/love? what's that?

/love? what's that?

omg! today's the last day!
its like, final quartet zomg.

wish me loads of luck.

anyway, my life is like a singaporean drama ok i tell you.
its like, stuff keep happening at the same time.
korean ones are about staring at each other for 5 minutes while playing a touching song so you'll bawl your eyes out.
taiwan ones are about businessmen and calling their lawyers.

jap ones are mostly anime, or godzilla i suppose. but my life aint no godzilla ):

then the singapore ones are the luan qi ba zao everything happen at the same time so people dont get bored one. but i get bored anyway so too bad haha.

YES. YESTERDAY. i was supposed to go to val's house at 7 right? guess what time i woke up!

7!

so i called her to tell her that i wont be tongpanging, and got my mummy to send me.
had a rather confusing directory on how to go there from yixuan's dad, because, 1stly, I DONT KNOW THE EXPRESSWAY NAMES >.< god im such a noob. haha. yx was like, BKE, SLE, TPE, dunno dunno what, and i was like *lost*, so i just copied them down on my PHYSICS NOTES like zz lol in hope that my mum would understand it anyway. haha.

i think any normal person would understand the directory, everyone but me la. haha.

drive halfway on the EXPRESSWAY ABOVE IKEA (haha thts how i remember roads -_-), spotted 969! yay! so just follow 969.
then got traffic jam.
then even better, the car tire punchek -_-
IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE.
laomade. it was 8am alr lor. haha.

walked to yiochukang -_- (i.e. seletar airport)

zuoqi said i'd probably looked like a traffic police going on holiday.
(lime green shirt and bowling bag?)
it was a freaking traffic jam i was walking past ok. everyone was looking out of their windows -_-
contacted mr ng and everything, blahblahblah, took a cab.
then there was a freaking traffic jam in the middle of nowhere as well -_-
haha the cab inside also another drama.
coz there was a traffic jam, then the yiochukang road sibeh long, then mr ng was like, where're you now, like on the phone, so i was like, YCK. then he was like, how come so long! the cab driver go correct way anot? and i repeated that out loud ok. the taxi driver decided to get all pissed and complain that it was my fault that we're still on YCK and whatnot, like hello i dont give a fuck i just wondered that out loud, i dont care if you've been driving a bloody cab for 385729385723 years. aiyah whatever la. if not for the fact that i needed a cab i'd have gotten off alr.

so my 1st 3 frames were a bloody 0.
mamade.
played like shit overall too.
but got a guy very cute!
super cute la ahh!
yay i got new eyecandy im so happy :D
yesterday was such a miracle ok. i played so freaking badly and i still wasnt emo. literally badly la. my average dropped by 20 and i need at least 520 pinfalls today just to maintain the average.
aiyah ok la. 2 200 games and a 150 nia cover up liao lor. (haha i make it sound very easy hor lol)

went back to school in mr tan's car. guess how many people took it? 6! inc mr tan haha.
so eran choped the front seat and let the 4 girls squeeze behind. but then again eran squeezing behind with the other girls also quite wrong la. haha.
omg and we managed to fit 4 bowling bags into mr tan's boot! because the last time we could only fit 3, this time we put 4 like YAY :D
zuoqi: this is just a puzzle! we're going to solve it!

then we pretended rachel was the clothes hanger so it wouldnt be considered as extra passenger. haha!

went back to sch and crashed PW. like walk in, in the middle of the lesson. lol. then had PI consultation.
apparently im not that screwed for PI! yay! :D
watched the cheerleading vids while waiting for my turn.
me: BJ dances like jellyman
sam: wtf jellyman -_-

went for the econs makeup lecture because i cant make it for today's. haha. im so guai lor please.
ended so freaking late ok. like 6.30. haha.

reached home and fell asleep. cool sia.
then in the end i woke up at 4am to bathe and clean my lenses. now i can only wear it at 10.50, dammit.

anyway yesterday proved to me that you're really such a slut. like hello? whatthefuck did you think you were doing anyway. he might be flirting with you, but dont take it too seriously. you'd just end up being all emo crying suicidal and why? because he doesnt like you. and i thought the previous encounter was already hilarious enough. this is even better. haha. (:

but this show isnt worth watching. too many heartbreaks. ^^

(i want kev's purple contacts)

byebye time for school. its like 8.11am now. haha.
(im going to school for 1 lesson, then im going to yishun. haha.)

/make my boobies one more size

/make my boobies one more size

an interesting vid. listen to the lyrics (:
ps. its linked to the title of the post.

