he just drove me there -_-) and that speaks volumes already. then ah, the cab fare was 160.17 halfway thru. goodness, 17 cents. then travel somemore and the fare meter went down -_-ll. haaahaaaaa.

i prefer doing it.. standing up. it's rather long and i want you to be comfortable.

ps. ewan mcgregor is hot. but not as hot as elvinnnnnnnnnnnnn. :D

/Lets see what love can do

/Lets see what love can do

tml's monday. im so not prepared for it.
where did the wkend disappear to? ):
saturday: tuition
sunday: sleep

oh. ok. great way to spend it. the sunday part, that is.
and i hate it when people wake me up by screaming at me.
fuck you. no, not literally.

haha. 3rd dream in a row!

/I love you?

/I love you?

haha! 2nd night in a row!
really strange dreams nowadays, and you're init! X)
sth about fast cars racing in the dead of the night under the stars, hugs/cuddles, sleeping on buses, imh people, rage and jealousy. and of course, you.
and somehow my pink pen and pencil were init too.

desires eh?
sure, i want you. and the cars. (:

/prettylilboy

/prettylilboy

ok, like omg i cant believe i actually dreamt of that.
what are dreams again?
"sth sth your desire sth sth sth"
so it has sth to do with my desire huh.
woohoo. so i desire to have sex with him in school and anywhere else.

now it's up to you to decide which him it is.

X)

what could i say

i had one of the most horrible dreams last night!

i dreamt that my complexion was.. ohmygoddddddd.

it was worse than an orange la. like all that creases, worse than that when your fingers are soaked into water for too long.

scary shit. never let that happen.

ok, i've finally changed to blogger beta (after so long). even though the thing looks cuter now, but i guess it doesnt really matter. =)

i feel so damned happy. sleeping dreams, day dreams, just dreaming. too bad it isnt real. haha. saddedededededed. um yeah.

it's a wonderfully rainy day and i really wanna go run in the rain. so sexayy.

tskkkk. this is bad. something's really bad and im not doing anything to help it get better. hehe.

ok yesyes. i shall TRY to help that badbad thing, and make that dream real. =)

DANCE!