you're already gone

good morning!

it's 4.44pm on a sunday and i just woke up!

anyway the concert last night just wasnt my type la. i shant comment further just in case i get slammed. but i think me and cuzzies disturbed the woman beside us abit too much. haha. even though there was this imba pianist who was super good and a super chio actress/singer whom i cant really rmb the name who sang 2 of my fav songs. what am i talking about she only sang 2 songs anyway. haha.


so i've been getting old songs! i think 邓丽君's song lyrics are very very very good, like it's so so so real! (haha emo love songs ftw)


have i already said that my bro kicked my eye this morning? idiot. ok la my own fault, i tickled him -_-

and i heard about some really O_O stuff.. ok not really O_O, i knew about it already, but the confirmation is O_O!!! haha shit now i cant see them the same way ever ever again. haha. (even though i knew about it already. lol. how ironic)

ahh sp is in less than a week! and i havent bought my BAG! ok i shall buy it on tues. set.

tomorrow's monday and there's cg outing! ahh love <33 i think its the last time as all of us being tjcians. damn. ):

(ps i found bernard's blog already. haha. im gooooooood.)

一句say goodbye,

一句say goodbye,

omg. something very funny in google translate AGAIN. HEHE.
ok, refer to the lyrics of 不能说的秘密, the previous of the previous post, and then read this.

ready?

Left cold coffee drink
I am in the mood but refrain fight back
Life would like to restore the past
I still clearly visible face

The most beautiful is not rainy day
Did you escape the rain eaves
Memories of the screen
In Tangzhe swing not sweet dream start

You say that love will go farther down gradually
Why has missed to change the time
You stop using your fingertips, I say goodbye
Imagine you are completely lost before it around

You say that love will go farther down gradually
Perhaps fate of the only sign we saw
Let us just love the autumn quarter
George found happiness after debris
How should I seized

Left cold coffee drink
But refrain I am back in the mood
Trying desperately to restore the past
I still clearly visible face

The most beautiful is not rainy day
Did you escape the rain from the eaves oh
Memories of the screen
In Tangzhe swing not sweet dream start

You say that love will go farther down gradually
Why has missed to change the time
You stop using your fingertips, I say goodbye
Imagine you are completely lost before it around

You say that love will go farther down gradually
Perhaps fate of the only sign we saw
Let us just love the autumn quarter
George found happiness after debris
How should I seized

yesyes. i know, broken chinese. but the funny one is:

You say that love will go farther down gradually
Why has missed to change the time
You stop using your fingertips, I say goodbye
Imagine you are completely lost before it around

HEHEHE. dont we all agree... about love going farther down..... south? HAHAHA. right. nevermind. (:O
but the best one is the one of stop using fingertips. HEHE.

eh not my fault it sounds so sick ok? (:

fellatio;

fellatio;

dont get me wrong, i wasnt involved in fellatio of any sort that caused me from blogging 3 times a day to once in 3 days.

i mean, fellatio, what a nice sounding word. say it, over and over again. doesnt it give you the feeling, feeling of something very slender and classy, somewhat compared to a very sleek, classy cat? like a real live white cat, decorated in expensive taste; jewels of all sorts, be it diamond, ruby, emerald, amethyst, moving gracefully, as if gliding sensually.

but oh no, it has to mean the oral stimutation of the penis. goddammit.

anyway, moving on, jay chou's SECRET IS FUCKING GOOD ZOMG!
hearts and kisses to it.
his pianoing is omg oh so orgasmic.
must watch. or at least, i loved it. <3

ahhh, i feel like going on and on about it, but i guess i'll spoil it. so there :D

oh and i heart Ms-Figgs too. :D

/someday.

/someday.