(:

/Desde El Dia Que Te Fuiste

/Desde El Dia Que Te Fuiste

hello!
i realised that these few days my blogposts have been pretty bright and happy.
but actually ah, im damn emo lor!
just because i dont show it, doesnt mean im not ok!
i've been resisting the urge to go kick the wall or throw something around!
i've been resisting telling people the truth which really hurts like,"yo i dont like you ok."!
i've been resisting doing things i would have done!

my god!
everything in my life needs improvement!
my life sucks, i suck, my mentality sucks, my bowling sucks, my hair sucks, my studies suck, my love life sucks, my interaction with people sucks, GOD, EVERYTHING ABOUT ME SUCKS!

i need self discipline!
alot alot alot of self discipline!
i need to stop being a bitch!
i need to stop lying to people!

i need to study! alot! you know, i havent exactly MUGGED, ever since i came in here! omg! this is scary! i need to mug! MUST! i have like 2 years worth of work to cover! my god!

and i've been putting off running for various reasons that i could convince myself with. now no more ok. after a divs. on SATURDAY.

speaking about a divs, OMG! my bowling sucks so much its comparable to the black hole! i shouldnt even be let out on those lanes!

i need to focus! my attn span is shorter than me! thats like damn short la zz.

and my mind is sot sot one ok. its like, when people emo cry cry cry cry cry right, i cry cry laugh laugh laugh cry cry laugh laugh cry laugh and laugh somemore. scary leh.

i think i know why these few days even more sot. because of CAFF and COMP. bad mix.

ok actually, i think my emo post doesnt sound emo now.

hmm.

OK IM GOING TO SLASH MY ARMPITS AND BLEED TO DEATH BECAUSE I HATEZ THE WORLD AND THE WORLD HATEZ ME TOO.

is it better?

actually. i wont slash my armpits.

ok lets choose another approach.

OK IM GOING TO SLASH EVERYONE'S ARMPITS AND LET THEM BLEED TO DEATH BECAUSE I HATEZ THE WORLD AND I WANNA KILL Y'ALL!

sounds better. haha. (:

/Je ne joue pour l'instant

/Je ne joue pour l'instant

i dont care what you do, but watch this!


this thing is damn cute la. HAHA. (:

fucking cute zomg LOL!

/overdue love

/overdue love

i dont care if im 17 they're like HAWWWWWWWWWT!!!

dammit now you know why i think they're hot. haha. (even though i prefer kai to be the dominant one, the very good artists at photobucket dont. damn.)

from jerome: mr ng, you know what to do ^^ (the 5 dollar bet for a clean game) LOL!

HAHA. cool right! (its up here for mr ng to see XD) sam's one super wasted. it was 1-2-8-10. then the 10 didnt go down. ):

sorry, yesterday too tired/emo. haha.

and my bloody green shirt isnt here yet. ):

its either i take s, or i exhange with atiqah, which is like impossible because atiqah cant wear m either. SO, heres my plan!

-i take s

-i borrow a TA1's shirt who is at least wearing m for a divs

-i become aneroxic and diet until s can't even fit me so i have to wear xxxxxxs

sounds good? sounds good! yay!

wonderful. 3 more days!

/princess and the pea, beauty and the beast

NEW NAMES!

shockshock and china ball have changed their names!

shockshock is now BEAST!
china ball is now PEA!

ASK ME WHY :D

/not like we're gonna get married

/can't believe

hello!

im a happy girl today!

sort of, at least. :D

wanna know why?

because i've got good news and bad news.

good news is..

.

.

.

SAY HELLO TO WHITE DOT EMERALD ICE! ;D

you can't really see, but it says MADE IN CHINA -_-ll
wtf china ball LOL.

yay my new spare ball :D

me and bro reflection in ball. haha. so funny and shiny la!

and the bad news..

I GOT A NEW BAG, WHICH IS THE EXACT SAME ONE AS DARYL ZOMG AHHH NOOOO!!!!

nevermind mine will pwn yours :D as always hehehehehe :D

because uncle james only sold 2 types which was either this or pet's/elaine's bag, my dad was like, this one better. and because i eliminated black blue and grey, leaving yellow, red and green and i didnt want green because tj uni is already green. i wanted yellow ok!

mum: take red la! nicer! plus yellow easily dirty!

me: dowan la! same as my friend's!

mum: which friend?

me: daryl

mum: *refer to the previous post on her reaction when she saw daryl* orh ok nevermind la. just buy.

yeah it was damn funny.

omg i cant believe i actually convinced my parents to buy the spare ball too XD

pics from thurs lunch where i didnt catch the one where bird was sitting on the curb, but in this one she stood up already T_T

the pic of samuel and guorong.

i think they look like twins leh!

oh yes! and the previous post, i said something about a promised post?

here it is!

choose your fav daryl scandal!

is it..

daryl and elaine! (taken in occ shuttle bus after training)

or is it..

daryl and pet! (taken when we went out to shop for clothes)

or is it..

daryl and val! (taken during BK dinner last night)

or is it..

daryl and alicia! courtesy of mine and zq's hands hahaha! (taken at invitationals)

D: why you take pic of my butt!

and this is my personal favourite!

daryl and sean HAHAHAHA

ha-ha. XD i know you all love my cam phone :D

byebye! time for PI!

