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because im cool like that and I DONT SHARE GUYS WITH SLUTS.
ok fine la my 20 reasons that i am, because i am, doesnt mean that i will share ok.
im STINGY, SELFISH and OVERPOSSESSIVE.
happy?

and if you dont want just say so earlier la. cheat my feelings.

fucking losers.

(i wanted to blog this last night, but i fell asleep at about 9 and woke up at 0530 without my geog hmwk done or econs studied. haha. and i finished my PI in school :D)

called sonia to bitch for like long long long and i havent had a 45minute phone call for a long long long time. and she told me something that was like :O and me = *heartbreak* how. how how how you tell me. time isnt working anymore; it's making things worse ):

anyway my ? key just fell out la like zomgwtf. now theres a hole there T_T

ok, gtg to school le. bye.

(alicia's my doubles for this yr :D)

/mutual knowledge

/mutual knowledge

today was a bad day.

lets not elaborate much, just the points.
-woke up sick
-nearly late for school
-felt super sick
-didnt go for pe
-missed econs test coz i feel like shit
-missed phototaking because it was suddenly moved to 1445 instead of 1500, so when i reached there at 1500 it was over.
-made me rush for nothing and wear the stupid uniform so i have to wash it again because i want to.
-*something here that sonia knows. ok la, daryl and nat know too. haha.*
-training was bad, my fingers hurt.
-i cant spin anymore.
-team lineup wasnt announced.
-i got geog essay to write.
-i got PI to do.
-I got econs to study
-and im sick.

on the other hand, IM GOING TO BUY NEW (bowling) BAG TOMORROW!

what colour should i buy? green? or just the cheapest available because im probably not going to bowl after nxt yr?

ok, cheapest available. haha.

and hopefully a spare ball!

but anyway, i went to use scotch brite on my ball and i washed it with body foam like HAHAHA OMG LOL ok dont do that coz apparently it hurts the ball, according to daryl, who told me after i washed it because i told him about it. lol. ok. lol. haha.

aiyah who cares la. haha. not like the ball damn new anyway :D

the ball was damn dirty la. now its clean! yay!

dinner tonight was fun!
we took less time to decide on going where to eat!
and something about the girls wanting to smack a fly with the receipt but because they took too long i just went over and smacked it, thinking pet wouldnt pull the receipt away, BUT SHE DID! i had bug juice on my hand la -_- im sorry bug ): (but it was damn funny when all the girls screamed when i smacked it. HAHA.)

then we started talking about random things like staring, hot guys, bras, pw, THIRD and some dude who jumped on the bed naked.

and at tamp saf we had like what, arm wrestling where daryl eran and sean were showing off arm strength, then me and val with 2 hands each against sean = we both gg. -_-ll then we gang up, ALSO GG. WTH!

daryl: ok la sean we wrestle left hand
sean: *loses the match*
daryl: RARR! IM STRONG!
jerome who is a leftie: *eyebrows* so you think YOUR left arm is good eh!

then we hid daryl's bags :D i was happily dragging his bag away when sean was like, gimme the bag! *grabs bag and runs downstairs* we took the lift and picked him up at 2nd level, then hid it behind a car. HAHA.
then we hid his bottle IN HIS OWN BAG.
and he was busy suspecting the people who were holding his bottle (i.e pet, rach, val) but actually it was in his own bag HAHAHA!

Daryl is another brandon, i swear. bus seat looks dirty = NO I WONT SIT ON IT. -_-ll i think im more manly than you lor! hahaha. X)

sonia says that WE need to talk. but i dont want to! how am i supposed to start it! and you wont start it either! and we dont have the TIME to TALK about this! right now, at least. and no opportunities to too. HOW?

ok la im damn tired. maybe tomorrow i'll blog something that will spoil daryl's reputation just because i have the pictures to. byebye!
and a random picture of samuel and guorong too. haha.

(:

/I cant let go

/I cant let go

im pissed im jealous im emo im depressed i have no idea how else to express how i feel right now but it's probably the same kind of feeling with you see your other half kissing another woman and i refuse to put any punctuation because the words are flying out of head just like that SO THERE

you have no idea how much pain i was filled with inside just because you said that and i dont think i will ever get back from it because yes i admit that youve never been off my mind even when i told you i wasnt and i really dont want you to look at anyone else because youre the only one for me my hearts bleeding i feel like i just ran myself into a dagger youre holding it hurts so much i think i rather die

ps. i really love you