:D

the bestest best day i ever had! (in august)

much lovesssss <3333333

SCHOOL ENDED AT LIKE 9 TODAY ZOMG SO FUCKING EARLY WOOHOOOO~

yesyes, so i stayed around in under the TRC with the teachers, taking photos with mr tan and mr hassim. HAHA. so funny la everyone was like queueing up to take pics with mr tan and his face was like.. you know. so funny! then we spent like a long long time trying to locate mr hassim and mr tan so that they could take a pic together. I SWEAR, mr hassim has his paternal instincts acting up. ahh he was carrying this little boy, mrs neo's kid i think, around as if he was his child. AHH SO CUTE LA! i'll upload the pics when sonia sends 'em to me. :D

and shrompy's super hardworking la omg. haha! i just wont do my essay on a day where we end at 9am. :D

then went off to have BREAKFAST (lol) with sam, xiu and sonia at tm where they could go watch HAIRSPRAY after that. AAAAAAAND, we bumped into.... MY STALKER! HAHAHAHAHA. omg lame la. HAHA.

met lw and irah at tamp inter to go to bwp, but darling irah had a sore eye so she couldnt go. ):

reached there, and thought we were the oldest there. then some guy appears and he's our senior senior senior something like that. HAHH.

went to the hall and OMG the stage has become so short! as in, low, or whatever. charged the phone there, sat in a circle and started calling people asking why they werent here. thomas you VAINPOT HAHA.

(just realised that, shit, we forgot to take a pic of ms toh.)

went to the 6/1 classroom, and the tables all so cute!

since the cam was on timer, it took just as we started laughing after 9 seconds of freezing in the same spot. it took the pic at 10.

the 1st successful pic! :D! (one sixth of 6/1 03)

the 2nd one! yes yes, thomas is SHYYYY!

see, so shy. awwww. HAHA.

random.

EH WE FORGOT TO GO TO THE BARS DAMMIT!

went to kev's house w/o chuiwen and cerlyn (damn.) and HIS DOG IS GAY! yeah, we watched dog porn in the bus too. kev's black dog on kev's white dog. like both oral and from the back. wah piang. and he said they were at it for 5 days 5 nights. (just when i thought turtle porn was bad..)

pp is the world's most boring place. (because i know it like the back of my hand.) and pastamanis cooks their pasta for too long. HAHA. and kev finished almost half the bottle of cheese XD! and somehow we pay 66 cents for service charge or something. HAHAHA liwei math damn good! :D

and thomas was already half dead before we even reached there. HAHA. give the guy his barcadi! OH YEAH. he very funny leh. coz the 5 of us were on a 6 person table, he had no one infrnt of him. so when he turned to face us, he'd give the stone face. then when he turn to the front he'd start grinning. O_O

told len where the bustop was, walked one pathetic round, and went to the bustop -_-ll partially coz it was 5 plus and thomas was three quarter dead. -_-ll

nevermind. we'll all meet again sometime in december <3

yesyes. the last elective i'll ever have.. ENDED. :((((( ahh but it was a fun one. :D HAHA. tsk man, tsk! so.. i have to mug for promos starting.. after i wake up. (:

just a picture to end this:

(: we'll miss you! (even though you dont teach me.)

/and you were,

/and you were,
as always

ok so, LA night is over. and somehow it alws leaves me emo. i dont know why and maybe i'l never find out either.
its like this empty space caused by your absence, and im trying to replace it times and times again, but of course, futile attempts. why, tell me why.

anyways anyways, wakeboarding today! whooo sexy. weixiang went around kissing denie and melvin and slept with li meng after that. (OOPS!) ok this sounds oh so wrong. IT'S NOT WHAT YOU'RE THINKING! HAHAHA. we spotted a couple of jellyfishes and NO i dont like jelly fishes. they look like bloody plastic bags floating around. and my eyesight is horrible. i mistook a yellowish white bucket floating around for an extra large condom. HEE.

then we went back to school, and and and.. the sch library is such an interesting place. with interesting book. very interesting indeed. :D

yesyes. i need a hug now. and its a beautiful night. where's someone you can love when you need one?

/the way life is

/the way life is
SCREWED.

GAH.
:(

wakeboarding tomorrow. much complains here. you know why.
ahhhhh. ):

IM THE QUEEN OF THE EMO EMUS. yay im queen. haha! hi myran.

and i browsed thru the previous 300 posts, and OHMYGOD i cant believe i even survived through it. HAHA.

ohoh! last training today! a $%^&* av of 144. how terrible. ): yes yes sob sob. need new ball.. sugar daddy where are you..

and we were talking about something oh so very girls school in the library, and there were guys at the table behind ours. HAHA. yes yes. it has something to do with the above too. ohman what am i gonna do..

wish me luck for tomorrow; i need loads of it. it's scary.