/when are you coming back for me?

/when are you coming back for me

hello!
today's post is going to be about..

20 REASONS WHY I AM A SLUT/BITCH!

1) because i was called BITCH#1
2) because i am a 2 faced bitch (pretty honest about it too haha)
3) because you know, when guys say, this is my bitch.. thats why im a slut.
4) because i've slept around.. math lecture theatre.
5) because i've slept around.. physics lecture theatre
6) because i've slept around.. GP classrooms
7) because i've slept around.. PW lecture theatre
8) because i've slept around countless of times.. in econs lecture theatre
9) because i've slept around.. the library, almost everywhere haha
10) because i've touched places i'm not supposed to be touching in school.. like the guys' toilet sinks.
11) because im stating on my blog that im a bitch/slut
12) because i think i am.
13) because guys generally like bitches, whether they know it or not.
14) because maybe guys will like me more if i refer myself to a bitch because of number (13) above this.
15) because i just bhbedly said number (14) like a bitch.
16) because i think pink is a nice colour and i got 9824719384 things in pink.
17) because i dont need to do group pe for now
18) because i love bitching
19) because i coloured my white tj polo tee PURPLE during econs by accident
20) BECAUSE I'VE GOT AN ECONS TEST TOMORROW AND I DONT UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING ABOUT ECONS AND IM WASTING MY TIME BLOGGING ABOUT THIS INSTEAD OF STUDYING.



kthxbye i shall TRY to study dont blame me i dont like econs OMG WHY THE HELL DID I TAKE IT ):

/we were letting go of something special

/we were letting go of something special

yes, the library is sexy. went to lib to do gpp again today because we're cool like that, and omg! i miss dwelling in the library til 6pm everyday!

went to school at 725 on a wednesday for the team thing. aiyah i be reserve lah. haha.

training wasnt spectecularly well today, but it was an eye opener. literally. my eyes were dry, and now my left eye hurts. sian. but anw i couldnt throw properly, my thumb expanded, my thumb, 3rd, 4th fingers, area between the thumb and index finger and the stretch of muscle in the forearm were painful so i just gave up using my ball and started using val's ball. and i realised that i can spin the ball!

omg spinning is so fun ok. the strikes are like SUPER LOUD la! and its so easy to spare and hit everything without needing to calculate how much your ball will hook BECAUSE IT JUST DOESNT HOOK (:

(8:34 PM) watashi wa LYX d:
but no lah stick to being a hooker
(8:34 PM) watashi wa LYX d:
hookers rock

i know, it sounds wrong. (:

im confused! should i be a spinner or a hooker now!

anw before me and alicia went for training we went to buy apples from shop and save after lunch, and alicia was like, buy condoms la. like for what HAHA, but anw since while i had nothing to do when she was paying i picked up the tube of lube which said, tingling sensation. and this lao ahpek was just giving me the O_o look while i was examining it la. haha.

but anw just for your info, normal lube is like 4 bucks plus and it's gelly. the tingling one is 10 bucks plus and it's liquidy. hmm.

ok byebye.

/a little bit of this, a little bit of that

/a little bit of this, a little bit of that

heats have been postponed to friday 330pm.
which is the day im like so not free la zomg. retarded.

but the rain was cool. (:

wrote the stupid econs essay today. omg i dont know how to write like 3 pages on EXPLAIN something which is so straightforward. which reminds me of history. which tells me that i need to learn how to be longwinded. haha.

today is the 1st geog lesson where i didnt fall asleep in! and i got free geog notes like YAY :D *happy* thanks joeltan!

lunch with shermaine was epic, as usual. in the end bird, sam, sulin and sherm were late for chinese class by 10 freaking minutes HAHA!

libraries are fun. as usual. and did you know that subway was created by a 17yr old dude?

received a call from a alarmed sounding daryl while audiing saying that training's at occ tml and quite a few peoples' balls are at safra. so i rushed down to get my balls coz i wanted to come home and sleep hahaha.

my mum's reaction was quite funny. ask me about it. i'll tell you (:

sch at 0725 tml for bowlers. so early! there goes my sleep in wednesday. aiyah. but impt sia. haha.

food for thought!

things cant be forced.
when you try to do things your favour, it just doesnt work.
when you do something totally random, it just happens.
(:

works perfectly fine with me. :D
(glad you know how i feel now. &you're wonderful :D)

AIYOH! AHKUA! (private joke.)

we've changed.

