/Desde El Dia Que Te Fuiste

/Desde El Dia Que Te Fuiste

hello!
i realised that these few days my blogposts have been pretty bright and happy.
but actually ah, im damn emo lor!
just because i dont show it, doesnt mean im not ok!
i've been resisting the urge to go kick the wall or throw something around!
i've been resisting telling people the truth which really hurts like,"yo i dont like you ok."!
i've been resisting doing things i would have done!

my god!
everything in my life needs improvement!
my life sucks, i suck, my mentality sucks, my bowling sucks, my hair sucks, my studies suck, my love life sucks, my interaction with people sucks, GOD, EVERYTHING ABOUT ME SUCKS!

i need self discipline!
alot alot alot of self discipline!
i need to stop being a bitch!
i need to stop lying to people!

i need to study! alot! you know, i havent exactly MUGGED, ever since i came in here! omg! this is scary! i need to mug! MUST! i have like 2 years worth of work to cover! my god!

and i've been putting off running for various reasons that i could convince myself with. now no more ok. after a divs. on SATURDAY.

speaking about a divs, OMG! my bowling sucks so much its comparable to the black hole! i shouldnt even be let out on those lanes!

i need to focus! my attn span is shorter than me! thats like damn short la zz.

and my mind is sot sot one ok. its like, when people emo cry cry cry cry cry right, i cry cry laugh laugh laugh cry cry laugh laugh cry laugh and laugh somemore. scary leh.

i think i know why these few days even more sot. because of CAFF and COMP. bad mix.

ok actually, i think my emo post doesnt sound emo now.

hmm.

OK IM GOING TO SLASH MY ARMPITS AND BLEED TO DEATH BECAUSE I HATEZ THE WORLD AND THE WORLD HATEZ ME TOO.

is it better?

actually. i wont slash my armpits.

ok lets choose another approach.

OK IM GOING TO SLASH EVERYONE'S ARMPITS AND LET THEM BLEED TO DEATH BECAUSE I HATEZ THE WORLD AND I WANNA KILL Y'ALL!

sounds better. haha. (:

/who's gonna take your place; there ain't nobody else

/who's gonna take your place; there ain't nobody else

HAPPY 900TH POST BLOGGIE! I LOVE YOU LOADS!

omg im pmsing. ahh. sorry to everyone im pmsing on right now. i.e. goh jing kai. lol. paiseh ah.

bowling wasnt good today. horrigible ok. mamade. pea cocked up on me, but it started working fine on the last game when the lanes were cock. but apart from that i used beast for pin 10 haha.

but anyway i saw my eyecandy and my exeyecandies. haha. well, i think his girlfriend grew prettier but he grew uglier. haha. then the other one. same same la. still fugly. haha.
and my new eyecandy has a v nice figure! v v v nicer arms zomg. but damn short, lol.

ok yes. now im like super tired and shit, i couldnt even think or talk straight in the afternoon la.

and now i feel pissed!

-im pmsing!
-my eyes feel swollen
-i feel hot and sticky
-my hair is fucking urrghh.
-my thumb hurts like #$%^&*
-my mum thinks i went out to PLAY today. like fuck la competition play what shit. tired cannot ah.
-busy explaining to gohjingkai why we dont like being lampposts

ok the last point is the worst la. haha. jkjk.

and certain other stuff, alright?

i need new specs.

Pretty girls > Pretty boys.
but pretty boys pwn too. (:

I FUCKING NEED ALCOHOL NOW.because it makes me forget. everything. every. single. fucking. thing. that. concerns. you.

/cliche

/cliche

yes, everyone knows that that's the truth, but why do girls keep falling head over heels over these insensitive assholes?

fucking loser.

training was good, yet bad. ball stuff. but pea's better now. thank god.

"nevermind! you can do anything you want 'cause the game's not going to finish anyway!

(but the morning was pretty cool.)

kinda upset.

/kinda upset.

sometimes i just want to rip my fucking heart out and die.
coz it's less painful.

bowling was bad today.
pw was relatively ok. we're productive people.

I HATE YOU.

just a tag.
to sonia: i kicked the bloody wall and sprained my ankle!

GO DIE LA KNN

GAHH IM SO PISSED OFF ZOMG I JUST SCREAMED, HURLED STUFF AND KICKED THE BLOODY WALL OK.

FINE LA. DONT WANT DONT TALK LA. KNNBCCB. GO DIE LA.

wish i didn't fucking care.

save me again.

(something super hot to spice this blog up.)

if you're asking what happened to my prev blogskin, im just trying to revive my faith in my bowling. yeahhhh.

something else will be up soon. 1 week. after this week is over. if i get thru it. oh god.

im depressed.