/make a scene, make a scene

/make a scene, make a scene

I AM SO DAMN HAPPY CAN! SO FUCKING HAPPPYYYYYYYYYY~

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

so happy i feel like jumping down 8 storeys then right back up again.

chinese was shit, math was shit, but HEY, at least it's over! =DDD

after the thing, was supposed to go swim, but on the way to bedok inter, i got convinced to go BISHAN with denise and sonia!
the lib thing was damn funny btw, and there was this church drama thingy and the people giving out the flyers and i was like, no no no, and started laughing. HEHEHEE.

and then, denise, that rich woman, spent like 345678976543567 bucks on anime stuff, 98374593874593 of the anime pins (naruto, isit?) and i bought this.. uh.. 'toothbrush'. HAHAHA. it's so cool!

then denise went to her friend's house, leaving me and sonia absolutely nothing to do!

and what do you do when you're at BISHAN and you're damn bored with loads of time to kill?

YOU GO FIND RJ. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA.
we kinda got lost though. HAHAHA.

i swear it was so bloody retarded on the way there, during it, and back. coz 1st we realised it was RI's maingate, so we walked to the side gate which was so bloody far away, and then it was still RI!

and rj students were like, streaming out from the way we walked, like, the route where the RI maingate was. AND WE WERE LIKE, WHERE THE HELL DO THESE PEOPLE COME FROM. HAHAHHAHAHHA.

so we walked back, how bloody long, back to the RI maingate, THEN WE SAW RJ STUDENTS AGAIN. HAHAHAHHAHAHA. cont walking, then somehow somewhere RJ APPEARED! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.

ok, so we thought the entire school disappeared. =D

AND THEN AH, there's something about *coughbcoughacoughlcougha* BEING A HIPPO HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA!!!!!!

no im just high right now HAHAHAHAHHAHAA :D

and the mac's honeydew milkshake tastes pretty weird. hehehhee. never drink that thing when you know you're gonna laugh your shit out. HEHEHEHHEHEHE.

AND NOW IT'S RAINING LALALALALALLALALA~

when forever ends

ok, so i heard about some stuff last night.

AND IM LIKE SO SHOCKED LA. wtfwtfwtfwtfwtf.

gosh, get away from that bloody slut!

never thought i'd say this about her. and it's not even about him.

ohnoo. what now. =(

baby lets stop all these, someone's gonna get hurt.

just shut up and kiss

the new com's out!

and there's tons to say about it.

i have tons to say too, but it wont be here. ask me! (:

sian la.
j2 last trg! hahaha my team was the 2nd one. so cool can. and like, before the thing started i was striking like free. then when it started i couldnt bowl. cost us the 1st position man. =( sian diao.

i'll miss you guys. =(

look me in the eyes

i am sad.

1st of all, im changing phone. so, no more smses from my prev phones. and the phone is...
sony ericsson k610i.

sigh.

2nd of all,

HE'S BLOODY ATTACHED =(
sigh. =((
his gf not chio leh. =(((
ok, thats why im =(. coz his gf not chio.

SIAN LA. no more eye candy. coz i dont look at a guy aft i know he's attached. =(

actually, i have nothing to say.

die bitch.

everything's so wrong.

you said you'd kiss me in the morning

ohmuhgayness. im getting very much turned on by a highly kissable guy. and i think he knows that too. helppp~

skip that.

things are getting too damned hot. whoo~!

XP

ok nevermind that. i'd promised to be guai. (:

i have no idea whether to be happy or pekchek. eeurrryyee.

there's probably CG lunchie later, and there's TRAINING. =DDDDDDD

<333333 trg, wheeee~

iloveilikeiloveilikeiloveilikeiloveilike.

im sorry if i sound high, because deep down inside, im not.

and i get this terribly wrong image whenever i.. uh, nvm.

and it feels terribly wrong too!

haiyarrrr. die die die die die die die die.

the saving money for ball ball thing isnt working, i have to much to pay for. damn earrings. TEMPTATION. =((((((((

everything is so wrong. fuck ***!

today has been pretty fun, i mean, yeah.