/we've changed

now that i feel a whole lot better than i could have for the entire previous week, i think i can blog normally! now, that is.

monday and tuesdays are depressing days. very very depressing. its not just monday blues, but monday's the worst. right sonia and shrompy?

thankgod for wednesdays and fridays. ok, more of wednesdays. because its a slack day and i can wear contacts to school now! yay :D *happy* i can't wear them on monday and tues because there are absolutely boring lessons. and i'll fall asleep. and that isnt a good thing. WAIT AH I GO CHECK TIMETABLE.

ok i'll wear my contacts before training only on friday. haha.

OR MAYBE I'LL WEAR THEM EVERYDAY SO I WONT BE TEMPTED TO SLEEP!

omg im so smart hahaha. right.

ok i shall wear contacts to school nxt wed. which is the team allocation thing.
as of tomorrow, competition starts 2 weeks later.
which is bad pretty bad thing.
because I'M SO FUCKING NOT PREPARED ZOMG GAHH KILL ME NOW

YAY yunhui IM GOING TO BE YOUR DOUBLES PARTNER LETS GO FIND 5 FINGER BALLS NOW :D

ok i realised i've been hating too much.

THE SUN ROSE FROM THE WEST TODAY!

WX ISNT INTERESTED IN SHUAIGES ANYMORE!

even though a couple can make her day much much brighter. (:

jasmine . a journey walked together says (12:50 AM):
are you like possessed or something
jasmine . a journey walked together says (12:50 AM):
the day that you're not interested in guys, i think the sun wouldnt rise at all.

walau why you all doubt me.

i see eyecandies until sian alr lor. see until dont wanna see.

yes you all lived to read this on my blog and NO IM NOT POSSESSED and NO I DIDNT FALL AND HIT MY HEAD and NO I WASNT FORCED TO WRITE THIS AT GUN POINT.

daryl goh's ego is zzz wtf.

me: *sees a dude with well defined features* that guy quite cute
daryl: no me cuter

wtf lol

i think i can go and be some magazine editor on the section on which dude is hot. im so picky. haha.

oh yeah. my sprained ankle came from kicking the wall/pillar in the canteen on thurs aftnn coz i was rather pissed off. then later on while walking downstairs my block i was on the phone with sonia and i got pissed off again so i kicked the wall with the other foot so now both my ankles are bad.

friday's bowling was relatively ok, 164 av, not too bad for someone who had a a horrigible ankle and 98 on the 8th frame for the 2nd game. (: it was a close one. haha. the 3rd game was uncompleted but rather good! (:

mr ng: i know you all are stressed.. etc etc.. but please dont go and kick the dustbin or the wall and get yourself injured etc etc etc

damn sure refer to me one lor. lol.

went out for dinner and because elis didnt want to flip coins or spin bottles or whatever we did the previous week she just walked straight to the foodcourt. HAHA. and then ah! after that! the guys were like, LETS GO MACS after DINNER, like last week and all the time lol. but this time they went to ORDER SET MEALS AFTER DINNER ZOMGWTFBBQ zzz. we kidnapped daryl's nuggets and told him that it was in the Isetan bag of the woman beside us, then magically appeared them 1 by 1. HAHA.

zoned out in the bus until angus snapped his fingers and told me that i went pale for a moment. lol.

and ytd was butt's and qh's last free friday before HAVING A FREE HAIRCUT and using CAMERA-LESS PHONES and yeah. last training before going into army la! HAHA. aww dont be too sad its just 3 wks before you see us again (: hope to see you guys at a div!

today's friendlies were pretty ok, i mean, the score was bad but the guys bowling with us were nice. they were like, more enthu about our score than theirs. haha. and one of them looked like a certain TA2 dude whom i dont know the name of. haha.

took a scandal pic which im too lazy to post now. maybe later. (:

pw was quite fun. (: so many people were there doing work! and there was a birthday party thing hahaha so funny like wth birthday party at macs I WANT MINE AT RAFFLES HOTEL *hint hint* or something. LOL.

shrompy came over for awhile.
shrompy: what topic you all doing?
me: games and modernisation
shrompy: wah so boyish!
me: OF COURSE LA my group all guys what! then do modernisation of makeup meh!

haha i found it super funny ok. not funny meh!

ok i've got a bad cold now and theres this mountain of tissues beside me. haha.

OK I GO BATHE LIAO ITS 0117 BTW HAHA BYE! :D wah this post damn long. haha.

damn taitee.

ok i told daryl i would note this down.

30MARCH2008.
DARYL GOH JING KAI GAVE CONSTRUCTIVE <3> ADVICE THAT WX HASN'T THOUGHT OF.

goes down in history.

pfft.

STFU. I'LL POKE YOU WITH MY STICK.