(:

3rd for shotput, and i seriously deproved from sec 2. ohmygoodness. but i guess it wasn't too bad, esp with a painful arm and trembling hand even when holding a pen.
OH, AND ALL THE PEOPLE TAKING PART IN SHOTPUT THIS YR BROKE LAST YR'S RECORD. like, everyone. they should put this down in the history of TA man. (:

ching kai aka gwen's boyfriend is damn imba la. 1500m 400m sprint. =.= congrats!

then later, called my dear(: on the phone while lying down on the floor of the sports com without shoes on, and mr ng was briefing the people in the sports day parade or sth. so retarded. then later on i stood up, and exclaimed into the phone,"you're my boyfriend! you're supposed to be PATIENT, you know!" then i realised ms ng was there as well and she gave me the ^.- look. heeheehaahaahoohoo.

ohmannn.. bet nxt time when i see ms ng i'll like, be so paiseh. ahhaha.

this mth phone bills confirm die alr. AGAIN. sigh.

I know I've been a real bad girl.

ok, went to have breakfast, taunted the little brother, then to ecp and there was this tri thing there..

ZOMGZOMGZOMG LMAO AHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!

sorry, ask me and i'll tell you. (:

limegreenishyellow tee arr you and kay ass and red keh ahh perh.

omg.

ecp has cute guys, i tell you.

remind me never to wear this pair of berms ever again. it's dropping. X)

and i could be your favourite girl
forever, perfectly together
And tell me boy, now wouldnt that be sweet?
=)

<333

the day was pretty fun, just that i really shouldnt fall aslp in the last few minutes of chem because ms jiang comes in without warning and doesnt wake me up at all, until i wake up by myself like, 20 minutes later.

and ms cheah doesnt know when the bell rings and stretches 15 minutes longer WHICH IS BAD BECAUSE I WANNA CHIONG TO THE TOILET ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH.

mass civics was fun. the teachers behind probably think im lesb because i was leaning my head on sonia's shoulder all the time. ok, nearly all the time. it was fun, really. (: maybe we'll have mass civics with the J1s nxt yr and things might get really fun coz it wont be sonia's shoulder i'll probably leaning on. HEHHHHH.

training was retarded. faked a kiss on yixuan's cheek (just get close to the ear and go smooooch) and she jumped. X) anws, I DONT WANNA BE A STROKER. =( screw start from scratch man. i wanna remain a hook bowler (hooker?) stroker sounds so nooobie =((( but i got partner in this too! yayyyyy~ and i cant throw a straight ball for nuts.

I LOVE DARYL GOH. FOR BEING REAL NICE/SWEET TO LEND ME HIS GC. <333333

*watches someone get jealous. reallllllllllllllllll jealous.*

i am such an evil person. sigh C:

"jimmy likes jimmy because jimmy does what jimmy tells jimmy to do!"

Once upon a time an innocent little girl spent a long long time choosing among the frogs. Eventually she found one which she thought would turn into prince charming. She kissed it and POOF! it was someone else's prince charming. So now she's not going to waste time choosing, she's just gonna kiss the frogs who hop up to her 'cause eventually she'll get the right one. (as long as they aren't toads.)

OK IM KIDDING ABOUT THE FROGS. *ribbit* or maybe not.

it's inevitable to feel sad, but dont worry, it's going to be over soon.

it's not your fault, i never thought you would anyway. it's just me. but i must say, thanks for making it so sweet i cried. Any girl who gets you is a lucky one.(:

moral of the story: don't wear eyeliner to school when you have a feeling something's gonna go wrong.

anws today's training was pretty interesting. i couldnt be bothered to spare anymore, so if it wasnt a strike, i just used valerie's ball and threw it down the lane and maybe it'll hit something. seriously la, no mood.

went around asking people if they wanted a kiss. some people said yes, some said no, but some of the people who said yes abit the.. hahahha

if you guys thought i was kinda madly high today, it's because im not thinking straight. i can't.

for someone who doesnt blush at all, to turn red and start blushing is a rather interesting thing to happen yeah?

sonia says that blushing is healthy. HOHO.

i swear my face was red hot larrrrrr. =X

OMGOMGSOPAISEHHHHHH.

>.<